Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 170 The Best Home
Yuci, like Lan Kong, had a chance to leave the palace once.Yuci's parents are still alive, and Yuci can live with them, but Yuci thinks it's okay to have regrets, but if he really wants to break his previous thoughts, Yuci thinks he can't.

Regret is because the inner thoughts are too different from the reality, so there will be such thoughts.This is a very painful feeling. If there is an opportunity to make up for it, no one should refuse it.

However, Yuci was the one who refused.In Yuci's heart, she no longer has any thoughts about the palace, but Yuci still wants to stay in the palace. She doesn't want to feel that she is a person who chooses to escape when she leaves the palace.

Yuci knew it based on his status, and he might not have the slightest influence if the palace lost him, even like a glass of useless water, if it is poured, it will be poured, it doesn't matter at all.

But Yuci always seems to lack a reasonable explanation for his own heart.At that time, I was willing to enter the palace. Did I really reach the point where I couldn't bear it?

No, I have passed before the door of life and death, and now I have the opportunity to let myself go, so I want to leave so quickly?
Yuci, when he knew that he could leave, he thought about this question.

I still vaguely remember the day I asked if Lan Kong was going to leave: "Lan Kong, are you leaving?"

What does this leave refer to? Both Yuci and Lankong have a clear heart.

"I won't leave." Lan Kong's answer seemed to be very affirmative, as if the answer had been decided long ago.

"Why didn't you leave?" Yuci asked Lan Kong.

"I'm different from you. I don't have anyone who will treat me sincerely, and I have no place to go. Perhaps, staying in the palace as a rough envoy is the best destination."

Lan Kong's words were more serious and serious.They all used the word home. After entering the palace, they all knew that except for those in power in the palace, no one seemed to set their home in the palace.

Lan Kong saw that there was some recognition in Yuci's eyes, and Lan Kong asked Yuci: "You can leave, and you can go home to reunite with your parents."

From Lan Kong's voice, it can be heard that Lan Kong has a longing for home. It is impossible to have a home in the palace, and it is only possible to have a home when you leave the palace.

"Lan Kong, you really want to have a family, don't you?" Yuci asked Lan Kong again.

When Lan Kong showed kindness to her, Yuci also faintly felt that Lan Kong really wanted to have a home.

Although Lan Kong never said to her face that she had no family, she could still feel the sadness of Lan Kong's sentence "I don't have anyone who will treat me sincerely" from her tone.

After getting along with Lan Kong, Yuci felt that Lan Kong used to be a woman with a lively personality like himself.It's just that, maybe it's the same as myself, the edges and corners of her body have been ground into the shape required by the master due to the scramble in the palace and her own weakness.

Lan Kong's character sometimes makes people feel a little sentimental, because Lan Kong always talks about how he is living in the palace.Maybe there are always some understatements in the words, but the depressed and sad mood can still be savored carefully.

In the eyes of outsiders, Lan Kong may feel that Lan Kong is still the same as before, lively and cheerful, with an optimistic personality.Yuci and Lan Kong also got to know each other a year ago, but after so many days of talking between the two, Yuci felt that Lan Kong was not as optimistic as others said.

The same thing is that she, like herself, is hiding her unhappiness about life in the palace.It's just that she concealed it better, so in the eyes of many people, Lan Kong still has that character.

Do you really think so?Or have they never paid attention to Lan Kong's inner life?

However, does Yu Ci really understand Lan Kong?I can understand it better than many people, but maybe Lan Kong has concealed his inner feelings too tightly, so Yuci still can't understand everything.

But Lan Kong is the most intimate to herself. She can understand how much she attaches importance to her previous fantasy, and she can know that she cares most about Xinnuo.

Xinnuo is what Yuci once said to his parents.There must also be this factor in Yu Ci's reluctance to leave the palace.

When he came to the palace, Xinnuo seemed like a sentence that could be easily said, but could never be fulfilled.

Slaves and servants can make promises or promises anytime and anywhere, but when they really endanger themselves, how many of them can keep them.Probably because he no longer believed in the promises of the people in the palace, Yuci was unwilling to be a person who broke his promise.

At that time, it was my parents who asked me to enter the palace as a palace maid, but I also agreed.I still made a promise to my mother: "Mother, you can rest assured that I will be fine, I will not leave the palace, and I will not let myself have trouble, you have to take care of yourself."

If Yuci goes back now, isn't he breaking his promise, and isn't he an unfilial daughter who worries his parents.

