That youth disappears in the rainy season
Chapter 20 The Finale
Chapter 20 The Finale
"My heart has been buried in that rain and fog. I will never come back." He said affectionately.
"I won't like you, my heart has been given to her."
"If you want to blame, blame yourself for getting acquainted with me too late."
The little nurse was a little confused by what he said, and didn't know what he was talking about.
After a while, she looked at her figure, her body, her butt, and once again imagined her own face, which was not bad, how could she fall in love with this old man.
"Your sister, I'm only interested in you when I'm sick." She cursed in her heart.
"Sell my love, you deserve your death." The old man sang again.
At this time, he treated the little nurse as the old woman who abandoned him, and sang all the grievances and words he wanted to say in front of the little nurse.
She really felt like she was going crazy, this magic sound was really too murderous brain cells.
She walked up to the old man in a few steps.
The old man also looked at her with resentful eyes.It's too much for her.
"Look, is that woman yours?" She pointed at the door.
When the old man heard what the little nurse said, he raised his voice eight minutes and turned his head away.
"Sell my love, you deserve to die."
Then the next moment, he felt a heavy knock on the back of his neck, his eyes were a little dizzy, and then the little nurse put her hand on the back of his head and put it down gently.Put him on the pillow and let him sleep peacefully.
She didn't have to use too much force, otherwise she would have to smash the old man out of trouble.
"Sell my love, I deserve it when you die, and you deserve it when you die. My old lady doesn't like you." The little nurse said to the old man.
"Sing, sing, sing so badly."
After speaking, she ran to the side and quietly pushed the wheelchair out.
"Ling Yuchen." Xin Yun stood at the door and greeted Ling Yuchen.
But Ling Yuchen was still lying there, ignoring her.
"Yu Chen, Yu Chen." Xin Yun quietly ran in.
"In such a heavy rainy day, let me push you around the hospital in a wheelchair." Xin Yun said cautiously.
Ling Yuchen lay quietly, and finally moved her head to look at her.After a long time, he replied: "Okay."
"Come." Xin Yun waved towards the door.
About a minute later, the little nurse pushed a wheelchair in.Instead of leaving the stolen wheelchair outside the door, they hid it in a dark corner at the foot of the stairs.
"Come on." Lift him up.
Xin Yun said to the little nurse.
The little nurse used both hands to gently lift Ling Yuchen's back, while Xin Yun lifted his thigh.
"Slow down, slow down." Xin Yun was very concerned, she said to the little nurse.
"Don't worry, I won't ruin your wishful gentleman." She spoke without any taboo.
Ling Yuchen frowned upon hearing this, but this expression just passed by in a flash.He didn't say anything either.
"What are you talking nonsense about?" Xin Yun heard the little nurse say this in front of Ling Yuchen, causing a blush to appear on her face.
"Cut, still pretend, still pretend." Who the hell, came here to see people every evening after school, as if they didn't even do their homework.Stay here all day in a daze on weekends.
"You, what are you doing?" Xin Yun was angry and shy at what she said, she was almost depressed to death.
She reached out, flipped the back and front of her palm, and closed it into a fist.Indicates the action of eating chicken legs.
"You, you are not allowed to play tricks." Of course, the little nurse understood what this weird chick meant.
After using her, I want to cross the river and demolish the bridge.
"Okay, let's not talk about this anymore, let me push Brother Yuchen out for a walk."
She left the little nurse alone in the ward. When she pushed Ling Yuchen out of the door, she turned her head and flicked the ponytail to the corner of her mouth.She made an ok gesture.
Of course the little nurse understood what she meant. She was a little angry at first, but she suddenly felt better.
"Hmph, you still have a conscience." After finishing speaking, she jumped out of the ward excitedly.It's beautiful to think about it, in the next ten days, I can eat a chicken leg every day for supper.My heart just burst into laughter.
Xin Yun pushed Ling Yuchen and turned the corner.Ling Yuchen looked at everything around him, it was already past eight o'clock, and there were not many people in the hospital.
"Xin Yun."
"what happened?"
"Push me out for a walk."
His voice is not very loud, but his tone is very persistent.
What Xin Yun was most worried about happened, she would definitely get wet when she went out on such a rainy day.
"Yu Chen, don't go out. Can't we go around in the hospital?"
"The air is so stuffy, I want to go out and get some air."
They stopped at the entrance of the hospital, Ling Yuchen looked at the dark night outside the glass door, it was still raining continuously.
"But no umbrella."
"let it go."
Xin Yun breathed a sigh of relief.
"Let's go."
"Huh?" She had doubts in her head.
She thought that Ling Yuchen couldn't say anything, and only then did she realize that what he said was fine, that he didn't need to bring an umbrella.
"Are you really going out?"
