If the deep sea is not happy

Chapter 10 Don't Tell Her, I Still Love Her (2)
"Since there is nothing between us, why did you hug me last night and refused to let go?" Xue Jinhan pressed hard.

Moyi's body visibly shook, and his voice was obviously choked, "I'm just... just drunk." He hesitated, "No... nothing happened... right?"

Xue Jin smiled coldly. "If I say, what did happen?"

Cheng Moyi really didn't know what to do.What could she have done if something had happened?

"I have no idea."

Xue Jinhan sneered again, which seemed to be his signature move, "Do you still have anything to be afraid of? What a big joke." He didn't want to be like this. For some reason, the sentence that explained the facts on his lips ended up becoming That's it.Me, what happened?
Mo Yi sat up, tidied up his appearance casually, and said lightly, "If something really happened, then let's treat it as something really happened. It doesn't matter to me now." He got up and left.

"Is it really irrelevant? Is your dignity really irrelevant?" Xue Jinhan shouted unwillingly behind her.

She stopped at the door without looking back, "I think you probably forgot that my dignity was completely destroyed in your hands a few years ago, so if something really happened, just treat it as a crime." 'One night stand' well, anyway, I won't remember, and I won't bother myself, we have nothing to do with each other."

She opened the door and added: "Especially from this moment on."

She originally thought that she could turn back, but now it seems that everything was doomed a few years ago, and everything was just a delusion.

六

This is simply a farce, and it is self-inflicted. The past few years in Canada seem to be in vain. After all, I still can't help but want to take a look at that indifferent man.Cheng Moyi walked lonely on the cold street, like a lonely ghost, not knowing where to go.It was still early, and most people were still sleeping soundly in their dreams. Mo Yi was at a loss, with a dull pain in his head.

She casually sat down on a chair by the side of the road, stiffened, closed her eyes, felt that there was no weird feeling in her lower body, and breathed a sigh of relief.Although Xue Jinhan was cold, she also knew that he was never a casual person to her, and he would never touch her easily.However, that happened many years ago. Now, things are different, and there is no guarantee that Xue Jinhan will not violate her last night.

Mo Yi smiled desolately, unable to hide the pain in his eyes.

"Jin Han, Jin Han, after so many years, you are still so selfish and superior. My body is already worthless in your eyes. I knew it when you left me cruelly, so if it was true last night What happened, it's just a man and woman, you think I will care? Hah."

The feeling in his heart was really indescribable, Mo Yi only felt waves of numbness attacking his body non-stop.

The phone rang, and Mo Yi fumbled for a long time before taking it out.

It's Xia Zhilin.

"Hello." Moyi's voice was hoarse.

"Moyi Moyi, where are you? That bastard Qin Ye, he just watched Xue Jinhan take you away!" Zhilin's anxious voice sounded, and Moyi could only feel the warmth in his heart, and his nose was sour. , and almost cried again, "I just woke up and called you right away. Where are you? Did Xue Jinhan bully you?"

"No Zhilin, I'm fine and I'm going home now." Moyi stood up and walked slowly along the road.

"Are you really okay? Mo Yi. If something really happens to you, I will never spare that bad boy Qin Ye!"

"I'm really fine. Xue Jinhan is not interested in me, don't worry." He kicked the pebbles boredly, comforting Xia Zhilin.

In fact, Zhilin, you really don’t have to be so kind to me, I will be sad, feel guilty, and feel sorry for you and everyone who wishes me well. Moyi has always been such an insignificant person. Your kindness, I Can not afford.

Holding the hung up phone, Mo Yi finally squatted on the street corner and cried bitterly.

The screeching sound of brakes sounded beside Mo Yi, but she ignored it.At this time, for her, as long as she can vent the messy emotions accumulated in her heart, other people's jokes, sarcasm, and innuendo are no longer important.

"I knew you would cry, but I didn't expect you to hide so far away." Xue Jinhan leaned back in his chair and lighted a cigarette leisurely, not comforting, but sounding sneering instead.

"Xue Jinhan, watching my jokes used to be your greatest pleasure, but I didn't expect that after so many years, you still retain this worthless pleasure." Moyi raised his head, and rudely wiped away the tears on his face, "It's really my honor. Should I be grateful to Dade and thank you for remembering me?"

Xue Jinhan smiled instead of anger, "Torturing you is the pleasure of my life, you can't avoid it."

Seven

"Then you can torture yourself. After so long, I'm used to it." Mo Yi stood up, without even looking at Xue Jinhan in the sports car, and walked forward resolutely.

The car started and slowly followed Mo Yi's footsteps.Mo Yi didn't care about him, and his heart became cold, so he didn't care about anything anymore.

