A romance novel written only for you

Chapter 57

For a long time, I was immersed in the pain of losing Shi Lei and couldn't extricate myself.When I got home, I saw Mengyang in a wedding dress, and there were signs of crying on her face.I don't know what to say to her, it's not my intention to leave her alone at the wedding.But that's the way it is.I will not hold a new wedding with her, this may disappoint Shi Lei.She certainly didn't expect that I suddenly became deaf.How dare I let Mengyang marry a deaf man.

In fact, becoming deaf did not have a great impact on me personally.For a novelist, being deaf may be more conducive to his work.I have no intention of writing a novel for the time being, but bought a projector with money, and turned an empty house in my family into a small movie theater.I sat down alone in the dark and watched the movie that Shi Lei made for me.The movie reproduces almost everything that happened between me and Shi Lei.But maybe I'm the only one who understands it.Because the female lead is Shi Lei, but the male lead is Air, Shi Lei performs to Air.The first scene is not about us sitting in the movie theater at the university, but about Shi Lei sitting on the same bed with a girl. That girl turned out to be my high school classmate, whose name I forgot.It should be at her home. She and Shi Lei were watching a video together. It was a video taken when our high school class went to Jingyuetan to play together one summer.I have a very embarrassing scene in it, that is, I was running down a very steep hill, and halfway through the run I found that I couldn't stop the brakes, so I had to continue running down according to inertia, and the hill was full of plants. trees, and finally I hit my head on one of them and stopped.When Shi Lei saw this, he couldn't help laughing.She asked the girl next to her, who is this boy?It's so interesting.I like him!The girl told Shi Lei that his name was Bao Beining.The popularity in our class is very good.Shi Lei pestered the girl to introduce her.The girl said she didn't know me well.Shi Lei smiled and said, I have a solution.The following shot is Shi Lei writing a letter to me lying on a table. The camera zooms in. She only wrote a few words on the white letter paper: Bao Beining, if we meet in reality by fate, I hope to be with you very much. Such a lovely person falls in love.The moment you rushed down the hillside, I fell in love with you inexplicably.What a wonderful beginning.Seeing this, my tears flowed down suddenly, because I remembered that I had really received this letter back then, but I thought it was a prank, so I just threw it away.The next scene is one year later, Shi Lei stood on the corridor of our university, and excitedly said to a girl next to her, I saw Bao Beining!But there is no me in the picture, only a road where many students come and go... I am very familiar with everything after that. I have been in love with Shi Lei for four years, and I have gone to countless places. When filming this movie, Shi Lei actually went to those places again by herself. I saw her standing by the Yellow River alone, smiling and saying to the opposite air, Bao Beining, let's hug.I also saw her climb Mount Tai alone, dancing alone in the dark open space on the top of the mountain, and said while dancing, Bao Beining, your dance is so bad, you must not step on my feet, you must If you don't, you're dead.In the second half of the movie, she's standing in the Sahara, which is where I promised to take her.She smiled into the air and said, Bao Beining, you finally led me to the Sahara, but I suddenly changed my mind and didn't want to have sex with you here.The sand here is too hot, it should break my skin... Shi Lei said all the provocative lines by herself, but unfortunately I couldn't hear them, so I could only watch the subtitles below.I watched with relish alone in the quiet world, sometimes smiling and sometimes crying.

(End of this chapter)