Stars warm firefly

Chapter 32 The original intention that cannot be forgotten (2)
"Okay, okay, I won't look for you anymore." Xu Heyin felt a little unnatural being stared at by her.

Although Mo Feifei said that he didn't care, he helped Xu Heyin find out important news that Bu Zidu and several rock climbing enthusiasts were going to have a small-scale rock climbing party.

"Xu Heyin, I told you such important news!" Mo Feifei smiled at her strangely and said, "Grab it if you have the opportunity!"

"Mo Feifei, why don't you go too?" Xu Heyin lowered his head and thought for a while.

In fact, she didn't know why she suddenly met Bu Zidu.However, after Mo Feifei followed, she regretted it a little.

After Bu Zidu and the others finished their discussion that day, the brother's fiancée had no intention of talking about Bu Zidu teaching Mo Feifei rock climbing while climbing.

"Mo Feifei, have you also learned rock climbing?" Xu Heyin asked.

"I just tried to play two or three times." Mo Feifei shrugged, "But I can't do it today, I didn't wear the right shoes."

"I want to try it too." Xu Heyin didn't know why he said that, and then ran towards the artificial rock climbing wall.She tugged at the rope hanging on the wall and said, "It shouldn't be difficult!"

"Xu Heyin, this is not something you can play." Bu Zidu rushed up and blocked in front of the climbing wall.

"Why?" Actually, what Xu Heyin wanted to ask was why Mo Feifei could play, but she couldn't.

"You are different from Mo Feifei." Bu Zidu looked at her and said word by word, "Mo Feifei has always insisted on exercising, and her body flexibility and joint flexibility are stronger than yours."

Xu Heyin pursed his lips and did not speak.Although she knew what Bu Zidu said was right, her physical fitness was indeed not as good as that of Mo Feifei who had dancing skills.But she was very angry that Bu Zidu pointed out her weakness like this.

"I'm not doing it for myself! Didn't you forget that Xiaomo wanted to experience the sports you liked again? I just want to make this dream come true for Xiaomo!" Xu Heyin suddenly thought of Bu Xiaomo, thinking When it was mentioned that Bu Zidu would soften her heart, Bu Zidu became even more angry.

He packed up the sports equipment and said, "Bu Xiaomo's wish should not be fulfilled by you, you should hurry home and review your homework."

As a result, Xu Heyin not only failed to try rock climbing, but also broke up with Bu Zidu.

One week before the college entrance examination, the school is closed and the students are allowed to review at home. If you have any questions, you can ask the teacher on duty at the school at any time.

Before the holiday, the teacher specially held a class meeting to boost everyone's morale.Although everyone has taken the college entrance examination once, many students are still very nervous, even more worried than the first time, what if they fail again?
Xu Heyin is no exception.

During the day, she reviews in the rented house.The adults in the community have all gone to work, and the corridors are quiet.The young husband next door was on a business trip, and the wife brought the two-year-old child back to her natal home. Xu Heyin, who was used to the sound of the child crying, suddenly felt a little awkward.She always thinks of Bu Xiaomo's slow delivery letters.She found all the stars, moon gates, and fireflies mentioned in the letter, but she couldn't figure out what it was about the singing voice mentioned later.She once thought it was referring to the crying of a child, but she thought it was inappropriate.When discussing with Bu Zidu, he also felt that something was wrong.Although he also thought it should be the voices from the neighbors, however, the neighbors at that time were a middle-aged couple and a little boy playing the piano.

At first, the boy played very jerky, and the melody coming from the room was always intermittent, but gradually he played it in a decent way, and the notes gradually connected into a tune.Bu Xiaomo was very happy for him.Although she also likes the piano very much, in order to take care of Bu Zidu's emotions, she still rejected Bu Jie's proposal to buy a piano for learning.In her heart, her brother's happiness is more important than her own dreams, or in other words, making her brother happy is Bu Xiaomo's biggest dream.

The quieter the surrounding environment, the more restless Xu Heyin felt.

She stood up for a while to drink some water, and then went to open a bag of snacks.Unknowingly, the morning passed like this, but she didn't read many books.Xu Heyin knew very well that it would be impossible to continue being so restless.So, she decisively left home and set out for the school study room.

