Concubine's three acres of pastoral garden

Chapter 93
If I had appeared earlier, even if my mother would not have to listen to a little curse from Wu Zhaodi and the eldest aunt, wouldn't she have suffered from this disease?

She was venting her depression and grief here, when a figure quietly appeared in the corner, standing there watching her silently.

It took a long time for Xianglai to vent her anger before discovering the existence of this person, and she was stunned there for a moment.

This person is Luo Jinxing.He heard the sound outside the house was wrong, so he asked Xu Che to come out to see, knowing that Xiang Lai was in a bad mood to vent, so he dragged his seriously injured body out to see her.

Xianglai looked at Luo Jinxing, and Luo Jinxing also looked at her quietly, leaning on the wall with one hand and said weakly: "In life, there are always many things that you can't control. At these times, there is no way but to accept it!"

Xiang Lai moved her numb hand from the wall and said, "I know, I just hate myself for not being nicer to her, why I made her suffer so much!"

Luo Jinxing walked up to her, gently held her hand that was scratched by the wall, and said: "To her, you are everything to her. If you live well, she is good no matter what, you If it is not good, it will be painful for her to sit on Jinshan..."

Xianglai thought in her heart: Yes, this is really the case. Otherwise, she is often in pain to the point of death, but she is so relieved to see herself making some achievements and doing housework for herself while dragging her seriously ill body. I want to make myself better.

Xianglai, who has been a human being for two lives, had healthy parents in the last life, and was carefree until the moment of death. When Luo Jinxing said it, she deeply understood that the happiness of children is the greatest wish of parents.

Seeing that she was silent, Luo Jinxing held her hand and continued, "I was only ten years old when my mother passed away. Before she died, she told me to live a good life. She would always watch me over there, so no matter what happened to me, No matter what I do, I will try my best to make myself happy. Even if I am poisoned and dying several times, I will still do my favorite thing to make myself happy. I will try my best to defeat my opponent, so that my mother can live a happy life in another world. A world proud of me."

Xianglai looked up at him in surprise, and said, "Have you been poisoned?"

Luo Jinxing said: "Yes, they killed my mother and wanted to kill me. They began to drug me shortly after my mother died. Fortunately, my uncle helped me find Mr. Han... Oh, Mr. Han is for you The father of Mr. Han, who my mother is treating patients, is even more skilled in medicine, in fact, every time I come here, I come to see him for treatment."

It was only then that Xianglai remembered that when he first met Luo Jinxing, he had a sick face and coughed frequently, but he seemed to be getting better after that.

Thinking of this, I asked: "Then you also went to Mr. Han for treatment this time?"

Luo Jinxing said: "Yes, I was poisoned extremely stubbornly. Old Mr. Han has been studying my condition all these years without seeing a doctor. A few days ago, Mr. Han asked someone to tell me that his father was critically ill and wanted to see me for the last time. , I just rushed here, and he gave me the last prescription before he died, saying that if I take that prescription, my body will be fine."

"Oh." Hearing that he was fine, Xiang Lai let go of his grip and said, "But why did those people arrest you?"

Luo Jinxing lowered his eyes slightly, hesitated for a moment, and said: "That...it's just a misunderstanding, I'll be fine after I go back, and I won't hurt you because of it."

Xianglai hurriedly said: "I didn't mean that, I just worried for you."

Luo Jinxing said: "I know, thank you for taking the risk to save me yesterday, otherwise I might really die inexplicably."

Xiang Lai said: "Don't say that, since it's just a misunderstanding, it's not a big deal, I just brought you here along the way."

Luo Jinxing forced a smile with a pale face, and said, "Yes, it's not a big deal."

Xianglai was very sorry to see him propping up his injured body here to comfort herself, and helped him into the house to be taken care of by Xu Che, and then she went to stay with her mother again.

After chatting with Luo Jinxing, Xianglai suddenly looked away a lot. No matter how sad she was, it was useless to blame herself. All she could do was to spend more time with her mother and make her last days more comfortable.

In the next few days, she stayed by her mother's side every step of the way, listening to her talking about her childhood, her own childhood, and hearing her talking about grandpa and grandma, but she didn't talk about her getting along with her father alone.

But this was only the first two days, and in the next two days, my mother could not speak at all.

Whenever Xianglai saw her in pain, she boiled poppy juice for her to drink. After drinking, Xianglai's eyes were fixed on the light coming from the window, as if she could see something there.

On the last day, Xianglai's mother was able to speak again suddenly, her eyes were still staring out of the window, and she mumbled a person's name in her mouth. Xianglai tried hard to distinguish, it seemed that the name was "Jing'an" .

I still vaguely heard my mother muttering: "Jing'an, why haven't you come to pick me up..."

Xianglai didn't know who her so-called "Jing'an" was, whether it was an unknown nickname between her and her father, or an important relative of hers.

All she could do was hold her mother's hand weakly and hold her.

The second aunt and Tianlai also stood by and wept.

I heard that Xianglai Niang was dying, and most of the people in the village came. The coffin was already being made in the courtyard, and Mrs. Zhang helped Zhang Luo buy filial piety cloth, paper-cut money and so on.

Some people who couldn't reach out were guarding with Xianglai in the house.

After mumbling chaotically in her daughter's arms for a while, Xiang Lai Niang became more sober, her eyes gradually brightened, she slowly saw her daughter's face, fixedly looked at her and asked: "Xiang'er, you are my Xiang'er!" Son?"

Xianglai held back her tears and nodded, "Yes, I'm Xiang'er, mother."

Xianglai Niang looked and looked vigorously, and said: "Mother has not known you for the past two years, it seems that my old Xiang'er is gone...you, are you?"

Xianglai felt another pain in her heart, she thought that Xianglai's mother had inadvertently approved of her daughter's change, but she didn't want her to keep doubting it.This weak mother has too many things in her heart.My own illness, my daughter's change, other people's ridicule and abuse, everything, I endured everything silently, and only asked the deepest question in my heart until the last moment.

At this moment, what can Xianglai say about this situation?Don't say that you can't and can't tell her the truth, even if she already knows everything clearly, Xianglai wants to tell her that he really recognizes her as a mother, just like his mother in the previous life.

She stared at her mother's withered cheeks with tears in her eyes, and said, "Mother, I am your Xiang'er, I have always been, no matter how it changes, I am your daughter..."

(End of this chapter)