Youth Rebellion

Chapter 46 Strange Dreams

Ruochen has always acted swiftly and vigorously, never procrastinating on what he wanted to do, and booked the air ticket immediately. It happened to be the off-season at that time, and the air ticket was cheap, but the direct flight to Lijiang was very expensive, so he had to fly to Kunming, and then went to Lijiang from Kunming.

When the plane was about to approach the urban area of ​​KM, it suddenly bumped up. At this time, the voice of the flight attendant was heard in the cabin: "There is strong convective weather ahead, please fasten your seat belts!"

Ruochen was a little dazed for a while. She thought the plane was going to have an accident, she thought she was going to die, so she silently prayed in her heart that at least a whole body could be left behind, and she was still thinking about it at the last moment. Say something, and to whom?
In addition to the first thought in her mind was that I will never have a chance to be filial to you, Mom and Dad, she actually thought of Ye Liang!She imagined that when Ye Liang knew that she had bid farewell to him after the plane crash, would she be sad, would she be very sad, would she regret treating herself like this at the beginning.

She herself always thought that she had forgotten Ye Liang, and she had forgotten each other in Jianghu for so many years, but she didn't expect to think of that bastard at this moment, she really couldn't explain what she was thinking, and despised herself Really spineless.

While Ruochen was thinking wildly, the plane started to stabilize. It turned out that she had safely flown through the convection zone, and her life was still alive. Grandma Liu is entering the Grand View Garden.

It takes six or seven hours to get to Lijiang from Kunming by bus. All the way there are winding mountain roads, with cliffs or valleys of 2000 meters below. Ruochen is a little afraid of heights. Seeing such a scene, my heart beat Jumping, she remembered the news about many cars accidentally overturning down the valley, so she was worried about what would happen if the car overturned down the valley. It seemed that she was really a pessimist.

Even though the scenery of the valley and distant mountains outside is not bad, but in view of the torment in my heart, let’s go to sleep. If I fall asleep, I won’t suffer if I can’t see it. Even I laugh at myself as an ostrich. When I encounter danger, I bury my head in the soil first. Just pretend not to see.

The car arrived in Lijiang safely all the way.

Of course, the first scenic spot to go is the ancient city of Lijiang. Stepping on the streets of the ancient city seems to have returned to the ancient times, with an indescribable tranquility and leisure, but turning to another street, it seems like it has crossed into the modern times all of a sudden. , that is a bar street!

Walking along the way, there are various bars. At this time around 8 o'clock in the evening, it is very lively. Some bars have women dressed in ethnic minorities soliciting customers, and some bars have singers singing. It feels like singing from the outside. not bad.

Ruochen then walked into a relatively quiet bar, she doesn't like to be lively.

She went to the bar and ordered a drink casually. This was the first time she entered the bar.A girl wearing a Mosuo costume walked by and smiled at Ruochen. Ruochen then asked if he could take a photo with her, and the girl agreed. After taking the photo, the girl said that I am not really a minority. Oh nation.

Ruochen didn't understand. The girl said that I was from Chengdu. I fell in love with this place when I was traveling here a few years ago, so I went back and quit my job. I raised some money and opened a bar here. I have a friend who is from Morocco. Saw, this is the clothes she gave me, I like it very much, so I put it on.

After hearing the girl's words, Ruochen admired her sincerely. A girl can be so brave to pursue the life she wants in her heart. She should be living a happy life. You don't need to ask her expression to tell.

So Ruochen said to the girl sincerely: "You are amazing, I want to learn from you!"

The girl smiled lightly and said: "How many years can there be in life? I always wrong myself to live a life I don't like. The days are still passing away in pain, why not let them pass away in happiness? No one can say for sure." How many years can I live, if I don't even experience the life I want, then I won't be in this world, even if I go to another world, wouldn't it be a pity?!"

After hearing this, Ruochen really felt very inspired, and even more admired that this girl who looked less than 30 years old actually had such a deep understanding, and she sincerely expressed her admiration and admiration.

Walking to the intersection of the bar street and the square, an old woman was selling some decorations, various patterns, and various characters that Ruochen could not understand, and later realized that it was Dongba script.

There are silver earrings, silver bracelets, necklaces, accessories on the clothes and so on on the shelf. Ruochen chose a Tibetan silver bracelet with Dongba characters on the inside. It looks very old-fashioned. The old woman said it was a recycled minority It was worn by a woman, although Ruochen was skeptical, but she liked this bracelet with Dongba characters in different shapes, it was only more than 100 yuan, no matter whether it was worn by others or whether it had a real history, she bought it down.

When paying, Ruochen saw that the old woman was wearing a walnut bracelet with Dongba characters on it, as well as the totems of beautiful ethnic minorities. Ruochen liked it very much, so she asked: "Old woman Did you make this yourself?"

The old woman told her that she picked this up on the road a few years ago, if Ruochen wanted it, he could give it to her.Ruochen thought that the ethnic minorities are really straightforward, but they can't ask for their things for nothing, so he told the old woman that I don't need to give me the rest of the money. You can give me this bracelet, and the old woman quickly took it off and smiled. Handed it to Ruochen.

Originally, today it was said that there was a Guozhuang dance of their ethnic minorities in Sifang Square, but I don’t know why it was cancelled, so it’s better to go back and rest, so Ruochen went back to the inn.

