Youth Rebellion

Chapter 14 Ruochen's First Love
The days passed day by day like this, Ruochen served her mathematics carefully and diligently every day, but she complied with the sentence: mathematics abused me thousands of times, and I still treat mathematics like first love.

I was busy with the literature club and the school newspaper on weekends, and of course there was another very important thing, which was to wait for the letter from Xueba Xiao J and reply in time.

I don't know when it started, Ruochen always looks forward to the letter from Xiao J so much, if the letter arrives on the expected date, she will be full of joy, if there is no letter, she will unconsciously feel depressed.

Every time I read his letter, I have to secretly find a secluded place to open it respectfully by myself. If possible, I have to burn incense, take a bath, and wash my hands before reading the letter. Read it one sentence at a time, and read it at least three or five times before starting to write a reply, so that later, Ruochen can recite the content of every letter from Xiao J, maybe this is the beginning of love that even he didn't realize.

Every time I write a reply letter, I often finish writing it. When I look back, if there is something wrong or inappropriate, I will rewrite it. I am afraid that Xiao J will think that she is not careful enough and that she is shallow and ignorant when she reads her letter.

At this time, the little J in the letter is the perfect boy in Ruochen's eyes. He is tall and handsome, strong and self-disciplined. He really has no shortcomings, and in Ruochen's eyes, shortcomings are also advantages.For example, people said that he had a long face, and joked that he had a donkey face, but Ruochen said that it was better than a face without a face!People said that his family was too poor, his parents were too honest, and he was often bullied.Ruochen retorted that the child of the poor has long been the head of the family, he is so strong and self-disciplined, no matter what the environment is, he can not give up on himself, he is really our role model.

Moreover, after Ruochen found out about his family's situation, she felt that she wanted to protect him, and sometimes even fantasized about going back with him, verbally fighting those villagers who bullied them!Ruochen can't see people being bullied, and often loves to fight against injustices. My best friend said with a smile, I think you were born in the wrong age. If you go back to ancient times, you might be a heroine of the generation who helped the weak and the poor.

Many years later, many people discarded innocence in the process of growing up. When they lived with masks, and when the emotional world was full of impurities, Ruochen sometimes missed the feelings at that time, to be precise, liking someone, never Consider only a person, without any substance.

The feelings at that time were as pure as a crystal without any impurities, and one could see the heart at a glance, transparent and transparent.Even if you are a beggar, I am willing to wander with you, even if you live without food and clothing, without any complaints, as long as you have me in your heart.

During that time, Ruochen always thought that the only outstanding boy who caught her eye was Xiao J.

And what she couldn't get used to at that time was the kind of person who was holding a broken jar, didn't repair it properly, and just dropped it casually!In layman's terms, it is a person who does not want to make progress even if others want to help him.At that time, the standard for measuring a good student was whether you had good grades, and a good character was even better.If your grades are not good, do you have any aggressiveness? If you don’t even have self-motivation, it is estimated that any girl’s eyes will not be easy to get in, except of course the apples in each other’s eyes.

At the end of the first grade, all the high schools in Longdu County implement the joint entrance examination. It is estimated that the school has more high-quality students. For example, how many of the top [-] students are from your school, and how many are from other schools... Everyone The student numbers were messed up, and they were assigned to the examination rooms of different schools. Ruochen was lucky to be assigned to this school.

After lunch, Ruochen and Lin Yan took a walk in the campus and walked to the national flag. Ruochen was stunned because she saw Xiao J and a boy walking from the opposite side, talking and laughing!But before he saw Ruochen, Ruochen's heart beat faster, like being hit by a deer!

I was even so nervous that I didn't know whether I should talk to him or not, what should I talk to him about?Damn it!The last time I saw him on the bus, I didn't feel this way, Ruochen secretly complained that he was worthless.

Lin Yan turned her head and saw Ruochen standing there in a daze, and urged her, "What's wrong with you? Are you stunned? Hurry up." At this time, Xiao J had already walked up to Ruochen, and it seemed that the two of them had a good chat. Very happy, still didn't notice Ruochen who was standing there.

At the moment he was about to miss, Ruochen mustered up his courage, blushed and called out: "Little J!"

Little J turned his head and saw Ruochen, so he stopped and smiled and said, "Ruochen, you haven't been separated?"

"Well, yes..." Ruochen didn't dare to look him in the eyes.

"Have you eaten yet?" Little J asked.

"Eat." Ruochen replied weakly.

"Oh, we are going to buy a book in a bookstore outside." Little J said.

"Well, okay, then you guys go, I'm going back to the dormitory too." Ruochen replied mechanically.

We said goodbye to each other and walked away.

Almost to the dormitory, Ruochen seems to have not recovered yet.Lin Yan asked her, "Who is that?"

Ruochen blushed and said, "A classmate."

Because Ruochen hadn't mentioned him to Lin Yan at that time, for Ruochen at that time, the matter between her and Xiao J was like this: shy to see others, shocking to observe, afraid of being questioned, obvious characteristics of unrequited love!
Back in the dormitory, Ruochen came back to his senses.It's useless to scold yourself secretly, you can't even say a word, and after finally meeting, you actually ask nonsense like if you have eaten!However, my mind was blank at the time, and I really couldn't remember what to say!I feel really stupid and stupid!Later, I saw that there is a saying that is true, in front of the person you like, a woman's IQ is zero!

After the entrance exam is over, Ruochen doesn't care about the ranking of the entrance exam. Her task is to participate, and the stage ranking is not yet on the list, let alone the big entrance exam.Saving snacks is not as meaningful as doing a math problem.

Not long after, I received a letter from Little J. From his letter, Ruochen knew that he had entered the top [-] in the joint entrance examination. His future is boundless. Among the tens of thousands of candidates, those who entered the top [-] are all elites from various schools. !In the world of communication, the two of them are like old friends who have known each other for a long time. They talk about everything in study, and occasionally talk about life, things about old classmates from junior high school, but in reality, why do they seem like strangers?Ruochen was puzzled, of course this was her own feeling, she had no way of knowing what Xiao J was thinking, maybe he was calm at all, and she was already tossing there.Different standpoints, different thoughts, and of course different results.

(End of this chapter)