Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 147
Looking at Sheng Wanyu's eyes, Su Changmo knew what Sheng Wanyu was thinking right now.This was also the reason why Su Changmo was afraid to tell her, but now Su Changmo didn't dare or didn't know how to persuade Sheng Wanyu, because he told Sheng Wanyu himself.

Whether Sheng Wanyu has the mood to feel the sorrow in Su Changmo's heart at this moment.

Sheng Wanyu's voice fell into Su Changmo's heart. Her voice was very desolate and filled with countless sorrows, and there was something added to it, which was self-blame.

"Husband, Hua'er and Qiutang were all caused by me. If it wasn't for me, maybe they wouldn't have disappeared."

Sheng Wanyu seemed to have ingrained herself in the circle of self-blame since she knew the answer.

Although Su Changmo didn't know how to persuade, he still wanted to comfort Sheng Wanyu. After all, Sheng Wanyu was his only wife in his life.

"My lady, don't blame yourself too much. Do you know why Ziqing and Baixiu didn't tell you?"

Su Changmo tried to use Rong Ziqing and Bai Xiu's concealment to comfort Sheng Wanyu's heart.

"why did not you tell me?"

Sure enough, Sheng Wanyu asked Su Changmo, and Su Changmo said, "Because they don't want you to blame yourself. What they care about most is Hua'er and Qiutang. They all know what relationship you have with them. What do you think about Huaer and Qiutang?" What does it mean, so they didn't tell you."

Sheng Wanyu still answered Su Changmo with the attitude that everything is not her own problem: "But, don't they blame me? They know that Hua'er and Qiutang are all because of me, don't you blame me for making them lose their love?" ?”

Su Changmo looked into Sheng Wanyu's eyes, and spoke comforting words: "My lady, Ziqing and Bai Xiu knew that it might be better to ask you some questions, but they still didn't choose to tell you. The reason is that they are afraid that you will blame yourself and be sad. They think about you like this." , do you think they will blame you?"

Sheng Wanyu understood a little bit, what Su Changmo meant was that Rong Ziqing and Bai Xiu never blamed her.

"But they don't blame me, but I blame myself. No matter what the other party's reason is, judging from the relationship, the other party is attacking me, Sheng Wanyu, not anyone else. Based on this, maybe I should feel guilty. "

Sheng Wanyu's tone was also quite insistent, she thought that self-blame was something she should bear now.

"Miss, there is nothing that should be done. If the other party is targeting you, it doesn't mean that you are at fault. Ziqing and Baixiu didn't tell you because they were afraid that you would think too much, because you are their relatives. "

Can Su Changmo's words really soothe Sheng Wanyu's heart?
Sheng Wanyu said: "Dear one, isn't it because they are my relatives of Sheng Wanyu that my sister and friends left me?"

"My lady, don't think that way." Su Changmo continued.

"Then what should I think? Husband, you know, I have a very panic thought now, that is, those who are close to me will suddenly disappear, and will all the people I care about leave me?"

This kind of thinking was too scary, Su Changmo felt inexplicably flustered when he heard Sheng Wanyu asking him this way.

Let yourself calm down first, Su Changmo stabilized his mind, and then said to Sheng Wanyu: "No way, lady, don't think too much. I'm by your side right now."

After hearing this, Sheng Wanyu turned her head to look at Su Changmo, and said, "Husband, I'm so scared. I'm afraid that the person I care about will be like a kite again. When the thread is broken, he will float away. He will never know where he will go." .”

The string of the kite is like the relationship between Sheng Wanyu, Shangguanhua and Qiutang. The thread is broken, and the thread held in Sheng Wanyu's hand symbolizes the relationship that still exists between them, but with their departure, the relationship has become different. disappeared.

In particular, when it was learned that Sheng Wanyu was related, the relationship symbolized by that line, I wonder if Shangguan Hua and Qiutang would want to continue?

