The most beloved in the world: the black-bellied concubine

Chapter 308 Qinghan's Love

Qinghan buried Qin Hanyue in the Flower Valley on the other side, and erected a wooden monument for her.

After hesitating several times, he decided to engrave the seven big characters "Tomb of Empress Qin Hanyue" on it.

Then, he sat in front of the tomb and meditated.

Contemplating what I have done for tens of thousands of years...

What is love?
He takes the form of miasma, itself a symbol of evil.

But the ridiculous thing is that from the moment he was born, he had a longing for beautiful things.

Perhaps at the beginning, he was just grateful for the goddess who gave him the opportunity to be born, as if a chick regards the first creature it sees as its mother.

Yuesu is not his mother, but he has longing for her.

Such a beautiful relationship is too contrary to him as the incarnation of evil.

Around him, no one told him how to deal with such feelings, and no one guided him how to express such feelings.

He can only rely on his own nature, rely on the original desire to deal with——

Since you long for her, go get her.

That's what he thought at first.

He didn't think there was anything wrong, even if he was an ordinary person, not a demon king, his first reaction to what he longed for was to fight for it.

He started to fight for the world she created, maybe for encounter, maybe for attention, although the way was not good, but he succeeded and she appeared.

After she appeared, he felt that she was even more beautiful than he imagined, and his desire expanded accordingly.

He no longer just wants to see her, no longer just wants to know her, no longer just wants to be her friend.

He hoped that she could respond to the special feelings in his heart. He wanted to possess all of her and let all her beauty belong to him only.

However, he didn't know what to do before she would be willing.

When he heard the news that she was going to marry another man, his situation was completely messed up. If he continued to wait, then after that day, she would belong to someone else forever.

He would never allow himself to do nothing, not allow him to watch her go into someone else's arms, it was time for him to do something.

For his own love, he made a big disturbance in the Heavenly Palace and successfully destroyed her wedding with someone else, but what he got in return was that they became enemies!
Later, Ming Jiu told him that because she and Mo Yan had been living in the Heavenly Palace, they would fall in love with each other for a long time, and that would allow Mo Yan to be close to the water and tower first, so he thought that as long as she stayed in the Underground Palace, maybe, in time, she would also love her. will fall in love with myself.

But she said she didn't want to, so in desperation, he used the Immortal Devouring Chain to lock her up.

She said she loves strangers, her heart can only accommodate one person.

Then he will let Mo Yan disappear, let her heart empty that place, and maybe he can take its place.

However, he miscalculated.

Originally, he only wanted to let Mo Yan die alone, but his carelessness made him fall into it too.

In that life, until the moment of his death, he never seemed to say, "Susu, I love you" to her.

Everything he did was for love, but he forgot to tell her about love himself.

After 2 years of reincarnation, as a mortal, he finally met his love again.

She is different from ten thousand years ago, but she is more attractive to him. He still wants to possess her hopelessly, wants to love her, even if she wants to hurt himself, he still hopes to put her by his side.

In this life as Beimen Qingyue, it seems that they have repeated themselves ten thousand years ago.

In the Death Canyon, he survived by chance, and was discovered by Ming Jiu, who guided him to become the demon king step by step.

He used his ability to force her to stay by his side. This time, he resisted the urge to kill Mo Yan, just because he was afraid that she would be desperate for Mo Yan again, afraid that she would hate himself for Mo Yan .

He finally left her in the Demon Realm. This time, he patiently read the romance novels brought back from the mortal world. He wanted to know how those mortals fell in love in the stories. He wanted to know how he could do it. won her heart.

But no matter what she did, she seemed to be on guard against him, and she never let go of her guard.

Fortunately, they seem to be slowly returning to the state where they regarded each other as friends ten thousand years ago.

He knew that this was a good change, a good start.

But that time in the Flower Valley on the other side, she was clearly worried about him, but she wanted to mention the strange words that she hadn't mentioned for a long time!

Also take Stranger words, compared with him!
He was jealous, he was impatient, so she was still thinking about that person!
He was obviously very angry, but when he saw her meticulously applying medicine and bandaging the wound, his bad mood suddenly disappeared.

At that moment, all he wanted was to kiss her, to tell her how much he loved her and how much he wanted her.

But she still didn't want to.

He suppressed his desire and asked her to leave. He was really afraid that indulging his desire would ruin the good transformation he had worked so hard to achieve.

But when Ming Jiu said that he would feed her Wangqing Water on his behalf, he was still overwhelmed by selfish desires.

He wants her heart, her love, her affection, everything about her.

He wants to experience the sweetness of love, not always the bitterness.

The month when she forgot about Mo Yan was his happiest period.

Wangqingshui does not completely erase a person's memory, it just hides those once important things in the deep subconscious.

So every time when she still had some psychological defenses, he would hypnotize her with his eyes, guide her with words, make her completely forget her feelings for Mo Yan, let her completely empty herself, and let her have room to welcome new love.

He admits that he is selfish, but love already has a selfish side.

Although that month was happy, the happiness for him hurt her even more when she woke up:

She would rather die, kill their baby than face the month they spent together!

Does she really, just hate him that much?So hate him?So repel him?
Even if Hui'er is also her own flesh and blood, she won't accept it?
Even, Hui'er has come to this world, is she going to chase after her?
"How can I love you so that you can get happiness from me?"

Qinghan touched the words "Qin Hanyue" on the wooden tablet.

The reason why he used these three words was to commemorate the month he and Qin Hanyue spent together.

That month was his dream, and he realized a beautiful dream of his love.

"It's been 5 years, everything about us should have a result!"

Qinghan buried his sweet dream with his own hands, he is sober now, he finally knows how he should face Yuesu this time...

(End of this chapter)