Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 154 The Chain of Emotions

Shangguan Mu unfolded the painting in his hand and laid it flat on the table, showing it to Sheng Wanyu and Su Changmo.

Sheng Wanyu looked at the painting and felt very strange, she had never seen these two pieces of paper before.

"Is this painted by Huaer?" Sheng Wanyu asked Shangguan Mu.

Su Changmo started to look at the center of the painting from the edge of the painting. Su Changmo looked at every stroke on the left, right, up and down, but he didn't see any clues.

"Yes, I've seen Hua'er paint similar ones before." Shangguan Mu explained to Sheng Wanyu.

"Similar?" Sheng Wanyu asked Shangguanmu, and from Shangguanmu's words, Hua'er used to show Shangguanmu not these things, so what was it like?
"Wanyu, I've seen paintings that are extremely similar to these two, but I'm sure it's definitely not these two."

Shangguan Mu said to Sheng Wanyu and Su Changmo again.

"What's that like?" Su Changmo asked Shangguan Mu, as if he was dissatisfied with his way of speaking.

Because he always said it was different, but he didn't directly say what it was like.

Shangguanmu pointed to the two sheets of paper lying flat on the table, pointed to the mountain on the left, and the stream on the right, and told Sheng Wanyu and Su Changmo what he saw at the time: "I used to What I saw was a painting combining landscape and water.”

"A combination of mountains and rivers?" Sheng Wanyu asked again.

"Yes, I once heard Hua'er tell me that she likes the solemnity of mountains and the softness of water. So, perhaps the scene where the two are combined is the living place that Hua'er yearns for."

Shangguanmu used his own voice to repeat what Huaer said in his memory.

Mountains and waters, mountains are static, water is flowing.The combination of movement and stillness relieves the seriousness of the mountain and brings out the agility of the water.This is the most beautiful, and it is also the future residence that Hua'er most yearns for.

"Living place? Is this the place Hua'er wants to live in?" Sheng Wanyu asked Shangguan Mu.

"That's right, look at the wooden house that is repeated in these two paintings, that's where the painting lives."

Shangguan Mu pointed to the wooden house and said to them.

"It seems that I thought I knew Hua'er, but unexpectedly I don't know her."

Sheng Wanyu told Su Changmo what she said, and it also made Shangguanmu understand what Sheng Wanyu meant.

"Lady, maybe Hua'er never told us."

Su Changmo comforted Sheng Wanyu verbally, but Shangguan Mu didn't think it was so pleasant to hear the sound of a lady.

My lady, I remember that when I left, the Sheng Wanyu Su Changmo called was still the same Wanyu as him.It's only been a month, and you have such an intimate title?

Shangguan Mu still couldn't forget Sheng Wanyu in his heart, so when he heard Su Changmo calling Sheng Wanyu by such a title, he still didn't mind.But what right does he have to mind?Sheng Wanyu and Su Changmo are a couple that everyone in Xining country knows, but I am just a friend.

Su Changmo originally thought not to call out his wife in front of Shangguanmu, because he didn't want Shangguanmu to experience the sadness of losing his sister and hearing his lover being called that. I helped myself when I was forced into the palace.

Moreover, the disappearance of Shangguan Hua this time may not mean that he is completely irresponsible.

But perhaps seeing Sheng Wanyu always blaming herself, Su Changmo only thought of comforting her with words, so he ignored the address he was used to.

And Sheng Wanyu got used to hearing it, and thought it was normal, but she didn't realize that Shangguan Mu's expression was so hurt.

Su Changmo knew that Sheng Wanyu would not call her husband now, because she was angry, because she didn't understand, and because she was not in the mood right now.

"Really? I still don't understand enough." Sheng Wanyu said.

Hearing Sheng Wanyu's voice, Shangguanmu felt that Sheng Wanyu said this with self-blame.

"Hua'er has never shown me her paintings, and never told me that she likes to live in a place surrounded by mountains and rivers."

Sheng Wanyu also said that in her memory, Hua'er really didn't seem to have said that she yearned for such an environment.

"From this painting, I feel something." Su Changmo said after looking at Shangguan's painting.

"Which point?" Shangguan Mu seemed very eager to hear Su Changmo's observation.

"There is no one and nothing in this painting, and it is made by Hua'er. I think Hua'er does not like to be noisy as we understand, but yearns for tranquility."

Su Changmo told Sheng Wanyu and Shangguan Mu what he understood from the painting.

Shangguan Mu discovered Su Changmo's meticulous thoughts, he could see so much from just one painting, he was really observant.

If Hua'er hadn't told herself at that time, she actually wanted to live in a quiet place.Shangguan Mu might not be able to understand just one painting, but Su Changmo was so perceptive.

"You are right. I remember that not long after I found Hua'er, Hua'er told me that she wanted to live a peaceful life. I also asked her why, and Hua'er gave me the answer of joy in life It's not as good as before, so she always needs a place to relax her heart."

