my ghost husband

Chapter 83
I stepped forward, hugged his waist, buried my head in his chest, and listened to his heartbeat: "Why can you tell me to leave so calmly, do you really not care about me at all now? Zong Sheng, no matter what you look like, whether it’s a monster or a ghost, I can stand by your side boldly and confidently. I may not be able to help you, but I can wait for you, when you are hurt, when you are hungry , you can come back to me.”

Zong Sheng pushed me away, looked down at me and said, "I can't even say a few good things."

"I, I," I swallowed. Although he pushed me away, his hands had already grabbed my two hands, and my hands were still on his waist.I summoned up my courage and said, "I used to say something about a fake marriage, but now," I bit my lip, not knowing how to express it.

"How is it now?"

"I, I, I like you, I think this baby kiss is very good." I lowered my head, and the voice was so low that I could hardly hear myself.

Zong Sheng pinched my chin with his fingers, making me look up at him.His blood red eyes looked straight at me: "Do you know what happened that day? Do you really know what you are doing?"

"I know! I remember everything that happened that day." Although he asked me when he just woke up, I always said I didn't remember, but now I want to tell him very clearly that I remember those things.

"Do you remember making such a decision?"

"Yes! I saw you in the car. I admit that I was scared at that time, but what I was afraid of was not your appearance, but that you would hurt yourself. Even if you hurt others, you will feel sad , That's what I'm really afraid of. So, I got in the car, and I don't regret it." My face was burning, and I still vividly remembered that day, how could such an experience be forgotten?

"I almost killed you, you know? When Niu Lifan sniffed at you..." He didn't say any more, just looked at me straight.After a few seconds, he said: "It's me like this, and you are willing to be by my side? You have to think clearly, the matter in the hotel is not over yet, and it won't end so easily. Maybe one day I will Kill you madly."

"you will not!"

"I will!" He let go of me and took two steps back, with that terrifying smile on his lips, "You know when I was on top of you, there was only one thought in my mind, fuck her to death, just like this One thought, just these three words. No emotion, no reason. Zong Youxuan, I have always wanted to prove to others that I am not a monster. I used to think so. But what happened that day, I am very clear You know, I'm different from ordinary people, I'm a monster."

"No, you are not." Looking at him in front of me, I felt very uneasy.That terrifying feeling was worse than seeing his blood pupils for the first time before. "Zong Cheng, no, you are not a monster, you are not." I don't know why I can no longer be strong, my nose is sore and tears are streaming down my face.

"Look, just say a few words and cry. What good points do you have besides being a bit of a fucker? How many times have you dragged me down? You are a pig teammate, and you still want me to take you?"

"Zong Sheng..." It's not the first time he said such ugly words, the cold feeling on his body made me very uneasy.

"I'm not in the mood to hear you cry. I'll still be here during this time. If you're lonely at night and want to find someone to do something with, you can call me. You don't need to tell me about other things. As for what you just said That lie, give me a day, and I can help my grandma settle it."

He pushed me away with his hand, opened the door, and said as he walked out: "I hate this village, I hate all the people here, I hate my grandma, and I hate you too."

I bit my lip to prevent myself from crying, and could only look at his back as he left.

The whole thing in my head has been emptied, I don't know what to think, and my heart is very confused.

When I regained my senses, my mother squatted in front of me and wiped the tears off my face.Although Zong Sheng and his family have supported me financially over the years, my parents are still working very hard.My mother is only 50 years old and already skinny.

Watching me cry, my mother also cried with me: "Youxuan, if I could have taken good care of you when you were born, and I didn't let his grandma feed you his blood, what happened now would not be the case. It's all mother's fault, and mother has been sorry for you in this life."

I quickly wiped away my tears and stood up from the door pier: "Mom, we are fine. You don't have to worry. I will stay at home tonight, and I will talk to grandma tomorrow. Things like today will never happen again."

At the gate of the courtyard, my dad's subdued cry came: "It's dad who is useless, let you be bullied by their family. Let you be bullied by that monster."

"Dad, Zong Sheng is not a monster." I defended Zong Sheng in a low voice.

