Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 148 Sustainability
"In your hearts, why have I, Sheng Wanyu, been a weak woman? I will cry and be sad because I have feelings, and I don't want to hide my feelings from you. Maybe some of my words make you feel that I am not enough. Strong words, but that doesn't mean I can't take any storms."

Wind and rain refer to any clue or direction that attacks Sheng Wanyu's heart.

"Miss, we only think so because we see that you are really worried."

Su Changmo understood what Sheng Wanyu meant, after all, she blamed them for not telling her what she said, and trying to hide it from her.

"My expression? Let me ask you, what was my expression when I faced Su Changmu and Yin Qingxuan?"

Sheng Wanyu mentioned these two hateful names, and she wanted to tell Su Changmo that even though Sheng Wanyu was a little sad, she was still the same Sheng Wanyu from before, not Yin Wanyu anymore.

The mention of these two names also made Sheng Wanyu understand that it was they who promoted Sheng Wanyu's ability to resist all coldness in her heart.

If her heart was not strong enough, perhaps Sheng Wanyu would have spent the rest of her life in pain, instead of doing everything she could to take revenge.

At that time, when she was reborn at the bottom of the cliff, she was so weak and weak, but Sheng Wanyu insisted on revenge. It can be seen that there are countless hatreds in her heart, but it is also a kind of belief in Sheng Wanyu's heart.A strong belief for children and for oneself.

It was thanks to Su Changmu and Yin Qingxuan that their unfeeling changed Sheng Wanyu from a kind and innocent Yin Wanyu to a cold and resolute Sheng Wanyu, turning a person who had no negative feelings in his heart into a person who only had hatred in his heart.

It also turned Sheng Wanyu's fragile heart into a strong belief that she can resist and bear everything.

From then on, Sheng Wanyu was no longer a weak lady, but a decisive and brave Sheng Wanyu.

"What kind of personality do I have, Ziqing, Bai Xiu and you have known me for so long, so you probably don't know."

I don't know if she was irritated by their concealment, or by Su Changmo's words, or by the thought of treating herself as a weak girl. Sheng Wanyu has long since lost the feeling of a woman who was worried and afraid before. Her voice also returned to her previous coldness.

Ever since Sheng Wanyu married Su Changmo, those happy days have made Sheng Wanyu's personality gradually turn gentle, but Sheng Wanyu is Sheng Wanyu after all, and after experiencing too many painful experiences, Sheng Wanyu's heart still has some strong and indifferent feelings. shadow.

The matter of Hua'er and Qiutang's disappearance almost exhausted Sheng Wanyu's gentle temperament, and also amplified Sheng Wanyu's self-blame unceasingly. Sheng Wanyu's feelings have been destroyed, but it seems that Sheng Wanyu has completely recovered The decisiveness and determination of the past.

All the fragility and delicateness, tenderness and concern that were cultivated in the ocean of happiness disappeared in this time and time again the other party's plan to capture their emotions.

From what happened to Lan Kong, Sheng Wanyu could see that Sheng Wanyu was no longer a delicate empress, but a Sheng Wanyu who calmly dealt with her slaves' disagreements.

In the face of Su Changmo, I still feel a little attached to happiness, and I feel a little touched by his words of concern.But maybe they all concealed things, including Su Changmo, which made Sheng Wanyu want to tell them eagerly about Sheng Wanyu's psychological endurance.

Therefore, Su Changmo can understand Sheng Wanyu's sudden change of attitude and some angry words.

Sheng Wanyu said this because she hoped that she would understand that Sheng Wanyu was still the same Sheng Wanyu she used to be, and would not change because she had lived a happy life and had a moment of weakness.

I also hope that all of them understand that Sheng Wanyu is not a person who is defenseless, she can know everything.

"Miss, I understand what you want to tell me, but please don't think that our concealment is inappropriate, because even if you can bear this relationship, you will definitely be sad, won't you?"

Su Changmo said to Sheng Wanyu.

"I will be sad, but I have a reason to know everything. The more it concerns me, the more I should know."

Sheng Wanyu's tone was still unrelenting, Su Changmo looked at Sheng Wanyu's expression, and said to her: "Miss, you don't have to be so strong. I understand your thoughts about us feeling that you are not that strong in your heart, but you know what? ?”

"Actually, I have always hoped that you could be the kind of woman I would protect. Because in the days after the wedding, I liked your acting like a baby and your gentleness. At that time, you were not cold, but only tender. "

"We miss you so much because you have made us all feel that you are different from before. You are so approachable and you have a happy smile."

Su Changmo thought of the way Sheng Wanyu was nestled in his arms at that time in his mind, and he really missed it.

At that time, Sheng Wanyu was carefree, although these days, Sheng Wanyu was also a little delicate.However, after today's words, it seems that Sheng Wanyu will not be so weak again.

"That was once, I can be weak, but that is only limited to me lying on the bed of happiness and sleeping peacefully. You shouldn't think that I am just a woman who can't bear more."

Sheng Wanyu seemed to want to show Su Changmo her heart, so her tone was still so strong that no one could refuse.

"Miss, are you blaming me?"

