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Chapter 182 Where is Far and Near (4)
Yu Zixi looked at the things on the table and his pupils shrank heavily, but his expression remained unchanged, and he said, "What do you mean?"

Xiang Lai said: "Brother Yu also said that the end of the year is the time to settle accounts, so we might as well take this opportunity to settle our grievances."

Yu Zixi quietly closed her eyes, but she still had the last sliver of hope, and said, "Sister Xianglai, don't joke, there is only friendship between you and me, where is there any grudge."

Xianglai said: "Of course there are, if not, there is no need to send someone to assassinate me. If the assassination fails, and the property is thrown at it, big and small, it really makes me dizzy!"

Yu Zixi's face turned pale in an instant, she withdrew her eyes and didn't dare to look at Xianglai again, she lowered her head and said, "You really know everything."

Xiang Lai said: "Fortunately, I know everything, otherwise I don't know how long I will be coaxed."

Yu Zixi quickly raised her head and said, "No! The last time I saw you, I wanted to reveal my identity to you, but your father has always been there. I can't tell you."

Xianglai said: "Up to now, you can say whatever you want, I met you earlier than I did, and I thought I had some affection, but I didn't expect to be deceived all the time, and even almost died. I don’t know, you still lied to me that the old man with the severed hand is your father, hahahahaha...that’s really funny, it’s possible that the King of Korea has gone to our Yanjiang village!”

Yu Zixi lowered her head again and did not speak.

Xianglai said again: "Jinxing is always cautious when getting along with me, and he made many detours if he didn't want to lie to me, but Brother Yu should be very straightforward in deceiving me, now, can you tell me your real name?"

Yu Zixi said: "Since you know that I am the second prince of Goryeo, you should know that my surname is Wei, my name is Wei Xi, because my mother's surname is Yu, so my name here is Yu Zixi, but compared to Wei Xi, I would rather I've been Yu Zixi all my life, because I really hate that identity!"

If it was in the past, Xianglai would have cared about him, inquired about his situation, and said a few words of comfort, but at this time he was not in the mood at all, and just said: "We have been with me for so long, I believe you should also know that I don't like it. Being deceived, even if you have enough reasons, I used to feel that I owed you, but according to your purpose, you paid me some, and the secret you let me keep, until now I have never I have told others that even if the Songning land lease failed, I would still be worthy of you. Now I will pay you back the money you spent on me and the things you gave me. You used your rights in the prince to help me, so you also used the time you killed me to help me. Do you think it is clear that the account between us is settled like this?"

Yu Zixi put her head down and smiled bitterly, her heart is quite clear, but you have counted everything clearly, but what do you use to count my love for you?Is it because you don't have the same heart for me, so you can pretend it doesn't exist?
But now what face is there to say this again, just like what Luo Jinxing said, since the time he killed her on his own initiative, he has lost all qualifications.

He lowered his head and did not speak, Xianglai had already stood up, and said: "I have finished what I want to say, Xianglai now has parents at home, and is no longer as free as before, so I will leave and go back, the second prince please convenient."

After speaking, he went outside the house.

Yu Zixi hurriedly got up and came over to pull her, saying: "Xianglai, you are so cruel, do you want to break up with me?!"

Xianglai closed her eyes sadly, but didn't look back, said: "The second prince is wrong, I just met you today, there is no such thing as friendship, and there is no such thing as renunciation."

As he said that, he pulled out his hand vigorously, went out of the room and asked Xu Che to leave, leaving Yu Zixi standing in the room blankly, unable to let go of the hand that had held Xianglai for a long time.

Xianglai returned to Lianfu at noon, and the shopkeeper of the afternoon head office came to see her in the mansion, and returned all the things she returned to Yu Zixi intact, and added an extra letter.

The letter was written by Yu Zixi. The shopkeeper said that after Xianglai left, he sat in the room for a long time, and finally asked him for a pen and paper to write the letter, and told him to give the letter and things to Xianglai before leaving.

The letter wrote: "Xiang Lai, I always wanted to call you like Luo Jinxing without any grievances, but I couldn't do it after all. I didn't dare to be so unscrupulous until now when I decided to leave. I think I need to admit it honestly. I really wanted to kill you at the beginning, even though I hesitated for more than ten days, but I still made a decision in the end. I have been feeling guilty and unforgivable for it afterwards. If not, how could I have flinched in the confrontation with Luo Jinxing? Not to mention downplaying it in a joking tone every time I express my heart to you; I also thought about how to make it up if one day you broke up with me, but when things came to an end, it seemed that the only wise choice was to leave. If I can't know each other with you for a lifetime, other women, which one is no different to me, I am a maverick person, I don't think that doing happy things when I am sad will change my mood, but I feel a kind of The pain of sadness needs to be covered with another more painful sadness, so I left and went back to Korea. After thinking about it, these things are still left to you, just like my heart, if I take it away, I will spend my whole life I can't let it go, if I put it here with you, I will have nothing, and it's up to you how to deal with it, you can leave it or keep it."

Before reading the letter, Xianglai thought that no matter how much he begged her, she would not soften her heart. It would be better if he scolded herself, so that she could really pretend that this person had never appeared, but after reading the letter, she couldn't help but feel sour. Even though he had never been tempted by him, he really had to admit his heart to him.He said in the letter that one kind of sadness should be covered by another more painful kind of sadness, so he chose to go back to Korea, which means that that place made him even more sad. Now that he has gone back, will the life there make him feel sad? Having a hard time?

She sat there clutching the letter, full of disappointment. If he was so sincere to her from the beginning to the end, how could she not even be friends with him?It's just that everything is over now, there is no banquet in the world that never ends, people who are not supposed to stay by your side, no matter sooner or later, they will leave eventually.

Whenever Xianglai had something on her mind, Yang Mengwan would never bother her, but Huiling and Xu Che came over curiously to know what was written in the letter.

Xianglai looked up from the letter, looked at the two and said, "Why, want to see it?"

Huiling retreated knowingly, but Xu Che asked strangely, "What did that guy say?"

Xianglai said, "Do you want me to read it to you?"

Xu Che scratched his head and said, "Is this okay?"

Xianglai stared at him and patted him on the head, saying: "You're a good idea, no matter how troublesome you are, I'll send you back to Jinxing!"

Xu Che hurriedly said: "Don't, don't, if you drive me away because of this, the prince will definitely not spare me!"

(End of this chapter)