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Chapter 28

It was as if nothing had happened, and my life returned to the state where I lived with two men, Zhou Yi, at the beginning.Once again I was running, watching movies, doing sit-ups, and grocery shopping to pass the time.Just running, I no longer have a fixed route, I always keep running, and when I see a fork in the road, I either turn right or turn left, and the result is that I always run to a very strange place, I don’t know how to go back, many times I can only take a taxi.When watching movies, no matter if they are pornographic movies or serious ones, I always look at them in a daze, not knowing what the movie is doing, nor what I am thinking.I will do sit-ups from one o'clock in the afternoon until five o'clock in the afternoon, so that I can't get up when I lie on the ground, and I just fall asleep like that.Shopping for vegetables has completely become a formality, and I have no intention of cooking for myself at all.After having two particularly bad dinners, Zhou Yi saw the sadness in my calm, he took me out to eat every day, and he accompanied me to drink like I used to accompany him.Even if I drank so much that I didn't know anything, but when I woke up, I would still clearly remember Mengyang wiping his tears with the back of his hand when he walked with his back to me.When I think of that action, my heart hurts like a knife.I don't know how Mengyang is doing now, and I don't have the courage to call her.I don't know how to explain to her what happened between me and Shi Lei.I don't know how I can make her understand that I'm really in love with her.

When I'm alone in the house, I think about the time I spent here with Mengyang.I feel immensely guilty.I decided to leave this place temporarily, but I didn't know where to go.The money in my bank card cannot support me to go further.Finally I thought about beer.I called him and said that I was depressed and wanted to stay with him for a few days.He hesitated a bit, as if he didn't want me to go.I'm a little disappointed.I didn't expect such a reaction from beer.Finally, I said, if it is really inconvenient, I will not go there.When Beer heard me say that, he simply said, come on, buddy.For the convenience of work, Beer has moved to Shunyi, a suburb of Beijing.I packed a small bag casually, said hello to Zhou Yi, and went by car.According to the car route that beer told me, I came to a town.The scenery here is completely different from the downtown area of ​​Beijing.Even the Shijingshan District where I live is much more modern than here.It's completely like a countryside here, and I even saw unharvested rice fields.Of course, if you look up to the sky, you will find that the sky here is much bluer than that in Beijing.The air here is also fresher than in Beijing.

When I walked into the beer room, I knew why he didn't want me to come, because I saw another person in the room, and that was the squirrel.I didn't show too much surprise, my premonition finally came true in front of me.Beer asked Squirrel to go out to buy groceries, leaving me and Beer sitting on the sofa. Beer helped me light a cigarette and told me everything that happened between him and Squirrel.Beer said that he fell in love with squirrels the first time he saw them.He thinks that Squirrel is not that kind of cheerful girl, she has a very quiet temperament.And beer is actually a manic one.When he meets this kind of girl with a quiet temperament, he will feel quiet in his heart.And this tranquility was exactly what he was after.On the other hand, Squirrel's obedience gave him a desire to change, and he hoped to make her happy through his own efforts.Because I always went to Renmin University to find Mengyang, and inadvertently created many opportunities for the two of them.After I was gone, Beer put the donkey's head into a black bag and led the squirrel to play.He led the squirrels to Xidan, Tiananmen, the Forbidden City, and the Summer Palace in one breath.Then there were a few times when I wasn't around and they went swimming.In short, at the right time, the beer confessed to the squirrel.And the squirrel found himself a little fond of beer, too.She was caught in a dilemma.On one side is the staid boyfriend whom I have had a crush on since high school and have been in love for five years, and on the other side is the passionate boyfriend who threatened to give her future beer just a few days after we met.There were plenty of times when they sat in McDonald's, relatively silent.The squirrel is making painful choices in his mind, while the beer waits quietly.If I hadn't urged the beer to move away, the beer would not have urged the squirrel to make a quick choice.At the critical moment, the squirrel chose beer, and it was a firm choice.She told Zhou Yi that she returned to Hubei.In fact, she went to Shunyi.Beer had already rented a house there, and shortly after the squirrel moved there, Beer moved from me.They finally live together.

After listening to the story of the beer, all I can do is wish them well.I also understand beer very well.I think if the squirrel is my girlfriend, no matter how much I like beer, he won't take her away.I forgot that Zhou Yi is just my friend.And Beer and Zhou Yi are not friends at all.Beer also felt a little guilty, but this guilt was only felt when he saw Zhou Yi in pain.After he moved away from me, he wouldn't think about Zhou Yi's situation anymore.And it can't be blamed on beer.Love is like this, it always has its cruel side.The squirrel bought a lot of vegetables, and I drank a little too much beer.Beer didn't ask me what happened to me, he wasn't very good at comforting people.All he could do was crack open bottle after bottle of beer, toast me, and down his throat.And his "beer comfort" is actually enough for me, I can't expect others to solve the problem for me.Originally, I wanted to stay here for a few more days, but I didn't expect to meet squirrels here.I don't want to disturb their two-person world because of my arrival.I only stayed one day and went back.

I sat on the bus not knowing where I was going.I watched the scenery outside the window become bustling little by little.When the car reached the end, I had to go down.After going down, I casually got on another bus.I took this bus to the end again, and then changed to another bus.I thought in my heart, if any bus I took today passed the National People's Congress, I would definitely get off the bus and walk in to apologize sincerely to Mengyang.But I sat there until night, and I still didn't pass by the National People's Congress.The last ride I took took me to a place that was completely unknown to me.it's getting dark.I stood by the side of the road, my heart still like water.At this time, my mobile phone rang suddenly.When I saw it, it turned out to be Mengyang's number.I was so excited, I tried to calm myself down.When the phone rang for the fifth time, I solemnly pressed the answer button on the left.But it wasn't Mengyang, it was the voice of a strange girl.She asked me if I was Bao Beining.I said yes, what's wrong?She said she was Jia Mengyang's classmate.Mengyang drank too much in the restaurant and wanted to see me.I said I'll be there in a minute.After putting down the phone, I took a taxi and went straight to the hotel near the National People's Congress that the strange girl said on the phone.Half an hour later, I met the girl who called me at the door of the hotel.She asked me again if I was Bao Beining.I said yes.She quickly led me in.Going up to the second floor, I pushed open the door of a private room and saw Meng Yang who had drunk too much.She was crying sadly on a girl's shoulder.She cried and said, Bao Beining doesn't like me anymore, Bao Beining doesn't like me anymore.Seeing this scene, my tears almost fell.I stood there and called Mengyang's name.After she heard it, she turned her head slowly and saw me.I smiled and said to her, Mengyang, I am Bao Beining, and I still like you.Hearing what I said, Mengyang rushed towards me.She almost fell to the ground because of the alcohol.I quickly ran over to help her.She lay in my arms, hugged my neck tightly and said, Bao Beining, you finally came to pick me up, let's go home, to our own home.

(End of this chapter)