If the deep sea is not happy

Chapter 13 You Are the Scenery I Pass by Instantly (3)
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On such a cold day, the cold wind blew on the wound, causing bursts of pain.Cheng Moyi walked into the infirmary and did a simple bandage on the scratched area.

It is naturally very difficult for her to forget Xue Jinhan. He is like her sky and cannot be ignored unless the universe changes and time and space intersect.Even if she wanted to leave Xue Jinhan, what could she do?Even though the two of them were in the second grade of high school, they were still in the same classroom. They looked down and saw each other. Cheng Moyi was also a study committee member, so it was inevitable that the two of them would exchange a few words.

It's just that Tian Xiaoxiao must completely destroy Cheng Moyi.

A week later, Cheng Moyi and Qin Ye were chatting casually in the corridor.Qin Ye and Xue Jinhan grew up together, they had a good relationship, and they had a good impression of Cheng Moyi. He once said that if he supported Cheng Moyi and Xue Jinhan as a couple, then Cheng Moyi would be his sister-in-law.Xia Zhilin ran up from downstairs in a hurry, pulled Cheng Moyi and ran downstairs, and said angrily while running: "Quick Moyi, that vixen actually slandered you like this."

Qin Ye didn't understand, so he also ran down.

Many people surrounded the school bulletin board, and everyone was whispering, not knowing what they were talking about.

Cheng Moyi was dragged by Xia Zhilin all the way down from the second floor, then bypassed the teaching building, and ran to the bulletin board. He was already out of breath, and shook off Xia Zhilin's hand and shouted: "Why are you running so fast?" Hurry up, it will kill you." With Xia Zhilin, Cheng Moyi always said something, without the sadness and silence in the eyes of outsiders.

Maybe it was because Moyi trusted her.

Xia Zhilin turned around, with a heartbroken expression of "a rotten wood can't be carved": "That vixen slandered you, and everyone is talking about it, but you are so calm, I really thought that the sky would fall because there would be a tall man standing on top of it." what?"

Cheng Moyi was still digesting the incomprehensible words "vixen" and "slander" in her mind. The people who had been watching the bulletin board all recovered and looked her up and down. Those eyes made Cheng Moyi shudder.

Qin Ye rushed over, waved his hands impatiently at the crowd watching the joke, and said, "Go, go, what are you looking for!"

Everyone knew that he and Xue Jinhan were on the same side, and Xue Jinhan was such an indifferent person. Coupled with the background of the principal, the students all left angrily without saying a word.Another girl whispered: "Actually, if he hadn't spoken so badly, I would have left too for the sake of his handsomeness."

Qin Ye glanced over with an unhappy look, and the crowd immediately fell silent, as if they had dispersed.

Turning around lazily, wanting to act cool in front of Xia Zhilin, only to find that the girl had already dragged Cheng Moyi to look at the bulletin board, so he lowered his head to express his disappointment, then walked over to the two of them and stood still .

A piece of bright red cardboard was pasted on the bulletin board, and it said in flamboyant characters: "Cheng Moyi! Remember it! Xue Jinhan is mine! From now on, you are not allowed to appear in front of Xue Jinhan again! Otherwise, the consequences conceited!"

Such an arrogant font, such an arrogant tone, so proudly proclaiming to everyone: Xue Jinhan is hers!
Qin Ye stood there, opened his mouth, but said nothing.

Indignantly, Xia Zhilin clenched her tiny fists, and turned her head: "See! It's that vixen, she actually posted such disgusting posters on the school bulletin board, isn't she a woman?! Do you know? Reserved?! I was originally a prodigal master, but now I am loyal!"

Cheng Moyi raised his eyelids, and the three characters of "Tian Xiaoxiao" who were so proud of him came into his eyes.

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At that time, Cheng Moyi was such a woman who was not good at arguing. She was always stupid and tongue-tied, and she only wanted to be nice to others, but in the end she hurt herself.Standing there, looking at the dazzling words on the bulletin board, Cheng Moyi only felt the cold that invaded his heart and lungs, and the cold current in winter was not worth one ten thousandth of it.

In fact, she hates Tian Xiaoxiao so much now, not only because she has humiliated her like that!Those things were nothing to her, but Tian Xiaoxiao deserved to be unlucky to hurt Xia Zhilin.

She will never forget this incident, and will never forgive Tian Xiaoxiao.

After "reading", Cheng Moyi tried her best to open her eyes wide to prevent the sour liquid from flowing out. She didn't want to be weak, but she still couldn't be strong in front of love.

Xue Jinhan was like a weakness in her heart, which was in pain.

He was with her, with that vicious woman, he lost her, and found a woman like Tian Xiaoxiao, how distressing it is.

She, Cheng Moyi, is not as good as her?What a big joke!
As the sun set, the warm afterglow reflected on Moyi's pale cheeks. Looking at the tall buildings in the distance, she felt panicked.

Jonas led her into the car, handed her a tissue, and said softly, "Moyi, don't cry."

He was like a child, begging.Her heart is soft and warm, but this is not love.He's a kid, he's only 22, and he's not her love.

She wiped away her tears, opened the car door and wanted to take a taxi home. Jonas stopped her hand from opening the door, tenderly, "Moyi, don't go, let me take care of you in the future, okay? Did that woman bully you? I'll avenge you."

