Physician: Hello, Intern

Chapter 106 The Finale
"Is the child really healthy?" Fang Lin asked again.

"It's really healthy. I'll take you to see our daughter in two days."

"Daughter? Are both daughters?"

"Anyway, it's right that you have a daughter." Xu Baichen said distressedly.

Fang Lin let out a sigh of relief, "But Dr. Lin checked me, and he saw a man and a woman. And the baby products at home are also prepared for a man and a woman. Now both are daughters, what should I do?"

"These are trivial things, and I didn't prepare much anyway. In fact, my daughter is also very good. As long as it is our child, it is very good, and I like it very much." Xu Baichen sat by the hospital bed, holding Fang Lin in his arms Li, "Do you want to see your daughter soon?"

"Of course I did."

"Then you need to recover quickly, you know?"

"Understood." Fang Lin smiled bitterly, "I made you worry, I will get better as soon as possible."

Xu Baichen kissed Fang Lin's forehead in great pain, how to let her know the truth?How to make her accept the reality?How should she face it?
……

Of course, Fang Lin couldn't wait to see her child. She knew that the child was born at 33 weeks and was still premature. It was safer in the incubator. Therefore, if she couldn't let the child come to her side, she had to go there by herself.

The next morning, Fang Lin took advantage of Xu Baichen to go to the toilet. Before her mother came to the hospital, she got out of bed, supported her trembling body, and went to the pediatrics step by step.

The distance was only twenty meters away, but she walked for a long time, sweating profusely from exhaustion.

But no matter how hard and difficult she was, she couldn't stop her eagerness to see her child.

There were many newborn babies in the pregnancy room. Fang Lin lay on the glass and couldn't find the pair of babies he gave birth after looking for a long time.

"Nurse, can I go in and have a look?" Fang Lin asked the nurse for help.

Seeing that she was so weak that she couldn't stand still, the nurse quickly found a wheelchair, "Why don't you have any family to accompany you? It's very dangerous for you to come out alone. What if something happens to you?"

"I'm fine." Fang Lin looked at the room full of newborns, thinking that his own child was among them, so he didn't care about danger, "Where is my child? I'm so stupid, I don't even recognize my own children."

"There are plaques on the children's feet with their mother's name on them. What's your name? I'll help you find them."

"My name is Fang Lin."

"Is the baby born yesterday?"

"correct."

"I was quite impressed. It was originally a pair of twins, which made people extremely enviable, but in the end, my younger brother passed away 10 minutes after the birth..."

"What did you say?" Fang Lin was worried when he heard it, "What do you mean my younger brother died 10 minutes after being born? That must not be my baby, I am two daughters."

"That's not right." The nurse was puzzled, flipped through the records, and then looked at the sign on the child's feet, "Your name is Fang Lin, and this is your baby. Indeed, there is only one daughter. The son did not survive when he was born... ..."

The nurse pushed Fang Lin's daughter over, "Look, it's clearly written on the sign that the mother is Fang Lin and the father is Xu Baichen, right?"

Fang Lin looked at the clear sign with trembling hands, and looked at the newborn squirming at the corner of his mouth, tears streaming down his face.

"I didn't make a mistake. They were indeed twins when they were born, but only one survived." The nurse said with certainty, fearing that she might have made a mistake due to her negligence at work, "I really didn't make a mistake."

Fang Lin was crying so hard, the nurse was not mistaken, and because she was not an acquaintance, to be honest, it was the people around her, her relatives who lied to her.

"Then...then...then can you tell me...why...why did that child live for only 10 minutes? Is it deformed? Why...only lived for 10 minutes? Why...rescue failed..." Fang Lin asked bitterly.

"It seems to be aspiration pneumonia, and then he died of respiratory distress and suffocation." The nurse said truthfully.

Fang Lin was already crying with tears streaming down his face, but at this moment, Xu Baichen rushed over.

……

After returning to the ward, Xu Baichen called hot water to wash Fang Lin's face and hands, but Fang Lin looked up at the ceiling like a wooden man.

"Honey, you don't want to be like this, okay?" Xu Baichen said distressedly: "You are not in good health yet, so you can't be sad."

"Is he really dead?" Fang Lin said to himself: "I can feel his heartbeat every day, why did he die? What did I not do well that made him suffer from respiratory distress when he was born? Why did I do this? What is the general idea? My child is in respiratory distress, and I, a mother, don’t even know it?”

The more Fang Lin thought about it, the more he got into a dead end, which made Xu Baichen even more worried.

"Linlin..." Ms. Jiang brought the bone porridge, "Maybe this is fate, God actually only planned to give you one child early in the morning, so accept the reality, huh? Didn't the fortune teller say that you have no destiny?" Son, so this is all God’s will, it’s all God’s will.”