"Yeah, I want to go for a walk."
"Okay." Xin Yun was a little helpless.
"You have to be good here, I'll go see if there is an umbrella."
"What? Come to give me back my drumstick?"
The little nurse sat on the chair and watched the TV series while playing with her mobile phone, without raising her head, she said to Xin Yun.
"No, it's raining outside." Xin Yun replied.
"Don't tell me, I don't have this either." She answered quickly.
"Then, it's in that cabinet." The little nurse pointed to the cabinet not far away with the remote control.She was very cheerful this time.
"Ah."
Rainwater fell from the eaves and hit Ling Yuchen's legs.Seeped into his skin, a little cold.It's just that he didn't care about these at all.
Xin Yun pushed the umbrella forward as far as possible, so that Ling Yuchen would not get caught in the rain.
And Xin Yun felt his spine was cool, drenched, and a little uncomfortable. She didn't say anything, she still pushed him like this, and walked in the park outside the hospital. Although the road was very wet, she didn't care at all. .
It wasn't until it was pushed so far that Ling Yuchen turned around and looked up at Xinyun.
"I'm sorry to trouble you." He said seriously and politely.
"No." A smile appeared on Xin Yun's mischievous face.
"It's not good to stay in the hospital all day..." Xin Yun explained.
"It's very tiring, pushing the wheelchair with one hand and holding the umbrella with the other."
"Look at me, I'm such a big burden."
Under the street lamp, raindrops were falling, and he turned his face away.Somewhat sad.
"Can you tell me? Why is this happening?"
Xin Yun didn't know what to say at this time, which made her a little embarrassed.
"Yu Chen, have you forgotten what happened to you a year ago?" She asked cautiously.
"I can't remember." Ling Yuchen shook his head.
"How can I remember something so far away?"
"It seems that you have been in a coma for a year, and your memory has really faded a lot."
"What?" He was a little excited, turned around abruptly, and grabbed Xin Yun's straight hand. The umbrella was also shaking, and rain fell on their faces immediately.Very cold feeling.
"what happened?"
"What's wrong with you?" Xin Yun was also taken aback by Ling Yuchen's sudden reaction.
Although she was prepared, she still couldn't help being frightened.
"Tell me what's going on." There was some pleading in his voice, a little helpless.
"Yu Chen, do you really not know what happened a year ago?"
"Yeah, how do I know what happened a year ago? I just dreamed that I was in a bar with Ruoxi."
Ruoxi lay down in a pool of blood.
"You, what are you thinking? Haven't you been in a coma for a year in the hospital? Why are you in a bar?" Xin Yun was puzzled.
"What's going on? Are these all fake? Then why is it all so real."
He recalled so many things, so it turned out to be fake, was it a dream?
Hard truth to accept.
However, after he was unbelievable, he also breathed a sigh of relief.At least Ruoxi is still alive and not dead.
This reassured him a lot, that guilt would follow him for the rest of his life.
He looked at his legs again, he tried to move, but he couldn't feel anything in his lower body.
The rain hit his face and dripped deeply on his bright red heart.At this time, he is so fragile.
"So, this is mine? How can I give Ruoxi a happy future?"
"What about her now?"
"I will be with you for the rest of my life, no matter what happens, I will always be there." Ruoxi's firm words at that time sounded in my ears, and it was also on such a rainy day, with the same heavy rain and the same discomfort, but now I am with you Beside him is another girl.
"Who will she be with now?" He thought in his heart.
"With me like this, maybe I don't even have the qualifications to think about her."
Ling Yuchen sat in a wheelchair, let the rain splash on her face, and didn't give any advice.
"I used to like to go to the rain when I was unhappy."
"But now I find that apart from being wet all over my body, I also feel a loss in my heart. It will not alleviate my pain at all." He thought to himself in his heart.
"The autumn wind is bleak and the waves are surging, and the old man is aiming for a thousand miles."
"Why is it still summer, but I feel the depression of autumn and the cold of winter?"
"My life has begun to decline."
At this moment, he felt that like the reeds by the lake, he had been submerged by the river.
Up to this point, it has been raining for a long time.
"Can you tell me, what happened in this year?" He turned around and asked Xin Yun.
"Yuchen, I'm sorry, I don't know very well." When Ling Yuchen asked this question, Xin Yun's face obviously became ugly.
"What I need is to know the truth, instead of being kept in the dark and not knowing anything." His words were very calm.I have calmed down and accepted the fact.
Even if it is painful and sad, what is the use?The reality that should be faced is always to be faced. Life does not allow you to escape, even if you cover your face, you can no longer escape your fate. This is life.
"Ok."
"In fact, I don't know the specific situation, I know a general idea."
"Yes." Ling Yuchen replied.
It happened a year ago, I heard from my aunt.