Sheng Wanyu knew that she shouldn't think so, but if they were forced to stay in a certain place, would they blame Sheng Wanyu if they knew this connection? Wouldn't the emotional line be broken in the slightest?

And that beautiful kite is like the shadows of Shangguan Hua and Qiutang, and they don't know where they went.

Sheng Wanyu's voice had just stopped when she heard her weak cough: "Cough, cough, cough, cough."

The cough was so severe that Sheng Wanyu vomited on the ground.Su Changmo poured a glass of water and asked Sheng Wanyu to rinse her mouth, hoping that her throat would improve.

Su Changmo's voice was full of love and compassion and said to Sheng Wanyu: "My lady, Ziqing, Baixiu, Hua'er and Qiutang don't want to see you like this. You have the heart to let Hua'er and Qiutang, who don't know where they are, do it for you." Are you worried?"

Sheng Wanyu said to Su Changmo: "Won't Hua'er and Qiutang blame me? Will they still worry about me?"

"Of course I won't blame you, of course I will worry about you, otherwise Ziqing and Bai Xiu would rather postpone the time than tell you?" Su Changmo said to Sheng Wanyu.

"Ziqing and Baixiu didn't tell me. It seems that they are struggling in their hearts. Because they have contradictory ideas about me. On the one hand, it is very likely that I caused Ziqing and Hua'er, Baixiu and Qiutang to be unable to The chief culprit who gets along with each other, on the one hand, I am the queen of Xining Kingdom, and I have the righteousness of a monarch and a minister with the two of them."

"On the one hand, I am the wife of their good friend, and on the other hand, I am the relatives and sisters of Huaer and Qiutang, so I can imagine how uncomfortable Ziqing and Baixiu felt. They must have many things to ask me, but I have to suppress my desire to ask."

"Ziqing and Baixiu concealed me, but it wasn't their wish. It was just because they were worried about my body and our relationship, that's why they did this."

Sheng Wanyu said what she understood, the reason for Rong Ziqing and Bai Xiu's hesitation was hers, and the question was also hers.

"Miss, you just need to know. After all, Ziqing and Baixiu are still worried about you because of Hua'er and Qiutang, and also because of what they know about you, so you can't let them worry."

Su Changmo wanted to use Sheng Wanyu's own understanding and comprehension to make Sheng Wanyu stop condemning herself so much in her heart, and stop imposing more self-blame and sadness on herself in this way.

"Did you not tell me because you were worried about me?"

Sheng Wanyu looked at Su Changmo with sadness and unconcealable distress in her eyes, so she asked him.

"My lady, I'm naturally worried about you. For anyone, I can say that I have never had such worries. But for you, I am really worried. "

Su Changmo clearly told Sheng Wanyu how he felt at the moment.

Sheng Wanyu's heart felt a little sad, why no matter it was Su Changmo, Rong Ziqing or Bai Xiu, they always imagined themselves to be so fragile and weak.

Sheng Wanyu admits that her health is indeed very bad recently, but this does not mean that she cannot even maintain the most basic life.

Sheng Wanyu also understands that when she recently expressed her inner feelings, she really blamed herself too much.Especially knowing this connection today, it is even more sad and almost unbearable.But she is Sheng Wanyu, not Yin Wanyu, and she will no longer suffer from the wind and rain like before.

Sheng Wanyu was sad, sad, and her condition worsened, vomiting and coughing continuously.But, in fact, Sheng Wanyu can still take care of herself.Perhaps this news and these clues will make Sheng Wanyu feel exhausted, but Sheng Wanyu is not absolutely unable to resist.

Sheng Wanyu just felt that there was no need to hide her emotions in front of friends and relatives, so she gave people a sense of weakness.Perhaps Sheng Wanyu's appearance and performance make people think that she is a weak woman who cannot withstand torture, but Sheng Wanyu is not such a weak person.

