If the deep sea is not happy

Chapter 15 In the old days, a cool teenage dream (2)
When the phone rang, Xue Jinhan was startled, afraid that he would be discovered by Mo Yi.Just as he was panicking, he saw Mo Yi take out his cell phone from his pocket.Vaguely, he felt her smile.

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"Dad, why do you have time to call me?" Mo Yi suppressed his crying and answered the phone, with undisguised joy in his tone.

"Are you back from a business trip? That's great. I'm on vacation tomorrow. Dad, you want to take me out for a big meal." In fact, Mo Yi just wanted to see her father soon so that she could temporarily forget those sad things.

"Oh, you don't need to pick me up. I'll take the bus with Zhilin to go back...it's okay, don't worry, Dad."

Xue Jinhan turned his ears sideways, feeling her joy, and felt desolate in his heart.

"Well, I'll take care of myself, don't worry."

Her heart, which was hurting so badly, gradually got better under her father's warm words, but after hanging up the phone, she once again thought of that nasty boy and that hurtful sentence.

She took a deep breath and clenched her fists to cheer herself up: "Smelly Xue Jinhan, if you like to drink or not, forget it if you starve to death, thinking that I love to bring it to you, every time I squeeze the canteen so hard, I am willing to do it for you!" .Are you the only one who is proud? I am also proud. It’s fine if you don’t appreciate it, go play with your little beauty, I don’t bother to talk to you.”

She talked so much to herself, Xue Jinhan hid behind her back and wanted to laugh.Is this girl so cute?
But she didn't know that he really cared about her actions, but there was a hurdle in his heart that he couldn't get over.

That was the first night of romantic lingering in his memory. He and she sat facing each other, looking at the same dark blue night sky. He was with her, listening to her little unknown secrets, and his heart was filled with joy. .

Mo Yi spent the whole evening self-study in the fun of cursing Xue Jinhan. When the voices started to bustle and the day's evening self-study was over, she stood up and patted the dirt on her body, and slowly left like a proud white swan.

Back in the dormitory, Xia Zhilin immediately jumped on her body, "Why did you go, dare to skip class, and the phone is still turned off. Be careful, I will tell Dad Cheng to go."

"you dare!"

Mo Yi started, laughing and scratching Zhilin's itch.Zhilin came back immediately, the two laughed and quarreled, and fell on the bed, the girl in the dormitory said: "I don't know, I thought you two were engaged in GL."

Zhilin stretched lazily, pretending to be surprised: "What? Don't you know we've been dating for almost three years?" Then she gave an unscrupulous smile.

Mo Yi pushed her: "You, you are out of shape every day."

After the play, the two lay quietly on Zhilin's bed, looking at the wooden plank above the bed, not knowing what to say.Zhilin was struggling, not knowing whether to mention that name or not.

In the end, it was Mo Yi who spoke first, with a calm voice without any ups and downs: "No matter what he looks like, in my eyes, he is always the one who said to me with a smirk, 'Come on, little girl, sit at the same table with me. 'Silly boy, I am willing to watch over him, hoping he can shine."

"However, I have a bad premonition that you will be deeply hurt by him." Zhilin's voice was gentle and full of worry.

"If it is destined to be a robbery, you can't escape it. It's better to face it. Maybe there is still a glimmer of life."

"Forget it, I know you're stubborn, I can't say no to you, I just hope you can be happy in the future." Zhilin sighed, then got up and looked at Moyi excitedly, "I took care of the girl who bullied you this afternoon."

"What did you do?" Mo Yi was surprised.

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He raised his head and looked at Jonas, "Do you know how Xia Zhilin helped me deal with that girl? The girl who made me sharp for the first time." As he spoke, he couldn't help covering his mouth and laughing up.I'm afraid Mo Yi will feel happy only when he recalls the scene when he was with Qin Yezhilin in the past.

"What?" Jonas looked puzzled. "how did you make it?"

Cheng Moyi put his mouth close to Jonas' ear, and said softly, "Zhilin actually..." Then his voice suddenly amplified, "A snake was put in that girl's belly! Haha." Laughing in a very imageless way, Tears came out laughing.

Jonas was stunned for a long time before he realized it, and he followed Cheng Moyi with a silly smile.

"That one is called Xia Zhilin, and she seems to treat you very well."

"Yes," Mo Yi said, looking at the crowds and vehicles outside the car, "Zhilin is a good girl, with a cheerful personality and a kind heart. She really has nothing to say to me. Do you know that we are all single-parent families Maybe because of this, it is easier for us to be friends."

She still remembers that on the second day after she was transferred to Class [-], a girl with a ponytail stood in front of her desk, tilted her head, and smiled sweetly: "Cheng Moyi, my name is Xia Zhilin, I want to Be friend."

Her bright smile made Mo Yi's eyes light up. He reached out and shook the girl's hand, but what he asked was, "Why?"

"Because I like you." The girl still laughed, but this sentence made Mo Yi unable to sit still.

I don't like girls.She muttered to herself.

