Broken mountains and rivers: Sushou restores the universe

Chapter 683 Dudu Can't Love Him
The upward curve of Xiao Muying's lips was sad and desolate, and she couldn't find any happiness or joy at all.She looked directly at Jiesheng, and continued to ask: "Jiesheng, am I bad? I hurt him so deeply."

Jiesheng was silent for a while, then said in a low voice, "Sister said those words, you are also very sad, right?"

Xiao Muying giggled, she moved all the fragments into her left hand, and her right hand pointed to the heart, mocking herself: "This heart should have died a long time ago, and now I still feel sad, it deserves it, and I, Xiao Muying deserves it!"

"Sister, don't say that..." Jiesheng comforted in vain, and then he didn't know what to say, so he couldn't help but froze in place.

At this time, from the corner of his eyes, he saw the fragment of the jade hairpin that Xiao Muying was holding solemnly in his hand, and looked down at it. After a while, he said, "Sister, do you still want to keep this jade hairpin?"

Xiao Muying looked down at the broken red bean jade hairpin in her hand, and said with a wry smile: "It's all broken like this, is there any need to keep it?"

Jiesheng looked up at the look of reluctance in Xiao Muying's eyes, and said: "Sister, I remember that the young lady broke a favorite jade hairpin by accident before, and then sent it to the craftsman to repair it with gold inlays. It was beautiful before. If my sister wants to keep this hairpin, I will send it to the jewelry store tomorrow to ask, but the hairpin is a bit broken, and it may change a lot after it is repaired."

Xiao Muying lowered her eyes and hesitated for a long time, then handed the jade hairpin fragments to Jiesheng, and said in a low voice: "Then you can ask tomorrow, Jiesheng, tell the craftsman that it doesn't need to be beautiful, just try to keep its original appearance. "

"Okay, I got it." Jiesheng took all the jade hairpin fragments in Xiao Muying's hands and held them solemnly in his hands. After a moment of silence, he couldn't help asking: "My sister never likes to wear women's accessories. This jade hairpin... should Was it given to you by Shen Guojun?"

Xiao Muying lowered her eyelashes, and replied in a low voice: "Yes, red bean hosta...Red beans are born in the southern country, and spring comes to send out a few branches. May you pick more, this thing is the most lovesick..."

Jiesheng showed a puzzled expression on his face, hesitated for a while, and asked out the doubts in his heart, and said: "Sister, since you like Shen Guojun, and Shen Guojun likes you so much, why did you treat him so much?" Said so many unfeeling words?"

Xiao Muying smiled bitterly, she lowered her head deeply, and covered her entire face with both hands, but she couldn't hide the tears pouring out of her eyes.

If she followed her cautious temperament, she would definitely not say much even to Jiesheng, but now she is the most helpless and vulnerable, and Jiesheng is someone she really trusts.

So she cried silently for a long time, and finally let out a dull and choked voice, saying: "Because I have carried too many things on my body, too much hatred, there is a family member who has to avenge the blood feud, and there is also a relative's ardent expectation. Can't help but listen... The me who could live recklessly was dead many years ago, and now I live, I have to live for everything I have to bear, but I can't live for myself... I can fall in love with anyone, but I can't love him alone..."

As Xiao Muying said that, she was choked up with sobs, some tears flowed from her fingers, gathered together and dripped down, shining faintly under the light of the candle.

Jiesheng looked at Xiao Muying's almost curled up body with pity, and felt sorry for her sadness and fragility, which he had never seen before.

(End of this chapter)