If the deep sea is not happy

Chapter 19 Where can the remaining energy on the shoulders last (1)
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At the end of getting into the taxi, the corners of Cheng Moyi's mouth were still raised, and he didn't let it go for a long time.

Seeing Li Zerui, the former lively and innocent Cheng Moyi seemed to be revived again, as if he had returned to the time when Cheng Tianmu and Mo Xiaorui were still in love with each other in their hometown in Shanxi more than ten years ago.Raising the corners of his mouth, he looked at the picturesque scenery that kept receding outside the window. The dimple on his left cheek seemed to be filled with intoxicating alcohol, and the aroma of the wine was charming.

She held Li Zerui's beautifully made business card between her fingers, and looked at the afterglow of the setting sun carefully.Looking at those three words of Li Zerui now, De is no longer the snotty little brat he was more than ten years ago. He has already changed his appearance and become the shining focus.Like Xue Jinhan, he has become the kind of man that people will never forget.

She remembered the word that flashed through her mind when she first saw him sitting in a Lamborghini sports car: steady.However, the next moment the man took off his sunglasses, pulled a childlike smile, and said to her, "It's okay." How can a person have so many faces?When he answered the phone in the private room, he looked another way, and when he confronted Xue Jinhan, he looked like a little beast guarding his treasure.

But, no matter how he changed, when facing Cheng Moyi, he was still that little kid.

Thinking of this, Cheng Moyi put away his business card, closed his eyes and leaned on the back of the chair.

When we parted just now, Li Zerui insisted on driving Cheng Moyi home, but was rejected.She regarded him as the snotty little kid in her memory, that's why she said boldly, "The things we did, the little tricks we played, and our little habits are still the same as before." However, Li Zerui looked at her red face with a smile, and in front of so many passers-by, he lowered his head and pecked her smirking face lightly, and said very seriously: "So God let us meet again, just In order to continue the frontier.”

It was just a moment, but Cheng Moyi, who was immersed in joy, reacted. She looked at Li Zerui's serious face and listened to the sincere words of love, but she was suddenly panicked.

There was once a man who looked at her with fiery and sincere eyes and said that he would accompany her for the rest of his life, but in the end, he still deeply hurt her infatuation and satirized her persistence.

She is almost 28 years old and has passed the age of believing in Prince Charming. In her eyes, the cloak of fairy tales is gray.Love once, hurt once, her heart is already scarred, the feeling of being submerged in sea water is too sad, she has no way to bear it anymore, she can only escape and hide in her own world, thinking that she will not get hurt this way.

How can it be? !
With a sad smile, even the driver couldn't help sneaking a few glances from the rearview mirror inside the car.Thanks to Xue Jinhan, the current Cheng Moyi is simply a beauty who does not touch the fireworks of the world.

When I got home, the whole building was pitch black, surrounded by the warm lights of the surrounding houses, looking so desolate and cold.

Cheng Tianmu hadn't come home yet, Mo Yi walked around, turned on all the lights in the room, sat on the sofa exhaustedly, took out his cell phone and wanted to call his father and ask him what he wants to eat tonight, so that he can go to the food Market to buy vegetables.

When I turned it out, I found that the phone had automatically shut down when it was out of power, so I had to find a charger again.The phone was turned on, and before it could fully react, it ran out of more than a dozen text messages in one go.

Cheng Moyi was curious. After so many years, no one had ever looked for her so urgently in such a short period of time.She's always been the one to be ignored.

With a light tap of your finger, flip it over.

It's Liu Bin.

"Sister Mo Yi! Hurry up to the People's Hospital! Something happened to Mr. Cheng!!!"

Stupidly staying there, trying to digest the dozen or so life-like Chinese characters.

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After being dazed for a long time, she finally plucked up the courage to dial Liu Bin's phone number. After two beeps, Liu Bin picked up the phone immediately. It seems that he has always held the phone in his hand, otherwise he would not It would be so soon, "Sister Moyi, you finally turned on the phone." It was a tone of relief.

"What happened to my father?" She said so eagerly, wishing to know the news of her father immediately, but also afraid that the news after knowing it would make her despair.That is the most important relative in her life, and she must never lose him again.

"I'm not too sure. Come to the People's Hospital quickly. Where are you? I'll pick you up." Liu Bin was also anxious.Cheng Tianmu has a gentle personality and gave him a stable and not very hard job so that he could support his family. He kept this kindness in his heart, so he naturally cared about Cheng Tianmu very much.

Cheng Moyi immediately refused: "No need, you stay there, I'll go out and take a taxi right now, we'll talk about it when we meet."

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Moyi's heart suddenly felt empty, which made her more sad than the one full of fishy and salty sea water.If Xue Jinhan's betrayal took away her entire sky, then if Cheng Tianmu left, she would lose the whole world.

She hastily unplugged the phone's charger, replaced it with another battery, and called Xia Zhilin while running outside.At this time, she really didn't know who else she could call, who else she could let her show her inner fragility.

She knew she was not a strong woman.

Who said that if a woman is invincible, it must be because of lack of love.

