I forget you in the depths of time

Chapter 178 He Wasted Too Much Time

"Has the wedding dress I ordered arrived?" Ning Xiaoyuan was asking about the wedding dress as soon as she entered the bridal shop. Want to try it?"

"Yeah." She responded coldly, her eyes fell on the man sitting in the velvet chair, and a slight smile appeared on her face, "Give him that dress and let him try it on."

"Ok."

Ning Xiaoyuan was pushed in to change her wedding dress, while Shen Yichen sat aside and waited.

"Master Shen, Miss Ning asked you to try on the dress, look..."

Shen Yichen gave the clerk a cold look, and slightly lifted his thin lips, "It's a lot."

Captured by the chill in his eyes, the clerk smiled mischievously, "I'll put the dress here first, it doesn't matter if you change it or not, Young Master Shen."

He didn't even bother to say a word, he just sneered.

The dress was put aside, Shen Yichen didn't even look at it.

The long eyebrows were slightly frowned, and the cold brows were gradually stained with impatience.

What kind of wedding dress, he didn't want to come at all.

Glancing at the watch on his wrist, Shen Yichen's face became more and more cold.

Ning Xiaoyuan came out after changing her wedding dress. The tulle was layered, the skirt was wide, and the waist design set off her slender waist, making her unbearable to hold.

He only raised his eyes and glanced at it, showing no special expression.

Seeing that Shen Yichen was still sitting on the side with a dress on the side, and seeing that he hadn't changed into a dress, the smile on Ning Xiaoyuan's face froze, "Why don't you change the dress? I specially asked someone to bring it to you. I'll let you try on the size, and if it doesn't fit, there's still time to change it."

"Before the wedding, we still have time to get things done."

wedding?

"You think too much." He said coldly, without any emotion, "Who said he wanted to marry you?"

Ning Xiaoyuan's complexion changed, "You won't marry me?"

"Didn't you promise to marry me?"

"Miss Ning, I promised to help you, but I didn't promise you to marry you." Hei Mo stared at her lightly, "Do you think that our Shen family's threshold is so low that any cat or dog can enter? The position of the young mistress of the Shen family is also yours." Thought?"

"You don't plan to marry me, so why did you agree to accompany me to try on the wedding dress!" Ning Xiaoyuan stared at Shen Yichen, and the other people in the store ran away when they sensed that the atmosphere between the two of them was not right.

Shen Yichen stood up, "Let me see how long your dream can last, don't forget, I promised to help you back then with conditions, so don't push yourself too far."

Hearing this, Ning Xiaoyuan was startled severely.

At first she approached Shen Yichen to ask him for help, but at first he refused, until she said...

"As long as you are willing to help me, I will tell you how the child in Song Qingyue's womb died. My mother did not arrange the car accident. My mother wished that she would have a miscarriage, but before it was too late, something happened to Song Qingyue, and you Don't you wonder who is the one who is plotting against you behind your back again and again?"

"I know all about what you've been hiding from Song Qingyue. If you don't want me to tell her, you'd better cooperate with me."

After all, Shen Yichen would help her because of his threat.

Looking at Shen Yichen's dark eyes, the sarcasm in his eyes made Ning Xiaoyuan's heart suffocate.

She has been doted on by Shen Yichen for almost five years, and she enjoys being able to get all the care from the other party, enjoying the vanity that his gaze is only for herself.

She has been spoiled, but Shen Yichen told her when her feet were deep in mud, that he was just playing around and didn't take it seriously.

The reason why he doted on her was simply because he couldn't find Song Qingyue's shadow in others, but found it in himself.

He has always believed that Song Qingyue has no power and power, and is not used to communicating with people in this circle, so he is not suitable to survive in this circle.

That's why he planned to turn his attention to her, trying to train her as a second Song Qingyue.

His hypocrisy was so real that everyone believed it, even herself.

Perhaps Shen Yichen's idea was absurd, but Ning Xiaoyuan felt that his idea was feasible, and he put himself in Song Qingyue's shoes.

He knew Song Qingyue's temperament too well, so he knew that she would be easily excluded from this circle.

She pulled her lips and smiled, "Are you not afraid that I will tell her everything you have kept from her?"

"It's up to you." Shen Yichen remained unmoved, "You'd better be mentally prepared to speak out and suffer the consequences."

"..." He hit Ning Xiaoyuan's Achilles' heel.

Seeing Shen Yichen leave, Ning Xiaoyuan suddenly said, "Why don't you want to marry me? You know that it's impossible for you, and you know your current situation. Wouldn't it be good for her to give up completely by marrying me?"

"My business has nothing to do with you."

Shen Yichen was unusually cold, and he didn't shake his mind because of Ning Xiaoyuan's words.

He came here just to see if that person would show up, and he didn't see anyone after sitting for a long time, so there was no need for him to wait any longer.

As for making Song Qingyue give up...

Why did he want Song Qingyue to give up?He just wanted Song Qingyue to remember him forever, forever.

He was selfish in the first place, and it was absolutely impossible for him to tolerate Song Qingyue living with other men, let alone seeing her walk out of his shadow completely.