About a year ago, there was a girl covered in blood, who sent you to the hospital in embarrassment.At that time, she was really exhausted, and she passed out as soon as she entered the hospital.
"Is that Ruoxi?" Ling Yuchen asked, feeling a little heartbroken upon hearing this.
Xin Yun ignored her and continued.
At that time, you were covered in blood almost all over your body.The body is really bad.Xin Yun said.
Although she wasn't there at the time, on the second day after Ling Yuchen's accident, she heard her mother talk about it, and accompanied her parents to the hospital to see him.At that time, Ling Yuchen was really in a mess.
Your parents were there.
Ling Yuchen thought of his parents, and he could understand how heartbroken and worried his parents were at that time.
After a whole night of rescue work in the hospital, they pulled you out of the gate of hell.
Xin Yun took a deep breath.
"En." Ling Yuchen nodded.
It was very late at that time, and the hospital found out that the blood bank in the hospital was running out of blood when we rescued you.Does not match your blood type.
"However, your life is imminent and you need blood supply."
"At that time, your parents should have cried sadly."
"Huh?" Ling Yuchen looked at Xin Yun with some heartache.
"Because when I came to see you the next day, I saw that your parents' eyes were still red and bloodshot."
Ling Yuchen regretted it a little, regretted that he was too confused and acted too recklessly, and made his parents worry to such an extent, he really felt that he was very unfilial.
"What happened next?" Ling Yuchen asked.
"Later, the girl who brought you here transfused her blood to you."
"Her blood is type O." Xin Yun said.
Ling Yuchen thought of what Ruoxi had said to him, but he didn't pay much attention at that time.
"My hope is that my blood type is O, because when others need blood, I can help them and give them a chance to live."
At that time, Ling Yuchen still felt that this chick was stupid.
"I wish my blood type was AB, but unfortunately my blood type is A."
"Hee hee. It's okay." Ruoxi held Ling Yuchen's arm.
"In the future, if you need blood, I will supply it to you."
"Silly girl." Ling Yuchen replied.
"Hey." A sigh sounded.
Ling Yuchen came back from memory.
"Then, where's the girl?" Ling Yuchen asked.
"Her?" She left shortly after the blood transfusion.
Ling Yuchen was a little disappointed.
"Didn't she say that she would stay with me for the rest of her life? How did she go?" The corners of his mouth twitched.
At this moment, he really wanted to ask Ruoxi about it.
"After one night of rescue, your life was saved."
"You have been in a coma for three days, but you still haven't woken up."
"At that time your parents were in a hurry."
"The doctor checked your whole body again, but another unfortunate accident happened."
"The doctor said that your brain nerves have been severely damaged, and you may have been in a coma for a few days, or months, or even years. Maybe you won't wake up for the rest of your life."
"Later, your parents sold your hotel and house in order to help you get medical treatment, went to other places to seek medical treatment, and kept you in the hospital in order to make better progress in your health. "
"Until half a year ago, your family savings were almost used up." Your parents went to other places to earn money, while looking for famous doctors to treat you, hoping to get better.
Ling Yuchen could imagine the scene of his parents leaving their hometown. Their life must be very difficult, and they don't have enough food or warmth.Suffered all kinds of wind and frost.
"By the way, the girl from before has written to you in the past year." Xin Yun said.
I didn't read the contents of the letter.I've been keeping it for you.
"However, no matter what it is? Your parents and I, as well as the girl who sent you here, as well as my mother, hope you are well."
"That's all you want to hear."
"I've been in a coma for a year."
Ling Yuchen said to himself.
"I just slept like this for a year?" He felt a little unbelievable.
"Just like in a dream, he found that the people in his dream were all so real, so what, wow, jumping, it's all fake, it turns out it's all a dream."
"I am not a person who can defeat a hundred. I am just an ordinary person who will be sad, cry, and disappointed."
"It's just that it's all too real, he said softly."
He shook his head.
"Hey." Another sigh.
"Xin Yun."
"Here, why?"
"I'm hungry and I want to eat."
This simple sentence made Xin Yun feel a lot easier.
When she spoke just now, she was really afraid that what she said would irritate Ling Yuchen, but, fortunately, he was not impulsive.
It's a good thing that I'm hungry and want to eat now.
"Okay."
"I'll give you my share."
"Are the chicken legs delicious?" Ling Yuchen asked.
"Of course the chicken legs I bought are delicious." Xin Yun said with her mouth raised.
She is a foodie, as long as she finds something delicious, she will definitely get tired of it.She discovered that chicken drumstick shop a few days ago in a street not far away. As soon as she ate it, she fell in love with the taste of chicken drumsticks in that shop.
I have to buy a nibble every day.Been eating it for two weeks.