But the current Cheng Moyi, even invincible, is pretending to be invincible.It's just because I don't want my loved ones to worry about me, so I smiled and told them that I was doing well.In fact, whether it is good or not, only those nightmares that haunt her every night know.

"Zhilin, something happened to my dad, what should I do?" She said so eagerly, tears could not stop falling down.

Xia Zhilin was watching a Korean drama with a tissue in her arms, crying with snot and tears.Picking up Cheng Moyi's call, as soon as she heard her wet voice, she immediately threw away the tissue box, squatted on the sofa with bare feet, and whispered softly: "What's wrong? Moyi, don't worry, speak slowly .”

Cheng Moyi's flustered heart calmed down strangely after hearing Xia Zhilin's voice, "I was going to go home to make dinner for my dad after shopping today, but I ran into Jonas who came from Canada. Later, when he left, I met an old friend again. This afternoon was wasted for a long time. I didn’t know that my phone was out of battery and turned off. I just returned home to recharge it, and saw dozens of text messages from Liu Bin, saying My dad has an accident, and he is in the People's Hospital." She turned and locked the gate, and ran to the side of the road to hail a taxi.

This is a relatively quiet place. Most of the residents are rich and have private cars, so there are very few taxis passing by.Standing there, Cheng Moyi didn't see a car passing by for a long time, and remembered it as if there was a fire burning in his heart.

She saw a car on the other side of the road with the lights still on. There should be someone there, and she didn't care about being reserved, so she ran over and asked eagerly, "Can you please take me to the People's Hospital? A very important person is hospitalized, but I can't stop a taxi now..." She had tears in her eyes, and it was dark, so she didn't pay attention to what kind of car was parked there, and she didn't see the people in the car at all. Face.

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"Get in the car." It was a pleasant, deliberately low male voice, and the people in the car started the car without any hesitation.

Cheng Moyi smiled gratefully, kept saying thank you, then opened the door of the back seat and sat in.With the mobile phone still close to her ear, Xia Zhilin yelled, "Who are you talking to?" She was clearly on the phone with herself, but she said something to send her to the hospital.

Cheng Moyi did not explain, and she is not in the mood to explain now. "Zhilin, I'm in the car now, and I'll be at the People's Hospital in about half an hour."

"Do you have any questions, do you need me to go now?" Xia Zhilin was very worried that Cheng Moyi was alone. She had suffered too many blows and tribulations in the past twenty years, and she loved her very much.Sometimes thinking about it, if possible, she would even be willing to bear those unspeakable pains for her.

The unspeakable pain is the most real pain.

"No need, take good care of your baby at home. I'll call you if there's anything else." Having experienced the first ordeal in her life, Mo Yi knew how much she cherished the crystallization of her love with Qin Ye. Wan was careless, but there was never a moment in his heart that he was worried that Qin Ye would suddenly hate him one day.

Those gray pasts, as long as you think about it, are like a densely woven net, tightly wrapped around the heart, and tightened, tightened until the fragile heart can hardly breathe.

She hung up the phone, closed her eyes tiredly and leaned back on the chair, her red lips parted slightly: "I'm sorry to trouble you."

There was no response from the front, only the car was driving slowly on the smooth road.There was a burst of soothing light music in the carriage, and Cheng Moyi couldn't stop the drowsiness that hit him like a sea wave, and fell asleep with his head tilted.

The man driving the car stared at Cheng Moyi's smooth forehead, slightly wrinkled brows, and slender neck from the rearview mirror, with a soft smile on his face, and a sudden impulse arose in his heart, wanting to take her Hugged tightly in his arms, kissed affectionately, and told her that he missed her very much.

Finally suppressed that idea.

He knew that Cheng Moyi's current thoughts had gone to the People's Hospital. The only thing he could do now, which would not make her feel disgusted, was to drive the car to the People's Hospital in the shortest possible time. Yes, the future is long.

And Cheng Moyi fell into a nightmare again.

The boundless cold sea water, the entangled seaweed, and the darkness where you can't see the edge even if you open your eyes.Cheng Moyi felt that his body was floating in the sea, surrounded by entangled seaweed, submerged from his ankles to his chest.The only thing she could move was those dazed eyes. Even if she tried to open them wide, she couldn't see the light of hope light up, and she couldn't see someone descending from the sky like a prince, with a dazzling light all over her body, smiling at her drowned. reach out.

The tide was flooding, and her hair wrapped around her body like seaweed. She closed her eyes tightly, trying to struggle, but she couldn't move, shout, couldn't yell.An indescribable pain wrapped tightly around her chest, making her feel worse than death.

Ah!
A shrill scream sounded, and Cheng Moyi bounced off his seat, sweating profusely, staring blankly at the front.

The car stopped suddenly, and the person in front quickly opened the door to get out of the car, opened the rear door and sat on it, concerned and anxious: "Moyi Moyi, what's wrong with you?"

Cheng Moyi slowly turned his head like a controlled puppet, looking at the man's face, his eyes paled in an instant.She pushed him away fiercely and screamed sharply: "Get out! I don't want to see you again!" She opened the car door and fled in a hurry, her high heels knocking on the road making an uneasy sound.