My dad suddenly rushed in front of me and yelled at me: "He is not a monster like that, what is a monster? He has treated you like that, and you still speak for him. You, you, Zong Youxuan, You lived in their house for a few days, and you turned to him, didn't you even care about your parents?"

"Dad, do you know what you're talking about?" I looked at him in disbelief.It never occurred to me that my dad would say such a thing.

"Water thrown out by a married daughter. Your mother and I should have sent you to Grandma Zongsheng to raise you, and we will have another one."

After my dad said these words, he turned around and walked outside, looking annoyed.

My mother chased after two steps but came back again. She cried and said, "Your father said that because he had been drinking tonight. At the second uncle's house, there are not many members of their family who have neglected your father. You too Don't worry about it."

I didn't speak, walked into the room and took a broom and started to clean the living room.But my heart was always heavy. I never thought that my dad would treat me and these things in this way.

I didn't eat tonight, and I didn't have an appetite.After watching my mother fall asleep, I returned to my small room.When facing my mother, I need to cheer up to take care of my mother, but now I am alone in the room, I can't hold it anymore, I sit on the corner of the bed, and cry softly .My heart is filled with the words Zong Sheng said to me.I wiped my tears and said to myself: "It's okay, let him say what he says. I know he must be reluctant to say that." Although I said this to myself, it didn't feel effective, and I couldn't say what I felt in my heart , Anyway, I just want to cry, it seems to be a way of decompression.

As soon as I settled down, I heard my mother shouting in the next room: "Youxuan, Youxuan, hurry up, let's go to the river to see. They said that someone fell by the river. Your father has not yet Come on, I drank so much wine just now, maybe it's your dad..." My mother started crying when she said this.

I hurried out of the room to comfort her: "It won't be my dad. It's not the first time he went out drunk. Let's go and have a look."

When my mother and I rushed to the river, my side was already crowded with people, basically everyone in the village came out.Everyone held flashlights, illuminating the riverside very brightly.

Those who fell into the river have been picked up.It was fished up, not rescued.Because when we arrived, the sixth wife in the village had already knelt in front of the little corpse, crying so hard that she couldn't even breathe.

The sixth wife's son and daughter-in-law are all working outside, leaving only this little grandson with her.Now the child, who fell into the river in the middle of the night, is gone, listening to Liu Nai crying there: "How can I explain this to my wife? Why don't you just let me die? , it can be regarded as an explanation to my daughter-in-law!"

Many people were there to comfort Liu Nai, and some men were calling the children's parents.More people in the crowd are discussing.

"In the middle of the night, how could a six or seven-year-old child leave the house by himself?"

"Don't sleepwalk."

"Sleepwalking doesn't mean walking that far, it's walking by the river."

"Which year will this river not die in summer? It's the end of September now, and it's getting colder, so it's time to go."

"How do you talk?"

"Everyone has lived here for decades, and spent their entire lives in this village. I don't believe it. Don't you know about this?"

I don't know why, when I saw that little corpse, my heart beat faster.

This feeling made me very bad, I slowly withdrew from the crowd, with one hand pressed against my heart, and the other holding the small flashlight at home.

I turned my back to the crowd and took a few deep breaths to calm my beating heart.

"What's going on, it's the middle of the night." I said to myself in my heart.

There was a sudden silence behind the noisy scene.The sudden silence was eerie.The wind mixed with the water vapor of the river, on my face.It was cold, the feeling of being cold to the bone.It shouldn't be this cold.In our place, the night at the end of September is actually quite hot.There are many people traveling at night in the city at this time.But now it's cold, like a big winter, the feeling of being cold to the bone.

I turned around slowly, and the light of the flashlight swept over.I saw no one by the river, and there was no disconnection at all. In this darkness, only this small flashlight in my hand was shining.

What about those people just now?Where is my mother?What about the dead child?

I got scared, feeling that things might not be so simple.

Biting his lip, he decided to go straight home.I can't stand here by the river until dawn.

Holding the flashlight, I turned around and ran towards my house.The air was getting colder and colder, and the cold air entered my lungs, making my throat feel dry and sore.

"123, wooden man." At this time, a childish voice came from a distance.

(End of this chapter)