The sun shines brightly after the rain.
Xin Yun pushed Qin Feng for a walk in the park not far from the hospital.
The air is extraordinarily fresh, with an elegant smell of earth.The sun shone on Ling Yuchen's back, it was warm and quite comfortable.
In the park, there are old people, children, and middle-aged people.The old man is practicing Tai Chi, or holding a horizontal bar.Yes, one of them, an old man in white clothes, was practicing single strokes, which looked particularly dazzling.
He was nearly eighty years old, with a gray beard and whiskers, and he was holding up a horizontal bar.He struggled hard for the night bar, the movement was not slow and stiff at all, and then his old hands with rickets and dull, grabbed the horizontal bar.The green classics are exposed, like old tree roots hovering.
"In [-], when the devils came to the Central Plains, they first opened the Marco Polo Bridge and then the Shanhaiguan Pass."
The old man's body is very vigorous, and he is doing it while singing.Twenty down in one breath, his face remained unchanged, his hands were neither sour nor out of breath.
"Old Liu. Your health is really getting better and better." An old man who was doing Tai Chi next to him said with a smile.
"Oh, it can't be done." The old man waved his hand and shook his head.
"When I was young, at least 100 if I did this."
Looking at this scene, Ling Yuchen felt a little uncomfortable.He stretched out his fingers, and the texture on his fingers was still clearly visible. He didn't have the wrinkles engraved by the years like the old man, and he was still young.But he looked at the two calves under his knees again, and he had lost consciousness.
"They're useless, they're useless, my current body can't even compare to this old man who is nearly seventy years old."
"Let's go, we'll walk around there." He said to Xin Yun.
"Yeah." Xin Yun nodded.
Ling Yuchen had been staring at the old man just now, and Xin Yun had also noticed that she had been watching too, but she didn't say anything.She was just silently accompanying him, hoping that he would come out of this pervasive crossroads.
Xin Yun pushed him along the tree-lined path in the park, pushing him along the direction of the river for a stroll.
Ling Yuchen looked at the river water, it was a bit turbulent.
"Will my life be like this water, going to the bottom?" He asked himself softly.
Xin Yun was no longer mischievous at this moment, she just listened to him quietly and stayed with him.
Maybe what he needs is not comfort, but to be alone for a while, and then face everything that will happen in the future, including the legs that are now unable to walk.
"I don't want to be like this forever." Ling Yuchen replied softly.
He could still feel the pain in his arms, but he was still unwilling, struggling to press the armrests on the left and right sides of the wheelchair, trying to stand up, but when his hands hurt and he couldn't exert any strength, he Sit back in the wheelchair at least.
"what."
He slapped the armrest of the wheelchair fiercely with his fist, venting his dissatisfaction.
"Why, why, did God treat me like this? He deprived me of my hands and feet, but still let me live like this." He was stabbed in his heart.
At this moment, he really felt so embarrassed.
"I don't want to be like this forever," he said again.
Xin Yun knew that he was not feeling well, so she kept silent.
"Can you help me?" Qin Feng asked suddenly.
"What?" Xin Yun didn't understand all of a sudden.
"I don't want this wheelchair anymore."
"what?"
"You don't want it anymore?" Xin Yun was incredulous.She bought this wheelchair from the hospital early in the morning and spent a lot of money.
She didn't expect him to say such a sentence as soon as he opened his mouth.
Although the money was not her own, it was sent back by Ling Yuchen's parents from other places, which made her feel distressed.
"Give me two crutches," he said instead.
"I didn't express it very clearly, but you should know what I mean."
"Yes. Got it." Xin Yun replied.
If it was the past, if Ling Yuchen ordered her like this, she would have ridden on him and beat him up, but now, she doesn't even have the slightest rejection reaction, she is very willing.
"How about I go shopping with you." Ling Yuchen added.
"no need."
"Get it done for you before night."
"Thank you." He said sincerely.
Xin Yun just smiled lightly, then shook her head.
Time passed quickly, when Ling Yuchen was lying on the bed gnawing on chicken legs, Xin Yun had already bought a pair of crutches.
Ling Yuchen was holding the phone while reading the novel and laughing.
When he saw the pair of crutches that Xin Yun brought in, the original smile on his face froze immediately.He was reading the novel, smiling heartlessly, thinking that he could forget all these unhappy things, but at this moment, a little thing in front of him would sting his nerves at this moment.
How to accept it?
When I woke up again, the situation had changed, and a year had passed.
The originally well-to-do family background has become detached and wandering at this moment.
The girlfriend who was supposed to be by my side is now also leaving behind her back.
He didn't hold a grudge against her, and she was right.
Thinking of a useless person like herself, she tried her best to carry her behind her back, and even gave her blood transfusion, which can be regarded as being kind to herself.He has no resentment, just a little sad in his heart.I'm sad that I can't accompany her well and give her a happy future.
