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Chapter 96 If Life Is Just Like First Seen

At night, at Four Seasons' home.

Today, Yamada and tomorrow, the two sisters, Yamada and Tomorrow, slept together again tonight.

Since childhood, they slept together until Siji came to find them.

But even now, they still often sleep together, and it seems that they haven't completely gotten used to sleeping alone.

Of course, there are no secrets between the two sisters, and there is no need to have a private space.

This world is full of falsehoods and lies. If there is anything sincere, the relationship between the two sisters is definitely one of them.

"elder sister."

"Ok?"

"Are you in a bad mood?"

"..."

Hearing Yamada Asuka's question, Yamada couldn't help being silent for a while today.

How should I put it, what I want to say is not bad, but it's not good either, it just feels like something.

After a long silence, he opened his mouth to deny.

"No."

"Liar."

Yamada Asuka denied what Yamada said today without even thinking about it.

Although she doesn't have the so-called telepathy like the twins, but she can definitely feel Yamada's emotional changes today.

Living together since childhood, don't you understand?Do not make jokes.

"Sister, what's the matter?"

"..."

Yamada remained silent today.

After a long time, it seemed that he had finally decided, and asked.

"Tomorrow, tell me, Brother Siji, will there be someone you like?"

"Brother Siji, and sister Ayako?"

"I think it is."

"I don't know, but is this bad? Elder sister doesn't like elder sister Ayako?"

"No, sister Ayako is a good person, of course she will like it."

"Ok?"

Having said that, Yamada Tomorrow was a little confused.

Since she likes Suzuki Ayako, why would her sister be unhappy if Shiji likes Suzuki Ayako?
I couldn't react for a while.

But thinking about it carefully, it seems to understand again.

"Sister, do you like brother Siji?"

"I...I...Of course I like it, just like I like tomorrow, and tomorrow I also like Brother Siji, don't you?"

Yamada blushed today, and retorted.

In this regard, Asuka Yamada seems to be able to find fault, she does not understand these things very well.

Although they are all girls, the little girl really doesn't understand the big girl's world.

But for liking, I still understand.

Turning around, I hugged Yamada today, with a cute smile on my face.

"Well, I like my sister, and I also like Brother Siji, I like them both!"

"Yes... yes."

Yamada also laughed today, although it seemed a bit forced.

I also sighed secretly in my heart, maybe it is really not suitable to talk about these things with Yamada Asuka.

However, apart from Yamada Asuka, there is no one to confide in.

……

Same Four Seasons home.

On the first floor, the two sisters also slept together.

Only at this time did Miyano Akemi remove the mask and return to her original appearance.

At this time, she was Miyano Akemi, not the false Miyato Akino.

But there is no way, usually, you still have to rely on the mask of Akino Miyato to face the world.

The two sisters slept together. In my memory, it seemed like this was a long, long time ago. That was probably when Hui Yuanai was a child.

Anyway, since Hui Yuanai was sent to the United States after studying, the two sisters spent very little time together.

Even if I come back to take over the research, it's the same. It's rare to see each other once, and the time for each meeting is not long. Basically, I have a cup of tea and chat, and it's over.

Just like Yamada Tomorrow and Yamada Tomorrow, they are each other's last relatives.

It's just that Yamada Today and Yamada Tomorrow now have one more season.

But will they have such relatives?

This point, no one knows.

"Shibao."

"Ok?"

"Is there something you are hiding from me?"

"..."

Haibara Ai, who was curled up in Miyano Akemi's arms, fell silent for a while when she heard this.

If you want to say, there is indeed a little thing.

As expected, she is her elder sister, and she can still detect it.

"Sister, do you still remember Akai Shuichi?"

"..."

This time, it was Miyano Akemi's turn to be stunned.

This name, of course, has not been forgotten. Thinking about it now, it seems that it has not been a long time.

Haibara Ai continued without waiting for Miyano Akemi to speak.

"I found out that that man has appeared in Japan again. It is very likely that he came back to deal with the organization."

"Is it."

Miyano Akemi responded without saying anything.

Maybe I don't know what to say.

"elder sister……"

"Shiho, stop talking."

"Sister, can you really let go?"

"How about letting it go? So what if you can't let it go? The past has passed after all, and now, I can't go back to that time."

Miyano Akemi shook her head, there seemed to be a bitter, self-deprecating smile on the corner of her mouth.

In the beginning, that man approached her just to get into the organization, didn't he?

Even if, even if the truth may be touched later, so what?

No matter how nice it sounds, deception is deception.

Each is the master, Miyano Akemi does not blame him.

But now, there is really no going back.

"Zhibao, you have to understand that even if he comes, even if the organization is destroyed, everything will never be the same as before. What has passed will never come back."

