Doctor Xu's hidden black moon

Chapter 228 She Is The Queen

She spread her hands, "Maybe it's because of the injury, but I never thought of it, he said he chopped it himself."

Shen Xinyu's body trembled.

"When he was undercover, he once killed a comrade-in-arms with his own hands, that was his good brother, so when his undercover career ended, he chopped off the hand that shot his comrade-in-arms, and took off the In police uniform."

Xu Ping'an's eyelashes drooped slightly, and the hand on Qin Qiang's shoulder trembled twice.

Shen Xinyu had already learned something from Lin Luozhi in advance, so when Qin Qiang said these words, she tried her best to make herself appear extra calm. Anyway, her voice was already hoarse enough, so there was no need to cover it up, just calm down slightly Hold your head up and say something casually with a nonchalant expression, and it's over.

But Shen Xinyu didn't seem to want this. She tilted her head slightly, frowning slightly, like a little animal with doubts and puzzles, eyes full of confusion, "My father thinks that I have never had blood on my hands, He planned everything for me, picked me clean, and it is true that I have never killed anyone or done anything bad, but I still can't sleep all night all these years."

"Since I was very young, I can dream that the dresses in my closet are covered with blood, and the delicacies I eat are filled with human eyeballs and human limbs, but everyone tells me these are not My fault, they let me accept it with peace of mind."

Her eye circles were still red, her expression became agitated, and the large scar on her face was distorted and terribly hideous, "But for so many years, I have had those nightmares day and night, I spent a lot of money, and the money I spent There is too much blood on the money. I am no different from my father and those people. I am a well-hidden executioner! Before he died, my father told me that Shi Yewei would take good care of me, and he would marry me. We Live well and maybe have a baby."

The heated words suddenly stopped, and Shen Xinyu saw Shi Yewei standing at the door, "But I don't think we can live a good life. I need to repent all my life. I won't have children, and I won't be with you." Shi Yewei has a child, is it possible that with a child, let him continue to live like me, and go to hell together in the future?"

Shi Yewei stood at the door of the living room, half of his body was standing in the sunlight, and the other half of his body was just blocked by a green plant in the yard.

There was a corner of the orchid handkerchief in his suit pocket, and he suddenly coughed twice, pulled out the handkerchief hurriedly, turned around and wiped it twice, then turned around and glanced at Shen Xinyu, with a gentle and smiling expression, "Miss."

Qin Qiang's fingertips circled Xu Ping'an's fingertips one after another. She felt that at this time they should make room for these two people. Only Shen Xinyu could suppress Shi Ye without a single blow. great man.

She stood up and dragged Xu Ping'an back to the room.

Shen Xinyu was sitting on the sofa, if she ignored the ferocity of that half of her face and only looked at the other half of her side face, she could vaguely see her temperament and appearance.

It was hard for Shi Yewei to imagine that she had those nightmares day and night.

Coughing again, Shi Yewei put the handkerchief back into his pocket, and looked at Shen Xinyu with a smile, "Miss, I haven't seen you for a long time, go sit with me."

Shen Xinyu stood up, and he waited at the same spot, looking at her with gentle and respectful eyes, like a father treating a rebellious child, or like a slave treating a noble master.

The two walked in tandem. Of course, Shen Xinyu walked in front, and Shi Yewei followed behind. Looking at the flat shoes she was stepping on, his eyes darkened a little.

He remembered that Miss used to like to wear high heels, delicate skirts, and high heels, like a queen, no, she was a queen herself.

She covered half of her face with her hair, took off her high heels, and wore a red dress. Shi Yewei's mind kept flashing with many things.

That bright lady who looks like a queen is starting to feel inferior now because of that scarred face.

She stopped wearing high heels, maybe because she didn't want to draw attention from others, she started to be quiet, like a ghost that only haunts the night.

Was she wearing a red dress because of the blood stained on those dresses in the dream?The red dress prevented her from seeing the blood sprayed on it, so she must be scared.

The place where Shi Yewei lived was much larger than where Qin Qiang and the others were staying now, in the middle of the manor.

This manor has many similarities with the former manor in Province Y. Shen Xinyu didn't want to leave when she walked halfway. She saw a swing not far away. She walked over and sat down gently, resting her head on the vines of the swing, and closed her eyes. close your eyes.

Shi Yewei stood behind her, waiting patiently for her.

"I have done a lot of things in the past few years, using the money left by my father." Shen Xinyu still closed her eyes, but her lips parted slightly, "I donate money, do charity, eat vegetarian food and chant Buddha, I think I am serious My confession, I don't want to live my whole life with those nightmares, I'm still alive, and I also look forward to living like a normal person."

She suddenly opened her eyes and turned to look at Shi Yewei, "You stand in front of me."

Shi Yewei walked up to her and knelt down. This man who was always a strategist in front of his subordinates was still at her mercy.

"Has my father ever told you anything?"

"Sir, my duty is to take good care of Miss."

"But you didn't take good care of me, you made me feel scared." Shen Xinyu shook her head, "You are still doing these things, I am always unwilling to contact you, but it doesn't mean I don't know what you are thinking, Shi Yewei, One day in the future, you will have the same ending as my father, what are you going to do with the savings that ordinary people can't earn in a few lifetimes after you killed so many people?"

Shi Yewei said, "Leave it to the lady, and my things belong to the lady."

"But I don't want it. What my father left me is enough for half my life to repent. I always think, when I spend all this money on charity, maybe I can open a small teahouse." , spend the rest of my life peacefully, I should not be too young at that time, perhaps already 50 or [-] years old, by then I should be able to get rid of those nightmares."

Shen Xinyu paused for a moment, then smiled, "So you left me these blood-stained and dirty money again, do you want me to spend the rest of my life in repentance?"

Shi Yewei's whole body is like a stone statue, unable to speak, he wanted to refute, because he cared, and because of love, he got these things for Shen Xinyu, he wanted her to have a worry-free life, so he was a little puzzled, puzzled At the same time, because of what she said, I felt my heart throbbing with pain, "I don't know, it's not what I imagined——"

(End of this chapter)