Physician: Hello, Intern

Chapter 88 Never been afraid

"In this case, do I have to have an operation immediately?" Zhu Bowen asked.

Xu Baichen swallowed, "If you don't have an operation, you don't know when blood cells will appear and block the internal blood vessels. In that case, it is equivalent to a time bomb in your body, which will explode and die at any time."

"Then operate as soon as possible?" Zhu Bowen said.

However, what Xu Baichen was worried about was...

"She's had her second mechanical valve less than three years ago, and hasn't fully recovered from the surgery from the previous car accident..."

Zhu Bowen was silent, and suddenly wondered whether he should buy some delicious food for Fang Lin, or be on duty for her.

……

Fang Lin lay on the hospital bed all day, waking up, waking up and sleeping, and at night, he couldn't fall asleep.

The hanging bottle never stopped, and it was boring to stay in the ward. Fang Lin got out of bed, pushed the iron frame, and planned to go for a walk outside.

As soon as I put on my shoes, the door of the ward opened.

"Where are you going?" Xu Baichen asked sternly.

"Go out and take a walk." She had been lying on the hospital bed for a whole day, and she couldn't stay any longer.

"Go back, I have something to tell you!"

Xu Baichen also pulled a stool, and sat in front of the hospital bed with his hands crossed.

Seeing that he was fierce, Fang Lin didn't dare to provoke him, so he could only follow his wishes and obediently returned to the hospital bed.

"Why haven't you taken any injections or medicine during this period?" Xu Baichen asked.

"Hmm..." Can she say that she has always been absent-minded because of him recently, has she forgotten?

"Because I was too busy with work, I forgot."

"That's right, you are a person whose mind is full of work." Xu Baichen said angrily, "It has been diagnosed as infective endocarditis, what do you think should I do? Huh? What do you say? What do you say next? What to do? Don’t you know how high the risk of endocarditis is for someone who has had two heart surgeries like you? Are you a doctor? Are you a thoracic surgeon? Are you saying that you are studying medicine wholeheartedly?"

Fang Lin was so humiliated that he couldn't lift his head, he pursed his lips and whispered, "I'm sorry."

"Is this a problem that can be solved by saying I'm sorry? Now you have to reopen your chest, how many times can you withstand it?" Xu Baichen was emotional, and his worries and anxiety were all for the woman in front of him, but she always It's like it's none of your business! !
"Don't tell me you're sorry, don't tell me!" Xu Baichen swallowed, and looked at Fang Lin with red eyes, "Why did you get infected? Why did you have an operation? Why did you become like this? It's because of me! Because I drive the car!"

Fang Lin choked up, she never blamed Xu Baichen, never.On the contrary, Xu Baichen's guilt towards her made her feel even more distressed.

"Yes, I shouldn't say sorry to you, but I should accept that you said sorry to me, but you kept yelling at me." Fang Lin also felt aggrieved, "I am also a person who can get angry, and I should feel angry. Because of your carelessness, my heart is in crisis again! I am also very angry!"

Xu Baichen was still listening to Fang Lin's accusation against him, feeling very sad.

"From childhood to adulthood, it is because of this heart that I have repeatedly asked me to stop my enthusiasm. Whether it is meeting the person I like or the school I want to go to, it is all because of this heart. However, no matter what, no matter how hard it was, I gritted my teeth and survived. I have never been afraid. Even if there is only the last quarter of an hour left in my life, I still want to live meaningfully and don’t want to lie in the hospital bed. Waiting to die..."

Fang Lin shed tears, telling what had been pressing in her heart.

"I, since I was admitted to medical school, I have lived every day very hard, making mistakes, confused, helpless, trying to do everything well every day, but always making a mess, but now, I have just adapted to the internship in the hospital. Life, I just felt like a doctor, and I'm going to stop because of this heart, I don't want to do this, I'm afraid to hear the news that this heart has problems again, I'm afraid..."

Before Fang Lin finished speaking, Xu Baichen suddenly stepped forward and hugged Fang Lin in his arms.

"I...don't dare to love someone casually..." Fang Lin cried in Xu Baichen's arms, "I confessed to Dr. Zheng cheekily and was rejected, because I felt that with Dr. Zheng, I don't have to run Married ones fall in love, but they are said to want to be a stepmother. Yes, I just want to fall in love without having children, so I chose Zheng Zhe...so I chose Zheng..."

Xu Baichen kissed Fang Lin's lips and stopped her from continuing.

He was the one who said she wanted to be a stepmother.

Could he say that it was because he was jealous, angry, and depressed that he said such hurtful words?
If you hurt someone you love, all the damage will be reflected back.

So Fang Lin was hurt as much as his heart hurt.

It was only later that he understood the truth.

……

After the passionate kiss, Xu Baichen and Fang Lin sat peacefully on the hospital bed, both of them were preoccupied.

"What else can I do? I can only accept the reality." Fang Lin said helplessly, thought for a while, and asked again: "Will the professor help me with the operation? This is the fourth operation, how dangerous is it? I know it very well, but if the professor performs the operation on me, I will feel at ease."

