Strong pampering old love: Qi Shao's exclusive lover

Chapter 172 I will feel more uncomfortable here than you

Li Muqi returned to the ward, and walked slowly to Yumo's bedside, but did not dare to take a step closer.

He still remembered that when he was with her in college, her face was always filled with a bright smile like the morning sun, and she always played rogue with him, the annoyance after being exposed by him, the small pride after success, and the carelessness of her thoughts. for him.

After the reunion, she became a lot more melancholy. When she was by his side, there was always a vague sadness in her eyes. He didn't notice it, but he thought it was her response to him forcing her to stay by his side. Reason to be happy.

She never thought that she had endured so much pain before finally returning to his side.

Li Muqi slowly sat down beside the hospital bed, raised her fingertips and gently traced the lines of Yumo's eyebrows and eyes, just like when she suddenly disappeared and he couldn't find her, and he frantically painted her all over the studio .

"Xiaoyu, I know you are very tired. I won't force you to wake up immediately. You can rest for a few more days. No matter how long it takes, I will accompany you and wait for you, okay?"

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As if walking through a long, long, dark darkness, Yumo didn't know where he was going and where he should stay.

Along the way, everything she had experienced in these years flashed before her eyes like a slide lamp.

There are things she remembers, things she doesn't remember, or things she deliberately forgets, joy, pain, laughter, tears, and every person who appears in her life, everything is so real and familiar.

And myself, like a spectator, watched all this from the sidelines, as if going back to the past, obviously I have experienced it myself, but it is so far away and strange.

When those pasts dissipated, only the person she loved the most was left in front of her eyes. His gestures made her feel nostalgic, and her silent heart would still beat faster for him.

He stood there, staring at himself with a smile, affectionate and gentle, and then stretched out his hand towards himself.

Yu Mo's eyes turned red, and she wanted to go over to hug him, but when she was about to walk in front of him, another scene suddenly appeared beside her.

It was that year, when she was quitting drugs, she was skinny, gloomy, and crazy. That was the dark past she didn't want to face, the nightmare she had finally gotten rid of.

However, she is going back to that time now, and she knows very well that this time her drug addiction is heavier than last time, and she may never be able to quit.

On one side was Li Muqi who was waiting for her to walk over, and on the other side was the inescapable drug addiction, like a sharp knife of fate, separating her from him for life.

She squatted on the ground with her head in pain, she didn't want Li Muqi to see her become like that, she was not worthy of him at all, and would only drag him down, how could she hurt him again ?
While Yumo was struggling in pain, she suddenly heard Li Muqi calling her name and talking to her, the cautious and flattering tone in that tone almost broke her heart, how could she be proud of this Li Muqi?
She hid in this darkness, not daring to listen, not daring to see, to numb herself, maybe in this way she could escape everything.

After an unknown amount of time, she suddenly heard Chu Shuang talking to her. She seemed to be saying that Ah Qi had a bad life. Coupled with the voice of Li Muqi she heard before, her heart suddenly became ruthless. It hurts.

A force was born in her heart, Yu Mo wanted to break through this darkness and wake up, she didn't want Ah Qi to be sad, she always wanted Ah Qi to be happy.

Maybe it was because the desire to wake up was too strong, Yumo actually woke up, she opened her eyes with difficulty, in the long darkness, even though the light in the room was not strong, it still made her squint reflexively He closed his eyes, and burst into tears from being stimulated.

But she couldn't wait, and immediately searched for Li Muqi, and then saw the man lying on the bedside asleep.

He held her hands in both hands, resting his head on her palms, his brows were slightly frowned, as if they hadn't been relaxed for a long time, those beautiful eyes were tightly closed, and his handsome face was even more beautiful than the ones she had seen before. Thin and haggard.

He must be extremely tired to fall asleep just lying on his stomach like this. For a person like him, he must have stretched to the limit to be so tired.

Yu Mo felt a great pain in his heart, and his vision, which was originally hazy, was quickly blurred by the condensed water vapor, and tears fell down.

This slight sobbing sound immediately alarmed Li Muqi, who was in a light sleep, he quickly opened his eyes, raised his body, and looked at the fish foam on the hospital bed.

After seeing Yumo with tears all over his face, he was slightly stunned for a moment, a flash of surprise flashed in his eyes, and then panicked, he quickly reached out to help Yumo wipe away his tears, "Little fish, don't cry."

Yu Mo was sobbing, tears fell even more fiercely, Li Muqi felt at a loss for the first time in his life, he wanted to hug Yu Mo into his arms, but he was afraid that it would affect her wound, so he could only frown and asked anxiously: "Does the wound hurt? I'll call Fei Luo right away!"

As he spoke, he immediately got up and wanted to go out to call for someone, but his sleeves were pulled lightly, Yumo shook his head vigorously, and his voice was extremely hoarse: "Ah Qi..."

Li Muqi felt pain in his heart, and quickly held Yumo's hand, "I'm not leaving, I'm just going to call a doctor for you."

Yu Mo still shook her head, holding onto Li Muqi's hand stubbornly, refusing to let go.

Li Muqi had no choice but to compromise, sat down again, and said softly, "Okay, I'll listen to you, don't cry, your injury hasn't healed yet, crying will hurt."

Yu Mo nodded, but she still couldn't control her tears. The pain in the wound couldn't bear the pain for him.

Li Muqi could only help her wipe away her tears over and over again, then pressed her hand on her chest, and said softly: "If you cry because of me, I will feel more uncomfortable here than you."

Yumo paused, and looked at Li Muqi with tears in his eyes. His expression was gentle, but he didn't hide the distress in his eyes at all.

"Okay, stop crying." Li Muqi patted Yumo's head, "Do you want some water?"

He noticed her hoarse voice just now.

Yumo choked and nodded.

Li Muqi got up and poured Yumo a glass of water, took a sip himself, tested the water temperature, then turned around, and saw Yumo lying on the hospital bed looking at him tearfully.

He couldn't help smiling slightly, but his heart was a little distressed. He walked back to the bed and put the water on the bedside table. Immediately, his painful face wrinkled into a ball.

He hurriedly let her lie down again, and asked nervously, "Does it hurt?"

Yu Mo immediately shook her head, but her face turned slightly pale.

Li Muqi frowned even tighter, took a sip of water, then lowered his head to kiss Yumo's lips, and fed the water into her mouth.

(End of this chapter)