Traversing the pastoral life of the lady

Chapter 183
"Hehe," Ying Ya'er sneered, I knew she didn't deliberately tease me when she saw that I had no one to marry, so she deliberately teased me, let me know what it feels like to be loved by someone!But even if I have no one to marry, I can't let him do this, otherwise what is the difference between me and those young ladies?Alas, I actually thought she really liked me, and now it seemed like a joke, Ying Ya'er complained to herself, didn't she just not look as good-looking as them?Except that he was not as good as them in any way, unexpectedly no one would marry him, he suddenly felt that Qinghua was just pity and sympathized with himself, the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became, and in the end he couldn't suppress the pain in his heart and cried out.

Qinghua Wenrui Rushui held Ying Ya'er who was thinking wildly in her arms, and comforted her softly. "Ya'er, don't cry, if you cry again, you will become a cat again."

"You are a cat, and you are only in heat." Ying Ya'er pushed Qinghua away, "Besides, who told you to hug me." He said angrily, "I don't want to see you, give me Go, I don't need your sympathetic love even if no one loves me."

"Rest?" Qinghua was slightly taken aback, she thought Ying Ya'er was being reserved, but she didn't expect Ying Ya'er to be so straightforward, and then said with a smile, "Ya'er, wouldn't we be more compatible if we were both cats? That's the reason, but." Qinghua suddenly changed the topic, "Ya'er, you can be wrong about one thing, I never sympathize with anyone."

"I don't sympathize with anyone, ha ha" Ying Ya'er thought of this sentence all over her head, she was a little bit disgusted with herself, she couldn't even give herself sympathy, do you still believe that she would really marry herself?" "Ha ha" Ying Ya'er Laughing at himself, "Really? In this way, I can't even get your sympathy. It turns out that I am being sentimental."

"Ya'er, I don't allow you to say such things." Qinghua looked at Ying Ya'er who was devastated and haggard and felt that her heart was being pulled. She didn't want to see Ying Ya'er like this at all. She stretched out her hand lovingly Holding Ying Ya'er's face, he said, "Ya'er, do you know? I really want to grow old with you, but why don't you believe me, and make yourself so haggard? Why bother? Say it all out, okay, I really don't want to see you torture yourself like this."

Ying Ya'er was shocked when she heard Qinghua's words, she, is she confessing to herself, Yuan, it turns out that she really wants to marry herself and go home, otherwise she wouldn't be able to say it again and again, but, but I Didn't I already tell him, I only have gratitude to her and nothing else, I was surprised and excited, and for a while, Ying Ya'er had the feeling that she had fallen into endless darkness, and suddenly saw the light again.

Ying Ya'er stammered with hope in his eyes, "You, you really want to marry me, but you, do you know that I'm the ugliest person here."

"Ugly?" Qinghua shook her head, "No, no, in my eyes, you are not ugly, you are also very handsome. The reason why they say this about you is because you are handsome, so they are naked jealous You."

"You can say something nice, am I ugly? I still know it, so don't use it to comfort me." Ying Ya'er said with a little inferiority. "Isn't it because of my appearance since I was a child that those people would hide away from me, as if I had some infectious disease. You said I look good, didn't you just make fun of me?"

"Ya'er, I'm telling the truth. I definitely didn't make fun of you. You have to be confident. In fact, you are no worse than any of them. There is no need to feel inferior." When it comes to other people, you have to untie the knot in Ying Ya'er's heart, and you can chase him more easily, otherwise it will be a long way to chase your husband! She doesn't want to just see that she can't eat,

"No matter what others say, it's because your mouth grows on others. If you want to say that you are not nice, you just treat them as pigs, and you just listen to pigs. And you can deny yourself because of their words If you don't go after what you want, you will only become more and more stuffy yourself, and you won't want to deal with people anymore. I'm afraid that you will be like those who don't see you well. Is it possible that you really want to fulfill them? .”

"No, I won't let them do what they want." Ying Ya'er denied, thinking about what Qinghua said in her heart, and felt that it was right. In fact, she didn't think she was ugly at first, but as long as they saw her, they would feel ugly. Saying that I am ugly, I believed them over time, thinking that I was ugly, and became very inferior, so that when I was kicked out, I thought it was because of my ugliness that my father and Ying Liang were kicked out. I have been feeling guilty all the time, so I tried my best to make up for the two of them. Now it seems that the low self-esteem has caused me to care a lot about what others say. Even if it is just a sentence, it can make me care for a long time, and I am a little afraid to see it. People, let alone pursue their own happiness, their appearance is given by their parents, why should they talk nonsense, if they don’t like it, it’s fine, and I can’t let myself lose the right to pursue happiness because of their words, maybe I’m really can...

Seeing that Ying Ya'er was contemplating, Qinghua knew that he had listened to what she said. She looked at the dark sky, fearing that it would snow again, and couldn't bear Ying Ya'er's cold, so she quickly untied the cloak on her body and tied it to Ying Ya'er. Ya'er's body, and called softly, "Ya'er, Ya'er."

"Ah, what did you ask me to do?" Ying Ya'er asked in confusion. "I haven't finished thinking about it, really." There was still a small complaint in his tone.

"Ya'er, you don't intend to stand in the snow and think about it, I'm afraid you will freeze before you understand it."

"You didn't remind me earlier, and you have watched my jokes for so long. It seems that you made it clear that you wanted to take the opportunity to freeze me so that you could take advantage of me. Others say that you are gentle and elegant, and you are a modest gentleman, but In my opinion, you are a pedant, taking advantage of me one after another, I shouldn't believe their words, otherwise I won't lose my innocence." Ying Ya'er said everything in her heart without thinking come out.

"Oh." Qinghua deliberately raised her tone, "Those people only see the surface. Sure enough, Ya'er understands me. Do you think we are a good match!"

"Who knows you, you really know how to put gold on your face, your face is comparable to a city wall." Ying Ya'er made a face at Qinghua, "You have such a thick face, you are not shy." Then ran away.

Seeing Ying Ya'er making faces at herself, Qinghua knew that the knot in his heart was almost untied, so she chased in the direction where Ying Ya'er left.

Ying Ya'er is patting her own face at the moment, trying to wake herself up, and also denying to herself that it must not be her just now, she must be dreaming, how can she not be reserved at all, he keeps going back and forth at the door of Qinghua's house Zuo muttered in a low voice, "Why would I talk to her like that, in fact, I am the one who is not ashamed, how will I face her in the future! I really want to bury myself in snow, so that I can wake up. "

When Qinghua chased Ying Ya'er, she watched him patting herself from time to time, and couldn't remember walking back and forth, as if he was still talking about something, and seemed to be exhaling to warm herself, Qinghua thought that because of him When I was cold, I hurriedly said, "Ya'er, why didn't you go in at the door, in fact, you don't have to wait for me, just go in first when you arrive, don't freeze yourself, it's not worth it."

Ying Ya'er blushed, not sure if it was caused by coldness or shyness, he said angrily, "If I didn't get in, you think I want to wait here."

(End of this chapter)