Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 181
Lan Kong felt that the more Yuci said this, the more Lan Kong seemed to be mocking his hypocrisy from the bottom of his heart.

Perhaps, only in front of the tolerance of others, it seems to reflect one's own hypocrisy and selfishness.

"But I still took advantage of our friendship, I still turned the plot into reality, I still asked you, tested you, and even said that I still came here for my own purpose."

Lan Kong's words scolded him mercilessly, and Yuci listened to him with some feelings.

Perhaps, Lankong and Yuci will become what they are now, which is not what I expected and wanted.

They are all in this complex palace, enduring the scolding of the master, the indifference of the servants, the wind and frost in life, and the gradual disappearance of the warmth of the sun, a kind of scheming or the most basic psychological idea caused by time.

Perhaps, in the hearts or minds of Lan Kong and Yuci, the most basic thought is for themselves.Just because, maybe no one is worthy of you, and no one is worthy of you to be her without hesitation.

For himself, there is nothing wrong. In this plan, Lan Kong even designed it for the camp step by step. Perhaps there is nothing wrong with it.

What's wrong is not that Lan Kongwei's thinking is wrong, but maybe she doesn't understand Yuci's sincerity enough, so she used tricks like probing.

Lan Kong's premeditation is not limited to probing, and there is another important aspect of her question that needs to be affirmed.

This may still require Lan Kong to tell himself: "I ask you, there is another reason."

Yuci listened to Lan Kong and said: "I want to know if you will confess me if the plan is revealed? That's why you need to be willing and not blame me."

This is the deepest reason hidden in this temptation, Yuci heard Lan Kong's words.

The deepest reason may be that when Lan Kong said to himself such words as premeditated, selfish and hypocritical, Yuci felt that Lan Kong would say them.

But Lan Kong really said it, and maybe the last trace of discomfort in Yuci's heart dissipated.

"Are you afraid that I will betray you?" Yuci asked Lan Kong.

"Yes, I'm afraid of death." The word "fear of death" is enough for Yuci.

Lan Kong's answer made Yuci feel that friendship can still be trusted. Even if there are temptations, suspicions, and distrusts in the process, maybe there is a feeling of violating the original intention in the process, and maybe there is sadness in my heart, but the result seems to follow others. The sincerity is clear and calm.

This is like Lan Kong. In fact, Yuci is the same as Lan Kong, and he is also a thoughtful person.

In Yuci's heart, do you really know nothing?It's not that you don't even know [-]% of it, and you still feel a little bit uncomfortable.But Lan Kong's words can become a piece of white cloth called friendship that wipes away the traces in Yuci's heart. After wiping, the traces are gone, and naturally the discomfort is gone.

There will always be a little stain on this white cloth because it has been rubbed.So what can I do to make this white cloth as clean as ever?
The white cloth is the embodiment of Lan Kong's frank words, so let Yuci's words dispel the sad tone in Lan Kong's words.

"Lan Kong, you can even say the last bit of reservation to protect yourself, I have no reason to blame you."

Yuci told Lan Kong that he didn't blame her, but Lan Kong asked Yuci: "Aren't you sad? You really don't blame me?"

"The sadness is gone. I don't blame you. At least you were honest before telling me the plan. That's enough."

Yuci's smile was there because of Lan Kong's words, and he was talking to Lan Kong.

"Yuci, I took advantage of our friendship, I doubted you, I still don't trust you, isn't that what we cared about the most when we established our friendship?"

Lan Kong brought up the past again. Indeed, the foundation of friendship back then may have been the word trust.

What about the current situation?Who interrupted the friendship with suspicion and exploitation?It was Lan Kong, the person who gave Yuci his trust back then.

"I know you attach great importance to friendship, but I still crossed the boundary of friendship." Lan Kong continued.

"When the boundary was set, we said we were friends. It was set because of this. Even if you crossed out, I didn't destroy this friendship line, so you can still cross it. You are also in my place. I stepped back within the time I wanted you to come back, that's why I don't blame you."

Yuci talked a lot, talked about the concept of friendship line, and talked about the purpose of setting up friendship line.

But the most important line is: "You came back in the time I wanted you back."

"That's why I don't blame you." Lan Kong paused for this sentence in his mouth.

Yuci really doesn't blame her, Lan Kong thought about this sentence in his heart.

Yu Ci continued to say to Lan Kong: "In my heart, as long as you step back, it proves that you have friendship with me. We are still friends."

"But I stepped out, don't you mind?" Lan Kong asked Yuci, did she really mind?
"Family relationships will always have cracks due to quarrels, and love can't be perfect, there will always be tiny cracks. Then do you think there can't be a little crack in friendship?"