Fang Lin kept staring at the ceiling. She didn't believe in fortune-telling. She only knew that she had been carefully protecting these two children at the risk of her life, but now...

She is really a useless mother, really useless.

Seeing that her daughter was crying again, Ms. Jiang quickly wiped it with a tissue, "Baby, you are confinement now, don't cry, it hurts your eyes, and you will be dazzled when you see things in the future. Don't you want to be a doctor?" ? Dazzling, but how do you operate on the patient?"

"I can't even take care of my own children, how can I take care of the patients?" Because of the blow, Fang Lin couldn't even get excited about his dream career.

"Then you should eat something, right?" Ms. Jiang persuaded again, "How will your body recover if you don't eat or drink like this?"

Fang Lin remained motionless, but lowered his eyes.

"Sigh." Ms. Jiang sighed and looked at Xu Baichen helplessly.

Xu Baichen was also helpless.

He also said that after a few days of waiting for Fang Lin's physical recovery, he told her the truth. Unexpectedly, the next day, she went to see the child by herself and found out everything.

……

After three days in a row, the faint sunlight shone obliquely on Fang Lin's face through the glass window, and Xu Bai took care of his daughter carefully.

"Are you awake?" Xu Baichen said softly, "How do you feel today? Do you still have no appetite to eat? Do you want some water? Mom made sugar water for you. It's super delicious. I drank a lot of it. You are confinement During this period of time, I guess I will gain several catties."

Fang Lin didn't speak, and stared blankly at the big tree outside the window. A mother bird was feeding the little bird beside her. Because she was eating happily, she made a "chirp" sound from time to time.

"The weather is fine today." Xu Baichen followed Fang Lin's gaze, "When you and the child are discharged from the hospital, we must go on an outing."

"My son is dead." Fang Lin said weakly, his eyes were moist, "My son is gone, my son is gone."

"Wife, listen to me." Xu Baichen stepped forward and hugged Fang Lin, "We still have a chance to have children in the future, but you must take care of your health, you know? When I received a call from you during the surgery , How do I feel in my heart? My heart exploded, and it was I who realized how important you are to me, do you know? Fang Lin, my daughter and I cannot do without you."

Xu Baichen held Fang Lin's hand tightly and placed it in his left atrium, letting her feel his heartbeat and love.

"Four years ago, I lived a dull life day after day for more than ten years, until your appearance added various colors to my life." Xu Baichen kissed Fang Lin's hand, "wife, I love you, Let that wife who always faces life with a smile come back, okay?"

Fang Lin's eyes filled with tears, "Husband..."

Calling softly, Xu Baichen hugged Fang Lin tightly, feeling the warmth of each other.

"Look, we still have a daughter." Xu Baichen pushed the incubator over and let Fang Lin look at the cutie inside, "You don't seem to have looked carefully, I go to the incubator for a few hours every day. Child It’s just amazing to grow every moment.”

Fang Lin twitched the corners of his mouth, "Why is she so thin?"

"Of course, the child hasn't had a sip of milk yet, do you think it's possible not to lose weight?"

Fang Lin lowered his head in shame, "Baby, Mom is sorry for you. Mom knows she was wrong. Mom must take good care of her body so that our baby has enough milk."

Xu Baichen let out a long breath. It seems that it was right to take the risk of bringing the child to Fang Lin today. Only children can cheer her up.

The passing away is an indelible pain in her heart, but what is alive can become the strength for her to become stronger.

……

half year later.

On Monday morning, the duty room of the Thoracic Surgery Department of Nancheng Hospital was full of people, and another group of interns came to report today.

"As interns, your first hurdle is to be on duty for [-] days." Fang Lin assigned tasks to the new interns around him as he walked: "Your job is to keep all kinds of medical records and treatment instructions. And the patient's consent form for surgery, the patient's secretion examination, the patient's disinfected wound treatment, etc., have you heard everything clearly?"

"Yes." The interns nodded.

After several years of hard work, Fang Lin, who has been promoted to attending doctor, has become the backbone of Nancheng Hospital, and he has also started to lead interns.

Faced with a pair of frightened and immature eyes, Fang Lin often recalled how active and ignorant he was when he first came to the hospital for internship.

Working in every corner of the ward area with the interns, that kind of hard work and dedication is happiness.

Fang Lin, who was busy with work, met Xu Baichen by chance, their eyes met, and the happy eyes flowed between their eyes.

Fang Lin continued to walk forward with a smile and full of energy, towards her happy family and smooth career.

(End of this chapter)