Hard to find love

Chapter 5 Is it just a shadow?
Ji Si looked at the stack of documents on the desk, and was about to call Tang Jichen to ask him to meet, when he saw Song Yan strutted into the office regardless of the secretary's obstruction.

Ji Si waved his hand, the secretary exited the office, then left his seat, walked around the desk and walked in front of her with a smile on his face, "Why is sister-in-law here?"

"I came to see you, of course I have something to do." She walked to the desk without thinking, and before reaching out to touch the stack of documents, Ji Si grabbed her wrist.

She frowned slightly, and asked playfully, "So secret?"

Ji Si showed a look of embarrassment, "Sister-in-law, don't embarrass me, I also have my professional ethics."

He went to the Three Treasures Hall for everything, but Song Yan didn't meet him a few times on weekdays, and she took the initiative to find him, so he really couldn't figure out the purpose of this woman.

"I'm not embarrassing you, and you don't want to make trouble for me. I know you are Tang Jichen's good friend, and you should help him, but you should refrain from doing such immoral things as ruining marriages."

Ji Si was taken aback, pretending to be stupid, "I don't understand what you mean."

"Didn't you help Tang Jichen investigate someone? That person is my future brother-in-law. You investigated it very carefully. How is it? How is his character? In fact, our Song family has already figured it out, so we don't bother you to do it. Of course, I believe you didn't find anything special in your investigation, it's just that Li Qichen and I have been in a relationship. I don't think I'll bother you to report these trivial matters to Tang Jichen."

Ji Si played dumb, "Sister-in-law still said she didn't embarrass me? Hehe."

"Let's make a deal, I know where Lan Yin is, let me tell you, you promise me not to interfere in Tang Jichen's affairs from now on."

After hearing the name Lan Yin, the smile on Ji Si's face disappeared instantly.

Many years ago, the scene when he angrily grabbed a certain detective by the collar and called him a fool was vivid, but it was just that a little girl could go wherever she could go, but she couldn't find it.The detective also lost his temper, disregarding the principle that the customer is God, he pushed and pushed Keith, and the collar was loosened. He said that if you have the ability to do this job yourself, you will know how difficult it is to fuck.

Later, Ji Si really embarked on this road, the original purpose was just to find Lan Yin, but later on, he found that he really loves this job, and of course he has experienced a lot of hardships in this job.

However, after all, no trace of Lan Yin could be found.

How big the world is, he can understand it better than anyone else.

"Where is she?" Ji Si asked nervously with red eyes.

"It seems that you have made your choice. Later, I will send the address to your mobile phone." Song Yan said proudly.

Ji Si calmed down, the stone in his heart finally fell to the ground, then without saying a word, he picked up the documents on the table and went to the shredder, shredding them in front of Song Yan.

"You are Tang Jichen's old friend. His life needs stability and acceptance of reality. If you have time to help him with work, you might as well persuade him."

"I remember, I will tell Tang Jichen that I didn't find anything wrong with Li Qichen." Ji Si said expressionlessly.

"Thank you then."

The goal was achieved, and Song Yan was in a great mood. Although he had a big belly, he left briskly.

Sitting in the car, the man in the driver's seat knew she had succeeded by seeing her expression.

Ji Si saw the car downstairs slowly driving out, he recognized the owner of that car, and felt emotionally: Li Qichen, it's really not easy for you.

There was a faint sense of guilt in his heart, but as the phone vibrated and Song Yan's text message was uploaded, he convinced himself that such a choice was right.

You have to be selfish when you should be selfish. He is a man and cannot be indecisive.

This is the only chance to find Lan Yin, and he can't give it up no matter what.

Naturally, he wasn't worried that Song Yan would do something out of the ordinary to Tang Jichen. Everyone around Tang Jichen knew that Miss Song had finally married Tang Jichen. For five years, she had tried her best to protect her home and had no complaints or regrets towards Tang Jichen. Even though he knew that there was a blue and white existence, he still quietly endured it secretly.

"I'm sorry, Ji Chen. Even if I tell you that Li Qichen has evil intentions and let you ruin his relationship with Song Hui, it's not a good thing for you. Your life really needs stability." He said into the quiet air.

That afternoon, Ji Si booked a plane ticket and flew to Lhasa, planning to go to Nepal to find his long-lost lover.