He spoke very seriously, but Mo Yi laughed.She is indeed young.

"Jonas, I should go home."

"No, you haven't promised me yet!" He stubbornly beat her and refused to let go.

Mo Yi has no way to agree to him, she can't say false words, and she can't find high-sounding reasons, he wants an answer, she can only tell the truth, even though it hurts, it is the best way for him.

She knew that all wounds were painful and scarred early.

She no longer evaded, looked straight into his blue jewel-like eyes, and sighed heavily in her heart: "I'm sorry, all I can say is that I failed your kindness."

"Why?" He sat up straight and asked anxiously.

Mo Yi lowered his eyes: "There is no reason for Jonas, it's just that he doesn't love him."

"Impossible, it's impossible for you to have no feelings for me. Otherwise, when there were so many people at the banquet, why did you single out me to talk about your concerns?"

Initially, life in Canada was very difficult. Although Mo Yi had no problems with her English, due to the trauma Xue Jinhan brought to her, she was always taciturn and not good at socializing.When the year was about to pass, Mo Yi was forced by the girl next door to attend a masquerade party held by college students in Toronto, but she couldn't be screwed, so Mo Yi had to agree.

That night, Mo Yi dressed up as the ugly duckling in a Chinese fairy tale, and hid in a quiet corner drinking alone.The prom cup shadows intertwined, and the bright smile deeply stimulated her memory.She drank several glasses of wine in a row and was a little drunk.At that time, Jonas, who had been paying attention to her for a long time, walked up to talk to her. For some reason, she didn't scold and chase him away like she did with those boring boys before, but instead led him to the balcony.

Under the starry sky in a foreign country, she told him so many beautiful childhood stories, about her mother's car accident, her father's running away from home, those difficult lives, and the days when she became rich...but she buried all the details about high school and college alone. During that period, I wove an ordinary high school and college life for myself.

Since then, Jonas has become her only friend in Canada who can speak his mind, but he is gradually attracted by her sadness, and finally confesses his love to her.

This was something Mo Yi had never thought about. Ever since Xue Jinhan, she had told herself that she would never be close to love in the future.So she avoided it again and again.

Knowing that there was no way to escape this time, I said the two sad words "I don't love" with all my heart.

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The feelings in this world are roughly like this. Those you love don’t love you, and those you don’t love love you; some people finally get together, but they hurt each other like hedgehogs; Accompanied for life, some people obviously don't love each other, but because of some secular reasons, they have to be tied together.

Can't it be simpler?Mo Yi still can't figure out this problem, why make everything so complicated?

"I'm sorry Jonas, if I misunderstood you, I really can only say I'm sorry. I don't expect you to forgive me, and I won't hypocritically say that I hope you are happy. I just hope you can forget me. Because I don't deserve it, and Because I don't love."

"I don't understand, and I don't want to understand." Jonas took her hand and put it on his heart, "Listen, these heartbeats are beating for you, feel it, and you will understand me heart of."

Mo Yi was very moved when he heard that, his nose was sore, and he was about to turn on the faucet again.Sniffing in embarrassment, she still persisted.

"Jonas, don't you understand? I am Chinese, a traditional Chinese, I will not marry you Canada, I will not leave China, and there are so many barriers between us, such as cultural , education, and also, you are younger than me."

"Age and national boundaries are no problem. If you don't go to Canada, I can come to China. Besides, I planned to settle here when I came to China this time." Jonas hurriedly explained, hoping to change Moyi's mind.

Mo Yi was helpless, it seemed that the issue of nationality was still quite big, at least he couldn't understand what she meant.

"Jonas, why don't you understand?! It's impossible between us, absolutely impossible," paused, "I don't love you! I don't love you, do you understand?"

"How is it possible?!" Jonas laughed, "Give me some time, I promise, you will fall in love with me." He took her hand, patted his thick chest, "Listen here, here is The voice is calling your name."

Mo Yi couldn't help being moved in his heart, but controlled his emotions rationally, and warned himself not to be soft-hearted. This time, if his heart is soft-hearted, he will harm this simple and sunny Canadian boy in the future.

"Jonas, for me, Canada is just a haven to escape from when I am injured. It is beautiful there, but it is destined to only appear in my life for a short three years. My roots are in China, and the people I love , all the people I cherish are in China. It is my luck to meet you. You are very good, but it is just the scenery that Mo Yi passed by in an instant. I am on my way, and I will not stop for you." Take a deep breath, " Have you ever seen the scenery on the side of the road move forward? My car keeps moving forward, but the scenery on the side of the road can only move backward rapidly, farther and farther away from my world."

After talking so much in one breath, Moyi quietly took out her hand, and folded her arms tightly around her chest.

"I don't understand what you're saying. Your Chinese is very good. I can't understand it. I just want to ask, is the person you love the man just now?"

"No!" Mo Yi blurted out.

Looking at the scenery outside the car window, Jonas smiled and shook his head, "You have his shadow carved in your eyes, I can see it."

Mo Yi was dumbfounded.

"I am the scenery you pass by in an instant, but he is the scenery you have been obsessed with all your life, right?" Jonas' voice choked up.

With hair disheveled by the evening wind, Moyi looked calm: "Jonas, do you want to hear my story, the story I buried for three years."

"If you want to talk, I will listen carefully."

(End of this chapter)