Shangguan Mu once again told Sheng Wanyu and Su Changmo all of Shangguan Hua's words at that time.

"Why didn't Hua'er say these things to me?" Sheng Wanyu didn't know whether to ask herself or someone else.

"I think Hua'er is afraid of worrying you." Su Changmo said to Sheng Wanyu.

"Then why Hua'er's life is not as good as before, but she doesn't plan to leave?"

Sheng Wanyu asked Shangguan Mu, "What's the reason why you didn't bring back the painting?"

Shangguan Mu didn't know what to say, "It's because of me?"

Shangguan Mu said, "There is also Rong Ziqing."

Sheng Wanyu understood that it was because Hua'er wanted to help her that she stayed.

"And Ziqing, it's the sisterhood between you and Hua'er, it's the mutual admiration between Ziqing and Hua'er that makes Hua'er reluctant to leave."

Su Changmo told this to Sheng Wanyu and Shangguan Mu, neither Sheng Wanyu nor Shangguan Mu had any reason to blame themselves.

Shangguan Hua did not leave because of Sheng Wanyu, but there were also other reasons.And Shangguan Mu didn't take Shangguan Hua away because of her will. As an older brother, Shangguan Mu didn't want to force him, so he didn't need to blame himself.

In fact, the matter of Shangguan Painting, whether it was the unhappiness in the past but not leaving, or the disappearance now.Everyone is responsible for all the crimes, and if they blame themselves, they are equally shared by everyone.No one needs to bear the most fundamental reason for this matter.

It's just that everyone has amplified their own feelings about this matter, so the factors that lead to self-blame are small enough to fill the whole heart.This rapid growth also caused great pain in everyone's heart.

The more profound the friendship, the more companionship since childhood, the more mutual love, the more sincere the friends, the more people don't want to sink, but they can't not.

"Wanyu, I don't blame you for this matter, I know that your relationship with Hua'er is no less than mine."

Shangguan Mu said these words to Sheng Wanyu, he didn't blame Sheng Wanyu, he blamed someone else.Even though she felt a little uncomfortable, Sheng Wanyu's haggardness, pale face, and self-blaming tone were enough.

Shangguan Mu couldn't bear Sheng Wanyu to be like this, and hoped that his not blaming would make Sheng Wanyu feel better.

In the case of Shangguan Hua's disappearance, perhaps the only one who is qualified to blame is Shangguan Hua's brother, Shangguan Mu.Because he and Hua'er are close relatives, and when the incident happened, Shangguan Mu was not in the capital.When he left, he also promised him that he would take good care of the painting. Now that something happened, he was the only one to blame.

"Hua'er calls me sister, but now..." Sheng Wanyu said sadly.

"It's raining heavily outside again, and the turbulence of the rain is just like our view on the emotion of self-blame. The more rainwater accumulates on the ground, the higher the accumulation of self-blame. But when it reaches an excessive height, It's inevitable that it won't all be spilled, just like the gap in our relationship is getting bigger and bigger, and finally a big rock can be put down."

Su Changmo seldom uses such metaphors, because these metaphors make people feel too bitter.It seems a bit bleak to use this endless rain to describe this high pile of self-blame.

How cold the rain falls.How painful it is to blame yourself.

The coldness and pain intertwined, and finally the gap between the feelings in the heart was torn open, and then it was enough to put a huge stone in and press it on the heart.After a long time, the stone will hurt and bleed when pressed.

After all, hearts are fragile.Even though the inside of the heart can be hardened by feelings and experiences, the outside can still be hurt.

When the appearance is strongly suppressed and the pain is extremely painful, will the inner tenacity be weakened with the pain?
Although, the heart is an inner thing, which cannot be seen by other people's naked eyes.But it doesn't mean that you don't feel pain from its dripping blood.

In fact, the most unbearable pain is not the external wound, but the inner distress.

"A stone? If a stone can block the hole in our heart, that's all. But, that's not the case."

Everyone's understanding of the stone in the heart may be different, just like Shangguanmu thinks that the stone is backlogged in the emotional line, and if he can stop the emotional line from continuing to be cut, it may be a choice in sadness.

But whether this stone can block our lack of emotion is just like the sadness Su Changmo felt when he said this. This stone is not used to block the hole, but to use the stone to seal our heart The heart grinds away the remaining edges and corners, so that our hearts can only follow the shape that the other party thinks.

Sheng Wanyu heard what Shangguanmu said, and she could understand the feeling that Su Changmo wanted to comfort her by saying that.

She could also understand that the stone was not repairing the chain line as Shangguan Mu felt, but the culprit that caused the broken relationship line as Su Changmo said.

The emotional line, this is a line that can make people feel happy. Similarly, it is the same as every other line. It cannot withstand too deep and heavy damage. It is also a line that can make people feel heartbroken.

One's opinion on everything is up to people, and for each of these clues in your hand, it's up to you to decide.In the same way, for the chain called emotion that binds everyone tightly together with emotion, the understanding of it also depends on your own views.

(End of this chapter)