Youth Rebellion

Chapter 39

After dinner, Ruochen went back to the dormitory with Nan'er, and Jia Xiaotao went back to his dormitory.

As soon as she arrived at the dormitory, Nan'er excitedly said to her roommates as if she had discovered a new world: "Sisters, guess what I encountered today?"

A few of them dismissed it and said, "Cut, what can you find? Could it be that you saw a fairy!"

Nan'er said: "You guys have really watched too much Water Moon Cave, what's the meaning of the gods, I saw Ruochen."

They said puzzledly: "I can see Ruochen every day, what's so strange?"

Nan'er pretended to be mysterious and said: "The key is that there is a tall handsome guy beside Ruochen!"

At first, several people were not interested in Nan'er's words, but when they heard Nan'er say this, they gathered around and said, "Really, really? Are you handsome? Which department is it from?" Made a 360 turn.

Ruochen smiled and said, "You guys are really gossips!"

Then several people chattered around Ruochen: "Really, when did you hook up, tell me the truth! Otherwise we're tickling?"

Ruochen thought to himself, if I don't satisfy their curiosity, I won't sleep tonight.

So, she started from how she got to know each other until the end of eating in the restaurant. Of course, she didn't say that the reason why she got close to Jia Xiaotao was because he was like Ye Liang.

At noon the next day, a few people in the dormitory and Teng Yun had to accompany Ruochen to restaurant No. 2 for dinner. They would rather miss Shuiyuedongtian than go see what Jia Xiaotao is like.

Ruochen said, don't scare people, we are just ordinary friends, you two are like going on a blind date with me!

The sisters smiled and said, "That's right. If we think it's not bad, it's a blind date for you. You can go on a date with her."

Ruochen said with a smile, "You really don't treat yourself as an outsider, you think you are my parents."

A few people chatted and laughed when they reached the restaurant, Jia Xiaotao had already prepared a meal and sat there to eat, Ruochen greeted him, a few people sat down at the table opposite Jia Xiaotao, pushed Ruochen to the seat next to Jia Xiaotao, Ruochen hurriedly Introduced to Jia Xiaotao that these are all from their dormitory, and they all came to this restaurant for dinner today.

Jia Xiaotao said hello one by one, and then buried himself in his meal silently and cautiously, probably wondering what was going on in his heart.

After staying in the reading room for a while at night, Ruochen and Jia Xiaotao went out to the playground for a walk. Recently, as long as the weather is good, they would go to the playground for a walk, and then Jia Xiaotao went back to the dormitory after running.

Ruochen said: "Did you feel nervous during the day, so many beauties accompanied you for dinner?"

"One thing, why do I feel like they didn't come across for dinner by chance?" Jia Xiaotao said.

"Actually, I met Nan'er yesterday and she went back and said that you are my boyfriend, so they have to come and see how you look, sorry, don't worry about it, girls are more gossips." Ruochen had to tell the truth.

"Oh, let me tell you, why are you here for dinner today? It doesn't matter. Let them watch it. Anyway, I have nothing to lose." Jia Xiaotao joked.

They chatted a lot that night. Jia Xiaotao talked about his family for the first time. It turned out that his current parents are his uncle and aunt. After they gave birth to two daughters, the aunt was in poor health and could not have another child, but they wanted to To have another boy, and his biological parents have three sons, so the burden is heavy, so he adopted the youngest to his aunt and uncle. Very tangled, obviously they are my own parents, but they have to call uncle and aunt. I don't know, forget it, but I feel very awkward when I know it.And people are really strange. Although he once hated them for adopting him to others, he still wanted to live with them, even if he lived a poor life, but every time he thought about it, he felt sorry for his adoptive father. The foster mother's kindness, they treated him like their own son, and his two sisters spoiled him, he was really entangled. "

Ruochen finally found out why Jia Xiaotao always felt that there was a story between Jia Xiaotao's brows after listening to it, it turned out to be the reason!Ruochen didn't know how to comfort him for a while, because she never met a friend in such a situation, she just said: "You know that they all love you, why do you have to go back, as long as you live well, I think they will all be happy for you, and if they know you are in such pain, they will probably feel sad, as long as you live happily, then let nature take its course, and the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge."

Although Ruochen understood that her reassurance was a little weak, she really didn't know what to say.

Jia Xiaotao said: "Maybe it's true as you said, the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, and the matter will be resolved one day. What's the use of me struggling every day."

Ruochen then told him about her high school mathematics, literature club, that illness, and the current state of inaction.After hearing this, Jia Xiaotao smiled and said, "It turns out that senior sister is a talented woman, I really admire her."

Ruochen heard what he said, so he said angrily: "I didn't expect you to be so poor. If you say that again, I will leave."

Jia Xiaotao hurriedly said, "I'm just kidding, let's not talk about it later."

When the two of them were about to go back to the dormitory, they seemed to feel that they still had something to say, but they had to bid farewell, otherwise the lights in the dormitory would be turned off soon.

After meeting several times later, Ruochen discovered that Jia Xiaotao stopped calling her Senior Sister, and called her name Ruochen.

Ruochen smiled and said to him: "Are you more courageous now? Don't call me Senior Sister, call me by my name instead!"

Jia Xiaotao smiled and said, "Calling you Senior Sister doesn't call you old, it looks like you are old."

"I'm already three years older than you, and two years older than you, a real senior sister!" Ruochen said.

"Really, female junior, still holding gold bricks haha" Jia Xiaotao said suddenly.

