Physician: Hello, Intern

Chapter 66 Her Confidence
Cook for her, help her prepare the tools for sewing, and get her a single bed to sleep in...

Fang Lin was very confused.

If you really want to help her, why do you treat her in such a way that hurts your self-esteem?
Everyone dispersed, busy with their own work, but Fang Lin stood by the wall in a daze, at a loss.

The pager in the bag was ringing, Fang Lin took it out to have a look, it was an emergency in the ward.

The reason for calling her at this time is mostly because of Xiaochen...

Xiaochen...

Fang Lin suddenly realized something and ran away.

The air with the smell of disinfectant scraped his cheeks, and his footsteps reached the maximum, making a rattling sound.

Regardless of whether it was Xu Baichen or whoever was walking in front, Fang Lin passed directly and rushed to Xiaochen's ward.

When Fang Lin arrived, Liang Jinyi was performing cardiopulmonary resuscitation on Xiaochen. The lines displayed on the heart monitor had become flat, and the red heart-shaped logo had also become 0.

Fang Lin stood by the door, staring dumbfoundedly at Xiao Chen who had lost her vital signs, feeling heartbroken.

Two hours ago, Xiaochen was still talking to her, and her weak voice was still lingering in her ears...

The exhausted Liang Jinyi let go of her hand, looked at Xiao Chen, and announced the time of his death.

Xiaochen's mother cried heartbreakingly while holding the baby, all the doctors and nurses were silent, feeling sad for Xiaochen's death.

Tears flowed from Fang Lin's dry eyes again, not as a doctor, but as Xiaochen's friend and sister, she bit her hand and cried bitterly, crying bitterly.

……

"Now I finally understand why Professor Xu asked Fang Lin to give up studying medicine." Zhu Qian sat in front of the computer and said while entering the case, "Her personality is not suitable for being a doctor at all."

"Hey, Fang Lin must have been hit hard this time." Mo Bin took a sip of coffee from a disposable paper cup, "One of the two patients died last night, and the other died early this morning. This shouldn't be our resident doctor at all. Experience."

"But she happened to meet them all." Lin Weiyang sighed, "I don't ask myself to cure any intractable diseases, I just hope that I don't encounter intractable diseases."

"Nonsense, what do you need as a doctor?" Zhu Qian tapped her fingers on the keyboard, "A doctor must have the spirit to challenge. The more difficult a patient is, the more difficult it is to give up easily."

Zhu Qian's words were ambitious, and both Mo Bin and Lin Weiyang looked at her in unison.

"You probably haven't met them, so you don't know the sufferings of the world." Mo Bin sighed, "The patient I came to see yesterday, I told him to quit drinking, but he still didn't cooperate. His lung infection was getting worse and worse. At this rate, the heart will start to fail."

Several young doctors looked at each other in blank dismay. The doctor's good original intention was not understood by the patient and did not cooperate. This puts higher demands on the communication between the doctor and the patient.

"I can't. I have to talk to the patient's family. I can't follow Fang Lin's old path. Right?" After thinking about it, Mo Bin went back to work.

Zhu Qian continued to be busy with the work in hand, Lin Weiyang put down the paper cup, "I'm going to see my patient too."

Everyone took Fang Lin's incident as a wake-up call, and gained a deeper understanding of their work.However, at this moment, Fang Lin was standing in a corner of a certain balcony of the hospital, looking reflectively at the traffic flow in and out of the square downstairs.

In this world, there are probably only surgeons who can treat living people with justice.

A life is placed in Li's hands, is that a kind of life mood?Fear, trembling, cautious.

Your split-second decision is a lifetime for the patient, so you only have to give [-]%.

Fang Lin let out a long breath, and inadvertently saw Zheng Zhe's car driving into the parking area of ​​the hospital square.

She hasn't seen Zheng Zhe these two days. She had a medical accident, and Zheng Zhe probably doesn't know about it yet.

If he knew, as a boyfriend, he should care and encourage him, because in her heart, Zheng Zhe is that kind of gentle and considerate man.

However, the car door opened, and who was the beauty with long hair wearing boots, short skirt and sitting in the passenger seat?
She held Zheng Zhe's arm, and they walked into the hospital so intimately?

Fang Lin turned her back in panic, not daring to continue watching, a very bad feeling forced her to run downstairs.

After running three floors in a row and almost all over the thoracic surgery department, Fang Lin finally found Zheng Zhe in the men's locker room.

"Why did you come here?" Zheng Zhe closed the door of the locker, "Is there something wrong?"

"You haven't been in the hospital these two days?" Fang Lin asked, if he was in the hospital, it is impossible for him not to know about her.

"Well, no, I went to my uncle's house for two days' vacation, what's the matter?" Zheng Zhe looked at the blue and pale Fang Lin, "You were on duty again last night?"

I wasn't on duty last night, but I didn't sleep all night.

"If you're tired, go back and rest. I'm going to the operating room." Zheng Zhe patted Fang Lin's face and walked out of the dressing room.

"Don't you have anything to say to me?" Fang Lin shouted behind Zheng Zhe, "I came here specially to find you."

