Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 180
"Yuci, you said that, I really can't bear it. I watched you struggle step by step from the edge of life and death. I heard you cry out in pain, and I saw you covered in blood. I really can't bear it. I can't bear you..."

The more Lan Kong talked, the more he couldn't bear it, and he couldn't bear it. After Yuci's body recovered, the two of them maintained their friendship.

They have always been very happy. Every time they encounter unsatisfactory things, they can always comfort each other. Sometimes when there are happy things, they will be happy and laugh together.

If Yu Ci lost his life because of his own selfish plan, Lan Kong would be reluctant.

They have come together for such a long-term friendship, it cannot be erased just by erasing it, nor can it be said that there is no such thing in a few words.

"Don't say you can't bear it or don't want to part with it. I'm willing to help you. You don't have to think this way. If I can help you complete the plan, I will be very happy, even if I lose my life."

Yuci's sentence "Even if I lose my life" hit Lan Kong's heart deeply and heavily.

"Yuci, you don't need to repay your favor like this because I saved you." Lan Kong talked about Yuci's main idea: to repay your kindness.

"I admit that I want to repay my kindness, but not all. Because, and because you are my good friend. It is my own choice that I am willing to help you, Lan Kong, you really don't have to bear the burden."

Yuci's words always seemed to use her kindness to tell Lan Kong her thoughts, but Lan Kong always felt how selfish she was.

He actually thought of asking Yuci to help, and even took the initiative to come to Yuci's room to mention this matter to her. Lan Kong really didn't know what to say when he heard Yuci say that.

"Yuci, think again, I'll go back first." Lan Kong said as he was about to leave Yuci's room.

Yu Ci said to Lan Kong: "Don't think about it, my decision is the same. Let's implement your plan as soon as possible, and I will also worry about whether you will be dragged to punishment in the next moment."

If the resignation is for Lan Kong's sake, Lan Kong will feel more and more that he is really going too far.

The more Yuci agreed, the more Lan Kong felt sad, "Are you still worried about me?"

"Of course I'm worried, you are my good friend, my only friend." Yuci said to Lan Kong with a smile.

"Yuci, I..." Lan Kong also began to become a little awkward now, speaking hesitatingly, hesitant to speak, always intermittent.

But Yuci could understand what Lan Kong wanted to say, Yuci still said to Lan Kong: "Tell me, your plan, let me help you. Don't worry about me, I will try my best to be careful. Lan Kong, tell me. "

Seeing that Lan Kong didn't tell himself, Yuci said again: "As your friend, I should help you, shouldn't I?"

This is a rhetorical question, not asking himself, but Lan Kong.

As a friend, you really should help your friend when he is in trouble, and your friend has already come to ask for help, how can you refuse to answer?

However, this time the plan will have the fear of ruining one's life.

It is precisely because knowing that everyone respects and respects life, even humble people, will want to survive well in their own lives.Perhaps, in this world, there will never be people who don't care about life.

In other words, everyone maintains a strong appreciation for life, and yearns for beautiful thoughts about life and life.

However, it is not because everyone attaches great importance to life that I feel that it is really too selfish for Yuci to risk his life to complete this plan.

Even if Yuci's words are always willing to agree, but is Lan Kong really able to live in his heart?

It seems that it is impossible to pass, so Lan Kong is not such a hesitant person but always asks such repeated words.

But ask yourself, is the answer that Lan Kong wants to hear is what Yu Ci said?

Lan Kong's own heart is like a bright lake with bottomless water, Lan Kong knows his own thoughts.

The answer Lan Kong wanted to hear was every word Yuci said. Lan Kong searched and searched from his own thoughts, and the last memory he got was that she wanted Yuci to help, because she was the most suitable candidate and Lan Kong trusted most. people.

But why bother to be so self-contradictory?

Why do you have to give Yuci reasons for repenting again and again, and even personally find out suitable excuses for her.

Lan Kong's heart needs Yuci's affirmation time and time again, because if Yuci really dies because of this plan that she should not have participated in, Lan Kong will leave a memory in his heart that will start from this moment. A sense of self-blame and guilt that has been with me until the end of my life.

However, if the resignation is confirmed many times, even if something happens in the future, I won't feel so bitter in my heart.

Such thoughts in Lan Kong's heart became more and more solid. Looking at Yuci's eyes, Lan Kong felt that he was selfish. It seemed that every step was like a well-designed bureau. Yuci was the one who designed it, but he was the one who set it up. .

What he said and did were all the steps of playing chess in his heart. Lan Kong seemed to want to tell Yuci all this, because it was really his own problem.As Yuci asked, didn't I come here just to get her help?

