my ghost husband

Chapter 185 The child who left became a secret

I bit my lip, and finally understood why the doctor went so far before telling me about my pregnancy.They already know that this child is absolutely unacceptable.

"He is a life, he is already in my stomach." I said a little absent-mindedly.Although I never thought about wanting Zong Sheng's child at this time, I also know that Zong Sheng might not like the appearance of this child, but when I knew that this child already existed, I still instinctively wanted to protect him .

The doctor's face was no longer as kind as before, and he said sharply: "You are a patient, we should tell your family members about this. Think about it for yourself. When you were hospitalized, you didn't even know you were pregnant. You didn't tell us that you have plans to have a child. Now, even if you don't have an operation, the child will abort by itself in a few days. At that time, you will be in more trouble. If he is really born, you will die for the rest of your life. I can only guard him as a disabled child. Maybe he won’t be able to live for a few days after birth. You go back and think about it yourself, notify your family members, and discuss it with your man. I have told you the result."

I closed my eyes and stood up. I felt like I was going to pass out, but I managed to hold my body.

When I walked out of the doctor's office, I sat on the extra hospital bed in the corridor, hugging myself, tears streaming down silently.what should I do now?Zong Sheng asked me to go back to my hometown to stay, because Shen Jien's situation was worse than we imagined, and I might become his burden, so he wanted to drive me away.My mother also thought that I could go back to my hometown.Even if my parents are not capable, they still hope that our family of three can live together well.

I don't want to, and I don't tell my mother about it.I didn't think about Zong Sheng's side, I didn't know how to tell him.I took out my phone, looked at Shen Jien's name on the phone screen, tried to press the dial button several times, but hesitated.After hesitating for a while, I still pressed the call button.I don't know how to tell Zong Sheng, but I feel that I must tell him about this matter, even if he will tell me, get rid of this child.

There was a beeping sound from the phone, and Zong Sheng didn't answer it until the end.Finally, a busy tone came from the phone.I wiped my face carelessly, took a deep breath, Zong Sheng really had the character of a ghost.Were they separated so resolutely that they didn't even answer his phone calls?

From the beginning, I was afraid of him, rejected him, and rejected him with my whole body. Now, I accept him and am willing to work hard for his goal with him.I know I've given him a lot of trouble, and sometimes I really drag him back.I'm not strong, I can't do it.But he gave me a lot of tolerance.But after I got used to him, he turned around and walked away so resolutely.Not even answering a phone call?For him, even if we slept together, even if we worked hard together, I'm just his pawn from beginning to end.There is a thought in my heart, maybe, I will never contact him again in this life.

I stood up and shuffled towards the ward.After walking a few steps, I felt a different cramping pain in my stomach.It was faint at first, but after a few strokes, the pain became obvious.By the time I reached the hospital bed with my feet moved, I could already feel the warmth coming out from under my body.

I guessed what was going on, but I didn't expect it to come so suddenly.I clutched my stomach, moved my steps, and rang the call bell on the hospital bed.The aunt in the next bed looked at me and said in surprise: "You, what's the matter with you? Sister? Yo, your face is so white. Don't you just have injuries on your face? Why? Why do you still have a stomachache?"

Cold sweat was already streaming down my forehead.It hurts so much that I don't even have the strength to answer my aunt.

The nurse came to see me, notified the doctor, and half an hour later, I was transferred to the obstetrics and gynecology department.It was a kind nurse who helped me bring everything over.

I don't know if the doctors in obstetrics and gynecology are so indifferent. After seeing my situation, they said that the 3637-day-old fetus was affected by drugs, and the chance of miscarriage was high.In addition, my mood fluctuates greatly, and now there are signs of miscarriage.This fetus is definitely not guaranteed, so I asked me if I should take some medicine to aggravate the contractions and let the embryo come out faster, so I will suffer less.

The doctor asked me several times about my family members, but I kept silent.

The nurse led me to the hospital bed, asked me for the medicine, and left after explaining the things to pay attention to.

I was busy with my own hygiene alone, dragged my stomach that was getting more and more painful, curled up on the bed, sweating coldly.Soon, I was so painful that I lost consciousness a little bit. I could hear the voices of people beside me, but I didn't want to open my eyes to look around.

I heard someone say, "That's it, the 23-bed one. She's only [-], and I think she's still a student. After the miscarriage, everyone came to sign, and she signed it herself. Neither family members nor friends came. Tsk, this A woman should be a mistress. How else could it be like this?"

