Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 157 Happiness is still ours

The door of the house was opened by the guard, and it seemed that it had not been closed in time because of the guard's hasty departure. Other people outside the door realized this and prepared to close the door.

But she heard Sheng Wanyu's voice stop coughing and speaking: "Leave the door open."

Su Changmo saw the steps of Sheng Wanyu walking out. Sheng Wanyu walked to the door and said to the people outside: "You all go down."

The guard replied: "Yes, empress." With such a heavy rain, no one would be willing to stand guard outside the door. Now that the empress empress had spoken, they all had to be quick.

Su Changmo didn't stop them, because Sheng Wanyu told them to leave.As long as what Sheng Wanyu said was the same as what he said, Su Changmo also acquiesced.

Looking at the direction of Sheng Wanyu's eyes, Su Changmo knew that Sheng Wanyu wanted to stand in front of the door and quietly watch the heavy rain fall.Sure enough, Sheng Wanyu walked to the door step by step. At the place where there was an eaves, Sheng Wanyu wanted to take a step to let the rain relieve her inner sadness.

However, Su Changmo's voice spoke out at the moment when this step was about to be taken: "Wanyu, it's raining heavily outside, just stay here and take a look."

Su Changmo knew what Sheng Wanyu was thinking, so he followed, stood beside Sheng Wanyu, and said this to her.

"This rain is really heavy, overwhelming." Sheng Wanyu commented on the rain.

"Just like our hearts, it is covered by overwhelming self-blame." Su Changmo said this to Sheng Wanyu.

Is it really only self-blame that can blend with the rain?no.

Sheng Wanyu added: "You are right, you can feel the pain of self-blame in the rain."

"But, I don't want you to blame yourself." Su Changmo said again, he really didn't want them to blame themselves.

It seemed that the rain alone was not enough for them to relieve the stuffiness in their hearts, the lightning flashed and thundered, and the strong wind howled.

In an instant, there was a reflection of lightning on Sheng Wanyu's face, and the light flickered.And the thunder that resounded throughout the sky was also so noisy.

It seems that this thunder, this lightning, is in line with the current feeling.

Shangguan Mu sat in the room and looked at Sheng Wanyu and Su Changmo who were not far from the door. He was not in the mood to tell anything now.Nor was he in the mood to comfort Sheng Wanyu. Even if he had the desire, he was afraid that he would not be able to say any suitable words.

Because even Shangguanmu himself needs comfort from others.In Shangguan Mu's heart and mind, there is always Hua'er's sweet smile, and Hua'er's voice: brother, brother.

But, it's only been one month since we separated, and when we saw each other again, my sister who had been by my side since childhood didn't know where she was.

Shangguan Mu also blamed himself. If he hadn't left at that time, maybe his sister would not have disappeared.Even though Shangguan Mu said he didn't blame Sheng Wanyu, it didn't mean he didn't blame Rong Ziqing who asked him to marry Hua'er, or that he didn't blame himself.

Shangguan Mu also thought that if he had stayed for a few more days, maybe his sister would not have disappeared.If at that time, he had brought his younger sister back to Shangguan Villa to prepare for the wedding, perhaps his younger sister would have been spared the blame for not knowing the purpose.

The bitterness in Shangguanmu's heart will not be less than anyone else's. As Shangguanhua's elder brother, he is closely related by blood, and Shangguanmu's cold temperament also has a lot of hazy bitterness.

The rain is too heavy, even if you stand in the eaves, your clothes will be wet by the slanted rainwater falling down.The rain seems to like Sheng Wanyu more, so there are rain marks on Sheng Wanyu's clothes.

Su Changmo also had water stains on his body, he turned and went into the room to take a coat from Sheng Wanyu's locker, and then came out to put it on for Sheng Wanyu.Beside her, he still stood like that, and said: "Wanyu, if you like to enjoy the heavy rain here, I will accompany you."

Su Changmo's voice made Sheng Wanyu feel that maybe even if she lost Hua'er and Qiutang, she was still not alone.At least one person will be by his side, accompany him, and comfort him.

But Sheng Wanyu didn't say it out, maybe her original character likes to keep everything in her heart.

Facing the rain, Sheng Wanyu felt particularly emotional and wanted to entrust her.Maybe it's because the rain is cold and heavy, which makes Sheng Wanyu think it's suitable to express her sorrow.Rather than saying it is sustenance, it is better to describe it as release.

Suitable for releasing one's own sadness, this rainy scene is not as romantic as some women expect.Because it's not a drizzle, not the kind of rain that's good for dancing in the rain.It's the kind of heavy rain that is suitable for crying and shouting loudly without any scruples.

This kind of rain complements sadness very well.This kind of wind reflects my heartache, which is also very appropriate.

And the raindrops on the body wet by the rain seem to be like the little blood left from the bottom of my heart.This blood can be the kind of bloodstains caused by the forcibly broken emotional line or the kind of scars that are hardened by stones, as Su Changmo told, but it can also be said that it is because my heart is constantly shaking due to the intensification of emotions. Spilled bright red blood.

Today's Sheng Wanyu was wearing a light yellow long dress, and the reflection of the rain made the yellow dress have some tiny transparent spots.Sheng Wanyu looked down at her skirt, but felt that those transparent parts were dripping with blood in her eyes.