Yuci turned it upside down, and always let Lan Kong answer the questions by himself.

"Just a little gap?" Lan Kong asked Yuci.

"What I see is just one point." Yuci replied to Lan Kong.

"If I help you complete the plan, I will give you a chance to mend this gap." Yuci's voice still said that he would help her, and even his tone was tougher than before.

Yuci's words seem to be the most seamless sentence, because from the beginning to the end, Yuci used the same answer to tell Lan Kong.

No matter what Yuci discovered or felt in this dialogue, Yuci's voice is always firm and his words are always firm.

"You still decided to help me? Why, Yuci, you are so kind to me?" Lan Kong said to Yuci in a moving voice.

The tone and attitude in these words are so similar to Yuci back then. At that time, Yuci lay helplessly on the bed and listened to every word Lan Kong said to her, and she was also full of emotions.A person who is willing to reach out to support and pull a person who is on the border of hell is a moving gathering.

A year ago, it was Lan Kong who gave Yuci the true meaning of moving.One year later, it was the meaning of Yuci to give back to Lan Kong.

The two emotions fit so well. If they meet together, it will be a chain of friendship that is neither perfect nor smooth.

Not every chain in this chain is strong, and some are even broken. It is as if the surge of the gap makes the chains slightly separated. As a result, the two chains cannot be perfectly entwined, and there is always a certain distance between them And the shaking of the chain will also cause some chain openings to be damaged.

But no matter whether the chain is not perfect or not, the chain is always a chain, and the unbounded river in a certain place does not represent the tightness of the entire chain.

The chain is still indestructible. If you cut the chain with a knife, there will be marks of injury where you cut.But the place you didn't cut is still tough.Even if you cut hard, there are scars, but it does not mean that it is not strong.

The whole chain still has weight. Maybe a small movement of this chain can knock down the knife in your hand, and the sound of the knife falling is caused by the toughness of the chain.

The chain of friendship will not be looser than the rope of love or the chain of family affection. It will only become stronger and more reliable with the views of the two people who belong to the friendship.

Friendship is like the most comforting word of all words.

When you have a close and sincere friend in the vast crowd, maybe you will have someone to accompany you in your life.

It's like Lan Kong and Yu Ci. Since they have each other as friends, at least the two of them have someone to listen to when they are sad, someone to share their joy, and someone to comfort their tears.Instead of shedding tears alone like a lonely person, joy yourself like this.

"Lan Kong, in friendship, we should do everything to each other. You have to remember, we are always friends."

Yuci told Lan Kong that their relationship would be friends, always, not for a limited time.

"Yuci, I'm not worthy to be your friend." Lan Kong suddenly talked about the topic of worthy or not.

"A year ago, I was so helpless, and even dragged you down. Did you ever tell me whether I deserve it or not?"

Yuci brought Lan Kong's thoughts back to the night a year ago.

"At that time, I didn't ask you how you got the medicine back for me. But I found that Imperial Physician Yan didn't seem to be willing to help. You told me that you had a good relationship with a young eunuch in the imperial hospital. I didn't ask later. You, because I don't think you want to tell me."

Yuci said this to Lan Kong, stopped, and then continued to ask: "Then let me ask you now, how did you get the medicine for me?"

Lan Kong followed Yuci's words, as if every day was going backwards, to the last day, which was the day when Lan Kong went to the Tai Hospital to get medicine.

Yuci never asked how he got the medicine, and Lan Kong seemed to have forgotten how bitter the scene of getting the medicine was from the day Yuci stopped taking the medicine.Now when asked about speeches, Lan Kong still didn't want to say it.

"We shouldn't be obsessed with the past, we should look forward. So..." Lan Kong didn't tell Yuci.

"So, you still don't want to tell me, do you?" Yuci continued to Lan Kong.

Lan Kong pondered for a while, and Yu Ci asked: "At that time, I may not know how much effort you have put in to help me get the medicine. But what I can be sure of is that there may be no problem to get the medicine once. But you have been To fetch medicine for me, there are quite a lot of medicinal materials, even if you have a good relationship with the little eunuch, without the care of the imperial physician, the little eunuch will not give it to you."

Yuci's voice reminded Lan Kong of his bitter experience at that time.

"At that time, I was just a burden for you, a burden. When we first met, you didn't even know my name, so there was absolutely no need to do anything for me. But at that time, you didn't say you deserved it. Not worthy."

Yuci's voice entered Lan Kong's heart, and what he told in the language was himself. At that time, he didn't mention whether he was worthy or not, and he shouldn't mention it now.

(End of this chapter)