Good luck of rebirth

Chapter 751 The Last Trace of Softness (2)
Xue Lan felt that Yun Yan's words were thorny, her face turned pale, and she cried out: "What's wrong with being a concubine? Could it be that you can't meet people if you are a concubine, so why are there so many women who are concubines in this world? Three men Wives and four concubines are normal, I think Yunyan, you have been with your wife for a long time, and you have even forgotten the rules of this world."

Yunyan glanced at her, and said coldly: "I said Aunt Mo, why are you excited? I didn't say that women who are concubines should die, but since you have chosen the road of being a concubine, you should know that it means What? Aunt Mo, she became a concubine and was oppressed by the main wife. Can't do it at one end?"

Xue Lan muttered: "I'm not excited. I just think there's nothing wrong with being a concubine..."

She hesitated, and said: "A few days ago, Nanny Gu came to me and asked me where I would go in the future. From what I heard, it seemed that I wanted to..." She licked her lips: "Yunyan, my mother said, now I'm out The morals of the world are very bad. With our status and age, it is inevitable that people will gossip when we leave the house. Rather than gaining a reputation in vain, it is better to sit down and stay with Lord Hou to serve us. I can still follow Madam forever..."

Yunyan opened her eyes wide and looked at the woman in front of her. Is this still the somewhat ignorant and naive Xue Lan back then?

Time is indeed the greatest enemy, and it turns people into desolation.

She blinked her eyes, swallowed the sourness in her heart, suppressed her anger, and said sadly: "But as a concubine, you always can't hold your head up for the rest of your life. How can it be better than being a married couple?"

Xue Lan thought about the news she heard from Mo Jinyu in the carriage, hesitated for a moment, and said with a blushing face: "My mother said, if you can give birth to a son, it will be the same..." In the end, Jinhao was injured , The words of not being able to give birth to offspring are hidden on the tip of the tongue.

Yunyan's eyelids twitched when she heard it, and she tried her best to suppress her anger, and said: "Don't listen to your mother's nonsense, this concubine's house, even if it gives birth to a son, it is also the mistress's, and it is the concubine's turn to discipline, who is the child? With whom to kiss, when the time comes, there will be nothing..."

Xue Lan interrupted Yun Yan: "My mother said that as long as she is favored by the master, the mistress has nothing to say, and some mistresses can't give birth to children, so they hold the children of the concubine's room by their side and raise them. In order to give face to the children, they will also promote concubines, even those who become ordinary wives..."

The anger in Yunyan's heart surged up when she heard this, and finally she couldn't control her temper, and she no longer wanted to persuade Xuelan. This girl was blinded by lard, so she could not listen to anyone's persuasion.

She snorted coldly: "From what you said, is it possible that you still want to surpass Madam and get the special favor of Master Hou?"

Xue Lan lowered her head and didn't say a word, but the meaning was obvious.

Yun Yan stretched out her hand and pushed her forehead angrily: "You are really a demon, how is the relationship between Lord Hou and his wife? Others don't know, you don't know, how can there be room for others to intervene, I think you are still dead. For your heart, find someone to marry well. With the love between my wife and us, this dowry is naturally indispensable. There is no shortage of gold and silver. Don't look at the face of the mistress. Be a decent wife, that is a serious idea .”

Xue Lan turned her head slightly to one side, avoiding Yunyan's fingers, but still lowered her head, just refusing to respond to Yunyan's words.

She is determined to go all the way to the dark.

After a while, a bitter sneer appeared on the corner of Yunyan's mouth: "Everyone has his own ambitions, and I won't advise you anymore. It's just that we are sisters. I advise you, don't run out of love with your wife in the end. It’s useless to fetch water from a bamboo basket...Madam is a good-tempered person, but don’t forget, Madam is the master and we are slaves, so there are rules..."

At this time, Xue Lan suddenly raised her head, looked at Yunyan and replied: "Yes, we are slaves, we can't be masters for a lifetime, so it's hard to be slaves for a lifetime, that's the rule."

She blinked her eyes: "Everyone is born of parents. Why are we born as slaves and destined to serve others? Madam is human, why are we not human? In terms of appearance, Madam is much taller than us ...I always have to plan for myself and my future life...I just want to live a better life, I want to have children in the future, and I will no longer be a slave...I ask so little, why is it too much?" Eyes Among them, there is a faint unwillingness.

Yunyan was trembling with anger, but her mouth was tongue-tied, unable to utter a word: Dare to feel, she has reason.It's not too much for her to ask, but she shouldn't put her mind on the madam and Lord Hou. Who is the madam? Over the years, she has forgotten all the good things she has done to her. It's better to feed her conscience to the dog. up.

Xue Lan was rare and tough, she changed from her gentleness in the past, and looked at Yunyan without flinching, with a look of no shame in her heart.

That's all, that's all, since that's the case, what else can she say?
This Xue Lan was no longer the Xue Lan in her memory.

Yunyan shook her head, took a look at Xuelan, turned and left, her steps were not in the slightest messy, her back was upright, but there was a bit of sadness in her aloofness.

Xue Lan looked at Yunyan's back, bit her lip, clasped her hands tightly, but held her head up, showing no sign of softening.

He took a deep breath, looked up at the bright white moon, and then deeply dispelled the stagnation in his chest, and walked towards Jinhao's house with big strides.

Walking alone in the yard, the night was dry and windy, the skin on her face was a little dry from the warm night wind, and the expression on her face was a little uncontrollable, she tried her best to adjust the skin on her face, for a while, It's not so rigid.

At this moment, the whole courtyard seemed to be the only sound of her footsteps, dull, heavy, step by step, not like falling on the ground, but in the heart.

When she arrived at Jinhao's door, she reached out and patted her cheek. When she wanted to see Jinhao again, she tried to keep her expression as natural as possible... Xue Lan did not forget Jinhao's deep gaze when she left.

It's a pity that she came back too late. As early as in Jin Hanlin, A Bao sent a letter back, saying that she would stay in the palace to accompany her, so Jin Hao washed up and went to sleep. When Xue Lan entered the room, Yun Yan let her look cold. Xue Lan went to bed by herself.

Today is Yunyan's night duty, Xuelan is full of words, if she wants to talk to Jinhao, she has to swallow it.

After sending Xue Lan away, Yun Yan lay quietly on the small couch in the outer room, looking at Jin Hao through the veil, listening to her peaceful breathing, feeling sad for her wife for some reason.

Madam treats people with sincerity, why did she raise a white-eyed wolf.

Yunyan had something on her mind, so naturally she couldn't sleep. She lay on the bed for a long time, but she didn't feel sleepy at all, and she didn't dare to turn over carelessly, for fear of affecting Jinhao, so she just opened her eyes and stared blankly at the embroidery on the top. Talking tent.

(End of this chapter)