It was the blood oozing from the bottom of my heart, the two colors of yellow and red were much more brilliant than yellow and any other color.

Yellow has a warm feeling, and red has a warm and vivid feeling. The two colors of yellow and red should give people a bright and cheerful feeling, but the mixed fantasy in Sheng Wanyu's eyes is not the case.But reveals some strong sadness.

Although Su Changmo put a coat on himself, it still couldn't stop the rain from splashing on him.Sheng Wanyu felt the rain splashing down on her hands, the rain was really cold, when the wind blew, it seemed to immediately turn the cold water into ice water, even if the water dripped on the ground intentionally, there was still a kind of residual ice in her hands.

Even through the temperature of the hands, it seems to be able to cool the heart.Such a coolness, such a feeling of ice made Sheng Wanyu feel a little familiar.Because of this feeling, Sheng Wanyu once felt it in her heart.

Once, I also saw the scene of rain. Once, I was also the coldness of the rain, which seemed to rush straight into my heart.It's just that it was a continuous drizzle at that time, so it didn't seem so sad.

At that time, the feeling in my heart didn't have to be any better than it is now.However, probably the rain is not so heavy, and things are not so complicated, so when the focus of life is shifted to revenge, it seems that the feeling in the bottom of my heart will be better.

Sheng Wanyu still remembered the drizzle that day.I also remember what I thought in my heart at that time.

The drizzle always makes people feel a little tender, because the raindrops of the drizzle are very small.Even though the rain is dense, it still doesn't feel so obvious when it really drips on the body, just like the breeze blowing on the face.

It takes a long time for the drizzle to wet your clothes, and it takes a lot of rainwater to fall on just one place, so that your clothes will gradually reflect the water, and only one part of your clothes will be transparent.

How can it be like this storm, just a few drops of rain, just a short time, your hair and your clothes can be completely soaked.

In fact, Sheng Wanyu really wanted to walk outside and feel the heavy rain.But she knew that she couldn't, for the sake of the flesh and blood in her belly, for her own sick body, for the worries of others, and for Su Changmo's distress, Sheng Wanyu couldn't do it.

Therefore, Sheng Wanyu, who would not obediently listen to others, stopped in her tracks when she heard Su Changmo's words.Just standing under the eaves, watching the branches outside seem to fall down by the wind, watching the flowers outside swaying around by the wind.

"This rain is the biggest I've ever seen." Sheng Wanyu seemed to be speaking to Su Changmo, as well as to herself.

"This rain is not the biggest one I have ever seen, nor is it the biggest one you have ever seen. It's just that the current mood tells us that this rain is the biggest one."

There is no deviation in what Su Changmo said. The size of the rain is beyond everyone's control. Just like this matter, the good or bad changes of the matter are also controlled by them, but they can't control it.

This may not be the biggest rain, but it must be the one they think is the biggest rain.

"Tell me, when will this heavy rain stop?" Sheng Wanyu asked Su Changmo.

"I'll always listen. It may be soon, or it may be unpleasant, but the storm will always stop."

Su Changmo and Sheng Wanyu seem to like to compare this sudden rain to the suddenness of this incident.

"Yeah, the rain will stop for a moment, but if it is not for the rain, will it stop without a trace like the rain?"

Sheng Wanyu knows that the rain will stop, even if you don't know what God thinks, it will definitely stop.

But when the rain stopped, the ground was soaked, but as soon as the sun came out, it would still use warmth to clean the ground so that there was no trace of rain.

After a few days, when the ground is dry, the flowers bloom and the branches stand upright.Has the rain come and when it rained, and who will deliberately remember it?
But feelings cannot be generalized, and thoughts are the most difficult to control.Even if Hua'er and Qiutang are back now, everyone will remember the pain in their hearts.After all, once so unforgettable, the painful pictures in the dream are too clear.

Shangguan Mu had just returned to the capital, and had just felt the blow of losing his sister.But Sheng Wanyu and Su Changmo didn't need to ask Shangguan Mu personally, they knew that maybe in his heart, the relationship between Shangguan Hua and Rong Ziqing would not be so easy.

Because Shangguan Mu would care, because Rong Ziqing didn't protect his wife, who was Shangguan Mu's younger sister.

Su Changmo also said earnestly: "There will be traces."

"Let's let the rain stop now, the traces can be healed, but the ones who can heal are not us, but Hua'er and Qiutang."

Su Changmo also gave the most realistic answer, Sheng Wanyu said: "I didn't know how happy we were before until they disappeared."

Su Changmo suddenly wanted to adjust the sad atmosphere, perhaps he also needed Sheng Wanyu to give him some strength.I wanted to ask: What would Sheng Wanyu do if she suddenly disappeared too?
But Su Changmo didn't ask, he just wanted to ask in his heart, because he would not leave Sheng Wanyu.

Su Changmo didn't want Sheng Wanyu to imagine things that he himself didn't want to imagine.

Su Changmo just said: "When they come back, happiness still belongs to us."

Sheng Wanyu and Su Changmo just watched the heavy rain until the guards brought Imperial Doctor Xu to Sheng Wanyu's room.

(End of this chapter)