Youth Rebellion

Chapter 18 Is it a letter?Or is it a love letter in the way of a master?

The first snow in the winter of the sophomore year of high school fell outside the window one after another.Ruochen repeatedly read Xiao J's letter under the window, racking his brains to figure out how to reply.

After reading this letter, Ruochen had an illusion, saying it was a letter, but rather a good prose with a bit of sadness, also like a metaphorical love letter.

Ruochen completely admired his literary talent and words, and she felt that her only advantage over him was ruthlessly surpassed!Judging from the style of writing in the letter, the style of writing is sophisticated and mature, and you can't see the immature style of middle school students. Maybe it is the tempering of life that made his thoughts mature prematurely. 's obsessed.

Ruochen almost published it in the school newspaper because it was so good, but he was afraid that Xiao J would call her crazy, so he gave up.

The content of the letter is as follows:

Ruochen:

Every year, every year, every year, it's like this year when the snow is falling, we stand by the railing, and the snow is flying and the winter is deep.

The snow is beautiful; the sky is very cold, it seems to be the taste of coldness, which is wonderful.

I haven't heard from you for a long time, and I thought you didn't want others to disturb your study, so I gradually gave up the idea of ​​writing letters.

When I received the letter, there were many feelings, and I realized that I was really lonely before. (It was only later that Ruochen found out that she hadn't received the letter from him. Ruochen also thought that he didn't want people to disturb his intense study, so he didn't reply to her, so he endured and didn't write to him again. Later According to Ruochen's 'investigation' and confirmation, it turned out that the head teacher withheld the letter written by Xiao J to her. Maybe the head teacher noticed that Ruochen was a little abnormal, and Ruochen, who was not a life committee member, ran to the office every day. Taking letters is more active than the life committee members. Ruochen once thought about asking the class teacher why she withheld her letters, but after thinking about it, the class teacher was very kind to her, and even transferred the female student bully Xiao Yu to her. At the same table, help her improve her math grades, and feel that her studies have declined recently, so she made such a bad move. What's more, Ruochen really has a ghost in his heart, so he is afraid of people knocking on the door, so he thinks he is unlucky and can only do better in the future protective measures)

Indeed, life in high school has a special taste, that is hard work and enterprising.Very hard-working, very tenacious, and very tiring—who told us to come to a prestigious university? We will pay what we have to pay. As for the harvest, it is up to God.

My parents have always cared about my grades, especially my mother, the ranking is very important to her.I understand, and I understand, who calls us children? My parents have worked hard for many years, and they deserve some comfort. I can only work harder to repay them.

Peaceful days, strange feelings.However, I am grateful for everyone who helps me.

Don't know what the real tomorrow and future will look like in the future?Or because I didn't work hard enough, or maybe because of some ignorant stupidity, what will I lose tomorrow?I don't know if the amiable people who care about me can comfort me when I'm down in the future? (It was this sentence that once made Ruochen think that he was hinting to himself that he also liked him, and that he was afraid of losing himself)

The only consolation is that if you know your goals and know what you can do, you will not talk about illusory dreams, and you will not be arrogant, only down-to-earth, and only responsible.Life cannot be imagined, and the real one is a bit cruel.

I won't write "the future is long", that is self-deception: too much needs to be done, and life is too short.Knowing how to do it is great, the key is whether to do it.The above words are written for you and for yourself.Whether you understand it or not, it doesn't matter.As long as we keep going and do what we should do without wasting time, it seems to be fine.

Don't talk to others that I want to be admitted to a certain famous university, but keep your ideal in your heart, you will find that it is a kind of motivation, an inexhaustible motivation.Only the vulgar mediocrity can't wait to show the ideal.They know that they can't realize it at all, if they don't say it, no one will know that they have such an ideal, this is their sorrow, they are not reconciled, so they are showing off nothingness (seeing this, Ruochen is glad that he decided in his heart The goal of Beijing Foreign Studies University has not been mentioned to others, otherwise it will become a ridiculous vulgar person).Work hard in peace, persevere in peace, self-control, self-regulation, everything depends on yourself.The so-called attitude is everything, mentality is very important.

I hope that we can all realize our ideals in the days to come, let's work hard together!

Happy!
Little J on a certain day in a certain year
There are also words on the back of the letter paper, and it reads like this in reverse:

In addition, a graffiti poem is attached, don't laugh at it:
ups and downs laughing

Alba by the sea

Thousand Sails Sing Sea Breeze

A piece of dense net is scattered in the hands

harvest in july

Clouds cover the moon

Tomorrow's Snow Lights Up

The heart of the trendy child is walking at the head of the tide
ups and downs laughing

It's no wonder that Ruochen didn't know how to reply to this letter at that time, even if he occasionally read it ten years later, he still didn't know how to reply.

Ruochen smiled wryly, and said to himself: "No wonder you can only be friends with Xueba later, but not boyfriend and girlfriend. The two people are not on the same level. The generation gap between them, even after another ten years of cultivation , still not filled, I am such a vulgar little girl, but I can be regarded as doing what I want to do."

Back to the topic.

At the end of the evening self-study, Ruochen was still thinking about how to write a reply letter, Lin Yan suddenly appeared behind her, and said: "Whose letter is this, it makes you so fascinated, it's true!"

(End of this chapter)