Xu Baichen didn't speak, and kept silent so that people don't know what he was thinking?
Fang Lin thought he didn't want to operate on her, and said, "If the professor finds it inconvenient, then forget it."

"I'll do it." Xu Baichen looked at Fang Lin, held her hand, and said seriously, "I'll do the surgery."

Fang Lin smiled sweetly, "Thank you."

"You don't need to say thank you to me."

"But……"

"Listen to me, your body, I will figure it out."

"But, I'm so hungry."

"..."

Half an hour later, the takeaway Xu Baichen ordered arrived, all of which were light and delicious, and looked very appetizing.

Sitting on the hospital bed waiting to eat, Fang Lin couldn't wait to open the packing box, but Xu Baichen took it away.

Xu Baichen didn't speak, and carefully opened the boxes of every food, and even took apart the disposable chopsticks for Fang Lin and put them in her hands.

"Eat."

Fang Lin smiled foolishly, he was really not used to being pampered by Xu Baichen like this.

"What are you laughing at? What's so funny?" Xu Baichen's face was so depressed that she was sick, but she could still laugh.

"You eat together too?" Fang Lin said.

"I've had dinner."

"But what's the point of eating it by myself?" Fang Lin gave Xu Baichen a piece of fresh shrimp sushi, motioning for him to open his mouth, "Ah..."

Xu Baichen was taken aback, "I even said I'm not hungry anymore."

"Come on, open your mouth."

Fang Lin insisted on feeding Xu Baichen, but Xu Baichen couldn't resist, so he had to obediently eat the sushi Fang Lin fed.

"Is it delicious?" Fang Lin tilted his head happily and asked.

Xu Baichen nodded, "It's okay."

"Hee hee." Fang Lin giggled happily.

Suddenly, the door of the ward was pushed open, and a familiar figure stood at the door, so frightened that Fang Lin dropped the sushi in his hand.

"Mom..." Fang Lin shouted in shock.

Ms. Jiang stood at the door, looking at her daughter on the hospital bed and at the hanging bottle on the iron frame, and angrily clenched the wallet in her hand.

"You dead girl, I knew there was something wrong with the inspection report that I haven't shown me for so long. What did you do? Why did you make yourself like this again?"

Ms. Jiang got angry at Fang Lin angrily and raised her fist to beat Fang Lin. Although she didn't use much strength, she still scared Xu Baichen next to her.

"Please don't do this." Xu Baichen pulled Fang Lin's mother away, "Don't do this, calm down, calm down..."

Now Xu Baichen finally knew why Fang Lin, who dared to talk back to him, was afraid of his mother?
Really speechless.

"I'm sorry, Mom, don't be too anxious..." Fang Lin glanced at Xu Baichen helplessly, and then explained to his mother, "I wanted to tell you, and I only found out about it two days ago, but I haven't had time yet. ..."

"Do you think I don't know what you're thinking? You girl, every time you have to bear it to the point where you can't bear it before you surrender. I shouldn't let you live here alone, I should put you Tie tightly to my side, I can't let you leave my sight for half a step, staring at you to take medicine every day..."

"Mom, I'm fine."

"It's all right now!!" Ms. Jiang yelled so loudly that even the next ward could hear it.

"Mom, it really doesn't matter to me. It's just an operation. It's not that I haven't had it. It's just an operation and I'll be fine."

"How can it be okay?!" Ms. Jiang shouted heartbroken: "Your heart surgery is less than three years old, and now you have another operation, how can it be okay? Ouch, it's all my fault, I really don't know. I should agree to you coming here..."

"Mom, don't worry." Fang Lin looked at his anxious mother and comforted him, "Don't worry, this operation will be fine, and there is Professor Xu Baichen, the director of our department, who is one of the best thoracic surgeons in our country. His surgery has always been perfect, you can rest assured."

Only then did Ms. Jiang see a man in a white coat standing in the ward. He looked refined and looked honest and honest, like a calm man.

"Hello, I'm Xu Baichen." Xu Baichen greeted Ms. Jiang shyly.

"Hello, I'm Fang Lin's mother." Ms. Jiang pursed her lips, "My daughter has been rebellious since she was a child. Sometimes she is disobedient. You can say what you want, and you can beat me..."

"Ah?" Xu Baichen was dumb, and hit him when he should?He didn't hit a woman.

"Mom." Fang Lin collapsed, did anyone say that about his child?

"Ahem." Ms. Jiang cleared her throat again and explained, "Of course, I don't want you to really hit me. If you want to knock out a hair, I'll make you bald right away!"

Xu Baichen swallowed, "Talk, I still have work to do."

"Oh, then, Doctor Xu, go slowly." Ms. Jiang still politely sent Xu Bucong out of the ward.

Xu Baichen breathed a sigh of relief when he walked out of the ward, and thought it was funny. It was obvious that their family was still very happy.

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(End of this chapter)