A romance novel written only for you

Chapter 22

Since Mengyang left, I have been looking forward to the arrival of the things she mailed to me every day.I'd love to know what the hell that is.But after many days, nothing arrived.I had to settle down and write novels.Beer encourages me to accompany him to the string shop downstairs to drink beer every day.I can't resist temptation every day.Sometimes squirrels come with us.She has a better relationship with beer now than with me.Beer always makes squirrels laugh.According to my observation, when she and Zhou Yi are together, she seldom smiles.She always has a good face.

I know beer all too well.He is a crazy person.But as far as I can see, he really didn't do anything out of the ordinary with the squirrels.But I don't know why, I always feel that beer is interesting to squirrels, although he strongly denies this.I have encountered a similar situation before. When I was in college, at a dance, I introduced a girl from the English department to Beer.After the introduction, I told Beer, that girl is not good, please don't be with her.Beer said, how could I be with her, impossible, she is not my type.But after a while, I found out that Beer was with that girl.Sometimes things are just so hopeless.

My novel was finally slowly written into it.Mengyang didn't call me, and I didn't call her either.None of us contacted anyone, as if we were waiting for the other party to call us first.One day I called my brother who was in college and asked him if college was on holiday.He said it was already released.I said, is it possible that there are still universities that don't have summer vacation?My brother said it was impossible.The university with the latest holiday should also be on holiday, and it should be on holiday for many days.After putting down the phone, I felt a kind of unease.Why didn't Mengyang call me?The more I thought about it, the more I felt something was wrong, so I hurriedly called Mengyang.The phone didn't shut down as I thought, but was connected smoothly.On the phone, I heard Mengyang's long-lost voice.I asked where is she?She said the phone was being promoted in a mall.

I said, are you already on vacation?
She said flatly, it's a holiday.

I said, why don't you call me.

She said, you didn't call me either.

I said, well, yes.Then I go to find you now?
She said, come on.

After putting down the phone, I felt a certain loss.Mengyang seems to be less enthusiastic about me than before, is she really moved by that kid Shao Shuai?When I thought that Mengyang fell in love with someone else, and I might never be able to sit and eat with her in the cafeteria of Renmin University, I felt distressed.If I never see Mengyang smiling at me again, what should I do?I suddenly found that I have some kind of dependence on Mengyang, which is the last thing I want to admit.I thought about it and decided to go see Mengyang.

It took me more than two hours on the road to finally arrive at the mall that Mengyang told me on the phone. From a distance, I saw Mengyang. She was wearing the uniform of a sales lady and was bowing her head to a woman. Customers sell mobile phones.I stood where I was, expecting Mengyang to look up and see me, and then show me her sunny smile.But Mengyang never looked up.I stood there looking silly.In the end, I had to reluctantly walk over.I was standing next to the middle-aged man who wanted to buy a mobile phone.The man looked up at me warily. He might have thought I was a thief or a homosexual. Anyway, my expressionless face made him leave quickly.Mengyang saw me, smiled faintly, and said, you are here.It's not the kind of laugh I want to see, it's a totally polite one.All I can say is, here I come.As soon as I finished speaking, another customer came over and wanted to buy a mobile phone. This time it was a woman, very fat, so I quickly hid away.I stood on the side of the counter and watched Mengyang explain the advantages of various mobile phones to the woman.I can hear Mengyang's voice, but her voice has changed, it is no longer as natural as before, but full of well-trained tone.I suddenly felt that Mengyang was very strange, and I didn't know her as well as I imagined.I want to smoke a cigarette, but I can't smoke here.If you want to smoke, you can only go out and smoke.The woman finally left.I hurried over and said to Mengyang, I'm going out to smoke a cigarette.Mengyang said, let’s go.No sooner had she finished than another guest arrived, and she immediately threw herself into that gush of introductions.I walked out of the mall in frustration, and smoked a cigarette for a long time beside a trash can outside the mall.Then I went back to the mall and wanted to ask Mengyang what time she got off work.She said seven o'clock.

I looked at my watch, there were still more than four hours.I suddenly feel confused, how to spend such a long time.Mengyang has been selling mobile phones to different customers non-stop.I first stood on the side of the counter, then squatted, and finally sat.I sat there and looked up at Mengyang at the counter. She was wearing business attire with a knee-length skirt underneath.This is the second time I've seen her in a skirt, and I try to connect this time with the last time she wore a skirt, but I always feel that I'm not alone.I sat on the ground, I guess the hemorrhoids were all committed.I looked at my watch, shit, just over an hour passed.I immediately despaired.I changed from sitting to squatting again, and stood up again after squatting became numb. When I was tired from standing, I looked at my watch. Fuck, 10 minutes have passed.I don't think I can hold on anymore.I had no choice but to go to the front of the counter and tell Mengyang, I'm going back.Mengyang looked up at me and said, go back?I said, yes.I'm leaving.She said, let's go, goodbye.I said goodbye.

I really want to ask Mengyang if she is in love with Shao Shuai.I don't know what crazy move Shao Shuai did to her later.But I have already walked out of the mall, and I don't want to go back and ask this question.What does it have to do with me when two people fall in love?I went home frustrated and fell into an irritable mood.I can't write a novel anymore.I began to recall how I met Mengyang.What happened between me and Mengyang.In the end, I had deep doubts about whether Mengyang liked me.Mengyang never said that she liked me, just like I never said that I liked Mengyang.In the relationship between the two of us, I thought that we had always been interested in each other, but we didn't talk about it.However, I now feel that it is possible that this is just my idea.I don't know what Mengyang is thinking at all, although she always smiles at me like that every time she sees me.But maybe it was just a simple smile, and there was no deeper content.

The more I think about it, the more I feel that everything is unreal.I'm sad again because of a girl.I used to think that I would never have this kind of sadness again, but this kind of sadness is so real.It doesn't get weak just because you've had a few extra beers and you're living with your brother, it exists in the form of a stubbornness.And I can only watch this kind of sadness stay in my heart and there is nothing I can do.Sometimes I take a long breath and it makes me feel better.I have been in this sad state for many days.Until one day, someone called my name downstairs, saying that there was my package.I went downstairs to sign my name on the package slip and took the package from the postman who was about my age.My address was clearly written on the package. Judging from the beautiful characters, I think it was mailed to me by Mengyang.

(End of this chapter)