The king does not go to court early: the queen is too enchanting

Chapter 859 The Inner World
During a cup of tea, Shi Yiyan found out that the woman who warmly received him was actually a widowed woman. She only sighed in her heart, but she didn't show any strangeness on her face.

Her uprightness made the woman look at her differently, and the topic turned to herself. "If other people hear that I am a widow, they will look at me with sympathetic eyes, but you don't. This makes me very happy."

The woman spoke very directly, expressing her heart very accurately, Shi Yiyan smiled, a little embarrassed, "Yunniang, in fact, a woman like you should be the admirable candidate. As for me, apart from Others know a little more, have a little more experience, and it really doesn't surprise people."

"I just admire a strong woman like you who lives without being dependent on others and has her own thoughts and opinions. You don't know. If I don't have those concerns and unwillingness, how much I want to be like you, free a comfortable life."

"No cold eyes from others, no flattery from others, just live in your own world, have people you like, have your own children, have a piece of land to live in, no competition, no calculations, simply live your life .”

When Shi Yiyan said these words, his eyes showed reverence, as if he had seen his own free life and free life through the void.

Cui Zhu and Ruo Zhu felt a little uncomfortable when they heard what their young lady said.

They only know that the young lady's life is better than others'. She is obviously a concubine, but her bearing and knowledge can make the girls who are strictly trained in the family shut up under her meticulous logic.

They only thought that with such abilities, their young ladies must be happy in their hearts. But after hearing these words today, they realized that no matter how glamorous a person is, what others envy may not be what she wants of.

Take my own lady as an example. Marrying from Shi's mansion to Shao's family and to my uncle was so smooth and smooth. Although there were countless twists and turns along the way, fortunately, the lady was wise and was able to be on time when those dangers came. avoid the past.

This kind of cleverness and courage is surprising, but the courage and foresight of being prepared for danger in times of peace is even more surprising. Is this still the concubine who came out of Shifu?

For a long time, both Cui Zhu and Ruo Zhu would have that strange emotion when facing their young lady, but after thinking about it, the woman before marriage is of course different from the woman after marriage.

I can only say one thing, that is, Shi Shiyan's growth rate is simply too fast.Soon, sometimes, she has to restrain her edge so as not to attract attention.

However, when that edge is really revealed in front of people, my young lady already has the identity and ability to bear that edge.

Others don't understand, but they have followed Shi Yiyan to the present, and a large part of what they should understand has already understood.Everyone needs to grow.Under the rapid growth, perhaps there is only one reason to explain it, that is, it comes from the inner restlessness and unwillingness.

Because I was uneasy, I wanted to find a stable place, and because I was unwilling, I had to keep working hard.

Perhaps, in a certain sense, my lady's inner life is not as easy as people make it out to be.Who is born to like conspiracy and calculation, who doesn't like that simple and happy life.

We are all children forced by life, so we fantasize about that simple life.Cuizhu and Ruozhu looked at each other, secretly expressing in their hearts that in the future, they should treat their young lady better.

Everyone's inner world is actually not that complicated.It's like offering smoke, like this Yun Niang who served her tea, but what she really wants is a sense of peace in her heart.

As for the way of life, to understand it more intuitively, that is, different ways to obtain stability.

The charm of Emerald City lies in this, including Shi Yiyan, who gave up looking for Miss Zhang's family, and came to this strange woman's house to drink a cup of tea.Because in her heart, there are things that are more important than getting the Zhang family settled.

That is herself.Coming to Emerald City, this is an opportunity, Shi Yiyan, never let go of an opportunity to grow himself.Sometimes, she needs these noble people in her life to wake her up.

Those noble people may be a baby who can just talk, or they may be a beggar encountered on the road.Or, the woman he was talking to right now.

The nobility of noble people lies in the kind of things that can't be met.It lies in the kind of feeling, in the right place, in the right mood, and meeting someone who makes me enlightened and pure in heart.

(End of this chapter)