Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 133

I believe Rong Ziqing should understand something in his heart, and he himself is one of them.

But Rong Ziqing himself may not be clear, in fact, his weight in Shangguan Hua's heart is not inferior to that of Sheng Wanyu.

For Sheng Wanyu, Shangguan Hua is her sister's love and protection, and her persistence in fulfilling her wish.

But Shangguan Hua silently waited for his reply to her beloved Rong Ziqing, silently waited by his side, and only hoped to live happily with him.

Shangguan Hua knew that Rong Ziqing was not a person who was good at words, but she could always put herself in Rong Ziqing's shoes and think about him.

"Even the best relatives and friends need time to mediate and think about disputes. Therefore, I believe that the princess will understand after a few days, and continue to be a pair of sisters like relatives with you."

Rong Ziqing still didn't seem to have decided to call Hua'er, and actually used the word you instead of anything else.

However, from Shangguan Hua's point of view, it seems that you are much better than that polite Shangguan girl.

I and you, these three characters are what Shangguan Hua likes.No alienation, no politeness, just me and you.

"I just hope that my sister will stop blaming me. I really do it for my sister's benefit, and I have no other intentions."

Even though Shangguan Hua knew that Sheng Wanyu would get back together with her, he still couldn't forget every word Sheng Wanyu said.

Because those words seem to reflect the situation when I persuaded Sheng Wanyu in the past. I used to like to persuade Sheng Wanyu to get out of this painful memory, so I told Sheng Wanyu many times to learn to trust the people around me.

Don't always trap yourself in the sentimental memories of the past, you can try or feel the sincerity that comes from facing relatives and friends.

Naturally, Shangguan Hua knew Sheng Wanyu's concerns and worries, or that fear of others.

But if you blindly only think about fearing other people's good intentions and worrying about other people's worries, then life may be too tiring.

If you can't be completely at ease with the people around you, and you can't fully trust the people you save, isn't that a bit too pessimistic?

Although Sheng Wanyu gave people a kind of indifferent rejection, but she didn't say that she didn't want to befriend her, but Shangguan Hua knew Sheng Wanyu.

So I understand that Sheng Wanyu may refuse from her inner feelings or subconscious feelings.

Because of the ruthlessness of the relative who cut open the abdomen with a knife, because of the indifference of the husband, because of the hatred of the child's death, and the disfigured woman under the cliff, Sheng Wanyu felt that people's hearts were unreliable.

Perhaps at this moment, you are a friend to her and a relative who can be used.

But you don't know at all, the next second, whether you are a thorn in her side, or whether you are the one she wants you to die.

These sad endings make people feel sorry for the woman in the story.

But how can Sheng Wanyu's character be pitiful, Sheng Wanyu only uses her sharpness to protect herself.

For Sheng Wanyu, perhaps the best way to protect her is to reject feelings and always look at everyone with a critical eye, because for her, friends and relatives seem to be synonymous with unreliability.

She is an example poured out with blood. The so-called friends and relatives are people who cannot be trusted.

It was they who taught Sheng Wanyu, who treats her feelings with sincerity and sincerity, how to trust others and discern other people's intentions.

Shangguan Hua always makes Sheng Wanyu open her heart, try to develop relationships with those who care about her.It was because in Sheng Wanyu's subconscious mind, she always felt that people's hearts were not all so pure.

Therefore, she chooses to refuse and distrust more.

Maybe people who don't have any feelings can't say these words, but for someone like Sheng Wanyu who has too much blood and deep hatred, it's just a breeze to say them.

This was what Shangguan Hua once heard Sheng Wanyu say by herself. Sheng Wanyu never said it to others, but she said it to herself. Shangguan Hua's thought at that time was that Sheng Wanyu sincerely regarded herself as a relative and friend.

Shangguan Hua was even a little happy about this, because Sheng Wanyu was willing to tell herself what she thought.

At that time, looking at the strong hatred in Sheng Wanyu's eyes, Shangguan Hua also felt an indescribable sadness in his heart.

Moreover, every sentence Sheng Wanyu said seemed to make people feel more and more sad.

A few months have passed, but Shangguan Hua can still remember everything in that passage: "I think I am really stupid, I thought I had a good sister, who treated me like a normal girl, but she was also like a guest. Good husband."

"But it wasn't until the baby died from my body that I realized how easy it was for me to trust people."

"It turns out that I have always been the target of others to kill."

Perhaps it was because of the arrival of her child, but Sheng Wanyu always felt that Yin Qingxuan was cruel to her. Perhaps when she told her that she wanted to marry into the Prince's Mansion, she had the idea of ​​killing herself.

She kept herself before so that her body could continue to serve Su Changmu.

If it wasn't for Yin Qingxuan's poor health, perhaps Sheng Wanyu would not have survived for such a long time.

And Su Changmu's words at that time were undoubtedly ruthlessly annihilating all thoughts when Sheng Wanyu was most looking forward to a glimmer of hope.

Yin Wanyu at that time, the woman who had an extremely sad ending at that time, thought that Su Changmu would have a little affection for her.

It turned out that it was all fake.

