Physician: Hello, Intern

Chapter 73 Personal Relationship Problems
During the day, whether it was surgery or in the ward, her eyes were always seeing bloody scenes, and her nose smelled either blood or disinfection. She almost forgot what food smelled like.

"It smells so good, what delicious food did you cook?" Fang Lin was completely immersed in the deliciousness emanating from the kitchen, and ran into the kitchen in a panic.

Fang Lin swallowed, "This is... a crab?"

"What are you doing? Haven't you eaten it?" Xu Baichen looked at her starving look, "I bought it specially for you."

"Give it to me?" Fang Lin widened his eyes in disbelief, and really wanted to ask: Professor, is your father sick?

Fang Lin endured it. Asking such idiotic and distasteful questions at this time was not because Xu Baichen was mentally ill, but because she was mentally ill.

"Go wash your hands and come over to eat. I'll serve it to the table first." Xu Baichen said.

"Okay." Fang Lin swept away the gloomy mood on the road, washed his hands and ate happily.

"Do you have to be on duty at night?" Xu Baichen asked in the living room.

Fang Lin looked at himself in the mirror while washing his hands, and replied, "No. But I don't have anything to do, I still want to take a look."

"Since you're not on duty, let's eat slowly." Xu Baichen cooked a lot of dishes. Other doctors may have gone to rest after surgery, but he was busy cooking.

But his mood was inexplicably happy, tirelessly happy.

"Professor, what are you still cooking on the stove?" Fang Lin came out of the bathroom, looked at the kitchen curiously, and asked.

"Ginger tea."

"Professor, you are quite careful." Fang Lin sat at the dining table, "Whoever will be your wife in the future will be very happy."

Xu Baichen suddenly smiled with the corners of his mouth split, his heart was as sweet as eating honey.

"Eat, these are the crab meat I picked out." Xu Baichen brought a plate full of crab meat to Fang Lin, and also put a plate of aged vinegar with shredded ginger in front of her.

Fang Lin was flattered, and if this was Xu Baichen's way of punishing her, she would be willing to be punished every day.

How about taking advantage of Xu Baichen's good mood and ask him what exactly he wants to tell her?
"Professor, you said you want to tell me about the operation, what is it?"

"Hmm..." Xu Baichen thought for a few seconds, looked at Fang Lin, and said seriously: "You performed very well in the operation today."

"Really?" Fang Lin didn't believe it. Looking at the delicious food on the table, she suddenly believed it was true.

"But I don't know what I did to satisfy you, Professor?"

"The gastroepiploic hemorrhage, you stopped the bleeding with your fingertips in time, so that the patient's blood pressure did not drop. I think it's not bad that you can do this in such a panic situation." Xu Baichen was not stingy Said what he praised her.

Fang Lin listened and smiled happily.

She is like a child who is affirmed by the teacher for doing a question correctly.

"I admit that I'm usually very strict with you, but you have to understand that doctors don't allow mistakes. One of your negligence is a lifetime for the patient."

Fang Lin nodded, expressing his understanding of Xu Baichen's intentions.

"Thank you professor, I will work harder in the future."

Xu Baichen put another plate of crab meat in front of Fang Lin, "Thank you."

Fang Lin smiled brightly, does this mean they have reconciled?

"I like that the professor always treats me like today. Don't always blame me for not doing this well or doing that right." Fang Lin confided his heart to Xu Baichen, "I also want to work hard on some things, but I don’t even know why I’m like this.”

Xu Baichen had mixed feelings in his heart, but he thought that he should learn how to treat someone well, how to truly care about someone, and be considerate of someone.

The two were chatting and eating when Xu Baichen's cell phone rang suddenly.

Is it an unfamiliar number?
Xu Baichen answered the phone, "I'm Xu Baichen."

"Bai Chen, Mr. Dong wants to see you." The man on the phone said.

Xu Baichen's hand holding the phone tightened. From the corner of his eye, he glanced at Fang Lin, who was eating crab, and walked to the window.

"Is there?" Xu Baichen asked.

"Mr. Dong's health has been poor these years. He probably drank some wine tonight, and his blood pressure has been high. He called your name and said he wanted to see you."

"There should be professional medical care at home. If you have any questions, you can consult a professional. I won't go." Xu Baichen calmly refused. After thinking about it, Xu Baichen explained: "I am inconvenient today. I have friends at home."

"Is Bai Chen's consciousness that we can meet another day?" The person on the phone deliberately misinterpreted Xu Baichen's words, "It's okay, as long as you want, any day is fine."

"I……"

"Mr. Dong really wants to see you." The man on the phone continued to persuade, "You are getting older, and your life is getting shorter every day. Bai Chen, you have to learn to cherish, cherish."

From the corner of Xu Baichen's eyes, he glanced at Fang Lin again, and the light yellow light shone from the top of her head, covering her whole body with a layer of golden light.