In the evening, before the plane took off, Ji Si edited a text message and sent it to Tang Jichen's phone.

"It has been checked, and there is no special deed."

When Tang Jichen received Ji Si's text message, Tang Jichen was driving, thinking that there must be some clues about what he asked Ji Si to investigate.

However, after Tang Jichen read the content of the text message, those happy emotions disappeared immediately.Originally, he took the route home, but now he immediately detoured to the bar street. He felt depressed, and even Ji Si couldn't find it, which meant that it was really nothing, but he just hated it. The good thing is that Song Ani is not destined to marry him.

He understands Song Hui, and Song Hui, who is the most evasive in any situation, will throw herself into Li Qichen's arms desperately even if she doesn't love Li Qichen in order to get rid of his entanglement.This is what made him grit his teeth the most.

Tang Jichen parked his car and walked into Twilight Bar, thinking about drinking to relieve his depression.

Song Yan was still waiting for Tang Jichen to come back for dinner when the landline at home rang, and she went to answer it, "Hello?"

"You don't have to wait for Tang Jichen to come home tonight."

Song Yan realized that it was Lanbai's voice, it was too arrogant.

Before she could finish speaking, Song Hui dropped the phone and sat down on the sofa, feeling sad and angry.

Cursing loudly: "Lanbai, you bitch! Tang Jichen, you really deserve to die!"

On the other side, the dim light of the bar did not allow Lan Bai to see Tang Jichen's expression clearly. This man hadn't come to her for a long time, and he didn't answer her phone calls.This sudden indifference made her unable to adapt.At first, her self-esteem did not allow her to go to him first, but after a long time, she missed him, and no matter how unwilling she was, she went there willingly.

For example, at this time, it is really interesting to meet by chance in such a bar.

She approached him slowly, looked at his face with a smile, Tang Jichen's blurred eyes fixed on her, suddenly became tender, and pulled her past, the sudden force made her bump into his firm chest, A dull pain in the nose.

"Song Hui, I love you." Tang Jichen said in a hoarse voice, affectionately.

Lan Bai's body trembled, the enthusiasm just now was extinguished, and his face became pale.

Song fen, it's Song fen again.

She pushed Tang Jichen away indifferently, "It's Song Hui again, can you stop mentioning this name in front of me next time?"

Tang Jichen woke up completely, saw the woman who was seriously burning with raging fire in front of him, and it took him a while to say, "Why are you here?"

"Why do you seem to be avoiding me these days?" Lan Bai asked instead of answering.

The corners of Tang Jichen's mouth twitched slightly, "It's not like, but I'm really avoiding you." There seemed to be a hint of sarcasm in that tone, which was extremely harsh to Lan Bai's ears.

"Give me a reason." She asked without giving up.

"I'm tired of you."

Such simple and straightforward words broke Lan Bai's heart, and a chill crept into her heart, making her shiver uncontrollably, and her heart ached.

"Obviously you provoked me first, why did you say to break up in the end? But I seem to have told you at the beginning that the relationship between us can only be ended by me, and you agree, so only I can say goodbye to you." You said break up." Lan Bai emphasized, full of momentum, she was delusional to use his original promise to grab something.

Tang Jichen turned his head away, not looking at her, "Then tell me now, and I'll listen."

"You—" Lan Bai felt that her chest was about to explode, and she cursed angrily, "You bastard!"

In her mind, she recalled what Song Yan had said to her a long time ago. She was going to demonstrate against Song Yan that day, and wanted to return all the humiliation that Song Yan had brought to her in the past.

"You are Song Hui's shadow, just a shadow. Why do you come to me to be proud? If Song Hui comes back, you are nothing."

"Who is Song Hui?"

Song Yan smiled contemptuously again.

That afternoon, all the pride about Lanbai was torn apart by Song Yan.

That Tang Jichen's wife patiently told her who Song Hui was and what kind of Song Hui she was.

Is that right?Is it really a shadow?

Crystal tears fell from the corners of her eyes, and she held Tang Jichen's face in both hands, making him look directly at her.

Seeing the tears glistening on Lan Bai's face, Tang Jichen stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears in dissatisfaction, and said in an orderly tone, "Don't cry."

Lan Bai knocked off his hand, "I'm about to cry, I feel bad, why can't I cry?"

Because Song Hui can't cry.

Although he drank a lot of wine, Tang Jichen felt more and more sober at this moment.