Zheng Zhe looked sideways at Fang Lin and frowned, "What? Miss me?"

"I had a medical accident." Fang Lin actually wanted to ask who the beauty who just walked with him was, but she didn't have the courage.

"Really?" Zheng Zhe said indifferently: "There will be several medical accidents in the hospital every year. If the family members of the patients must pursue it, a lawyer will handle it. Besides, you are only a resident doctor, so don't worry too much. Your superiors will hold you accountable."

Perhaps it was because he had the courage to take responsibility for his subordinates that Fang Lin was moved by him. He felt that such a considerate and responsible man should be a good choice.

And the most important thing is that Zheng Zhe already has a child, so if she and Zheng Zhe get married, she doesn't have to feel sorry and guilty for not being able to have a child.

That's why she considered Zheng Zhe.

It's just that no matter how much she compromised her future, she never thought of wronging herself emotionally.

Zheng Zhe's words didn't make Fang Lin feel better. Such innocuous comfort is not as good as a cruel reprimand, at least it made her feel that he was emotionally fluctuating because of her.

"Don't you think I'm stupid?" Fang Lin asked, "Do you think I'm stupid?"

The corner of Zheng Zhe's mouth slightly raised, "I know exactly how capable you are, so it's normal to make mistakes."

"Then you..." Fang Lin plucked up his courage and asked in a low voice: "You still agree to fall in love, don't you like good girls?"

"Yes, that's right." Zheng Zhe responded readily, "But I decided to fall in love with you because... I think you are quite cute. Anyway, falling in love is not getting married, so I want to try."

Fang Lin twitched the corners of his mouth bitterly, heartbroken to a complete mess.

It turned out that Zheng Zhe had such an idea.

"I'm leaving first." Zheng Zhe patted Fang Lin's shoulder, "Don't think too much, rest more when you're tired, keep in good shape, and the chance of making mistakes is not so great."

Zheng Zhe left in a hurry without explaining who the beautiful woman who came with him was.

Fang Lin came out of the lost mood. She wanted to find the beauty, but she couldn't find anyone in the surgical department. Finally, she saw the beauty in Zheng Zhe's office.

Fang Lin stood at the door, his eyes kept peeking inside, but he didn't dare to go in.

She just took someone else's toy and didn't want to return it to the child. She hoped that the owner of the toy would give up the toy, but she didn't dare to go forward to persuade the owner.

The office door was suddenly opened, and a beautiful woman with a voluptuous figure came out suddenly. After glancing at Fang Lin, she walked away gracefully.

Fang Lin leaned against the cold wall in defeat, holding back tears with red eyes.

Her lack of self-confidence prevented her from having the courage to go forward and ask the beauty why she was holding her boyfriend's arm. Unsure of herself, she suddenly felt that the beauty and Zheng Zhe looked more suitable.

Fang Lin leaned against the wall and wept softly, while behind her, Xu Baichen put his hands in his trouser pockets and sighed with piercing eyes.

……

Time passed in a trance like this, and Fang Lin didn't know how he spent these two days in the dark.

Everyone stopped talking about her, but Fang Lin's heart still seemed to be suppressed by the heavy stone.

On duty in the emergency room, another car accident patient was sent to the hospital with his life lost.

The doctors and nurses in the same class stopped the bleeding of the wound, performed emergency checks for the wounded, and reported the current situation of the wound as quickly as possible. Everything was in order, but Fang Lin's consciousness was blank, and he didn't know what to do?
"Doctor Fang, measure your blood pressure!" Lin Weiyang put the sphygmomanometer directly in Fang Lin's hand.

Fang Lin's hand softened, and the sphygmomanometer fell to the ground.

Everyone froze for a moment, the nurse picked up the sphygmomanometer on the ground, "I'll measure it."

The situation of the injured was urgent, and everyone continued to rescue them.

Fang Lin looked dully at the wounded who was already in shock, his mind was full of the patients who died of myocardial infarction that night.

The lack of self-confidence and self-doubt weighed on her heart like a huge heavy stone, and the pain made her unable to breathe.

Lin Weiyang did atrial defibrillation for the injured, probably because of his lack of experience and lack of confidence, so every time he defibrillated dozens of points, he didn't even dare to use 100.

The condition of the injured became more and more malignant, and even stopped fighting.

Fang Lin, who was short of breath, said nervously: "No, directly 200 volts, Dr. Lin, 200 volts..."

Lin Weiyang hesitated, Fang Lin mustered up his courage, took the electric shock plate from Lin Weiyang's hand with red eyes, and applied the coupling agent.

"Get out of the way!" Fang Lin gave the command and put the electric shock pad on the injured chest.

"boom."

Fang Lin put down the electric shock pad again, and crossed his hands to perform chest compressions for the patient. After a few minutes, the originally chaotic lines on the heart monitor finally became regular.

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief. Fang Lin's eyes were red with tears, and she sat on the ground. Her confidence in the patient seemed to have returned.

Maybe she is not doing well enough, maybe because of her lack of experience, those latent symptoms threaten the lives of patients, but she has a heart that loves medicine, and she is willing to give 100% of her efforts for the lives of others.

(End of this chapter)