From the beginning, this Su Changmu has always regarded Yin Wanyu, a concubine, as his own woman, and even said that from the bottom of his heart, Su Changmu has no affection for Yin Wanyu from the beginning to the end.

It's just taking advantage of Yin Wanyu's status as Yin Qingxuan's first daughter, and because he is not the woman he loves, so he can watch Yin Wanyu's gouging eyes, roaring and despairing voices in such a similar way.

This Su Changmu's ruthlessness is the best match for this femme fatale Yin Qingxuan.

The former Sheng Wanyu was still angry at Yin Qingxuan, a vicious woman, but who would have thought that Yin Qingxuan would die at the hands of Su Changmu and the man she loved most in a few months.

I remember that day, Shangguan Hua listened to Sheng Wanyu's words, and tried to make Sheng Wanyu feel better with the warmest words.

But every sentence of Sheng Wanyu's emotion from the bottom of her heart really made Shangguan Hua have no more words to say.

"Their expressions of concern and concerns about me are just the best cover-up. In their eyes, maybe I have always been the one who will die sooner or later. But, time will tell. It's just early."

"You think they always have some feelings for you, you think Su Changmu will stop Yin Qingxuan from being unfeeling towards you with her own hands. But only when you hear those ruthless words, will you really understand that you are all right for them people who killed."

"Your trust in them may have settled your final sad end."

Sheng Wanyu's words carried the hatred in her heart, as if that was the biggest purpose of everything she was doing now.

Because of these, Shangguan Painting was even more moving.When Sheng Wanyu had such thoughts, Sheng Wanyu saved herself in the woods when she didn't know her identity and situation.

When he lost his memory, he decided to take him in.

Shangguan Hua thought, perhaps it was because of Sheng Wanyu's trust in her at that time that she was willing to keep herself.Perhaps it was Sheng Wanyu's attitude towards herself and her past that made Shangguan Hua loyal to her, and also made Shangguan Hua willing to work hard to face Su Changmu because of her.

I remember that the best reason why I persuaded Sheng Wanyu at that time was that she chose to save herself, chose to keep herself in the fourth prince's mansion, chose to let herself stay by her side, and chose to tell herself her sad experience.

From then on, since she was willing to tell herself these things, Shangguan Hua knew it was because of trust.

But being able to have trust in yourself, why not try to do the same with others.It is true that many people are not worth it, but it does not mean that they are not worth it.

"Sister, you were willing to believe in Hua'er at that time, Hua'er will not let you down."

This is what Shangguan Hua said at the time, because she wanted to use her own behavior to tell Sheng Wanyu, maybe as long as she was willing to trust the other party, she would tell Sheng Wanyu with the best return that her trust was not given to the wrong person.

Shangguan Hua has always put this idea first. She hopes to use herself to convince Sheng Wanyu that she can begin to accept other people's feelings or give them trust, instead of just rejecting everything with a cold and arrogant appearance.

Because of this idea, Shangguan Hua always considered Sheng Wanyu everywhere, so when Yin Qingxuan's murder happened, Shangguan Hua decided to hide it.

She really didn't want Sheng Wanyu to plunge herself into endless pain because of the viciousness of these women.

Shangguan Hua knew that his words had no influence on Sheng Wanyu, nor did they have the slightest effect.

Sheng Wanyu has slowly begun to prepare to try new characters.

However, in the process, there are also many people who always want to murder Sheng Wanyu.

This Yin Qingxuan is one of them. Although Sheng Wanyu is already very careful about her behavior, it seems that this Yin Qingxuan always has bad hostility towards Sheng Wanyu, so she always likes to plot murder against people she doesn't like.

Sheng Wanyu was so miserably murdered by Yin Qingxuan, she was also the one Sheng Wanyu hated the most, her murder, Sheng Wanyu would not not hate, nor would she take it lightly.

Therefore, Sheng Wanyu is very likely to fall into this painful past again.

Shangguan Hua also thought about it, but the result was the same as when he first got the news, and it was also a concealment.

However, she never thought that Sheng Wanyu would say whether she was trustworthy or not.

These words hurt Shangguan Hua's heart, because she always wanted to use her actions to prove how useful Sheng Wanyu's trust in her was, instead of letting Sheng Wanyu experience the betrayal of her relatives again.

When it comes to the word betrayal, it is really serious.

But Shangguan Hua could tell from Sheng Wanyu's eyes that she felt that concealment seemed to be a betrayal in a different direction, especially the concealment of Yin Qingxuan.

It seems that Rong Ziqing's words will always be said when Shangguan Hua is lost in memory, "I believe in your thoughts, but maybe I still need Wang Hao's affirmation."

Rong Ziqing's words were still so clear, yes, it was not Rong Ziqing, but Sheng Wanyu who needed people's understanding the most.

However, it may not be easy to get Sheng Wanyu's understanding.

Sheng Wanyu is not a person who will be blinded by the facts in front of her eyes, even if she was in the past, she is not now, because Sheng Wanyu knows too much.

But this matter is about Yin Qingxuan, and it is deliberately concealing the murder of Yin Qingxuan. Sheng Wanyu may understand, but it will be delayed for many days.

(End of this chapter)