The woman in front of me, no matter how similar she looks, is not Song Hui.

"I will send someone to transfer the breakup fee to your account. You don't have to worry about your future life."

This game is really over.Because, the dream woke up.

In fact, from the day Song Hui came back, it was time to wake up.

When Tang Jichen came home, he saw Song Yan's eyes were swollen from crying. She grabbed everything around her and threw it in Tang Jichen's direction, "The bitch said you're not going home tonight, what are you doing?"

Tang Jichen dodged, "Why are you crazy?"

"Take care of your bitch outside, and let her call home, and we will die together."

"I broke up with Lanbai tonight."

Song Yan stopped moving, put down the pillow in his hand, and asked uncertainly, "What did you say?"

Tang Jichen took off his suit, loosened his tie, and said patiently: "I said, I broke up with Lanbai."

The world was at peace, and Song Yan's heart was at peace.

The moonlight is cold, and the night is as cool as water.

Li Qichen returned home smelling of alcohol, lay lazily on the bed, closed his eyes, his head was a little groggy, and he frowned slightly.

The mobile phone rang suddenly, and the music disturbed him. An unfamiliar number was displayed on the screen of the mobile phone. He pressed the reject button without any hesitation, and the world became quiet in an instant, only the rustling of leaves outside the window was heard.

After a while, the music sounded again, and it was still the strange number.

Li Qichen was a little impatient and answered.

He was silent, waiting for the person on the other side of the phone to speak, but that person didn't seem to be in a hurry to speak, and the two of them were silent for a moment.

Just when Li Qichen ran out of patience, a familiar female voice came to his ears, hoarse.

"Lewis."

Although he had already guessed who it was, Li Qichen still felt his heart tremble when he heard the familiar female voice.She called herself, this behavior, Li Qichen couldn't believe it.After all, they had an unpleasant quarrel last time, and even had a kind of frivolity that they would never get along with each other in this life.

"I just suddenly thought of a lot of things in the past, and I want to hear your voice."

She said it so logically, Li Qichen felt a little disappointed, but there was still a faint smile on his lips, "If the call is just for nostalgia, then forget it."

On the phone, Song Yan didn't mind Li Qichen's indifference, "Lewis, do you still hate me? Last time I did something wrong, I apologize to you."

Before he finished listening to Song Yan's words, Li Qichen hung up the phone rudely, threw the phone aside, his eyes were bewildered.Probably Tang Jichen broke her heart again.

He didn't have time to recall the memories between him and Song Yan in the past, when his aunt's voice came from outside the door.

"Achen, are you asleep?"

"not yet."

The door was pushed open, and Li Aiyun walked in with a smile, light smoke could be seen vaguely above the white glass on the tray in his hand, and there was a faint fragrance in the air.

"Aunt made you a cup of grapefruit tea, you will feel better after drinking it."

Li Qichen took it, and before the tea was served, Li Aiyun seemed hesitant to speak, Li Qichen put down his cup and smiled, "Auntie, if you have something to say, just say it, I'm not an outsider."

Li Aiyun sat by the bed, "Grandpa asked about you and Miss Song's family today. He heard that I was the one who drew the red line for you, so he asked me how Miss Song's family was and how I got along with you. This is really true." It's embarrassing for me. I don't know anything about this second lady except for that photo. In fact, just from the photo, she doesn't catch my eye. She is not dignified and mature enough. It is probably you who are with you Take care of her and accommodate her, but you only like her, and I don't want to spoil your interest."

Li Qichen smiled, and said comfortingly: "Auntie, don't worry, she is quite nice."

Li Aiyun's eyes are sharp, and he can still see the far-fetchedness in Li Qichen's smile, "If you are not happy with the relationship, then don't do it. You have good conditions and many good girls are interested in you. Auntie will help you arrange it."

Of course Li Qichen understood what his aunt was thinking. Song Hui was a girl from the Song family, another girl from the Song family, she would always be worried.

"No need for aunt, although Song Hui is childish, as long as I am willing to pamper her, that's fine."

After a while, Li Aiyun said hesitantly, "I saw Song Yan the other day, and she was still so pretty."

"Oh." Li Qichen showed a lack of interest and indifference.

Li Aiyun did not give up, and said a little excitedly: "It seems that she is the best match for you."