Yuci is unwilling to do this because she knows that when she is in the palace, her parents can at least maintain a normal life, instead of after she leaves the palace, the food at home will not be meaty every day.

Only Lan Kong can make Yuci completely trust in this palace, maybe it's because they are all palace ladies.The status is the same, and the personality is also the same as before. Let Yu Ci and Lan Kong feel kind.

Although Yuci's personality has become a lot more rigorous, and rigor is nothing more than using his own calmness and ignorance of world affairs to evolve into a more pleasant description.

"Yuci, do you know? No one will treat you sincerely. How lonely is this feeling?"

Lan Kong's words are full of the kind of loneliness that no one cares about, as she said, lonely and lonely, which means similar.Put it together, will it feel more like a feeling of disappointment to the people around you?

Yuci knew this feeling. When he was tortured and was unable to stand up alone, and could only crawl on the ground and needed help from others, how hurtful the indifference of the servants was.

That's why Yuci is so grateful to Lan Kong, and she will help him back at such a time.

"Lan Kong, we didn't find anyone who could warm us in this deep palace wall before. But now, I have your company, and you also have my presence."

Yuci cares about Lan Kong with relatives and friends, he is a benefactor and a relative.

When Lan Kong heard this, he was a little moved and said to Yuci: "You are the first person I rescued in the palace."

Yu Ci asked, "Why did you save me then?"

"Because I think you are very similar to me. When I see that there is no blood on your body, I think I will regret it if I don't help you."

Lan Kong didn't pause to speak, and said it exactly according to her thoughts.

"I was beaten like this before, and I was so miserable and hoped that the people around me could help me up from the cold ground. But I didn't meet you at that time, and I had no one to help me."

Lan Kong's voice reminded Yuci of her helplessness at that time, she looked at Lan Kong, and she was sincerely grateful to Lan Kong for helping her.Moreover, it's not just about helping her up, but also about taking care of her.

"Looking at you lying on the ground, and the ruthless rain still soaked your clothes, I can know how cold you were from heart to body."

Lan Kong said how embarrassed and pitiful Yuci was when he saw Yuci.

Lan Kong also has a heart of compassion. Even though life has worn away a lot, there will always be some leftovers.

But Yuci didn't want to think about the past anymore, so he changed the direction of his words to Lan Kong and said, "Lan Kong, I will stay with you in this palace."

Lan Kong was surprised when he heard it, but he was a little happy, at least he was no longer alone.When she resigned, her friends have been with her in this palace.

But Lan Kong would still ask Yuci: "Have you really thought about it clearly, and won't you leave this place with too much right and wrong?"

"Yes, I've thought it through. I'm used to being in this palace. If I really leave, I may not be as happy as before. Rather than the possibility that I will gain more than I lose, I Still decided to stay."

In case of resignation, you will lose, besides the amount of silver taels, there are also friends.

"However, we all know that if the new emperor and empress hadn't been enthroned this time, we wouldn't have had the chance to leave the palace. If we give up this time, we may never have it again next time."

Lan Kong still stated the question in an orderly manner, that's it.This time there is no chance, they give up the opportunity, then they must understand that the next opportunity may not come again.

"I know, we all have our own ideas and stayed." Yuci's tone was believable.

"Let's go and give our chance to leave the palace to other people who want to leave the palace." Yu Ci said.

There is also a qualification to go out of the palace. If you have just entered the palace, the chief eunuch may not even consider you.Only old people who work in the palace can leave the palace.

Since both Yuci and Lankong have decided not to leave, let's give others the chance.

"Okay." Blue Sky replied.

"Lan Kong, who will you serve next?" Yu Ci asked Lan Kong.

Lan Kong was originally serving the concubines in the harem, even if he wasn't serving them closely, he was still a member of the harem.

Now that the original emperor has abdicated, and the fourth prince Su Changmo is about to ascend the throne and enter the palace, so the transfer of slaves and servants is imperative.

"Listen to your orders." Lan Kong didn't even know where he was going?
The whereabouts of the servants are not all at their command.

"Are you okay in the imperial dining room?" Lan Kong shifted the question to Yuci.

Yuci smiled and said, "Fortunately, the imperial dining room is relatively relaxed."

Lan Kong also smiled and said, "If you need anything, you can find me."

"Of course, we are friends." Yuci said.

The sky was clear and the sun was shining brightly. Lan Kong and Yuci were chatting in the corner of the imperial garden.

"Lan Kong, you are now a member of the imperial court." Yuci said to Lan Kong.

(End of this chapter)