Perhaps, her departure is the last choice.But, he was still sad.What to do, how to accept that scene, seeing her and him walking together many years later.It's so heart-wrenching, it's hard to breathe.
"I can't go on like this, and I don't want to go on like this. I've never been a waste, so what even now." However, his heart was trembling.
"Help me." Ling Yuchen said.
"Ah."
Xin Yun gave him the crutches.Then he supported him and let him go.
Almost his whole body was supported by Xin Yun, he was not reconciled.
"Can you help me walk for a while like this every day?"
"Yes." Xin Yun nodded.
"I'll take you for a walk in the park every evening, and I have to go to class during the day."
"Thank you."
"No need." Xin Yun smiled.The smile is very sweet.
"Hey, money called again." She supported Ling Yuchen with one hand, took out her phone from her pocket with the other, and looked at the text message.It's the bank notifying that the money has come...
"what happened?"
Ling Yuchen asked.
"I don't know, it's just that there is more money in the bank card."
"It's probably because your mother is afraid that you are not enough." Xin Yun replied.
"Oh." Ling Yuchen didn't care.
Xin Yun didn't say much, anyway, this is not the first time, every month his mother will put the money into her card twice, some of the money is more, and some of the money is relatively less.
Time has passed, who knows, after this, it will be a year and a half.
And Xin Yun has already graduated from high school.
Ling Yuchen did not choose to continue studying in school.
He writes in bed every day, and he hopes that one day he will become a poet.
And in the evening, Xin Yun assisted her to go to the park.
"Yuchen, I'm back." Xin Yun smiled and looked at Ling Yuchen excitedly.
"Do you know what good news I brought?" Her watery eyes rolled.
Ling Yuchen thought, what good news can there be, is there a way to quickly make my leg heal?
He shook his head.Negative.
Other than that, he really couldn't think of anything else that would make him happy.
For a year and a half, he practiced walking every evening.
Although the legs are developing better, it is still very difficult.Perhaps these legs will never return to their original appearance.
"Your article has been published in the newspaper, oh year." Xin Yun took out a newspaper from behind and jumped up.
"is it?"
Ling Yuchen was unusually calm at the moment.
Perhaps it was because of his excitement that he became abnormally sober.He is still calm on the outside, but his heart is already turbulent at this moment.In his dreams, he has dreamed many times, and his works have been published in weekly magazines and magazines.However, every time I woke up, I found that it was just a dream.While he waited for a long time, there was still no result.
This may be his 99th call for essays.Although he was discouraged, he never gave up, and he still didn't stop writing poetically.Because, this is his hobby, this is another continuation of his life lying on the bed and sitting in the wheelchair.
"Show me." Ling Yuchen was still very calm.
"Here." Xin Yun handed him the newspaper.
"Look, look, this is it."
Laughing, she points to a certain date in the newspaper.
Perhaps, only Xin Yun can know the joy of Ling Yuchen now.She knew that he was a person who worked hard and hoped to be rewarded.
In the past year and a half, although he wrote the article with the utmost care, not to mention painstaking efforts, there is not much to tear down.
After he finished writing each article, he read and read it several times before he asked Xin Yun to send it out.
Ling Yuchen, after reading it, gently put the newspaper into the drawer.
There was a letter lying in the drawer, which was sent by Ruoxi two and a half years ago.He never looked.Perhaps, what he lacks is courage.
At this moment, he accidentally picked up the letter that had been left unopened for two and a half years. At this moment, it had turned yellow.
"Yu Chen, when you see this letter, maybe we are no longer together."
Seeing this Ling Yuchen couldn't help feeling sad.
"I am always very guilty, because you had an accident because of me that day. That day, you chased me, ran out of the school, and chased for a long distance. I am so sad, because, I think you, I always feel relieved No less her. The one you used to like. I always thought that even if you don’t pretend to be me, there is a corner, that’s enough. Maybe, I’m too selfish. When you chase me, When you were jumping and running on that road, something happened to you. I never thought of such a result, and this is not what I wanted. When you pushed me away, and then my body was knocked into the air, there was a heavy blow When it landed on the ground, I was almost stunned. Then, at the next moment, I couldn’t help being self-willed. The car that had stopped the car started to start again, and the dazzling lights pierced my eyes, making me Some can't open it.
The road was still dark, there were no other vehicles, and no other pedestrians passed by.
Immediately, I seemed to understand something, I ran with all my strength, and picked up you who were lying not far away.Then ran towards the alley.
This is the first time I feel that you really love me.You love me wholeheartedly, perhaps, you have never expressed it.However, this is not what I want.
The owner of the car was still unwilling, chasing me all the way, trying to kill me and us, silence! ! !