Su Changmo told Sheng Wanyu that he knew that Sheng Wanyu was strong, but maybe he didn't need to be strong in front of him, and he didn't need to tell himself so clearly what kind of strong belief she had.

"You shouldn't think of me as Yin Wanyu. As I said, I don't have the heart like hers."

Sheng Wanyu still minded the saying that Su Changmo likes women who need protection, that's why she said that.

Yin Wanyu, these three words will open up heavy memories for Sheng Wanyu.

These three words brought Sheng Wanyu not only endless sad memories, but also seemed to tell Sheng Wanyu what it means to be weak and fragile.

At that time, Yin Wanyu was gouged out in the jungle, and she was powerless to resist at that time, Sheng Wanyu can never forget it till now.

The pain in Yin Wanyu's eyes was not worth the pain in her heart. Yin Wanyu begged Su Changmu, because at that time Yin Qingxuan wanted Yin Wanyu and the child to die, but it was as simple as that.

His own weakness has become a fatal flaw, and he talks to Su Changmu, because only Su Changmu can save her.Yin Wanyu really needed Su Changmu's protection at that time, even if it was just an order, because she was so fragile.

But Su Changmu returned all the cruelty to Yin Wanyu with words.

Sheng Wanyu often thinks that although Su Changmu and Yin Qingxuan are vicious, but also because she is not capable and not strong enough, she cannot save herself when faced with danger.

Later, because of Hua'er's persuasion, Sheng Wanyu felt that she really shouldn't always let herself be implicated by the past.

So Sheng Wanyu began to make her heart bearable. After Yin Qingxuan's murder and Hua'er's quarrel, Sheng Wanyu felt that maybe she shouldn't be so fragile, and she was dragged into a painful situation with a slight surge of memories in her heart. in the abyss.

Later, Sheng Wanyu's heart was no longer so easily influenced by others. Apart from her relatives, Sheng Wanyu might not be influenced by anyone or anything.

This time, if it wasn't for Hua'er and Qiutang's matter, perhaps Sheng Wanyu's tears would not flow down again.

Unexpectedly, the three words Yin Wanyu would be mentioned again from Sheng Wanyu's mouth.

Since Su Changmo persuaded Sheng Wanyu to stay, this name seems to have gone away from Su Changmo.Because Su Changmo once said that he loves Sheng Wanyu, not Yin Wanyu.

Yin Wanyu, Su Changmo never thought of these three words.Hearing this name again, Su Changmo was a little surprised.Did it come from Sheng Wanyu's mouth?
Su Changmo knew what this strange but once extremely familiar name represented to Sheng Wanyu.

Sheng Wanyu is very likely to be the owner of this name, but she is also the person who is least willing to hear this name. Now that Sheng Wanyu said it herself, Su Changmo felt that Sheng Wanyu's heart must be very painful.

What happened to Yin Wanyu, Su Changmo did not see it with his own eyes.But if Sheng Wanyu is Yin Wanyu, then Sheng Wanyu has personally experienced such a cruel and tragic end.

Su Changmo doesn't mind if the two of them can be merged into one, but it seems that what Sheng Wanyu meant by saying this is to make himself understand that he shouldn't merge the two into one.

Su Changmo never regarded the two of them as one person, just as Sheng Wanyu said, her personality was too different from Yin Wanyu's.

But in Sheng Wanyu's eyes, it seemed that treating Sheng Wanyu as a weak woman seemed to attribute her to Yin Wanyu's identity.

"I never regarded you as Yin Wanyu, I said before, I only love you, Sheng Wanyu."

Su Changmo feels that a person's emotions can really evolve into any problem with his thoughts, but he started from concealing the problem, then thought of it as weak, and now it's time to treat him as another person.

Maybe people who don't know Sheng Wanyu think that Sheng Wanyu's thinking is too jumpy, but in fact, Sheng Wanyu is young, but she has seen through many people's hearts.

That's why she has more thoughts, is also sensitive, has doubts about trust, and has the idea of ​​rejecting feelings. Maybe it's because she sees things too thoroughly, so that she can't handle others' concealment well. understand.

However, Sheng Wanyu's incomprehension can be turned into understanding through their explanation, it just takes time.

I remember Rong Ziqing once said that Shangguan Hua and Sheng Wanyu had quarreled because they didn't understand, but later, Sheng Wanyu understood after she understood, and the two of them didn't hurt their relationship at all.

Sheng Wanyu thought in her heart: Husband, don't blame me for hurting you with my words.In fact, I learned to understand in the matter of painting.I can understand your worries about me, but I don't want you to hide me. I am not a weak person. You seem to have forgotten this. I hope you will remember what I said.

Sheng Wanyu knew their intentions, but maybe she could use her indifference and angry tone to let Su Changmo, Rong Ziqing and Bai Xiu understand that she, Sheng Wanyu, didn't need their worries, and didn't need their concealment.

Sheng Wanyu heard Su Changmo's voice and didn't speak anymore, because her question must have hurt Su Changmo's heart.

Su Changmo looked at Sheng Wanyu, and said to her: "My lady, it's our fault that we concealed you. Don't be angry."

Just like what Sheng Wanyu told Su Changmo when she concealed her illness, she admitted that she was at fault.Su Changmo is also saying this answer now, and using this method.

(End of this chapter)