Ruochen was stunned for a moment and suddenly said: "What nonsense are you talking about, this sentence is to describe the two people who are dating, don't talk nonsense if you don't understand!"

"Oh, really, I just thought of this sentence when I was three years older. Whoever said it to the person I'm dating, I wonder if you thought of it," Jia Xiaotao teased Ruochen.

Unexpectedly, Ruochen blushed when he heard this, and didn't think how to answer the words for a long time.

Seeing her reaction, Jia Xiaotao smiled and didn't speak.

After walking for a while, suddenly Jia Xiaotao stretched out his hand to hold Ruochen's hand, Ruochen instinctively threw it away, but was held firmly by Jia Xiaotao, so he slowly gave up resisting and was led obediently by him.

These big hands are very strong, and the palms are sweaty. It seems that he is also very nervous. Maybe this is the first time he holds a girl's hand.

Ruochen suddenly remembered that Ye Liang felt the same way when he held her hand for the first time.

But she looked up and saw Jia Xiaotao looking at her affectionately, Ruochen suddenly felt guilty, what was she doing, she took Jia Xiaotao as Ye Liang's substitute, it was unfair to Jia Xiaotao, Ruochen, wake up Bar!So Ruochen returned to the dormitory with the excuse that he felt uncomfortable.

Back in the dormitory, Ruochen, who was lying on the bed, regained her senses. Originally, she just enjoyed being with him, eating together, studying together, and watching him play.

Since Jia Xiaotao doesn't know why, it's good to be friends, as long as it doesn't affect him.

But, it's different now, Jia Xiaotao fell in love with her!What should she do?She couldn't hurt another kind and innocent boy because Ye Liang hurt herself!

I can't go on anymore, I must end when it hurts him the least, but Ruochen is afraid that if he says he doesn't even have friends, he won't be able to have dinner together and go to the reading room together, so what should I do? Well, but you can't hurt others because of this!

Ruochen didn't sleep well all night. When he woke up in the morning, he had two panda eyes. The sisters in the dormitory asked her if she couldn't sleep because she missed the handsome guy.

In the next few days, Ruochen didn't go to the restaurant where he often ate with Jia Xiaotao, nor did he go to the reading room, she wanted to stay away from him deliberately.

One night, Ruochen suddenly heard someone calling her name from downstairs, even people in the neighbor's dormitory shouted from the balcony: "Ruochen, there is a handsome guy downstairs calling you, hurry down!"

Ruochen ran to the balcony and saw Jia Xiaotao shouting at the upstairs.He only knew that Ruochen lived in this dormitory building, but he didn't know which floor or which dormitory, so he had to shout downstairs.

Ruochen thought to himself, this is terrible, all the girls in the class know about it, it is estimated that the next day the class will be talking about Ruochen having a boyfriend.

Ruochen rushed down, and when he saw Jia Xiaotao, he said, "Jia Xiaotao, what are you shouting for? It's midnight, do you want to call down the whole building?"

When Jia Xiaotao saw Ruochen coming down, he stepped forward and said hurriedly: "Who told you to hide from me these few days? What did I do wrong that you suddenly ignored me? Tell me, and I will change it." Can't you?"

Ruochen hurriedly dragged him behind the tree in the boulevard, she still didn't know how to explain her behavior these two days.

She can't say that it's because you look like my ex-boyfriend, that's why, and she can't play and disappear in front of others without any reason. Like Ye Liang, if you don't say a reason, you are a big bastard who deliberately tortures people!So Ruochen was silent for a while and said: "I take you as my close friend, I really never thought of you as the kind of boyfriend and girlfriend."

"Why can't they be boyfriend and girlfriend? Do you hate me?" Jia Xiaotao asked.

"No, I hate you, why do I often talk to you, I feel very happy to be with you, but you are not my type, and I am three years older than you, and two years older than you." Chen said against his will.

In fact, Ruochen also appreciates his character, but this kind of liking may be mixed with Ye Liang's factors, and age is not a problem. If it is true love, with Ruochen's character of daring to love, hate, and dare to act, Not to mention the three-year-old gap, the 30-year-old gap is not enough to justify ending the relationship.But she can't be soft-hearted, she wants to minimize the harm to Jia Xiaotao.

"Then what type do you like, maybe I can change it for you." Jia Xiaotao said unwillingly.

"Anyway, it's not your type, but you have to remember not to change for others. When you change for others, you have lost yourself. If you lose yourself, you don't love yourself anymore. How can you expect others to love you? Is it right? Live your own life well," Ruochen comforted.

At this moment, Jia Xiaotao looked very sad, but he still squeezed out a smile and said, "Thank you for telling me this, I think I will always remember your words."

Ruochen said: "Maybe we can be friends like before."

Jia Xiaotao smiled wryly and said: "You can do it, but I can't, at least not now. Please give me time to calm myself. I know why, at least I will die in peace. You should go back quickly." , It's cold at night, don't catch a cold.

When Ruochen heard this sentence, her heart suddenly felt as if it was pricked by a needle, and it hurt. She didn't know if doing this was the best solution. If she said she didn't fall in love with him, why did she still feel distressed?

She understood Jia Xiaotao's mood at this time, as if Ye Liang had unilaterally terminated the contract.However, I can't be so greedy for what doesn't belong to me, Ruochen told himself.

In the days that followed, Jia Xiaotao disappeared from her life.Ruochen sometimes thinks, that's good, at least I won't think of Ye Liang as a bastard when I see him!
It's better to hurry up and study, sitting at the same table with Li Mingyuan this semester, this guy is laughing and laughing every day, as if he has never had any troubles.

(End of this chapter)