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She ran so flustered, as if if she stayed for a second longer, she would fall into the trap of his occasional tenderness again, as stupid as she was many years ago, desperate for his stingy tenderness.

However, she didn't know where it was, she changed her running footsteps, and she didn't dare to move when she stood still.The high heels had already broken the moment she ran out of the car, and she stood there like a child who couldn't find her way home.

The man chased after her, picked her up from behind without hesitation, and walked back. Cheng Moyi struggled wildly in his strong arms, his black hair wrapped around the buttons of his shirt, pulling Cheng Moyi's scalp Suffering from the pain, he yelled "Xue Jinhan, you are a bastard, put me down!"

Xue Jinhan ignored her struggle, and held her expressionlessly until he put her into the car, and closed the car door with a "bang".Cheng Moyi was thrown on the seat by him, and he was so angry that he kicked the car door vigorously with the pair of broken heel shoes until his ankle hurt.

Xue Jinhan got in the car and started the car, "If you still want to see the person you mentioned, you'd better be quiet, otherwise, I can't guarantee that I will send you to the People's Hospital obediently." In fact, he didn't think so , even if it is the ends of the earth, he is willing to accompany her, but just saying it, it becomes such uncomfortable words to listen to.

These words immediately calmed the mad Cheng Moyi. She squinted at the man in the driver's seat through the rearview mirror, her eyes looked so resentful.If she hadn't wanted to see her father quickly, she wouldn't have taken the car of this cold-blooded man.

"Very good." Seeing Cheng Moyi calm down instantly, Xue Jinhan smiled slightly, "It's great to be obedient like this, sit down obediently, and you'll be at the hospital soon." His voice was unusually gentle, Cheng Moyi felt a chill in his heart.

Many years ago, she was so looking forward to his gentle words and comfort, but in the end, all he gave her was an indifferent expression and a determined back.

Xue Jinhan, in the past, who gave you the right to hurt me?

It's me, the one who doesn't understand world affairs, love, hate, love and hatred.No, she's not me. The current Cheng Moyi is already a heartless puppet. Although she smiles, she has no warmth. Although she cries, her heart doesn't hurt.

She closed her eyes, "Let's go." With a light sentence, the strangeness of how many light years had passed.

Xue Jinhan was startled, looked at Cheng Moyi's pale face, didn't say anything, just turned on his horsepower, and galloped towards the People's Hospital.

Ten minutes later, the red car stopped at the entrance of the hospital. Cheng Moyi took off his broken heel, opened the car door and jumped out. Without looking at Xue Jinhan again, he ran into the hospital gate.

The soft and beautiful woman running barefoot naturally attracted the attention of many people, and she was not embarrassing. What could compare to her father's position in her heart.As long as she sees that he is fine, she doesn't care what other people's eyes are doing.

She ran all the way to the nurse's desk, and eagerly asked a patient named Cheng Tianmu which ward he lived in. The nurse with clean eyebrows smiled and said in a gentle voice: "302." Looking at the nurse's youthful face, Cheng Moyi was in a daze , Many years ago, my smile was probably so sweet.

She turned around quickly, said thank you, and immediately rushed to the door of ward 302.Standing there, flustered beyond control.

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Cheng Moyi stood there, looking at the thick door, put on the shoes with broken heels indiscriminately, took a deep breath, and was about to reach out to push the door open, when the door opened.

Liu Bin took the car keys, opened the door and saw Cheng Moyi standing at the door, his face was overjoyed, he turned his head to Cheng Tianmu who was on the hospital bed and said, "Cheng Dong, Miss Cheng is here." open circuit.

Originally, Cheng Tianmu waited for a long time but couldn't wait for his daughter's figure, so he was worried for a while.The daughter has only returned to China for less than half a month, could it be that she got lost?So he asked Liu Bin, who was with him, to go out to have a look. Unexpectedly, Cheng Moyi was already standing at the door of the ward, but he didn't dare to go any further.

Cheng Moyi stepped in, and a strong and pungent smell of potion immediately hit her nostrils. She resisted it, and walked towards her father who was lying weak on the hospital bed and looked at her with a smile.

"Dad." Shouted, but couldn't hold back his tears, "What's wrong with you? How did you end up in the hospital? How did you end up in the hospital when you were in such good health?"

Cheng Tianmu held his daughter's hand and wanted to sit up.Cheng Moyi hurriedly supported him, and put the pillow up against the wall, letting Cheng Tianmu lean on it.

"I'm fine. That kid Liu Bin is too worried. Look, am I fine?" He held his daughter's hand, not daring to let go.I can't remember how many years, and I have never been so close to my daughter.

Liu Bin, who was standing aside, lowered his head in embarrassment, "He said he was fine, but he suddenly fainted in the office this afternoon, which frightened a group of people." Hearing this tone, it seemed like a father was scolding an ignorant child , Cheng Tianmu laughed as soon as he heard it, and Cheng Moyi also laughed, and now Liu Bin was even more embarrassed.

(End of this chapter)