Hearing this sentence, Li Qichen held back his ridicule. Not many people knew about the past between him and Song Yan. Of course, Li Aiyun was one of the few who knew, "That happened many years ago, don't you mention it?" , I almost forgot that Song Yan and I still have this relationship."

"Don't hide it from me, you really broke your heart back then."

Li Qichen shook his head, not wanting to admit it.In fact, the end between him and Song Yan was very simple. He was not a romantic person at that time, he was stuffy, taciturn, and he was a person who talked less and did more. After a long time, she naturally got bored and fell in love with her. Gu's Tang Jichen.Originally, it wasn't so ridiculous to empathize with others, but she finally said to him, you are too kind to me, which makes me very tired.Such a reason for breaking up really made him reflect for a while back then.

The excuses are always so high-sounding, but in the final analysis, it is just because of the incompatibility of personalities. Song Yan pursues romance and excitement in his bones, and is restless in his heart.It would be strange if he and she were still together.

Probably the best thing is what you can't get, so Song Yan intervened in Tang Jichen's life like crazy.And Li Qichen probably didn't think that it was just a naive love affair when he was young, but it has been affecting him for many years to come.

"Auntie, I only want Song Hui now." Li Qichen looked at Li Aiyun and said, with an unquestionable firmness in his tone.

After Li Aiyun left, Li Qichen drank the remaining grapefruit tea in his cup and felt that he was much more awake than before. He looked at the time on the wall clock on the wall, the hands were ticking, and it would be twelve o'clock in five minutes.

Song Hui probably fell asleep at this time, he held the phone very hesitantly, at this moment he really wanted to hear her voice, but he was afraid of disturbing her, unconsciously, he felt a little nervous.

With a slight movement of her fingertips, she dialed Song Hui's number and waited for the person on the other end to answer.

Time passed minute by minute, and just when Li Qichen was about to give up, Song Hui answered the phone.

"Li Qichen."

With just one sound, Li Qichen could tell that she was crying.

"What's the matter with you?" He asked quickly.

"I... I had a nightmare." Song Hui replied hesitantly.

Li Qichen laughed, "You really look like a child."

She's not deeply involved in the world, she's so innocent, even a nightmare can make her cry.Li Qichen was a little lost in thought. Such a person is suitable to be pampered to the core, and it will hurt so much if he falls like this...

Song Hui regained her emotions, and said solemnly: "I'm not a child. I cry because my dreams are terrible. Every time I have a nightmare, I hope I can wake up quickly, but I can't do it. Come on, no one helped me to wake up from the nightmare, every time, I was so afraid until the end of the nightmare, until I woke up the next day."

"Song Hui, what nightmare did you have?"

She couldn't answer Li Qichen's question, nor could she answer, she didn't want to embarrass herself in front of Li Qichen.

The scene of Tang Jichen raping her became her nightmare over and over again, she yelled not to, but Tang Jichen lost his mind, like a madman, his eyes were full of desire to possess her, the smell of blood slowly permeated the air...

"It's nothing, it's nothing." She said weakly.

Li Qichen didn't look into it any more, "Dreams are all fake, as long as you remember this, you won't be so afraid even if you have a nightmare next time."

Song Hui shook her head vigorously, she wished that the nightmare was really a dream, but it wasn't like that.What happened that night five years ago, she could not deceive herself, nor could she convince herself that it was just a dream.Of course, Li Qichen couldn't see her hysterical look.

"Song Hui, are you listening to me?"

"Listening."

"It seems that you are really frightened, let me tell you a joke." Regardless of whether Song Hui is willing to listen or not, Li Qichen said to himself: "A group of fireflies are flying in the sky, one of them does not emit light, and the other One asked it curiously: "Brother, why don't you glow?" The non-glowing firefly replied: "Hey, buddy forgot to pay the electricity bill last month.""

"Pfft—" Song Hui couldn't help laughing, rolled on the bed a few times, and finally felt less uncomfortable. After calming down, she sincerely said to Li Qichen, "Thank you."

"Oh, there's nothing to thank for that."

Song Hui replied righteously: "It's the first time I was pulled by someone in a nightmare. It feels good, so I want to thank you."

"Thank you, I have to show some sincerity, and kiss me next time we meet."

"Okay." Song Hui agreed very simply. Anyway, a kiss will not lose a piece of meat. In fact, there should be some progress between her and Li Qichen. Otherwise, she would find it boring to see this level of lukewarmness. .