"elder sister……"

"And, so what if he comes? Now, we are here in Four Seasons. I asked, and Four Seasons made it very clear that he and the FBI have a hostile relationship. Even if I really get back together with him, do you think that Four Seasons will Let me go and reunite with the FBI? Four Seasons didn't kill me, didn't kill us, but saved us, let us reunite as sisters, no matter what the purpose of Four Seasons is, the grace of saving life should be repaid by the fountain, I don't I will think about other things, now, I just want to be a maid with peace of mind, and do some trivial things for Siji, which can be regarded as repaying his kindness, this is enough, other things, I won’t think about it any more.”

"..."

In this regard, Hui Yuanai could only choose to remain silent.

Perhaps Akai Shuichi did it for work and for justice, but this is not an excuse for him to deceive and hurt Miyano Akemi.

A shocking wound has been torn in Miyano Akemi's heart, can it be repaired?
Can't.

Some things can never go back to the way they were.

If life is only as it is at first sight, then of course it is very beautiful.

However, goodbye is not as good as meeting for the first time. After experiencing many things, when we meet again, only indifference remains.

……

"Huh...huh..."

Siji was sweating profusely, running back and forth outside the villa.

There seems to be no moon tonight, not even a little bit of starlight, it's pitch black.

Only the light on at the entrance of the villa brought a glimmer of light to the night.

A gust of cool wind blows from time to time, making people feel a chill.

At night like this, it may be more suitable to hide in a warm bed and sleep.

However, the four seasons did not sleep, just running here.

He has been running for a long time, and there is no way not to run.

After coming to this world, when he killed someone for the first time, he didn't have any adverse reactions.

Originally, I thought that there would be no sequelae of the murder, and that the first murder would cause vomiting, all of which were fake.

It is only now that I realize that it is not that there is no such thing, but that it has been accumulated again and again.

Until before, killing hundreds of people in a row, the sequelae that had been squeezed seemed to finally break out.

Of course, it wasn't crazy vomiting, but crazy killing intent.

Siji clearly remembers that when he was in the mountains, he was normal at first, but later on, he became like a perverted murderer, tortured and killed people.

Thinking back to that scene now, even Siji himself felt a little chills down his back.

Maybe it’s fine if you don’t want to, but for the four seasons, there’s no way you can’t.

Obviously knowing that he is out of danger, but Siji still feels like he is still in danger.

If something is a little wrong, the killing intent will skyrocket uncontrollably.

So Siji can't leave here for the time being, he is afraid that if he goes outside, he will violently hurt others if he is not good.

Now, at night, the killing intent seems to be more intense.

Therefore, he can only let himself vent by running like this.

Maybe after running tired, the killing intent will subside.

In this case, it may be more appropriate to find a psychiatrist to see.

But there is no way to please.

Maybe at that time, I really had a mental breakdown, and even if I didn't have a breakdown, something went wrong.

Siji is not a psychiatrist, even if he is, he can't treat himself, he can only keep hinting that he is out of danger.

But that doesn't seem to work.

"Huh...huh..."

Although he obviously didn't feel too tired, Siji was still panting heavily, as if this would consume a little more energy.

Now he is a little tired of his abundant physical strength and long-lasting endurance.

If it were an ordinary person, he would be exhausted after running for so long, but he didn't feel much.

"Why don't you just cut off your hands and feet, so you won't worry about hurting innocent people!"

Four Seasons thought so.

Then, the idea seemed unstoppable and grew wildly.

Turning back and running back to the entrance of the villa again, stopped, panting slightly.

Then, he slapped himself directly with a "slap", and knocked on his head hard.

"What are you thinking about!"

Shaking his head, he quickly continued running.

Sure enough, when running, you shouldn't think so much, just concentrate on running, why think about those rotten things?
But someone seems to have said that the meaning of life lies in thinking. Thinking is a human instinct. Even a newborn baby probably has the ability to think.

So thinking is not wrong, if you want to be wrong, it is also the fault of cranky thinking, the fault of those unrealistic ideas.

But is it wrong to think wildly?Maybe you can come up with some great inventions of human beings just by thinking wildly.

Just like an airplane, it was just a wild idea before it appeared.

It's like going to the moon or something, before it appeared, it was just a wild idea.

So the four seasons are still thinking wildly.

"hateful!"

Four Seasons was very annoyed and grabbed his hair.

If it continues like this, it will really drive you crazy.

what can we do about it?

Four Seasons thought so, although he couldn't think of any way.

"Sure enough, if someone can beat me up at this time, maybe it will be fine."

Four Seasons said something to himself.

If there is such a person.

But in his current state, which can be said to be insane state, even if a few people who are crowned masters and top experts come, there is probably nothing they can do about him.

After all, he is not weak himself, he is in a state of madness, and he is completely desperate, and he may not know who will beat whom.

Go crazy, no one can stop it!
(End of this chapter)