In early June, the weather was fine, but it became drier in the afternoon.After rushing all the way, Xu Heyin, who was sweating slightly on his forehead, walked towards his seat, and saw the words "Challenge yourself, leave no regrets" written on the small blackboard behind, and the fighting spirit burst out in his heart.She secretly clenched her fists, said cheers to herself, and then sat down on her seat to start studying.

Xu Heyin's grades in the previous mock exams were very good, but it seems that he is still a little far from the ideal university.She spread out her thick wrong question book and looked at it a little bit.In the last few days, Xu Heyin plans to focus on consolidating the review points, and then focus on reviewing the knowledge points that he has not grasped firmly.But looking at the notebook full of questions she did wrong, she began to feel anxious again.For a while, I wondered if my mother would be disappointed if I failed the exam this time; How to face my father, or even how to face my former classmates... These inexplicable thoughts kept swirling in Xu Heyin's mind.She seemed to be trapped in a primitive jungle, surrounded by thorns everywhere, she wanted to break through the encirclement but always circled in circles.

In the past, there was still a step to unravel himself, but now... "No, I can't go on like this." Xu Heyin stood up suddenly, startling Cheng Xin and Gu Yi who were studying the problem behind, and also made the others immersed in the problem. The classmates in the sea of ​​books turned their attention to her.

"Xu Heyin, what's the matter with you?" Cheng Xin asked with concern.

"Aren't you talking nonsense with a nervous fever?" Gu Yi stared at her with a smirk on his face.

"Ah, it's nothing, I'm a little tight in the chest, go out to get some air." Xu Heyin blushed, and ran out of the classroom in a hurry.

She wanted to go to Mo Feifei to complain, but then she thought that Mo Feifei said that her grandfather had a bad heart recently, and she had to study at home to take care of him, so Xu Heyin couldn't bother her anymore.After thinking about it, she felt that she had to find someone to talk to, otherwise she would definitely explode like an over-inflated balloon.

After much deliberation, she decided to find Zhou Jingyou who was still sleeping.

Pushing open the door of the ward, she kept praying that Aunt Zhou would not be there, because she really wanted to say too much to Zhou Jingyou.

"Zhou Jingyou, I'm so tired, I feel like my brain is going to explode." Xu Heyin sat down on the chair next to the hospital bed and began to complain, "I hope the exam will start right away so that I don't have to suffer, but I hope that I will never take the exam, because I am afraid of bad results again. Alas, why are you so contradictory! If you are, you will not be as cranky as I am, you have always been so determined, right? "

Zhou Jingyou lay motionless on the bed, as if waiting for Xu Heyin's next words.

"Zhou Jingyou, what do you think Bu Zidu is thinking? Why does the person who used to be so joking and humorous suddenly seem to be a different person? He used to give food and help me, but now he is serious and Cold, angry when he touches his sports gear, what a freak."

The quiet room completely became the place where Xu Heyin was eager to talk.

"However, he has fulfilled his wish, and the cause of his sister's death has been found out. I am also relieved for him. Zhou Jingyou, wake up quickly, even if you can't take the exam this year, there are still many things you can do Ah! Didn't you tell me that you still have a lot of wishes hidden in your heart that have not been realized? You must not give up!"

After Xu Heyin finished speaking, he buried his head in his arms and sobbed softly.Then, the door of the ward was gently pushed open, and Aunt Zhou walked in quietly.

After Zhou Jingyou's accident, Aunt Zhou's aggressive style changed a lot, and as if she was afraid of scaring anyone, she even spoke softly.Xu Heyin looked at her, and couldn't help but wonder if Aunt Zhou had been standing outside the door until she finished whispering before coming in.

In the past, she would definitely feel embarrassed, but this time Xu Heyin hoped that Aunt Zhou would hear it, and it would be best to scold herself like she scolded Zhou Jingyou before, so that she might be freed from her wild thoughts.However, Aunt Zhou just asked suspiciously: "Hey, why did you change it to you? Where was that boy just now? Did you come here together?"

"Boy?" Xu Heyin's first thought was Fang Jiwan.

"Yeah, he said he was a friend of you and Zhou Jingyou, and his name is Xiaodu. But I don't think I've seen him before!" Aunt Zhou smiled rarely, "He looks cool, I let him sit, he's still a little Shy, is he also a science class?"

Buzidu!he will be shy?Xu Heyin hurriedly said goodbye to Aunt Zhou, and hurriedly chased them out.Bu Zidu and Zhou Jingyou only met a few times, so they shouldn't be considered close friends, but how could he come to see her?Xu Heyin was full of doubts.

