Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 204 is incomparable
"Your purpose is really just to fear that I will make it difficult for you to survive in the palace?"

Sheng Wanyu, who hadn't spoken for a while, suddenly asked Lan Kong, but the sentence "really just" seemed to be full of incomprehension and distrust.

Lan Kong thought it was the same after hearing it. How did the empress accept her intentions more than half of it?
"The servant has been working in the palace for several years. The servant knows what will happen if he offends the master. Although the empress said that the servant cannot enter the Nianwan Palace, the servant dares to ask if the queen really treats the servant like this? How can the servant still do? Is there any other place in the palace to go?"

Lan Kong seemed to lose his sense of propriety when facing Sheng Wanyu.When dealing with Su Changmo, Lan Kong can always maintain a respectful and humble attitude.

But for Sheng Wanyu, it seems that she always asks her inner question.

Now Lan Kong should be terrified, and so is Lan Kong, but why when she asked this sentence, she felt that there was still a desire for an answer in her fear.Also, her rhetorical questions feel understandable.

Sheng Wanyu's eyes were cold, and such eyes seemed to be in line with her attitude towards Lan Kong.

It can't be said that she refused, because Sheng Wanyu gave her a chance to explain, and it can't be said that she didn't care, otherwise she wouldn't have been brought to Nianwan Palace for interrogation.

It was the completely cold attitude towards her answer and the total distrust of her explanation, because maybe at noon, Lan Kong left her with a feeling of untrustworthiness.

Sheng Wanyu is different from many women, so the chance of giving her trust is not high. Once you use it up wantonly, it will be extremely difficult to regain it.

It seems that some things have been frozen, do you think there is any reason to save it?
"I can tell you that my decision is indeed more than that, but I will not kill everyone."

What Sheng Wanyu said made Lan Kong think, did he think too much?
Although Sheng Wanyu also said that it was not just that, she also said that she would leave room for herself.

Lan Kong seemed to feel that Sheng Wanyu's words were not clear enough, so he asked pleadingly, "Then what is the queen's decision?"

Sheng Wanyu looked at her who was kneeling on the ground, and said, "I will not let you stay in front of the imperial court to serve the emperor."

Is it just that, is it just that he can no longer serve in front of the imperial court?

Lan Kong had expected this problem, but Lan Kong, who had lived in the palace for many years, would always think that the empress's decision was to let him leave the palace, or something more than that.

It was because he was afraid that he had nowhere to go, because he was worried that he would not be able to stay in the palace, his only shelter, so he was so complicated that he had to make a plan.

It turned out that the empress's decision was like this.Lan Kong said that it was useless to be upset, she just wanted to say: "Why didn't I ask clearly when I walked out of Nianwan Palace?"

But this question, with my own mood at the time and the indifference of the empress, do I dare to ask it?
However, why dare to ask again now, is it because everything can be said?Or is it because, maybe no matter what the queen empress and the emperor decide to do with me, I can already bear it?

However, at this moment, Lan Kong really realized what kind of thoughts he used to figure out the thoughts of the empress.

The Empress is not her former master, nor is she the people she met before, maybe she won't suffer a severe blow because of one incident at all.

Moreover, in the empress's answer, even Lan Kong clearly understood that the emperor and the empress had never even been punished.

It's just that I can no longer stay in front of the imperial court, that is, by the emperor's side.

But it didn't look like what I imagined. In my eyes, the criminal law and the punishment were all my guesses.It turned out that the emperor and empress had never thought about it this way.

Is it because my mind is not pure enough, or because I always face everything with a sad factor.

If my mind is purer, then even if I am worried about my future life, I shouldn't make a plan to murder the empress, should I?
Lan Kong is now ringing in his ears, the empress's words of understanding of himself: "When you have this idea, you can no longer stay in Nianwan Palace."

Even though what Sheng Wanyu thought at the time was not what she was doing now, it seemed that Sheng Wanyu knew that her thoughts were not pure through that incident.

Indeed, if I had been as pure and innocent as Qiutang, perhaps I would not have committed the crime of murdering the empress.

It seems that all the starting points when I really look at things are to gather many bad factors, but I have never faced it with an understanding and tolerant mind.

No wonder I was inferior to Qiutang. If Qiutang had faced such a thing, she would have asked the empress face to face.

Or maybe Qiutang would cry alone in the room, but she wouldn't think of using a plan to maintain her current life.

And my first thought was not to show my sincerity, but to set up a plan, this is the reason why I really don't fit to stay in Nianwan Palace or the Imperial Palace.

Although his plan included intercession first, Lan Kong knew clearly that although intercession was the first step in the formulation of the plan, he still had the idea of ​​murder, didn't he?
Even if the failure of the intercession can promote the operation of this plan, since I thought of murdering and drugging at that time, can I prove that I am really not a simple-minded person.

In other words, his thoughts are vicious, but he can't enter Nianwan Palace, but he thinks of harming the empress, it's really scheming.

deep?This is the word Lan Kong uses to describe herself, because after the trial of Yuci and the setting of the plan, this word seems to be more consistent with her own thoughts.

Before, when he was forced to leave Nianwan Palace, Lan Kong was still wondering why he was not as good as Qiutang.

At this moment, it is clear, because he does not have Qiutang's innocence and naturalness.

At that time, when I heard Qiutang talk about the goodness of the empress, I was also surprised by Qiutang's innocence.

At that time, I would appreciate the beauty of Qiutang, why when it came to me, what I yearned for was really like a lot of reality, not what I had.

At this moment, Lan Kong said to Sheng Wanyu what he wanted to express the most: "Empress Empress, this servant now knows why you don't let this servant stay in Nianwan Palace, and why this servant is inferior to Qiutang. Because, this servant does not have Qiutang. innocence and kindness.”

Lan Kong really knows now, but he didn't understand that his loyalty is the same as that of Qiutang, why the gap is so big.The current self seems to have a mirror in front of his eyes, showing the difference between himself and Qiutang in front of his eyes.

(End of this chapter)