Xue Jinhan was smoking a cigarette leisurely, with deafening heavy metal music playing in the sports car, which was so eye-catching on the quiet morning street.

"Cheng Moyi, you shouldn't take a look at me, you are provocative!"

"Provoking your self-esteem, isn't it?" Mo Yi sneered, but his eyes were dull, "Xue Jinhan, how much do you think your self-esteem is worth?!"

"At least I'm happy!" Xue Jinhan closed his eyes and shouted loudly amidst the sound of metal.

"Happy? That's up to you." Mo Yi smiled, "I, Cheng Moyi, are only worth this, but that's good, at least I can still be someone else's plaything."

"Cheng Moyi, you will never escape from my grasp in your life!" With a loud shout, the red sports car accelerated and disappeared at the corner of the street in the blink of an eye.

Mo Yi stood there, watching the car disappear into the empty street corner, without a trace of expression on his face.

Xue Jinhan, I will not let you get your wish again.I love you, but what you owe me, I will get back from now on.

The sun rose again, and the streets became lively. Cheng Moyi hailed a taxi, went to the vegetable market to buy a few dishes that his father liked, and then rushed home before breakfast.Love can be lost, but family affection should be protected and cherished with the softest heart.Now the most important man in Mo Yi's life is Cheng Tianmu - the man who loves her more than his own life.

When I got home, Cheng Tianmu was not in the room.The door of the study room was ajar, and she walked over quietly, through the crack of the door, she saw her father sleeping soundly on the desk, the white hair on his temples stung Moyi's eyes.

She backed out, rubbed her eyes secretly, and then went into the kitchen to get busy.

Three or 10 minutes later, Mo Yi cooked a small pot of millet porridge, then fried a plate of scrambled eggs with tomatoes and fried meat with mushrooms, and then heated up four steamed buns in the microwave—Cheng Tianmu is originally from Shanxi, and he can’t live without noodles kind.

When he entered the study again, Cheng Tianmu had already woken up, was stretching and rubbing his sore neck.Mo Yi walked over and put his arms around his neck: "Dad, why are you working so hard?"

"Oh, it's okay if you're not busy. I have to see everything in person. The company is so stable after the joint efforts of so many people. I have to run it well." Cheng Tianmu smiled kindly, patted the back of Moyi's hand, "It smells so good! Isn't it time to eat?" He said with a childish look.

Moira pulled him up, "Hurry up and wash up, we can have dinner."

"Okay, let's go." He said, packed up the documents and went to the bathroom.

Moyi sat at the dinner table, thinking about how to tell his father about that matter during the meal.

"What are you thinking about?" Cheng Tianmu came over, stroked her head and sat down, picked up the chopsticks and started to wolf down.

"Dad, eat slowly, no one will grab you." Mo Yi smiled, with a distressed face, "Dad, I've made up my mind, I'd better join the company, you are so old, I can't bear to see you Always worked hard for the company."

Eight

"You... really decided?" Cheng Tianmu was puzzled, "Didn't you always hope to open a bar with your own unique style?"

"Dad, I won't drive. I'd better go to the company. I don't want you to work so hard. Look, your hair is gray." Moyi stopped eating, full of worry.

"When people get old, they will naturally grow gray hair." Cheng Tianmu laughed, but looked at his daughter gently, whom he hadn't seen for many years.

Mo Yi acted like a baby, "Dad is not old! My dad is so handsome, who dares to say that you are old, I will go to him to argue, and I will see where his eyes are!"

"Silly girl," Cheng Tianmu narrowed his no longer young eyes, "You really look like your mother!"

"Missing mom again?" Mo Yi felt really hurt, "Dad, why don't you do this."

"Oh, it's nothing. After so many years, I've gotten used to it." Cheng Tianmu shook his head and continued to eat, "Your mother and I are childhood sweethearts, we can be said to have been together since the day we were born, 40 years of fate is enough Now, I don't expect anything extravagantly. We don't have as many setbacks and twists and turns as others. Although we haven't been married for a long time, we are lucky to respect each other as guests. To put it sourly, we can also be called affectionate and loving," Cheng Tianmu sighed for a long time , "Enough is enough!"

"dad…"

Cheng Moyi suddenly envied her parents. This kind of simple and plain happiness was something she had been looking forward to for a long time, but she still couldn't get it.

"Okay, silly girl," Cheng Tianmu stretched out his hand and patted Mo Yi's head, "Hurry up and eat, Dad has to go to the company, so you can have fun at home. By the way, did you sleep at Zhilin's house last night?" You must have not slept well. I know that girl is the most insane. You must have been crazy with her for most of the night, and you have three years of whispering. , jet lag."

