Engaging in secret love, power is less sultry

Chapter 105 Self-torture
Despair is perhaps the word that best describes Yun Liuli's situation now.I was once surrounded by happiness, but it turned out to be a lie.In all of this, who made the mistake, Yun Liuli didn't know.But she knew that the relationship between her and Song Chen had reached a desperate situation.

Slowly opening her eyes, looking at the pale world in front of her, Yun Liuli's eyes flashed with pain.She is very familiar with this smell, it is the irritating smell of medicine in the hospital.Is it because of being too excited that it will cause fainting?As if thinking of something, Yun Liuli said anxiously: "My child, my child..."

Hearing the voice, Shu Yin quickly stood up and said in a hurry: "The child is fine, the child is fine... Liuli, how are you feeling? You are pregnant, why didn't you tell your mother? I just heard that you almost had a miscarriage. I was scared to death." Mommy."

Seeing Shu Yin's expression full of worry, Yun Liuli felt sore in her heart.Tears fell down, Yun Liuli choked up and said: "I'm sorry, I didn't deliberately hide it from you. In fact, I only found out today. I wanted to give Song Chen a surprise, but I didn't expect to be surprised. If there is no accident Hearing their conversation carefully, perhaps the harm will be more severe then."

Touching her face distressedly, Shu Yin's face was full of guilt: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry... it's all because of me, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have suffered so much. Liuli, it's all because of my mother's sorry for you .”

Shaking her head, Yun Liuli said with a slight smile: "Mom, it's not your fault. If you want to blame it, you can only blame me for being unlucky and stupid. If I hadn't fallen in love with Song Chen, maybe I wouldn't have fallen to this point .”

After thinking for a while, Shu Yin couldn't help asking: "What are you going to do now? Tell Song Chen about the child? Some things, maybe I can explain them clearly to him, so he can let go of it." After all, that incident back then, even though she There is an inescapable responsibility.But in the end, it wasn't her.

Lying on the hospital bed, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes, Yun Liuli's voice was stuck in her throat, unable to make any sound.In the ear, his words about the child came again.To be born or not to be born is a kind of torture to Yun Liuli.Song Chen's heart is really cruel. "Mom, I beg you, don't tell anyone about my pregnancy, especially Song Chen." Yun Liuli said calmly.

With an exclamation, Shu Yin said in disapproval: "How can that be! Song Chen is the child's father, and he is obliged to be responsible for this child." But Yun Liuli rarely changed things that had already been decided.

Holding the clothes tightly, Yun Liuli said mockingly: "Responsible? Hehe, do you think he will be responsible? Mom, let me tell you, I heard him say with my own ears that he will wait until I have a child before abandoning me. In this way, He can make your face ashamed. Why should I ask for shame, thinking that I didn't lose badly enough?"

Shu Yin really did not expect that Song Chen would hate her so much.Could it be that he still refused to call her mother.Thinking of these, Shu Yin felt uncomfortable.Because of her relationship with Song Zhengang, she and Yun Liuli were harmed at the same time.A tear fell from the eye socket, Shu Yin blamed himself and said, "Liuli, I'm sorry."

With a slight smile, Yun Liuli replied calmly: "As long as you don't tell Song Chen, that's enough. I'm already covered in bruises, and I don't want to be humiliated and hurt by him anymore. Mom, I'm so tired, I'm going to bed first." After speaking, Yun Liuli Lucy closed her eyes slowly.

Sighing helplessly, Shu Yin's face was also heavy.Could it be that he really wanted to watch Yun Liuli and Song Chen end like this?She didn't think that Song Chen didn't have the slightest affection for Yun Liuli.But that period of grievances really cannot be let go.

Yun Liuli is not feeling well here, Song Chen is like that, why not.

In the apartment, Song Chen kept drinking, with an indescribable expression on his face.You Yi has not spoken, just drinking with him quietly.After Yun Liuli left, Song Chen kept drinking non-stop, as if he wanted to get himself drunk on purpose.Although You Yi has never been in a relationship, he still knows a little bit.As a friend, You Yi wanted to persuade him, but seeing Song Chen's appearance, he didn't know how to persuade him, he was never good at comforting people.

Song Chen suddenly exerted force, and the can suddenly collapsed.Staring out the window, Yun Liuli's painful and sad expression, as well as her tears, kept appearing in front of Song Chen's eyes.He was thinking of revenge, but he didn't expect it to be so fast.He gave himself three chances, isn't this the first time, how come..."Damn..." Song Chen angrily kicked the can away, and took another bottle.

You Yi finally couldn't stand it anymore, grabbed the beer in his hand and threw it aside. "Song Chen, what are you doing? If you regret it, just go and get her back, isn't that all right! Getting drunk here like now, is this still the Song Chen I know!" You Yi lectured Said.

