I forget you in the depths of time

Chapter 180
"It's so late, why did you deliberately come to me?" Looking at him quietly with clear and clean beautiful eyes, Jin Jingyu tightened her hands hanging by her side, her throat tightened, and she said in a hoarse voice , "It's okay, I'm just passing by and come in to see you."

"Really..." Song Qingyue looked at him suspiciously, but she didn't become suspicious, she just said, "It's getting late, I'll go up to rest first, you..."

Jin Jingyu nodded as if waking up from a dream, "Okay, then I'll go first." Song Qingyue is a traditional woman, and he knew very well that he had been helping Song Qingyue during this time and was also very close to her.

In the eyes of outsiders, I am afraid that the two of them are already together.

Only he himself knows that Song Qingyue has never revealed her heart to him, never opened that closed heart to him.

Even though they were standing very close, Jin Jingyu felt that there was a Milky Way between the two of them that could not be crossed.

He came here just to test whether Song Qingyue already knew about Shen Yichen, and seeing that she knew nothing, Jin Jingyu was also struggling in his heart. He thought about telling Song Qingyue the truth, but when the words came to his lips, he just said not come out.

Ever since he saw Song Qingyue come back and saw her face, Jin Jingyu was unwilling to confess everything he knew.

He was not sure that the balance in Song Qingyue's heart would not be tilted for Shen Yichen again, he was also selfish, emotionally, no one was not selfish.

Just...just act like you don't know.

Yes, he doesn't know anything.

Jin Jingyu stood still, watching her get on the elevator with a slight smile, while Song Qingyue looked at him, slightly frowning her brows, confused.

What's going on tonight?Why did Jin Jingyu go crazy all of a sudden?

She watched the elevator door gradually close, with a tight fit, and the face disappeared in the crack.

As soon as Song Qingyue left, Jin Jingyu was completely discouraged, leaning his back against the cold wall, his eyes darkened.

He is worried about Shen Yichen, because he knows that Song Qingyue has only Shen Yichen in his mind and heart, so he pays special attention to Shen Yichen's every move.

Inadvertently, he learned of Shen Yichen's hidden secrets, including...the fact that Song Qingyue's child did not die.

At the beginning, Song Qingyue was sent to the hospital in a car accident, and the baby boy was taken out from the womb by caesarean section, but he was forced to leave the mother's body in less than a month, and the baby's physical condition was very poor.

He has been in the incubator since he left the mother's body, and has undergone two operations.

He would know this because he checked Shen Yichen's movements in the United States, and he didn't expect to receive such news.

The child didn't die, but Shen Yichen was dying.

Now the child is still staying in the American hospital under the care of Shao Ming. No wonder Shen Yichen not only did not accompany Song Qingyue during that time, but also left the country alone and rushed to the United States.

Fearing that the child's vital signs were unstable and he might die at any time, that's why Shen Yichen didn't tell Song Qingyue that the child was still alive, for fear that she would suffer another blow.

Now Song Qingyue's child is still in a hospital in the United States, if Song Qingyue knows about these things, will she go back to Shen Yichen's side?
He came here to tell Song Qingyue the news, but seeing her getting out of Shen Yichen's car and seeing her approaching him, everything he wanted to say was blocked in his throat, and he couldn't say a word come out.

Jin Jingyu came out of the apartment building in a daze, with heavy steps.

It's abominable, until death, Shen Yichen will put him together.

If he did this, even if Song Qingyue knew the truth in the future, he would remember him for the rest of his life, and it was impossible for anyone to replace Shen Yichen's position in Song Qingyue's heart in this lifetime.

Whether you say it or not, it is a mistake.

Jin Jingyu would rather that he really didn't know anything, knew nothing; it was better than struggling and suffering in his heart now.

……

Shen Yichen got up late, and when he got up, he was listless. Looking at the person in the mirror, his face was pale, his lips were bloodless, and his eye sockets were sunken.

With the sound of rushing water, he took a handful of clear water and splashed it on his face, the cold water droplets stimulated the senses on his face.

"Cough..." He coughed muffledly, with a fishy sweetness in his mouth.

He hurriedly rinsed his mouth with clean water, and stood sleepily by the sink. After a long time, Shen Yichen made a move. After washing quickly, he packed himself up and went out.

When he went downstairs, he happened to run into Shen Qingzong who had just come back from his morning run. Seeing him coming down, Shen Qingzong called to stop him, "Yichen, ask Qingyue if she wants to come over for a light meal tonight."

Shen Yichen froze for a moment, and said, "Grandpa, she won't come."

"If you tell me to ask, just ask, where is there so much nonsense!" Shen Qingzong frowned and interrupted, "I can tell you, I am helping you, don't be ungrateful."

"Whether she comes or not is her business. If you tell her, you will truthfully tell her what I said."

He sighed helplessly, "Okay, I will tell her what Grandpa said."

