Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 94
Qiutang looked at Su Changmo's silence, and at Sheng Wanyu's careful inspection. She didn't know what to do, so she could only stand aside and wait silently.

Sheng Wanyu seemed to be immersed in the painting, unable to get out.Although the cough was very severe, there was still no movement stagnation.

For about an hour or so, Sheng Wanyu didn't look outside, but kept checking the ointment for inappropriateness and recording the medicinal materials it might contain.

Finally, she couldn't hold on anymore, Sheng Wanyu felt that something was about to come out of her throat, she took the handkerchief by the table and vomited it out.After vomiting, he seemed dizzy and couldn't hold on to the table.

Qiutang couldn't stand it any longer, and rushed to support Sheng Wanyu.Only then did Sheng Wanyu notice that Su Changmo and Qiutang had been there all along.The look in Su Changmo's eyes now made Sheng Wanyu feel very sad. She thought he would not come tonight, so she started to investigate.

Unexpectedly, he still came, and let him see himself coughing and vomiting.Judging by his appearance and expression, he might be very angry.Su Changmo didn't speak, because his heart hurts now.

When I heard Qiutang say that Sheng Wanyu was resting just now, I really felt very relieved, at least Sheng Wanyu listened to him.But it never occurred to Sheng Wanyu that this was not the case.She didn't stop for more than an hour just now, even though the coughing sound continued, she didn't put down the ointment in her hand.If she hadn't vomited, maybe she wouldn't have stopped.

Sheng Wanyu was helped onto the bed by Qiutang, Qiutang said: "Madam, the servant has brought the medicine, please be careful after drinking it."

After Sheng Wanyu drank it, Qiutang knew that the two must have something to say, so she withdrew.

"Husband, I just..." She wanted to explain, but found that she didn't know what to say in the middle of the sentence.Because I didn't listen to him, it was a fact, and the most important thing was that Su Changmo saw it himself.Sheng Wanyu didn't know how long Su Changmo had been here, but he knew that he must be angry and sad now.

Su Changmo looked away from her and went to the table where she was sitting just now.Picking up the paper in his hand, looking at the words on it, it seemed that every word was engraved in Su Changmo's heart.

"Husband, today I thought that Hua'er might be trapped by someone, that's why I didn't come back. I was in a hurry, so I couldn't help but check the ointment and rouge, hoping to help, and find Hua'er as soon as possible." Sheng Wanyu's The explanation was reasonable, but it didn't work in Su Changmo's ears.

Putting down the white paper he was holding, Su Changmo wanted to leave.He is in a very sad mood now, Sheng Wanyu really doesn't understand his heart.If she was resting today, or even if she wasn't resting, as long as she didn't bother to check, I wouldn't blame her anymore.I even thought that I would stay with her if I didn't ask her if she could rest in peace.But the scene just now really made Su Changmo feel that he was not enough in her heart.

She can bother so much about painting, but she doesn't know how much she has gone to to take care of her feelings.

Seeing that Su Changmo was about to leave, Sheng Wanyu immediately said, "Husband, don't blame me, I won't do it in the future." Seeing Su Changmo's cold eyes, she was afraid to surround herself.

Su Changmo still didn't say a word, no more, Su Changmo began to doubt Sheng Wanyu's words.What he saw just now proved many things, including his position in Sheng Wanyu's heart and the influence his words had on her.

Sheng Wanyu was very anxious, so she had no choice but to throw off the quilt and get out of bed, and walked weakly in front of Su Changmo: "Husband, I'm sorry, I was just too worried, that's why I'm like this."

Su Changmo said: "In your heart, my worry and anger are not important to you." His attitude was cold, because there were no words to describe his current mood.

"No, I'm only like this because of Hua'er. Of course you are important to me." Sheng Wanyu kept defending.

"But your behavior tells me that's not the case." What he saw just now was that she disregarded her body and her children, and pursued and analyzed it with her heart, without any other concerns at all.

"I know you're very angry, but I'm afraid that if I don't find any clues recently, Hua'er will be in danger for a while longer. My illness can be cured slowly, but Hua'er, I'm afraid I can't wait. That's why I It will be like this, don't worry, my health is just not good now, and it will be fine in the future." Sheng Wanyu understood how sad Su Changmo was at this moment, but her words did not soothe Su Changmo's heart, but aggravated Su Changmo's heart. Long Mo's anger.

"Treat slowly? You have already fallen to the root of the disease. Do you want our child to die because of this, so that you are willing to recuperate in peace?" Su Changmo's angry voice came out because of Sheng Wanyu's explanation.

Sheng Wanyu heard that Su Changmo mentioned the child, and thought that her child would be hurt by it.

"I'm very angry today, but I came here because I was worried about you. But what I saw was the result. You don't care about your children, you don't care about my feelings, and you only think about painting. Wanyu, you know, How much does my heart hurt now?" Su Changmo looked at Sheng Wanyu, talking about the result that he didn't even notice.

Sheng Wanyu said: "I know, husband, can you forgive me?"

"You don't know, otherwise you wouldn't treat yourself like this regardless of my inner anxiety. Wanyu, as I said, I will investigate the matter of Hua'er. As long as you take good care of yourself, I won't stop you Participate in this matter, but why don't you listen to me, and still make me angry and worry me like this?" asked Sheng Wanyu, but Su Changmo didn't want to know the answer at the moment.

Su Changmo already felt that at this moment, his heart became cold. "Wanyu, at this moment, I really don't know what my position is in your heart? You can bother so much for Hua'er, and you can ignore your pregnancy for Hua'er, but for me, you don't care about me. Think about it, even though I persuaded you in every possible way, the answer sheet you gave is still the same." His voice seemed to be able to feel the feeling of being frozen by ice.