With a bleak smile, Song Chen's face flashed unnaturally, and then he pretended to be calm and replied: "Why do I want to get her back, all this is part of my plan, and this is the result I want to see the most. "

Before the words finished, You Yi blurted out: "But seeing her sad, doesn't it make you feel uncomfortable? If this is really the result you want, you should be happy instead of torturing yourself here."

Self torture?Hehe, are you talking about him?With a bright smile, Song Chen deliberately showed a happy expression, spread his hands, and said with a smile: "Self-torture? How is it possible! Shu Yin must now know the purpose of my approaching Liuli, she must be very guilty. Seeing her precious My daughter was hurt so much, she must be angry and annoyed. And she is the chief culprit of all this. She must be in pain. Just thinking about it makes me feel so happy and excited ~ haha, haha... ..."

He directly took the mirror on the side and threw it in front of him. You Yi said coldly: "Is this what you call being happy? Look at your expression, you are obviously smiling there, but the smile is uglier than crying. Song Chen, if you are still a man, face your heart bravely. If you love her, take her back. If you don’t love her, just let her get out of your world. You are such a coward, I really look down on you. Where is the high-spiritedness I used to go to now!"

In the mirror, Song Chen smiled sadly.Yun Liuli couldn't help but see Yun Liuli's charming smile, and when she asked for something, she would call his husband affectionately.Every time she called him with that sweet voice, his heart felt sweet.Looking back now, Song Chen was surprised to find that his feelings for her had sublimated before he knew it.Today's injury not only fell on Yun Liuli, but also on her.

Standing up, shaking off the dust on his body, You Yi said indifferently: "You will go back to the army the day after tomorrow. Before that, you should deal with the problem with her. What to do, you'd better ask your own heart. Otherwise I will regret it at that time, no wonder anyone." After leaving these words, You Yi turned around and left.

With his head down, a tear fell quietly from his eye socket. "Liuli..." Song Chen couldn't help calling her name.However, he could only call silently behind his back.Because once they meet, he doesn't have the courage.Yun Liuli is a stubborn woman, even if he wanted to make up, she would not agree.

In the ward, after a night of observation, Yun Liuli was finally able to be discharged from the hospital.Early in the morning, Zhang Xiaoxiao hurried to the hospital.Seeing Yun Liuli's pale appearance, Zhang Xiaoxiao said in surprise: "Liuli, I haven't seen you all night, why did you become so pale? What happened, why are you in the hospital? Song Chen, why didn't you see him?" ?”

When Zhang Xiaoxiao mentioned Song Chen, Yun Liuli's face quickly flashed with pain, and then returned to calm.Looking up at Zhang Xiaoxiao, Yun Liuli asked calmly: "Xiaoxiao, don't tell Song Chen the news about my pregnancy. Otherwise, we will no longer be friends. I will abort this child within two days." Let it go, just pretend it never came." After speaking, Yun Liuli walked forward resolutely.

My head is full of fog, what happened?From Yun Liuli's expression, Zhang Xiaoxiao felt that the matter this time would not be that simple.

Along the way, Shu Yin simply told Zhang Xiaoxiao about the matter.Just after finishing speaking, Zhang Xiaoxiao slapped her thigh vigorously, and said angrily: "How can Song Chen go too far! Damn, he even used me! No wonder he asked me to introduce him to a good date. It's because... It's a waste of me to treat him as a friend all the time, I didn't expect him to be so hateful! Liuli, do you want to just let him go like this? This is too cheap for him!"

With half-closed eyes, Yun Liuli said mockingly: "How about telling him that I'm pregnant and your goal has been achieved, right? Xiaoxiao, I wouldn't be so stupid and let myself be ruined by him like that. This matter If any of you dare to tell him, I will disappear forever, so that you can never find me again!"

Yun Liuli is a stubborn woman, since she can say it, she can do it.Shu Yin and Zhang Xiaoxiao looked at each other, but neither of them spoke.In the silent atmosphere, they finally came to Shu Yin's house.Just as he got out of the car, he saw a familiar figure standing downstairs, looking at them calmly.The moment Zhang Xiaoxiao saw him, she was about to rush forward, but was quickly pulled back by Yun Liuli.Shaking her head towards her, Yun Liuli said indifferently: "I will settle my own affairs." After speaking, Yun Liuli walked towards Song Chen step by step.

Looking at Yun Liuli's back worriedly, Zhang Xiaoxiao said sadly: "It's all because of me, otherwise Liuli wouldn't have..." Seeing Yun Liuli today, she has lost the smile she used to, and she looks particularly distressing .

Walking in front of him expressionlessly, Yun Liuli said with a frosty face, "What are you doing here?"

It is rare to see her showing such an expression, Song Chen only felt a sharp pain in his heart.With Yun Liuli like this, he couldn't help wanting to protect her, to hold her in his arms.But now he has lost that qualification.

(End of this chapter)