I forget you in the depths of time

Chapter 182 Have you ever thought about returning to Shen Yichen's side?

After Shen Yichen drove Fu Rong away, Song Qingyue stood aside for a while, then turned around, poured a cup of hot water naturally, and handed it to him, "Have a drink."

He reached out to take it, holding the paper cup in his hand, and didn't drink it all the time.

"I told you to come to the hospital earlier, so I insisted on resisting." Song Qingyue sat down, nagging uncontrollably.

The curling white mist slowly rose, blurring the moist eyebrows, Shen Yichen pulled his lips and smiled faintly, lowered his eyebrows and eyes, and lowered his head to drink water.

Sitting closer, Song Qingyue realized that Shen Yichen had lost a lot of weight during this period, and his skin was sickly white. Under the strong light, the veins under the skin were faintly visible, and the whiteness was as transparent as if it would disappear from his eyes in a second.

Seeing the black and haggard look under his eye sockets, Song Qingyue swallowed her saliva, opened her lips and said, "Do you want to rest for two more days before going back to work?"

"I see that you are in a bad condition..."

Shen Yichen didn't speak, holding the water glass, heat came from the palm of his hand continuously.

It was rare to sit face to face in the same room. After the divorce, Song Qingyue hesitated whether to go back to work in the company, she was afraid that she would be embarrassed and uncomfortable if she bumped into Shen Yichen.

In the end, she still went back.

The closer she was to the center of the Shen family, the more clearly Song Qingyue could see how capable and calm Shen Yichen was, and he was a strong and difficult opponent.

What's even more tragic is... Song Qingyue found that once she got closer to Shen Yichen, she couldn't help but put her eyes on him, and couldn't help wanting to care about everything about him.

When she chose to divorce, it wasn't that she didn't love her, but...she couldn't find a way to get close to him, couldn't find a reason to continue to occupy the position of the Shen family's young mistress for granted, and she didn't have the strength to continue to hold on.

"You go back first." The reason why Shen Yichen asked her to go back first was because she was afraid that if she stayed with him for a long time, she would find something wrong with her, and she was also afraid that she would be even more reluctant to let go.

Song Qingyue glanced at him in a daze, then raised her head slightly, looked at the infusion bag, pointed to the infusion bag and said, "There is not much left, I will accompany you."

He seemed to be smiling, and the arc of the smile was so faint that it disappeared in the blink of an eye. Song Qingyue thought she was delusional.

Sitting quietly on one side, she pursed the corners of her lips and looked around, but she refused to look at Shen Yichen.

Burning eyes fell on her, and Song Qingyue felt an urge to run away.

She coughed twice, "What are you always looking at me for?"

The gaze that was still on her was withdrawn in an instant, Song Qingyue breathed a sigh of relief but at the same time felt a little lost.

"You're with him?"

"Ah?" Song Qingyue couldn't react, she looked at him sleepily with beautiful eyes.

"Jin Jingyu."

"..." Song Qingyue blinked her eyes, but said nothing.

"He's fine. I think you should be happy with him."

Song Qingyue's heart was suffocated for a moment, and she pulled the corner of her mouth stiffly, "Well... yes, he is very good to me."

It's good for her, it's good that she can't bear, and I can't afford it.

It is precisely because of this that she feels a lot of pressure and always keeps a distance from Jin Jingyu. She always feels that it is unfair to be with other people when there is still someone she can't let go of in her heart.

Even if she is selfish, she will not be so scumbag that she wants to draw warmth from other people when she is hurt.

For her, she doesn't even want the warmth that is not given by the person she loves. There is only one person who can warm her up, and there is only one person who can push her into the eighteenth level of hell with a single sentence.

The hand hanging on the thigh, the five fingers gathered together, tightened.

"I didn't expect you to walk back to your original position in the end." She didn't expect Shen Yichen to get involved with Ning Xiaoyuan.

His black eyes flickered with an unknown light, and he chuckled, "You can do it, why can't I?"

Shen Yichen's heart was filled with embarrassment, he walked back to his original position, but the place next to him was empty, and she had already left.

This time... there is no future.

"That's right, I can start over, and of course you can, after all, we are divorced."

Song Qingyue smiled lightly, "It seems that we are more suitable to be enemies."

"Yeah." There was a smile on his lips, his eyes fluctuating.

enemy?

Yeah.

His ultimate goal is to get Song Qingyue out of his encirclement completely, so that she can recover and start a new life.

Thinking of this, the arc of smile on Shen Yichen's lips faded.

Song Qingyue's heart was stuffy, and the tip of her nose was sore.

So, did Shen Yichen make up his mind to protect Ning Xiaoyuan and stand by the Ning family?
He knew that he and the Ning family were at odds, and that she would drag the Ning family into the water even if she died, and he chose to protect the Ning family again and again.

No matter what his purpose is, whether he loves Ning Xiaoyuan or not, Song Qingyue feels sore in her heart. She actually... still wants Shen Yichen to stand by her side, even if not to help her, at least not to stand on her opposite side.

She was afraid that she would not have the courage to face it and the ability to resist.

After hanging the water with Shen Yichen, Song Qingyue helped him out the door.

Song Qingyue, who was preoccupied, did not notice the dark complexion in Shen Yichen's eyes when he looked at her.

At the entrance of the hospital, I bumped into Jin Jingyu. Seeing him waiting at the gate, Song Qingyue was taken aback for a moment, then frowned deeply.

How did he know he was in the hospital?