Shen Yichen knew that Shen Qingzong was deliberately helping him create an opportunity to get close to Song Qingyue, but the matter has come to this point, is it still necessary?

It's better to maintain the status quo, and if you really want to leave in the future, you won't be so sad.

He just smiled and said, "Grandpa, I'm going to the company first."

"Well, be careful on the road, and... don't stay up late and work overtime, pay attention to rest."

Shen Yichen nodded, and then left with long legs.

In the car, he sat alone for a long time, his gaze touched the Chinese knot of the red string hanging from the rearview mirror, and he froze slightly.

"I heard that the Bodhisattva in this temple is very efficacious, so I deliberately asked for this to keep you safe." She raised her hand and hung the so-called efficacious amulet in her mouth on the rearview mirror as she said.

Shen Yichen watched for a moment, until the phantom in front of him dissipated, and then he came back to his senses.

If he could really be safe, he wouldn't be in such a bad physical condition now, and Song Qingyue wouldn't be in a car accident.

This kind of thing has always been believed to exist, and not believed to exist.

But this time, for the first time, Shen Yichen wants to believe in this illusory thing that has no scientific basis. If it really works, then he makes a wish now, only wishing to be with her forever.

In the end, he felt that he was really ridiculous, and now he had come to the point of clinging to such deceitful things.

He tore the things off and threw them into the place where the idle things were placed in the front seat.

When Shen Yichen arrived at the company, he saw the thermos bucket on the desk.

He was the only one in the huge office, and Song Qingyue's place was empty.

Shen Yichen frowned deeply, his eyes were full of fear, he called Fu Rong in, and asked in a deep voice, "Who came to my office?"

"Except Manager Song, no one else has visited your office."

Shen Yichen was taken aback by Fu Rong's respectful answer, and his eyes fell on the thermos.

He hesitated for a while, then unscrewed the lid of the thermos.

"Isn't this a soup that relieves cough and nourishes the lungs?"

Shen Yichen raised his eyes and glanced at the bluffing Fu Rong, then turned his gaze back to the heat preservation soup.

Of course he knew that this pear stewed with rock sugar was a good drink for relieving cough and nourishing the lungs, but... Song Qingyue made it?

He vaguely recalled that when he sent her back last night, he coughed twice, but Song Qingyue didn't expect Song Qingyue to mention this early in the morning...

Does this mean that Song Qingyue will still care about him even if the trouble has become like this?
"President, young mistress is really kind to you. You see, she deliberately cooked the soup herself."

"I know she's fine." He always knew that Song Qingyue was fine, but he knew it a little late.

So what if she's fine?According to his current situation, let alone promise her a stable life, he can't even give Song Qingyue a complete future.

It's better... Let her grow up slowly, and be with Jin Jingyu, that's fine.

At least, there is someone who can care about her and protect her.

With a sore throat, Shen Yichen sat on the leather office chair and poured the soup into a small bowl.

The taste is mellow and sweet, which is just right for someone like him who is addicted to sweetness.

After tasting the taste, Shen Yichen can be sure that Song Qingyue made the soup. No one except her knows that he likes sweet.

After taking two sips, he coughed heavily, and the rim of the bowl was stained with blood.

"President!" Fu Rong was shocked.

Shen Yichen pulled a tissue to cover his mouth and coughed heavily, his chest was so congested that it hurt like a mountain was pressing on his chest when he took a breath.

Seeing his face becoming more and more ugly, with fine beads of sweat on his forehead, Fu Rong's nose suddenly felt sore, "President, you can't work like this, you should go to the hospital..."

He shook his head, and it took a long time for him to regain his composure, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm fine, and..."

Shen Yichen breathed heavily, "Don't tell others, you can't tell anyone about me."

"President, why are you doing this..." Fu Rong had already known about Shen Yichen's physical condition from Shao Ming, and she couldn't help but tell Song Qingyue the truth several times.

She doesn't care what outsiders say about Shen Yichen, as a subordinate who has been with him for so many years, Fu Rong can say that Shen Yichen is the best person she has ever met and known.

Whether it's ability, status, or temperament.

The president is just not good at expressing, and he doesn't like to reveal his thoughts. In their hearts, Shen Yichen is not only a good boss, but also their old friend.

She knew everything that happened between the young mistress and the president, and she couldn't tell who was right and who was wrong. In the world of feelings, one would like to fight and one would like to suffer, and there was no way to tell right from wrong.

Even if... he was at fault, he was guilty.

Now he is also working very hard to correct the wrong track, and he is also working hard to make up for it.

But death is not a crime!
Fu Rong knew that Shen Yichen's time was running out, and seeing him in distress with her own eyes, even her eyes were red.

Turning his head away, enduring the tears in his eyes, he nodded heavily.

She packed her things in silence, and happened to come out and meet Song Qingyue who was about to enter the office.

Seeing that the circles of Fu Rong's eyes were red, Song Qingyue asked suspiciously, "Secretary Fu, what's wrong with you?"

(End of this chapter)