After the two said goodnight to each other, Song Hui buried herself in the quilt, and couldn't help but sketch Li Qichen's face in her mind.

Song Hui was very contradictory. She suspected more than once that while accepting Li Qichen, she actually kept a certain distance. It seemed that subconsciously, she didn't want to get closer to each other.

why?Li Qichen is so outstanding.She doesn't understand.

In a trance, Song Hui closed her eyes and gradually fell asleep with doubts.

Early in the morning, still in a daze, Song Hui received a call from Li Qichen. He asked her to go out, saying that he bought her breakfast.

She murmured, her slightly closed eyes suddenly opened, feeling incredible.

"You really bought me breakfast?"

"Yes, I'm in the park near your house. There's a pavilion here. Don't make me wait too long for you."

The gentle words lingered in the ears, and from that second, warmth flowed in my heart.

After hanging up the phone, she jumped up from the bed excitedly, then ran barefoot to the bathroom to wash, took the fastest time to pick out clothes to change, and ran downstairs.

The old lady Song downstairs saw Song Hui in a hurry, and asked nervously, "What's the matter? What happened?"

Song Hui didn't bother to answer in detail, she just hurriedly said "Li Qichen is waiting for me" and ran out.

Before Mrs. Song had time to remind Song Hui to change her shoes, she saw Song Hui running out of the yard wearing slippers, and couldn't help laughing out loud, shaking her head, this silly boy.

Li Qichen's appearance saved all the bad situations after all.Mrs. Song thought with relief.

Song Hui didn't realize this problem that seriously affected her image until her slippers flew off her feet. She was annoyed whether she should go back and change her shoes, or run out of the community to find Li Qichen in a nearby park.

Putting the slippers on again, she gritted her teeth, resigned to her fate, forget it, it was too troublesome, and continued to run after strengthening her will.

When she appeared in front of the pavilion in the park out of breath, and saw Li Qichen's figure, her eyes were foggy, and everything in her vision became a little hazy. She rubbed her sore eyes and looked again. Now, it is as beautiful as a god.

People who just wake up are always emotional and easily moved.

Li Qichen was quite good at taking surprises.Song Hui thought proudly.

She straightened her clothes, breathed a sigh of relief, and slowly approached, mustering up her courage, and while Li Qichen lowered his head, quickly kissed him on the cheek, her smiling eyes bent into a pair of crescent moons.

Li Qichen was obviously taken aback by his actions, but joy followed by surprise.

When Song Hui's lips were about to leave his face, Li Qichen quickly hugged Song Hui, and his lips fell firmly on her lips. He saw Song Hui's wide-open eyes and reminded: "Good boy! Close your eyes." .”

Seeing Song Hui closing her eyes dully, he deepened the kiss, gently pried open her white teeth, and his flexible tongue drove straight in, entangled with her tongue.

Time seemed to slow down, and the surrounding air seemed to stop flowing.

The silence stretched all the way to Song Hui's heart.

She seemed to hear her own abnormal heartbeat, as well as the gurgling of saliva between the gaps.

Li Qichen gradually opened the distance between the two of them, the corners of his mouth raised upwards, "This is my reward for last night."

Song Hui slowly opened her eyes, her face was flushed, her palms were sweating a lot, she smiled uncomfortably, and then shifted her gaze to the breakfast on the stone table, "I'm hungry."

Opening the thermos, a hot aroma came out, and Song Hui said with a look of enjoyment: "Wow, it's great!"

Li Qichen knew that she was shy, so he changed the subject on purpose, and didn't deliberately tease her. He sat across from her, poured her a bowl of corn porridge with cheese and milk from a thermos, and handed her a steamed sweet potato by the way.

"Try it and see if it tastes good."

The temperature is a little low at the moment, and there are only a few people exercising in the park. Under such a beautiful scenery, drinking a bowl of hot porridge in this warm and cozy pavilion is also a kind of enjoyment.

Sipping a sip of polenta, the temperature is right and the taste is sweet, she nodded in satisfaction and smirked at Li Qichen, "Did you really buy it?"

Li Qichen scratched his hair embarrassingly, "I did it."