She stood anxiously in front of the elevator and waited. After a "ding", she lowered her head and walked in, but the person behind her grabbed her collar: "Look clearly, that is the elevator going up. If you want to go downstairs, you have to wait."

Xu Heyin was stunned for a moment, then turned around suddenly, it was really Bu Zidu!

Looking at him, Xu Heyin felt very complicated.

Now that I think about it, Bu Zidu appeared in front of her three times without warning. Each time, she dropped her books on the floor when she was moving to the rental house for the first time when she was going through a bad time. When they met in the house, they made a lot of jokes when they made mistakes in the chaos; the second time she ran away from home impulsively in order to escape family conflicts, and met him in the most helpless and chaotic time to pursue and enlighten him from afar; the third time Right now, when the college entrance examination came for the second time in her life, when the pressure was so great that she had nowhere to confide in, he appeared again.

"Xu Heyin, don't you want to help Bu Xiaomo realize his dream? Now is the chance." Bu Zidu leaned against the wall, chewing gum in his mouth, and his expression returned to the same as when they first met a year ago.

The reason why Bu Zidu didn't come to Xu Heyin was because he was scared.

Originally, after the dust settled about his younger sister, his father also seemed to have received some inspiration from Xiao Mo, and asked Bu Zidu to think about the future by himself.It happened that the brother had a friend who was in the mountaineering team. He felt that Bu Zidu's physical condition was very suitable for mountaineering, so he persuaded him to join.But Bu Zidu hesitated.Because before he knew it, he found that when he was thinking about his future, there was always a girl looming.And that girl is Xu Heyin.

For her, in the past under the banner of protecting each other's secrets together, Bu Zidu could take it calmly, but he slowly put a lot of care in his heart.But now, without Xiaomo as an excuse, he suddenly didn't know what to say to Xu Heyin.He was even angry with himself, thinking that a man who wants to devote his energy to conquering nature should not be bound by a care.

Therefore, unconsciously, his attitude towards Xu Heyin also changed.However, seeing Xu Heyin angry and sad, he didn't feel very good either.

Just like last time, he didn't let Xu Heyin climb the rock because he was afraid that something might happen to her before the exam.He also finds it incredible that he is a person who dropped out of university, but he cares about everything before the college entrance examination of another person.

"You have something on your mind!" It was still the senior brother who could see that he was preoccupied.

"Yeah. Didn't you mean to go to the plateau in the summer to experience it? After all, it's the first time. I'm a little nervous and worried about whether my body can adapt." Bu Zidu concealed his true inner thoughts.In fact, what he said was only half right. Not only was he worried about his body, but he was also worried about how to say goodbye to Xu Heyin.

"Whether it's the first time or the last time, you have to face it, otherwise you will definitely regret it." The brother patted him on the shoulder with a pun.

Therefore, Bu Zidu made up his mind to see Xu Heyin again, as an explanation to each other.

Bu Zidu took her to the playground, the same one that Chi Xiu had taken Xiaomo to.

"This is the only place where Xiaomo feels the happiest that I haven't been there before." Bu Zidu felt a little regretful, "Why did Chixiu bring Xiaomo to play but I didn't? I've been very angry about it, yes Angry at myself, I think my brother is too bad, so I want to experience Xiaomo's mood at that time." Bu Zidu thought for a while and then continued, "Last time I said that Xiaomo's wish should not be fulfilled by you, That's not rejecting you, but asking you to complete it with me."

Xu Heyin looked at Bu Zidu.After learning about Bu Xiaomo, she felt that Bu Zidu had matured a lot.

The carousel starts to spin.

Xu Heyin's big yellow horse went up and down, and seemed to be running very fast, but it couldn't catch up with the big black horse in front of him.Mother told Xu Heyin not long ago that Aunt Du said that Bu Jiechuan actually knew about Bu Zidu's drop-out, and he handled the suspension procedures for him without telling him.Bu Jiechuan also completely let go, allowing him to choose his own life.But he told Bu Zidu that he was responsible for his own life.Every road may lead to the unknown. Now that you have made a choice, don't regret it and go on bravely.

So, what is Buzidu's choice now?Should I go back to university after one year, or should I stop my studies completely and continue my dream of rock climbing?

At first, Zidu came back to find out the real reason of Bu Xiaomo's death. Now that Bu Xiaomo's matter is settled, is there any reason for him to stay?