Mo Yi felt guilty for a while, wondering if he should tell his father what happened last night.She really didn't expect that just after returning from Canada, she would be involved with that man again.Originally, she planned to travel around the world after finishing her studies and spend the rest of her life leisurely. The reason why she came back was because she couldn't bear to part with her father, the man she loved the most in the world.

"I'm fine, Dad," he could only pretend that nothing happened, with a bright smile on his face, "you can go to the company with peace of mind, I'm 27 years old, and I know how to take care of myself."

Cheng Tianmu panicked: "My daughter is 27 years old!" After a short silence, "It's time to find a husband's family!"

"Dad, what nonsense are you talking about?" Mo Yi was upset, she didn't want to mention this kind of thing, as long as she mentioned it, she would feel uncomfortable, and she didn't want her father to worry about her lifelong affairs.

"Daughter, this is not a joke anymore, you are already 27, and you are about to turn [-]!" Cheng Tianmu looked at her seriously, the lines in the corners of his eyes became clearer and palpable, "Dad can't ignore your business, you can only see it with your own eyes." Seeing that you are happy, father can be free from worries!"

"Dad!" Mo Yi scolded angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about! You're only in your 50s, what are you talking about?! If you do this again, I'll get angry and I won't marry!" After speaking, she pouted and turned away.

nine

"Okay, I won't talk about it." Seeing his daughter's reaction like this, Cheng Tianmu couldn't say anything more, "Anyway, you can handle your own affairs according to your own discretion. Dad has gone to work."

Mo Yi was angry and didn't speak, Cheng Tianmu shook his head helplessly, got up and left.

The sound of the door closing made Mo Yi's heart tense: "Why did I annoy Dad again? I promised to be good, what's the matter with me?! Really." Mo Yi patted himself irritably, a little annoyed up.

But, is it true that I am about to become a leftover girl, so my father is so anxious?
27 years old is really an embarrassing age.It is really helpless that I can no longer pick and choose men like those young and lively girls, and there is no way to just take one home.Have I fallen to this point?A pang of sorrow welled up in Mo Yi's heart.Back then, I, Cheng Moyi, was also a beautiful woman with a sweet smile.However, since my mother passed away unexpectedly, everything is like a pure white floating cloud, which disperses as soon as the wind blows.However, after that, she was also called "Beauty of the Iceberg", but she never thought about it, but now she has become a leftover woman instead.

Then all of this must have happened because of Xue Jinhan.

"Xue Jinhan, you made a mistake, how can you fix it?!"

Cheng Moyi closed his eyes, and threw himself on the comfortable bed to recover his body.

The warm sunlight shone through the window, forming a golden light and shadow on her eyelids.The eye-catching tear mole on the left eye is like a tear that is about to drip, an invisible sadness.Under the sunlight, the fine fluff makes people unconsciously want to cover their fingers and caress them gently. That delicate little mouth is full and stubborn. At the age of 27, she still has a baby face of soft white and porcelain red, so she shouldn't be reduced to the leftover girl of the century.

He covered his head under the quilt angrily, and kicked his feet indiscriminately like an angry little girl.Tsk, I'm not a leftover woman, there are handsome foreigners who confessed to me before returning to China.

so--
"I, Cheng Moyi, must be happy."

The white sunshine circled the scream, floating in the sky of Beijing's tall buildings, as if it was going to reach the ear of the person in the "Nian" bar.

Xue Jinhan was drinking alone in the dark hut at this time, the computer screen was flickering with a charming light, his narrow peach eyes stared at the screen, he did not dare to blink, for fear of missing that beautiful meeting.

"Cheng Moyi, you shouldn't have come back." Muttering to himself with a low voice, Xue Jinhan felt another pain in his heart.

Many years later, from the first moment I saw you, I knew that your tender heart was still full of scars. It was my fault, and my suffering for so many years should be enough to pay you back.Although it can't be worth the mistakes I made, I still hope that you can be well, and now I only hope that you can be well.

On the screen was an old photo from a long time ago: under the midsummer sun, an arrogant prince-like boy, a shy girl with her head down, he looked at her, she lowered her head, her face was blushing and nervous.The crystal sweat, reflecting the bright light in the sun, stabbed the arrogant king ten years later.

When the pale little prince in the past grew up to be the king wearing the laurel crown, the roses around him, not to mention abandonment, have already withered.

So Cheng Moyi, as long as you are happy, I will close the door of my heart and won't let you see that I love you.

have you heard that song
"Please tell her that I don't love her. Laughing sadly, punishing myself. Wanting to end all these struggles, I cheated, and told a sincere lie."

"I don't love, I don't hurt, I don't understand, my heart has already been emptied, and the truth is not sincere."

Cheng Moyi, I won't tell you, I love you.

(End of this chapter)