Sheng Wanyu was taken aback by Su Changmo's words, it wasn't the phrase for painting, but the phrase I don't know what my position is in your heart?Didn't he understand his own heart after spending so many days together?Isn't his position in his heart obvious?If Su Changmo was just angry, perhaps Sheng Wanyu would not have felt this way, but now she can understand that it is Su Changmo who does not understand herself and her feelings.

The last sentence of Su Changmo's departure was the reason why Sheng Wanyu felt heartbroken: "Wanyu, do I take you too seriously, or do you take me too ordinary?"

This time Su Changmo ignored Sheng Wanyu's explanation for the second time and resolutely left.Did he take her too seriously?That's why even she didn't mind her body, but he had conflicts with her because of this.Still in her eyes, she and the child can be comforted slowly, but the matter of Hua'er cannot be delayed.

Sheng Wanyu was lying on the bed that should have been accompanied by Su Changmo, her tears rolled down like she could finally be released.It turned out that Su Changmo didn't understand her.To ask such a question unexpectedly, doesn't he understand how anxious he is about Hua'er now?He didn't understand himself at all. As a sister, how could he live with peace of mind when Hua'er had an accident.

I could understand that he was worried about me before, and it was also my fault for deliberately concealing it and constantly dissuading me from getting medical examinations.But how can he ask himself what is his position in his heart?

The peace and happiness of the long days, the peace and happiness of the long days, did they all disappear in a moment?Even Su Changmo, who loved him so much, asked such a question.I used to think that he and I had a tacit understanding, but why did the two have such different thoughts and opinions on this matter.

Sheng Wanyu knew that he was concerned about her body and their children, but he still couldn't understand his feelings.Seeing his heartbroken eyes, he had already explained to him that he would recuperate at ease, but he didn't want to believe it.If she didn't care about him, Sheng Wanyu would not let go of the painting and agree to him, but his sad departure made things complicated and unclear.

The silence of the night seemed to swallow the tears more easily. Sheng Wanyu cried for a long time, thinking of Su Changmo and Hua'er.

If the younger sister who had been by my side for so long left suddenly, for unknown reasons, with serious injuries, and suspicious points kept appearing, would it be Su Changmo, wouldn't he be like himself?Sheng Wanyu asked herself.

Sheng Wanyu admitted that perhaps her actions did not pay attention to his thoughts, but it did not mean that she did not care about him, as he did not occupy an important position in her heart.If he didn't take into account his feelings, why would he take medicinal herbs to restrain his illness? At first, he was afraid that he would worry.Although the approach was wrong, I couldn't ignore Hua'er's affairs.

It was not Sheng Wanyu's idea to let him see that she was working hard on painting.Hearing what he said, Sheng Wanyu was also very sad, she didn't want Su Changmo to worry and get angry.That's why he asked for his forgiveness, and was willing to allow her to rest temporarily, but Su Changmo thought that he had lied to him before, and now that he was weak, he still insisted on checking what he did, which made him worry and sad, and asked such hurtful words .

The disputes between each other were all due to feelings. Su Changmo was worried about himself and his children, and he concealed it to prevent him from worrying.I don't know when the two sides will understand this dispute caused by serious affection.

Sheng Wanyu went to bed very late, but woke up very early the next day.

"Qiutang, do you think my clothes look good?" Lan Kong came to Qiutang's room and asked.She bought a new dress and put it on for Qiutang to see.

"It's pretty." Qiutang praised, and then felt that it was almost time, so she said, "I'm going to wait on the empress."

"By the way, Qiutang, the emperor has been unhappy since he came back from the empress's place last night. It seems that there is another problem between the two of you. Qiutang, you have to be careful." Lan Kong knew that it was not easy for everyone to be a maid, So remind Qiu Tang.

"I see, thank you. Let's go first." Qiutang understood the reason, since she left the room yesterday, she knew that the emperor was obviously displeased.

I went to Sheng Wanyu's room very early to prepare things for Sheng Wanyu to use after waking up, but found that Sheng Wanyu had woken up early.

"Mother, why did you wake up so early again?" Recently, Sheng Wanyu woke up so early every day and went to bed late at night, how could she have a good rest.

"Your Majesty, you have to check up every day, but you don't have enough rest and your body is sick, what should you do?" As if Su Changmo wasn't staying overnight in Nianwan Palace, Sheng Wanyu was waking up day by day.

"Decoct the medicine according to this, and bring it later." Sheng Wanyu felt that her illness was getting serious, and the medicine prescribed by Doctor Xu still couldn't give her the energy to check it out.So last night when I was writing what the rouge contained, I also wrote down the prescription.

"Yes, empress. I'm going now, servant girl." Qiutang went to get the medicine with Sheng Wanyu's own prescription.

After Sheng Wanyu finished washing, she saw her own face in the mirror, but there was no other discomfort.It's just that the eyes are a little swollen. When I cried last night, there were tears in the corners of the eyes.I washed my face again.

Seeing the small pendant next to the bronze mirror, Sheng Wanyu thought of Hua'er.This pendant was on Hua'er's sword, Hua'er liked it very much, but gave it to Sheng Wanyu.He said that whenever he saw this pendant, he hoped that he would forget the past memories and no longer worry and worry.

From the day Hua'er gave this pendant to Sheng Wanyu, Sheng Wanyu felt that seeing her was like Hua'er's words reminding her: "Sister, Hua'er hopes that you will live a happy life." Before, Hua'er often came, and it was just a Good luck item.

But now Hua'er can't be seen, Sheng Wanyu looked at the pendant, but felt as if she saw Hua'er comforting herself in front of her eyes.

Thinking of Su Changmo, Sheng Wanyu wanted to ask him: Why doesn't she understand her desire to save Hua'er?
(End of this chapter)