Sheng Wanyu can decisively let Lan Kong leave Nian Wangong and Su Changmo's side, and Sheng Wanyu can choose to appease Su Changmo's feelings at critical moments, which means that although Sheng Wanyu will be tortured badly by feelings, she is also very happy. Know what is more important.

Lan Kong's stay may not be a good thing, so Sheng Wanyu asked her to leave.

Su Changmo's feelings are the dominant force that decides the matter between Hua'er and Qiutang, so he will persuade Su Changmo.

Sheng Wanyu can also say frankly that she was hit hard by the incident of Hua'er, and traumatized by Qiutang's kidnapping.But in Sheng Wanyu's heart or her mouth, even though she said it seemed unbearable, there was still a firmness in her heart that could bear everything.

The source of that power is what Sheng Wanyu bought with her life.

Sheng Wanyu didn't know if there was really something that could destroy the firmness in Sheng Wanyu's heart.But at least, for now, although Sheng Wanyu is in emotional torment day and night, Sheng Wanyu can still bear it.

As long as it's not Hua'er and Qiutang's permanent departure, Hua'er and Qiutang's life and death are not related, it's just the inner feelings, or the beating of clues, even though Sheng Wanyu is heartbroken, she can still bear it.

After these days of experience, although Sheng Wanyu was also afraid that her own thoughts would ruin her forever, she also strengthened her belief that she could bear everything because of the other party's initiative.

That's why, at the moment when others thought they needed comfort most, they went to comfort Bai Xiu and Rong Ziqing.

Sheng Wanyu and Su Changmo both had a strong belief in revenge, and seeing the people around them so sad, Sheng Wanyu's belief seemed to be stronger.

"Why do you always think that my health is not good, I will say weak and desolate words in front of you, I will not sleep at night because of this, and I will blame myself for this, you think I can't stand it Any hits with bad news?"

Sheng Wanyu's voice became tougher, without the fearful panic she had just now.Asking Su Changmo in a voice, it seems to tell her that Sheng Wanyu has never been a weak woman.

Hearing these words, Su Changmo thought of the past.Sheng Wanyu's calmness and determination when she was rescued back to the fourth prince's mansion, and her bravery and speed when she took Su Changmu hostage, how could this be what a weak woman should do.

Sheng Wanyu has the ability to help herself, so how can she have the courage that an ordinary woman should have?

In the past, when faced with Su Changmu's kidnapping, Sheng Qingyun and Yin Qingxuan's plotted murder, and the clear way of dealing with problems, when did Sheng Wanyu ever make a mistake, and when did she ever show any sense of weakness and tenderness?
Sheng Wanyu gave Su Changmo the feeling that she has always been qualified to look down on the world with him, and has the ability to conspire with him. How could she be one of those women who burst into tears when encountering problems?

Thinking about the recent events, Sheng Wanyu was indeed overly sad, but how many times did her tears flow in front of her?

Although Sheng Wanyu concealed her illness, the way she refused to give in and refused to rest, wasn't she the way Sheng Wanyu always looked?
Sheng Wanyu is not someone who can be manipulated by others, nor is she someone who obeys others at will.

I still remember that at that time Sheng Wanyu said that her body was fine, even though her condition was getting worse, Su Changmo also knew that Sheng Wanyu was also recuperating her body with her own prescriptions.It can be seen that Sheng Wanyu is still very clear about her body.

At that time, Sheng Wanyu's refusal to rest and recuperate, even if she later agreed, it was because of Su Changmo's worry.

But her persistence at the beginning might have been Sheng Wanyu's usual behavior.

That's right, since when did Su Changmo start to think that this Sheng Wanyu is also a weak person, and even somewhat downplayed Sheng Wanyu's demeanor.

What Su Changmo and Sheng Wanyu said that day about fighting the enemy hand in hand is still ringing in my ears. Looking at the emotion in Sheng Wanyu's eyes now, have I forgotten that decisive and brave woman?

(End of this chapter)