Very cruel human nature.
I've been running behind your back for a long time, it's unbelievable.In the end, we escaped this disaster by hiding in a trash can.
Later, I carried you on my back and ran a long way before I came to the hospital here.
After one night of surgery, the doctor said you're fine.I am finally relieved.
But three days later, when I went back to the hospital to see you, I heard you at the door of your ward, and maybe I would never wake up again.
At that time, I didn't go in, just turned around and left.Maybe you think I'm heartless, maybe God really doesn't want us to be together.
I remember you once said to me that you just want a peaceful life, you don’t need to be too gorgeous, you just want to be with the person you love until your hair turns white.
"When it's snowing, can I hold your hand, just like that, keep my head gray." This is what you once said to me.At that time, I just smiled lightly, because I always thought in my heart that you only pretended to be her.
Perhaps, I am too inferior and not confident.Actually you love me.
Goodbye, when you read this letter, perhaps, I am already living in another city.
Goodbye, my favorite Yuchen. "
The letter is over.
Ling Yuchen held the letter tightly, not knowing what to say.He was very upset.
He quietly put the letter back into the envelope as if he had never opened it.
"I want to go for a walk," he said.At this moment, there is no joy just now.
"Okay." Xin Yun said, took the crutch and handed it to Ling Yuchen.
"No, I can." He shook his head and said.
With that said, he got out of bed with difficulty.
"I want to go for a walk by myself."
Xin Yun was silent.
"Plop..." Ling Yuchen left and closed the door softly.
Xin Yun stood there alone, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes at this moment.
She had read that letter a long time ago. She had already read it two and a half years ago. Perhaps it was very immoral.However, in love, everyone is selfish, including Ling Yuchen now.
Ling Yuchen walked slowly by herself.
The weather in the morning was very cool. Although he still felt that his bones were still aching, it was much better than the initial pain.
He has traveled to many places, including Yuhua Middle School where they used to be together, and the pond where they used to fish together.Been to the streets where they walked hand in hand.Scenes from the past are being shown at this moment.
We used to be together, what a beautiful day, are gone.Memories are like clouds and smoke drifting by. When you want to reach out and grab them with all your strength, you find that there is nothing, and everything is gone.
Perhaps, some years later, when I am still writing in the dim light, I will think of you.
I will climb up to the eighteenth-story building and look down at the night sky below. Whether you are in the thousands of lights or not, your face will be swaying.
"I was originally alone, I was lonely, like a stray dog, until one day I was taken home by you, and then in the dark night, a certain bus stop sign was captured by you Gently throw it down, leaving me only your back."
Ling Yuchen gently threw down the note full of longing, and let it go away with the wind just like in the past.
In the sky, it gradually began to rain with a drizzle of icy coldness.
Perhaps, I should let go, let go of Ruoxi and start again.
He said softly to himself.
He turned around and walked to the next intersection.
Not far away, stood a delicate girl in plain clothes, standing there in a daze.
This is where they were last together.
The girl also looked up at this time, and the originally calm eyes also became complicated.
"Ruoxi?"
Ling Yuchen murmured softly.Deep tears flowed from the corners of his eyes.
It's a lost and found joy.
(End of the book)
(End of this chapter)
"My heart has been buried in that rain and fog. I will never come back." He said affectionately.
"I won't like you, my heart has been given to her."
"If you want to blame, blame yourself for getting acquainted with me too late."
The little nurse was a little confused by what he said, and didn't know what he was talking about.
After a while, she looked at her figure, her body, her butt, and once again imagined her own face, which was not bad, how could she fall in love with this old man.
"Your sister, I'm only interested in you when I'm sick." She cursed in her heart.
"Sell my love, you deserve your death." The old man sang again.
At this time, he treated the little nurse as the old woman who abandoned him, and sang all the grievances and words he wanted to say in front of the little nurse.
She really felt like she was going crazy, this magic sound was really too murderous brain cells.
She walked up to the old man in a few steps.
The old man also looked at her with resentful eyes.It's too much for her.
"Look, is that woman yours?" She pointed at the door.
When the old man heard what the little nurse said, he raised his voice eight minutes and turned his head away.
"Sell my love, you deserve to die."
Then the next moment, he felt a heavy knock on the back of his neck, his eyes were a little dizzy, and then the little nurse put her hand on the back of his head and put it down gently.Put him on the pillow and let him sleep peacefully.
She didn't have to use too much force, otherwise she would have to smash the old man out of trouble.
"Sell my love, I deserve it when you die, and you deserve it when you die. My old lady doesn't like you." The little nurse said to the old man.
"Sing, sing, sing so badly."
After speaking, she ran to the side and quietly pushed the wheelchair out.