Xia Zhilin pulled the empty bench and sat in front of her, leaned over and said, "Don't get me wrong, I still like boys, I just like your personality, and I just want to be friends with you."

"I see." She nodded.

So the two became good friends, and this friendship has lasted until now, and will continue to continue.

She said, Jonas, do you know, if I hadn’t met Xia Zhilin, I really don’t know if I would have survived, if I could have persisted, those cold but faintly warm youths are a heavy burden.

Youthful feelings are a poem, beautiful but short-lived. When Mo Yi was about to turn 28, he suddenly looked up and realized that what he insisted on at that time was not stupidity or stubbornness, but a bridge that must be crossed in youth.

She didn't fall down to ashes, nor did she cross quickly to the other side. Instead, her bridge was longer than others. Mo Yi felt that she would have to walk for a lifetime until she closed her eyes before she could get relief.

"So, what about the girl? Are they dating?"

Moyi opened the car window, and the hot summer wind came in immediately. Jonas unscrewed a bottle of water and handed it to her, "That's natural, Xue Jinhan has always been such a merciless dandelion," smiled for his own Metaphorically cheering, "He is not only dating that girl, he has never lacked girls, but at that time, I always believed that he was not that kind of person, his nature is kind, just because he sat with him I have been at the same table for two years, and I just think so self-righteously that he is a good man."

What a silly girl, thinking that his lingering in the flowers was all because he didn't know how to cherish, and it was all because he didn't know how to love, but later, Tian Xiaoxiao, the heroine in the photo on Xue Jinhan's computer, appeared , broke all her fantasies.

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As the night darkened, the cool evening wind blew in from the lowered car window, messing up Cheng Moyi's hair, entangled and fluttered like a butterfly.Hair casually combed: "Is there any smoke?"

Jonas was taken aback, and took a long time to react before he took out a cigarette and handed it to Cheng Moyi.

Her fingers were slender and slender, and the white cigarette was silently between her fingers, placed on her slightly parted lips, and Jonas lit the fire for her.

As soon as he took a sip, Moyi's tears were choked out. Jonas caressed her back nervously. Through the thin clothing, he could feel the smoothness and softness of her body. His face blushed unconsciously. Seeing that she was getting better, he quickly withdrew his hand.

Where did Cheng Moyi know how to smoke? Now she can get drunk even after drinking red wine, so how could she touch cigarettes?She was just overwhelmed by memories and wanted to find a way to vent.

With her eyes slightly closed, she leaned back on the chair, her voice hoarse: "Jonas, can you imagine? Can you imagine how sad I was at that time? At that time, I didn't even have the position to blame him, how humble I was I just wanted to be by his side, but I was disillusioned when he labeled Tian Xiaoxiao as a 'girlfriend'." At that time, she watched them kiss each other at the back of the classroom, feeling so distressed that she seemed to die generally.

Jonas was silent.

He really didn't know how to comfort this charming but innocent woman in front of him. Her feelings were beyond his comprehension.He always thought that love is a happy thing, if it makes people sad, he should let go early.So up to now, every love of his has been painless.

But it is also the easiest to forget. Some people who have been together before meet each other after a while, but they can't even remember their names.

When he met Cheng Moyi, the word "can't get it" began to appear in his love, and it was because he couldn't get it that he had the idea that he had to get it.

Maybe it's not love.

He looked at her, speechless.

"You know what? At that time she stood there like a proud princess, just standing there, she could star-studded, it hurt my eyes. She said, 'That boy, I'm going to make it.' I I thought Xue Jinhan would be just playing around like before, but this time, he was in front of me," tears rolled down her delicate face.

"Am I not a princess? Who is not a princess? It is only because I am not valued by my beloved that I become a disgraced Cinderella. For him, I lowered myself and lowered myself from the throne of a princess to Cinderella. I hope I can get him to be sincere. Jonas, I love him so much."

Jonas looked at her helplessness, but couldn't give her warmth.She had never accepted his kindness to her, not even a friend's hug.

He opened the car door and wanted to find that man. He thought that only Xue Jinhan could comfort her.Only Xue Jinhan's comfort could she accept with a smile.

Cheng Moyi held him and prevented him from getting out of the car: "What do you want to do? Don't go to him, can you? I finally left 'Nian' with what I thought was the most beautiful posture. I don't want to be cowardly in front of him again."

Jonas had no choice but to turn around and sit down, watching her without saying a word.

In "Nian", as soon as Cheng Moyi left, Xue Jinhan grabbed Tian Xiaoxiao who was sitting in his arms, got up and left.Leaving Tian Xiaoxiao standing there, secretly puzzled: "What are you doing?!"

"You'd better keep me quiet!" After leaving a word, he left without looking back.

Cheng Moyi didn't know that when she was immersed in memories and couldn't extricate herself, there was a person who also locked herself in the room, staring at the somewhat yellowed photo on the computer with cherry blossoms, teenagers, and girls in a daze.

Those young days are deeply engraved on the wall of my heart and become memories that will never be mottled.

(End of this chapter)