The two equally outstanding men are undoubtedly eye-catching, and the surrounding eyes linger on them.

As soon as they met each other, Shen Yichen knew the deep meaning in Jin Jingyu's eyes.

He tightened the hand hanging by his side, then slowly and with difficulty stood up straight, and withdrew his hand from Song Qingyue's hand.

While she was still in a daze, Shen Yichen said, "Your boyfriend is here to pick you up, let's go."

Boy friend…

Just as Song Qingyue was about to speak, she was interrupted by Jin Jingyu, who said in a deep voice, "Qingyue, go out and wait for me."

It could be seen that the two of them had something to talk about, Song Qingyue forced back the desire to explain, and walked away.

Seeing her walking away, Jin Jingyu said, "Shen Yichen, are you still going to tell her the truth?"

"What's the truth?" Shen Yichen said inexplicably.

"you are not…"

Jin Jingyu hesitated to speak, but Shen Yichen understood what he was talking about and sneered, "So what? Tell her, what can be changed? She is doing well now, I don't need to bother her."

Song Qingyue is doing well now. She once said that she lost her dreams and ego for herself, and the center of her world is herself. Now that she has finally escaped from this vicious circle, Shen Yichen is very pleased that she can stand up alone, and looks forward to her being able to Get the self she wants in the near future.

With black eyes locked outside the hospital, the hazy and beautiful figure in the sunlight, he said, "I don't want to entrust her to you, but now there is no one who is more suitable to take care of their mother and child except you."

After finishing speaking, he added another sentence, "Of course, the premise is that you don't mind being a cheap father."

"If you keep it from her like this, if she finds out in the future, it will be even more..." Jin Jingyu was worried.

Before he finished speaking, Shen Yichen interrupted decisively, "She won't know."

"forever."

He froze and frowned, "Impossible, paper can't contain fire."

"If you can't even do this, you are not qualified to stay with her." Shen Yichen looked at him coldly, with undisguised contempt in his eyes.

Jin Jingyu choked, not because he couldn't do it, but because he didn't want to hide Song Qingyue from her, and he felt even worse in his heart.

If she really knew the truth in the future, Jin Jingyu knew very well what the consequences would be. Not only would he not have a place in her heart, but he would be completely crushed.

He couldn't afford this bet, because he couldn't afford to lose.

"I won't hide it from her."

As soon as he finished speaking, Shen Yichen laughed lowly and sneered, "If you don't plan to hide it from her, tell her the truth from the very beginning, let alone distract her deliberately."

Jin Jingyu was immediately embarrassed by what he said, and he sneered, "Don't act hypocritical in front of me, I know exactly what you think in your heart; you can't tell her the truth, because you are afraid that she will come back to me willingly Come on, you are afraid that I will be stationed in her heart even deeper."

What he said was the truth, so Jin Jingyu fell silent in a rare way.

"If you don't want to give up all your previous efforts, just pretend to be dumb and pretend you don't know anything." Shen Yichen said coldly, and then walked away with long legs.

"What about the child?"

Shen Yichen's footsteps stopped, and his voice became colder, "That's my child, don't care about your business."

He stood up straight with his back stiff, and Jin Jingyu didn't relax until Shen Yichen left the hospital.

He was indeed struggling to tell Song Qingyue about Shen Yichen's physical condition and the child, but just like what Shen Yichen said, now Song Qingyue is slowly fading away the traces of Shen Yichen's existence. If she knew about these things now, she would definitely Go back to Shen Yichen immediately.

She will accompany Shen Yichen for the rest of the time, and will stubbornly stay widowed for him.

So—he couldn't afford to lose.

"Why did you come to the hospital? Follow me?" Song Qingyue asked impatiently as soon as she got in the car. She didn't like being followed and watched everywhere she went.

"I..." He wanted to defend himself, but swallowed the words, "I'm worried about you, so..."

"So you follow me?" Song Qingyue frowned, "I am a human being, not a plaything under your control. Please don't follow me 24 hours a day like a prisoner!"

"Hmm..." He was so preoccupied that he didn't have the heart to tease Song Qingyue like he used to.

This man Shen Yichen has made up his mind, he is sure that he will not tell Song Qingyue the truth, so he is so confident, but he has nothing to do with him now.

"Qingyue, have you ever thought about returning to Shen Yichen's side?"

"Why are you asking this?" Song Qingyue drooped her long eyelashes, her eyes were unclear, but her voice became cold.

She thought of Shen Yichen's boyfriend just now, and felt uncomfortable from the bottom of her heart.

She knew that she shouldn't be so hypocritical, but this emotion was violent and out of her control.

Why?Why is it that every time she stands in the haze and can't get out, Shen Yichen can get out quickly without touching a leaf?
Standing far away, looking coldly at her muddy feet and struggling, she didn't intend to reach out to help her.

"It's just a question, if you don't want to answer, just pretend I didn't say it." Jin Jingyu said.

"I never thought about going back to him. To be honest, when I chose to divorce, I thought about it for a long time. It took a lot of courage to face the reality. I didn't know how to face him. Seeing him, I can't help but think of everything he has done to me, and I will be paranoid about every word he says and everything he does."

"I can't even maintain the basic trust. I really can't continue to live with him. I'm afraid that sooner or later, I will be driven crazy by myself." She questioned everything about Shen Yichen, considering all his sincerity. How much, if things go on like this, sooner or later they will embark on the road of divorce. No man can stand his wife like a psychopath, and she can't stand it even more.

(End of this chapter)