"Ling Yuchen." Xin Yun stood at the door and greeted Ling Yuchen.
But Ling Yuchen was still lying there, ignoring her.
"Yu Chen, Yu Chen." Xin Yun quietly ran in.
"In such a heavy rainy day, let me push you around the hospital in a wheelchair." Xin Yun said cautiously.
Ling Yuchen lay quietly, and finally moved her head to look at her.After a long time, he replied: "Okay."
"Come." Xin Yun waved towards the door.
About a minute later, the little nurse pushed a wheelchair in.Instead of leaving the stolen wheelchair outside the door, they hid it in a dark corner at the foot of the stairs.
"Come on." Lift him up.
Xin Yun said to the little nurse.
The little nurse used both hands to gently lift Ling Yuchen's back, while Xin Yun lifted his thigh.
"Slow down, slow down." Xin Yun was very concerned, she said to the little nurse.
"Don't worry, I won't ruin your wishful gentleman." She spoke without any taboo.
Ling Yuchen frowned upon hearing this, but this expression just passed by in a flash.He didn't say anything either.
"What are you talking nonsense about?" Xin Yun heard the little nurse say this in front of Ling Yuchen, causing a blush to appear on her face.
"Cut, still pretend, still pretend." Who the hell, came here to see people every evening after school, as if they didn't even do their homework.Stay here all day in a daze on weekends.
"You, what are you doing?" Xin Yun was angry and shy at what she said, she was almost depressed to death.
She reached out, flipped the back and front of her palm, and closed it into a fist.Indicates the action of eating chicken legs.
"You, you are not allowed to play tricks." Of course, the little nurse understood what this weird chick meant.
After using her, I want to cross the river and demolish the bridge.
"Okay, let's not talk about this anymore, let me push Brother Yuchen out for a walk."
She left the little nurse alone in the ward. When she pushed Ling Yuchen out of the door, she turned her head and flicked the ponytail to the corner of her mouth.She made an ok gesture.
Of course the little nurse understood what she meant. She was a little angry at first, but she suddenly felt better.
"Hmph, you still have a conscience." After finishing speaking, she jumped out of the ward excitedly.It's beautiful to think about it, in the next ten days, I can eat a chicken leg every day for supper.My heart just burst into laughter.
Xin Yun pushed Ling Yuchen and turned the corner.Ling Yuchen looked at everything around him, it was already past eight o'clock, and there were not many people in the hospital.
"Xin Yun."
"what happened?"
"Push me out for a walk."
His voice is not very loud, but his tone is very persistent.
What Xin Yun was most worried about happened, she would definitely get wet when she went out on such a rainy day.
"Yu Chen, don't go out. Can't we go around in the hospital?"
"The air is so stuffy, I want to go out and get some air."
They stopped at the entrance of the hospital, Ling Yuchen looked at the dark night outside the glass door, it was still raining continuously.
"But no umbrella."
"let it go."
Xin Yun breathed a sigh of relief.
"Let's go."
"Huh?" She had doubts in her head.
She thought that Ling Yuchen couldn't say anything, and only then did she realize that what he said was fine, that he didn't need to bring an umbrella.
"Are you really going out?"
"Yeah, I want to go for a walk."
"Okay." Xin Yun was a little helpless.
"You have to be good here, I'll go see if there is an umbrella."
"What? Come to give me back my drumstick?"
The little nurse sat on the chair and watched the TV series while playing with her mobile phone, without raising her head, she said to Xin Yun.
"No, it's raining outside." Xin Yun replied.
"Don't tell me, I don't have this either." She answered quickly.
"Then, it's in that cabinet." The little nurse pointed to the cabinet not far away with the remote control.She was very cheerful this time.
"Ah."
Rainwater fell from the eaves and hit Ling Yuchen's legs.Seeped into his skin, a little cold.It's just that he didn't care about these at all.
Xin Yun pushed the umbrella forward as far as possible, so that Ling Yuchen would not get caught in the rain.
And Xin Yun felt his spine was cool, drenched, and a little uncomfortable. She didn't say anything, she still pushed him like this, and walked in the park outside the hospital. Although the road was very wet, she didn't care at all. .
It wasn't until it was pushed so far that Ling Yuchen turned around and looked up at Xinyun.
"I'm sorry to trouble you." He said seriously and politely.
"No." A smile appeared on Xin Yun's mischievous face.
"It's not good to stay in the hospital all day..." Xin Yun explained.
"It's very tiring, pushing the wheelchair with one hand and holding the umbrella with the other."
"Look at me, I'm such a big burden."
Under the street lamp, raindrops were falling, and he turned his face away.Somewhat sad.
"Can you tell me? Why is this happening?"
Xin Yun didn't know what to say at this time, which made her a little embarrassed.