If I had had other thoughts at first, then shouldn't I be in Yuci's room at this moment.

Lan Kong still couldn't resist the selfish affirmation in his heart for what he did and said, and said to Yuci: "Yuci, do you think I am contradictory? kind of asking if you're sincere."

Yuci said to Lan Kong: "What do you want to tell me?"

Yuci knew in his heart what Lan Kong wanted to say, but maybe from Lan Kong's mouth, Yuci would see the essence of Lan Kong more clearly.

"I'm very selfish, do you know that I'll feel better after I ask you so much and hear so much affirmative help." Lan Kong said to Yuci, her current feeling in her heart also reflected her selfishness. Tell Yuci with hypocrisy.

Yuci listened to Lan Kong's next words, the smile on the corner of his mouth seemed to expand a little, and his eyes seemed to be extraordinarily bright.

"I'm afraid that if something happens to you, I will regret it in my heart, so whenever you are sure to help, I will feel that my heart will not be so bitter in the future. And when I ask you like this, it's like I'm walking in the plan Every step of the way, every time you say the answer I want to hear, I am happy."

"However, I also truly feel that I am a hypocritical, selfish person. I can treat you so hypocritically for my own purposes, and I can put you in danger for my own selfishness, I..."

Lan Kong's words seemed to belittle himself to nothing, but in Yuci's eyes, what he saw was not Lan Kong's selfishness and hypocrisy, but the truth and sincerity.

"Everyone will go to great lengths to achieve what they want to achieve. If it were me, there is no guarantee that I would not do so."

Yuci looked at Lan Kong's expression, and seemed to think that it was a good idea to be able to talk about everything, and said to Lan Kong.

Yuci's voice contains understanding and understanding, but Yuci's generosity and Yuci's indifference cannot be a judgment of whether Lan Kong's approach to this matter is wrong or not.

"Yuci, I'm really telling you this. I shouldn't even ask you to help me with some premeditation."

Speaking of premeditation, Yuci might think that this somewhat hypocritical word should not be used to describe Lan Kong.

But in Lan Kong's own heart, when he walked out of Nianwan Palace, Lan Kong knew that he didn't really just think of asking Yuci if he would like to help, but it was premeditated.

"Lan Kong, as I said before, I will help you, and I have no regrets. No matter how you ask me, my answer will remain the same. As for you asking me repeatedly, you hope to get my affirmation, let me The bitterness in your heart has decreased a little. From the moment you are honest with me, I don't blame you. "

Yuci's voice is really like the sound of heavenly music, it turns out that understanding is what Lan Kong needs most at this moment.

In fact, Yuci didn't say such things out of comfort or out of kindness. This is what Yuci wanted to express now to let Lan Kong know.

After staying in the palace for so many years, how many people are willing to taste the bitter taste for others?

How many people are willing to respond so frankly for their own hypocrisy?

Yuci and Lan Kong haven't known each other for a long time, but Yuci still has some understanding of Lan Kong when he asks himself.

Lan Kong has scheming, but Yuci himself also has scheming. Besides, who in the palace doesn't have scheming, who won't work hard for what he wants?

In Yuci's eyes, Lan Kong couldn't even talk about hypocrisy and selfishness.Because Lan Kong treats himself with sincerity.When Yuci fell ill in bed, Lan Kong took care of himself almost day and night, and how long that period of time represented how sincere Lan Kong's heart was.

When Lan Kong said the word "help" to Yuci, Yuci's understanding of Lan Kong actually understood Lan Kong's thoughts.Although Yuci was still a little moved by the questioning of Duojia later, the bottom of the touch was also some guesses about Lan Kong's thoughts.

Lan Kong is not such a hesitant person, and Yuci also has his own ideas, so it is impossible without guessing.

It can only be said that in Yuci's thoughts, it seems that Lan Kong's own frankness makes Yuci feel more like a friend.

If Lan Kong said that he was hypocritical and selfish, it would be better to say that Lan Kong could tell Yuci at the last moment how true his real purpose of asking her was.

Lan Kong admitted that he had thought of such a scene in his mind, so he talked about premeditation.

However, when Lan Kong broke her own small picture of this plan, it also let Yuci understand from the side that Lan Kong really cares about her friend.

"Lan Kong, you can tell me face to face that when you asked me, you were not only worried about me, but also selfish. I am very happy. Because, in front of my friends, I can resolutely say that I plan to design the other party, This is not as simple as a word.”

The voice of Yuci has different meanings every time it is uttered, and it represents understanding at this moment.

(End of this chapter)