"I just guessed, I have a big mouth, and the food in the restaurant tastes fresher than this, but I like your cooking." People who study abroad can practice cooking skills, no matter they are men or women, but she and Meng Dingding It is an exception, because Liu Xuxu's good cooking skills are enough for them to eat and drink, and they don't need to do it themselves.

"It's fine if you like it." Li Qichen smiled lightly, being complimented by Song Hui made his heart a little hot.

After breakfast, Song Hui sent Li Qichen to the car, and when his car disappeared from sight, she ran home reluctantly, intending to talk to Song Shi.

As soon as he changed into clean slippers, he raised his eyes and saw Song Shihuang coming downstairs.

"Brother, you just came back from your honeymoon yesterday, why don't you sleep more?"

"Your sister-in-law is hungry, I'll bring breakfast up."

"Wait a minute, I have business with you, see you on the balcony on the second floor later?"

Song Shi blinked, agreeing.

When Song Shi came to find Song Hui, she was leisurely lying on the wicker chair on the balcony with her eyes closed, basking in the sun, her face was covered with gold by the sun, her long eyelashes were trembling slightly, and the mobile phone on the coffee table beside her was playing a An old song, wandering in a quiet space, in this situation, Song Shi was a little unwilling to destroy this tranquility, as if the person he had always remembered in his heart was still alive, and walked along the distant time tunnel again. to his face.

Song Hui really looks more and more like her mother, and unconsciously, her eyebrows and eyes are already [-]% like her mother.Song Shi was stunned.

"Brother, you are here, why didn't you call me?"

"What did you want to talk to me about?" Song Shi sat on another rattan chair, picked up the book on the coffee table, flipped through it randomly, trying to hide his abnormality.

"Brother, are you interested in meeting my boyfriend?" Song Wei sat up straight and asked seriously.

Qin Rumo called Song Shi about Song Hui's blind date, so Song Shi was not surprised to hear Song Hui's question.Whether the one named Li Qichen is worth entrusting to him for life, he has to check it before he can rest assured.For some reason, he always vaguely felt that something was going to happen.He clearly understands his mother's personality, and her hatred for Song Hui is more or less, so how could she be willing to find a good husband for Song Hui?And even Song Yan is so active, it really makes people have to think about it and worry about it.

"Are you sure he will become my prospective brother-in-law?"

Many years ago, his little sister asked him the same way if he wanted to meet her boyfriend. At that time, she and Tang Jichen had just confirmed their relationship, and she didn't dare to tell her family, but she really wanted to share this joy with him, so she agreed. Did not hide from him.He went to meet and saw the deep love between them. Even at that time, he firmly believed that Tang Jichen and Song Hui must be together. As long as she can be happy, he will do whatever it takes. It's just what happened later Far beyond his expectations, his sister Song Yan was so ruthless that she even fell down the stairs on purpose at the cost of her own life, in order to win everyone's sympathy and entangle Tang Jichen for half her life.

"What are you doubting?" Song Shi's question successfully stimulated Song Hui's sensitive nerves, and she became nervous and suspicious.

Song Shi's eyes were clear, and he studied Song Hui's face carefully, trying to find some flaws, "Are you really letting go of Tang Jichen?"

Song Hui didn't give him a chance to see clearly, turned his face to one side, and answered "yes" indifferently.

The tone was cold, and it seemed to cover it up perfectly, but Song Shi knew that it was not that easy.

If that year, he was strong enough to fulfill them, maybe those tragedies in the future would not happen.

Song Hui, don't feel sorry for Song Yan, you don't owe her anything, you can ignore everything and stay with Tang Jichen.He really wanted to say that to Song Hui, but Song Yan was also his younger sister, so he couldn't say that even because she had tried so hard to hurt him.

Song Shi didn't force Song Hui to admit that he still had feelings for Tang Jichen, and with a doting smile, he said cynically, "Since he's my brother-in-law-to-be, I'll definitely see you."

After receiving Song Shi's affirmative reply, Song Hui was overjoyed, "Brother, I know you are the best." A clean smile appeared on his face, sweeping away the haze just now.

I have heard people say: "Sometimes feelings are a matter of one person. It has nothing to do with anyone. Love or not love can only be ended by oneself."

In life, how many five years can be squandered in hopeless love.

During the long and boring time, all she thought of was to have a solid shoulder to rely on and grow old with her.

Since she doesn't have the luck to be desperately with the person she fell in love with in the best time, at least she can give up and ignore.

(End of this chapter)