Before going to bed, Ruochen took out the walnut bracelet and carefully admired it in his hand. He felt that the pattern on it seemed to have an indescribable sense of mystery, maybe it was a kind of sincere respect for the hieroglyphic characters.

After playing with it, Ruochen fell asleep while wearing the bracelet.

Then Ruochen had a very strange dream: she seemed to fly lightly to a place, where it was so solemn and solemn, only a middle-aged woman in ethnic costume was fiddling with things.So, Ruochen went over to help her tidy up the things she was about to play with, and then turned around to leave. When she was about to leave, the woman suddenly smiled and said to her: "Girl, since you are here, I will take a place for you." Guess it."

Ruochen smiled and said, "Okay then."

So she began to shake the lottery container that the middle-aged woman handed her. Originally, the middle-aged woman wanted Ruochen to draw three sticks. Ruochen seemed to draw three sticks, but unexpectedly, it turned out to be four sticks.

She apologized and said that she would draw again, but she didn't expect the woman to say: "Since you have done it, you can't go back, and you can't draw again. Four sticks means you are different, and there is nothing serious about it."

Ruochen listened quietly to her next explanation of the lottery she drew. After reading the four lots, the woman said to Ruochen: "Girl, you will succeed, and your career will achieve great success. As the saying goes, it is 'the mouse pulls the shovel—the big head is behind'!" When Ruochen was meditating on her words, suddenly the woman who was divination for her disappeared!
Ruochen woke up and looked at his watch, it was 3 in the morning, so while thinking about the dream just now, he was about to fall asleep again, but unexpectedly, he seemed to be half asleep and half awake.

Ruochen woke up in the morning, thinking of the dream he had at night, he wondered why he had such a dream. He had never had such a weird dream before, and it was related to divination?She, an atheist, couldn't explain it for a while.But the strange thing is that although she didn't fall asleep very well at night, she woke up very energetic in the morning, as if there was a potential force that made her want to work hard to realize her dream.

At this time, she remembered that she had read Sanmao's "Bitter Fruit", her walnut necklace, the necklace that could make people curse, and the disasters and incredible things it brought her.Even San Mao said that it was indeed what she experienced, but none of us could explain the strange things that happened, and even San Mao didn't figure out why.Maybe it is because no one can understand and decipher all the mysteries of nature. Sometimes we who are atheists prefer to believe that there are still some mysterious things in this world, so that we have more enthusiasm to explore this world.

Because of a cold and fever in Lijiang, Ruochen always felt very regretful that he did not climb the beautiful Jade Dragon Snow Mountain.Later, I thought there would be more opportunities in the future, just don’t wait until the ice and snow of Jade Dragon Snow Mountain have completely melted, because at that time, Jade Dragon Snow Mountain was like a bald man. Parts have melted away.

Returning to S City from Lijiang, Ruochen suddenly misses her parents very much, remembering the scene on the plane, suddenly increased her affection for her family, she used to feel that her heart was wild, and no matter how far away from home she would not get homesick, but It has been less than a year since she really left home, and she seems to have a sign of homesickness. It turns out that she is not as strong and brave as she imagined.

Ruochen, who was working in Longdu one day, unexpectedly met Yu'er on the street of Longdu!Ruochen stepped forward happily and said, "Yu'er, aren't you a teacher at the elementary school in N City, why are you back?"

Yu'er also greeted Ruochen happily, but he hesitated about why she appeared here, Ruochen said: "You must have something to hide from me, what's wrong?"

Yu'er then hesitated for a long time and said: "Little J's father was seriously ill and was hospitalized. He is in the central hospital ahead. I just came back from visiting him."

Ruochen was a little taken aback. Yu'er got acquainted with Xiao J through her. She didn't expect that now she would know about Xiao J's situation through Yu'er. When did the two of them have such a good relationship? An indescribable taste, mixed flavors.So Ruochen said, then I'll go and see his father too, since he's an old classmate after all.Unexpectedly, Yu'er stopped her. Yu'er said that Xiao J didn't want to tell you, because she was afraid that you would be worried after hearing it, so you better not go.

Ruochen couldn't understand for a while when he heard this, why could Yu'er visit him, but he couldn't?Yes, what's the reason for visiting?Certainly not, even if there was none!friend?Could it be that if you haven't contacted for several years, you don't even have the qualifications to be friends?Maybe he welcomes Yu'er instead of himself, so why should he add trouble? Forget it, she is only responsible for keeping secrets, and has no right to participate in the other party's affairs. Ruochen smiled wryly. In the eyes of people who don't care about you, you are actually nothing.

That being the case, let's leave quickly, so I waved goodbye to Yu'er, and didn't invite Yu'er to go with her. She knew that Yu'er was no longer Yu'er who talked to her all the time, even if she didn't want to tell Yu'er What's the point of forcing her things?

Suddenly, I feel a great pain in my heart, as if I lost something important. People always have to learn to accept loss in the process of growing up, whether it is love or friendship. Just more pain.

There are still two months until the Chinese New Year, Ruochen simply spent the New Year with his parents and younger brother at home before returning to S City.It was already the third year after graduation, and she still hadn't accomplished anything.

In March of the year after, she found a job. The first time she entered this company, Ruochen deeply felt that the golden period of her career might start from here.

(End of this chapter)