So he didn't listen to a word of Ning Xiaoyuan's words.

That's not his way of doing it. Only when he is extremely stupid will he choose to listen to Ning Xiaoyuan's words to make things difficult for him.

What is she?His life is not in the hands of other people.

……

After saying those words from the bridal shop, Ning Xiaoyuan calmed down a lot, and Shen Yichen wanted to find the person behind her from her.

She was cautious and kept on guard against him.

Shen Yichen knew very well in his heart that the car accident a few months ago was deliberate, and that person was very familiar with their Shen family.

He just lacked some clues, and he still couldn't figure out the details of the other party.

During this period of time, he could often see Song Qingyue in the company, and the two of them almost went in and out at the same time.

Occasionally working overtime until late at night, Shen Yichen can often see Jin Jingyu coming to pick her up from get off work.

Standing alone in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, the neon lights outside the window are intertwined into a bright and beautiful ribbon.

He clenched his fists to cover his lips and coughed heavily twice, his face turned pale, and a trace of bright red was faintly visible on his cold and thin lips.

He wiped the blood from his lips casually, his eyes were dark and uncertain.

The throat is astringent, and the Adam's apple is rolling hard.

After a long time, he pulled out a bitter smile. It was really retribution. He had to pay the price for doing so many wrong things.

Long before Song Qingyue became pregnant, Shen Yichen knew that his physical condition was not ideal, and he had no desire for treatment.

He didn't expect that Song Qingyue would get pregnant. He was suddenly afraid of death. He went to the United States for so long just to treat his body. It was inconvenient in China. If someone took advantage of it, the company would easily cause trouble, and...he didn't want Song Qingyue to know.

He received treatment alone in the United States, hiding it from everyone.

Wells was his primary physician. At first, he repeatedly suggested that he should be hospitalized, but he refused, so he came back.

Years ago, he knew that his physical condition was getting worse. He coughed blood, fearing that Song Qingyue would find out, so he went to the United States again.

He vaguely recalled what Wells said, "Mr. Shen, I won't say polite words to you. The situation is very bad. The cancer cells have spread."

Hearing this, he asked calmly, "How much time do I have?"

"The shortest is half a year, the longest is one year."

Knowing that he didn't have much time, Shen Yichen didn't waste any more time, and returned to China to arrange everything. His purpose of helping Ning Xiaoyuan was not only to find out who was targeting Song Qingyue and the Shen family, but more importantly, he wanted Song Qingyue to Grow up faster, and only when she can take care of herself can he leave with peace of mind.

He knew that Jin Jingyu would take good care of her, but he was worried, if Song Qingyue would only be a parasite dependent on others, what if Jin Jingyu didn't want her someday?
So...he wanted Song Qingyue to grow up on her own.

He can keep Song Qingyue for a while, but he can't keep her forever. There will be no more him on the road in the future, and she will be left to walk slowly in the future.

Shen Yichen didn't know if this was punishment. He used to be self-centered and used his own ideas to force others on others. He didn't understand feelings, so he didn't understand why Song Qingyue could keep it for so many years.

11 years, and they have known each other for 11 years.

In these 11 years, too many things happened. Shen Yichen regretted it only before he died. He wasted too much time. If he wakes up earlier, maybe... he can create more memories.

He sat alone where Song Qingyue was sitting, smiling wryly.

He is still very selfish, he doesn't want to divorce even though he knows that his life is not long, if it is not because he sees Song Qingyue's autism and sees how painful it is for her to be by his side, he might not agree to the divorce.

On the day of the divorce, Shen Yichen didn't leave. Seeing her go forward without looking back, she was both relieved and sad.

Song Qingyue was going to get out of his life one day, maybe he was the one who insisted on it from the very beginning, so she should have let go long ago.

He was still as selfish as ever, he knew that he was terminally ill with lung cancer, and at the end of his battle he still wanted to trap her.

In the past, I had no desires or desires, and work was just a mechanical behavior. If you die, you will die. There is nothing to regret.

But now, he doesn't want to die.

He still has someone he can't let go of, and he wants to spend more time guarding her.

The knuckles of the hands hanging down on the table gradually gathered and clenched into fists.

In the quiet office, the phone buzzed and vibrated, disturbing Shen Yichen.

A faint blue light was projected on his face, and Shen Yichen checked the caller ID before answering the call.

"grandfather."

"Well, why haven't you come back?"

"There is something wrong with the company, and we are still busy."

Shen Qingzong's voice sounded vicissitudes and helplessness, "Son, come back..."

"No matter how important the company's affairs are, it's not as important as your body. Come back and have a good rest."

Shen Yichen smiled faintly, "Yes."

"By the way, Qingyue has come and hasn't left yet. I'll find a way to hold her for a while longer. Come back quickly." Shen Qingzong knew about Shen Yichen's physical condition a long time ago, so he went to him earlier, quarreled with him, and reprimanded him for being ignorant , don't distinguish between primary and secondary, and don't take your body seriously.

(End of this chapter)