"Will you go back to university?" Walking off the carousel, a small train whizzed past overhead, and the excited screams of many people immediately filled my ears.Xu Heyin finally asked the question he wanted to ask.

"I haven't thought about it yet. But if you don't see me after the college entrance examination, I will just leave." Bu Zidu said, "Not necessarily going back to school, maybe I will go to another place I want to go."

Once, in order to escape the pressure of his family, he impulsively ran to a distant place that he didn't want to go.Now, he is also standing at a crossroads, facing another choice.

"Have you decided which university to major in? Or are you planning to apply for the university you expected before?" Bu Zidu also looked at Xu Heyin with concern and asked.

"I haven't made up my mind yet, let's see how I perform in the exam!" Xu Heyin almost imitated his answer, "Not necessarily to your alma mater, maybe to another university I like."

Once, in order to follow the wishes of others, she blindly chose a destination she didn't understand.Now, she is also looking at the other side of her dream, asking her heart again.

"That's good. No matter which university you go to or what major you study, it's a new beginning." Bu Zidu said with a smile.

"You too, whether you continue to finish your studies or continue to climb the mountain, it is also a new beginning." Xu Heyin nodded.

It seems that they have learned to respect each other's choices.

With a wave of his hand, Xu Heyin said goodbye to Bu Zidu.Looking at Xu Heyin's leaving figure, Bu Zidu smiled faintly.

Dawang, who used to be active, is about to start a part-time job in the summer of his junior year in a securities company. Xiaoquan, who was once casual and lazy, practiced day and night for a small benefit performance of the band...Those who have witnessed our willfulness and conflicts in the past years The stubborn figures have gradually moved to different places, but each other is still in a certain corner silently swaying the sweat of youth in order to realize their dreams, but they remain unchanged.

After returning home, her mother said to her with a happy face, "Heyin, your Aunt Zhou called! She said that Zhou Jingyou's body had some reactions and seemed to be waking up!"

That's great, Xu Heyin couldn't wait to send this good news to the group.

"After the exam, let's go see Zhou Jingyou together." Mo Feifei was the first to reply.

"I will make a beautiful dress for Zhou Jingyou, and it will definitely surprise you." Fang Jiwan also learned how to play tricks.

"When I go home from summer vacation, I will definitely visit her. Maybe she can make another friend!" Ying Yuan also indirectly explained his living situation.

"It must be me, a handsome guy who went to see her and moved her! I really am powerful!" Gu Yi was still a little foolish.

"Your friend just woke up wanting to hear good news about you, so you have to work hard!" Chi Xiu encouraged.

Only Buzidu didn't respond at all.

Xu Heyin put down his phone in frustration.Suddenly there was a knock on the door.

"For food delivery, Xu Heyin will sign for it."

Who ordered takeaway?Xu Heyin and her mother looked at each other after opening the door.

"It was ordered by a Mr. Bu Zidu, the money has already been paid, you just need to sign it." The delivery man said respectfully.

After he left, my mother opened the box and saw that it was a big pizza.

"What on earth is this step going to do?" Ai Berry was a little dumbfounded.

"Do you still remember the first time we met? I didn't know you were there at the time, so I just ordered takeaway for myself. The pizza this time will be regarded as my apology! Don't be embarrassed, I will kill you after you finish the exam After a while, it's settled!" Seemingly seeing Xu Heyin's confusion, Bu Zidu sent a text message to explain after a while.

Xu Heyin clutched the phone tightly and fell into deep thought.

When Mo Feifei was practicing yoga in the fitness club a few days ago, he heard two friends of Bu Zidu chatting.They inadvertently mentioned that Bu Zidu might not continue to work here.I heard that he wants to follow his dream.

So, what is Buzidu's dream?What is your dream?Do their dreams overlap?Xu Heyin didn't know.

Outside the window, the early summer sun is extremely gorgeous.Xu Heyin stretched out his hand to grab a ray of sunlight, and there was a slight warmth in his palm.The glass window reflects a young face, smiling and gazing at the direction of the future.Whether it is the helpless confusion and doubts about the setbacks of the past, or the desperate pursuit and pursuit of future hopes, they are the most vivid scenery on the road of youth.

Time freezes at the same node again.And will this be another brand new departure?

Youth is limited, but time is endless; time is limited, but dreams remain... (End of the full text)
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