"I think so too. Maybe she was pregnant by her mother. I dare not tell anyone that I came to the hospital by myself."

"In today's society, there are many such things."

I clutched my stomach, not knowing whether it was grievance or pain, which made my tears flow silently.I don't even know how many times I have cried in the past two days. I am not such a crying person, but I just can't control it.I also want to be stronger.

It really hurts, this little life that came before we were all ready, let my negligence, ignoring his existence, let him be affected by the medicine, and just leave my body.My heart hurts, I am alone, and even the child who was with me in the end will leave my body.

It was already the afternoon of the second day when I received the urging call from my mother.My mother was very surprised. Didn't she say that she would be discharged from the hospital immediately? Why did I wait until it was almost dark, but I still hadn't come back.

I can only make up excuses with my mother, and say that the teacher who leads the internship team came to talk to me temporarily.Because my internship situation is something she has never encountered before.

My mother believed it, so let me go back after I finish my work.Tomorrow she will continue to make my meals and wait for me to go home.

This matter, I originally thought, should be kept as a secret forever.Although the child's departure caught me off guard, I didn't want my pain to affect others.Especially I don't want people to know my pain these two days.It can only be hidden forever.

But sometimes, God really can't do what people want.When I was discharged from the obstetrics and gynecology inpatient department and went downstairs with a bag to leave, I ran into Shen Han in the elevator.

Shen Han was wearing a school uniform, and was with a few people who were also wearing school uniforms. They got into the elevator and were arguing there, who would pay for the medical expenses now, and whether they should talk to their parents.

Shen Han saw me, was looking at the hospital map posted in the elevator, and then exclaimed in surprise: "Zong Youxuan! Aren't you on the fourth floor? Why did you go to the obstetrics and gynecology department on the seventh floor?"

Before I thought about how to answer her, the girl had already tore away the list of medicines that I was holding in my hand and that I would take after I was discharged from the hospital.For the first time, I sincerely hope that all the prescriptions prescribed by the doctor are written by hand, in incomprehensible fonts.But it happened to be printed on the computer, not only the department where I was hospitalized, but also the cause of the disease, which clearly stated "spontaneous abortion".

"Are you pregnant?" Shen Han was surprised again, "Ah? Miscarriage?"

I pulled the slip back from her hand and said, "Don't talk nonsense. This is my business."

"Cut, you thought I would leave you alone. I'm just too surprised that a well-behaved woman like you dared to play that kind of game. Hey, Zong Sheng doesn't know yet, but you can understand it by yourself. He didn't know about it at all. If he knew about it, I guess you would die a terrible death. Tsk, last time he rushed over and almost strangled me with one hand. I think this time, he can directly and truly strangle you."

I opened my mouth, not knowing how to say hello to her.What she was thinking in her head was that I was facing the miscarriage alone, and Zong Sheng didn't know, then this child belonged to me and someone else, not Zong Sheng's at all.So Zong Sheng will strangle me if he finds out.That's how I understand what she said.But why didn't she think that the child belonged to Zong Sheng?She is a senior in high school, she spends most of the night playing outside, chasing men is like going to someone's house, her way of thinking is really different from ours.

The elevator reached the first floor, and I strode out of the elevator, listening to Shen Han and his classmates say behind me: "Miss Shen, you can help with the medical expenses first, my family really can't afford so much money."

"When you hit someone, why don't you think about it? Now you know what I mean. Did you listen to me? Hey, Zong Youxuan, you'd better hide. If Zong Sheng knew about it, he wouldn't let it go." over yours."

Fortunately, she also knows that Zong Sheng will not let me go.Then she probably wouldn't tell the truth.I thought to myself.

After leaving the hospital, I didn't take a taxi.Now I am no longer Zong Sheng's girlfriend.Whether it is on the surface or in reality, it is no longer the case.I don't have the money to take a taxi, so I'd better take the bus and go home slowly.

This is one reason, another reason is that I don't want to go home so soon, I want to stay alone for a while, quietly, and don't want to face anyone.Even my parents.

When I got home, it was already dark.I hid all the medicines that my parents couldn't see.When he walked into the house, he bumped into Lao Bei.

Old North? !I froze with fright.Why is Old Bei in our house?What is he here for?For me now, Lao Bei is a more terrifying existence than Grandma Zong Sheng.Grandma Zong Sheng only cares about her voice and words when she hurts people, but Lao Bei really kills people invisible.

(End of this chapter)