"I'm thinking about it." After finishing speaking, Xu Baichen hung up the phone directly.

The word "cherish" made Xu Baichen feel turbulent. During the years when his mother was ill, he was busy with his studies and had little time to accompany him. He didn't know until the day his mother passed away that she had suffered from coronary heart disease for many years.

He missed the important task of taking care of his mother, and even blamed Dong Shengming, who was related to him by blood, for his mother's death.

Not long after Dong Shengming's first wife passed away, he met his mother, and within three months of their relationship, his mother became pregnant with him.

Just when his mother wanted to tell Dong Shengming the good news, Dong Shengming disappeared. A month later, news of Dong Shengming's remarriage spread throughout the city, causing his mother to suffer terribly.

The mother thinks that her fate is too bad to implicate the child. Although he has no father since he was a child, the mother gave him all the love, allowing him to grow and learn in an environment without any complaints.

On his tenth birthday, his mother took him to see his father, a luxurious villa, a beautiful garden, groups of servants, a beautiful wife, and a lovely daughter.

When he saw these luxurious things and thought of the hard life he and his mother lived, Xu Baichen made an oath in his heart at that moment: he would never step into the gate of that villa in his life.

Regardless of whether you have ever loved this woman or not, since you have a child, you should assume the responsibility of raising the child. It has nothing to do with money, it is family affection and responsibility.

Instead of giving when you feel like giving!

If you don't want to give it away, just be a passerby!
Xu Baichen had been standing by the window, and Fang Lin saw that he was preoccupied, so he also walked over.

"What's the matter? Is there a patient with a difficult problem?" Fang Lin asked.

Xu Baichen came back to his senses and sighed, "Yeah, a tricky question."

"Oh." Fang Lin pursed her lips. If he couldn't solve the problem, then she would be useless. "You should go eat something, you don't seem to have eaten much yet?"

"I'm full." He was not in the mood to eat with something on his mind.

"Is that so, then I... washed the pots and dishes and left?"

"Isn't it off duty? That bed, I designed it with a lot of thought, is it just so empty?"

"But..." Fang Lin scratched the back of his head, "It's always not good for boys and girls to live together. I'd better go back to the dormitory."

Fang Lin obediently went to the kitchen to wash the pots and dishes, and cleaned up the stove and the kitchen.

In fact, Xu Baichen had already cleaned up when cooking, she only needed to clean up a little bit, it was very simple.

Compared to the sumptuous dinner that Xu Baichen cooked for her, this little thing is nothing.

And maybe it was because Xu Baichen was very sure of her performance today, which put her in a good mood, so she was happy in everything she did.

"Professor, I'm leaving. It's past ten o'clock." Fang Lin came out of the kitchen and was about to change his shoes and leave, but saw Xu Baichen standing by the window thinking about something.

He seems to have been depressed since he answered the phone. It doesn't seem like he has a tricky surgery problem, but a personal relationship problem?

"Hey!" Fang Lin took a deep breath. Could it be that the professor likes a certain girl, but the girl disagrees, and the professor misses him so much?
"Professor?" Fang Lin turned back and stood beside Xu Baichen, looking at him: "If you have something you want to do, you must do it."

Xu Baichen looked sideways at the little woman beside him, with complex lights shining in his eyes.

"The most we experience as doctors is life and death. It's really a pity to see patients pass away without their wishes. Professor, don't have any regrets."

"What? Makes me sound like I'm going to die?"

Xu Baichen's eyes widened, Fang Lin immediately confessed, "I didn't mean that, I mean, if there is something you want to do, don't hesitate to do it, even if you fail, at least you have tried, I won't regret it."

Xu Baichen frowned thoughtfully, thought for a while, and said, "Aren't you going back to the dormitory? Are you still leaving?"

Fang Lin put away the smile on his face, and replied solemnly: "Let's go now."

After changing shoes at the door, Fang Lin shouted to Xu Baichen who was standing at the window: "Professor, come on!"

Just as Xu Baichen wanted to bluff, Fang Lin opened the door and fled.

There was a rattling sound from the corridor, and after a while, the rattling sound turned to the square downstairs.

Xu Baichen looked at the figure walking farther and farther downstairs, and Fang Lin's words still lingered in his ears.

Don't have any regrets.

Don't let yourself regret it.

The first regret in his life was not being able to take good care of his mother, if he treats his father as well...

He didn't know if he would regret it in the future, but based on his mother's wish during her lifetime, he should let her down.

Every time my mother called him before she was alive, she hoped that he would not resent Dong Shengtang and advised him to reconcile with Dong Shengtang.

At that time, his mind was all on his studies, and his mother's exhortations were also ignored by him.Thinking back now, if he had been more sensible and obedient, maybe his mother would have worried less about him, relaxed her mood, and would not have died of illness.

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(End of this chapter)