"Yu Chen, have you forgotten what happened to you a year ago?" She asked cautiously.
"I can't remember." Ling Yuchen shook his head.
"How can I remember something so far away?"
"It seems that you have been in a coma for a year, and your memory has really faded a lot."
"What?" He was a little excited, turned around abruptly, and grabbed Xin Yun's straight hand. The umbrella was also shaking, and rain fell on their faces immediately.Very cold feeling.
"what happened?"
"What's wrong with you?" Xin Yun was also taken aback by Ling Yuchen's sudden reaction.
Although she was prepared, she still couldn't help being frightened.
"Tell me what's going on." There was some pleading in his voice, a little helpless.
"Yu Chen, do you really not know what happened a year ago?"
"Yeah, how do I know what happened a year ago? I just dreamed that I was in a bar with Ruoxi."
Ruoxi lay down in a pool of blood.
"You, what are you thinking? Haven't you been in a coma for a year in the hospital? Why are you in a bar?" Xin Yun was puzzled.
"What's going on? Are these all fake? Then why is it all so real."
He recalled so many things, so it turned out to be fake, was it a dream?
Hard truth to accept.
However, after he was unbelievable, he also breathed a sigh of relief.At least Ruoxi is still alive and not dead.
This reassured him a lot, that guilt would follow him for the rest of his life.
He looked at his legs again, he tried to move, but he couldn't feel anything in his lower body.
The rain hit his face and dripped deeply on his bright red heart.At this time, he is so fragile.
"So, this is mine? How can I give Ruoxi a happy future?"
"What about her now?"
"I will be with you for the rest of my life, no matter what happens, I will always be there." Ruoxi's firm words at that time sounded in my ears, and it was also on such a rainy day, with the same heavy rain and the same discomfort, but now I am with you Beside him is another girl.
"Who will she be with now?" He thought in his heart.
"With me like this, maybe I don't even have the qualifications to think about her."
Ling Yuchen sat in a wheelchair, let the rain splash on her face, and didn't give any advice.
"I used to like to go to the rain when I was unhappy."
"But now I find that apart from being wet all over my body, I also feel a loss in my heart. It will not alleviate my pain at all." He thought to himself in his heart.
"The autumn wind is bleak and the waves are surging, and the old man is aiming for a thousand miles."
"Why is it still summer, but I feel the depression of autumn and the cold of winter?"
"My life has begun to decline."
At this moment, he felt that like the reeds by the lake, he had been submerged by the river.
Up to this point, it has been raining for a long time.
"Can you tell me, what happened in this year?" He turned around and asked Xin Yun.
"Yuchen, I'm sorry, I don't know very well." When Ling Yuchen asked this question, Xin Yun's face obviously became ugly.
"What I need is to know the truth, instead of being kept in the dark and not knowing anything." His words were very calm.I have calmed down and accepted the fact.
Even if it is painful and sad, what is the use?The reality that should be faced is always to be faced. Life does not allow you to escape, even if you cover your face, you can no longer escape your fate. This is life.
"Ok."
"In fact, I don't know the specific situation, I know a general idea."
"Yes." Ling Yuchen replied.
It happened a year ago, I heard from my aunt.
About a year ago, there was a girl covered in blood, who sent you to the hospital in embarrassment.At that time, she was really exhausted, and she passed out as soon as she entered the hospital.
"Is that Ruoxi?" Ling Yuchen asked, feeling a little heartbroken upon hearing this.
Xin Yun ignored her and continued.
At that time, you were covered in blood almost all over your body.The body is really bad.Xin Yun said.
Although she wasn't there at the time, on the second day after Ling Yuchen's accident, she heard her mother talk about it, and accompanied her parents to the hospital to see him.At that time, Ling Yuchen was really in a mess.
Your parents were there.
Ling Yuchen thought of his parents, and he could understand how heartbroken and worried his parents were at that time.
After a whole night of rescue work in the hospital, they pulled you out of the gate of hell.
Xin Yun took a deep breath.
"En." Ling Yuchen nodded.
It was very late at that time, and the hospital found out that the blood bank in the hospital was running out of blood when we rescued you.Does not match your blood type.
"However, your life is imminent and you need blood supply."
"At that time, your parents should have cried sadly."
"Huh?" Ling Yuchen looked at Xin Yun with some heartache.
"Because when I came to see you the next day, I saw that your parents' eyes were still red and bloodshot."
Ling Yuchen regretted it a little, regretted that he was too confused and acted too recklessly, and made his parents worry to such an extent, he really felt that he was very unfilial.
"What happened next?" Ling Yuchen asked.
"Later, the girl who brought you here transfused her blood to you."
"Her blood is type O." Xin Yun said.
Ling Yuchen thought of what Ruoxi had said to him, but he didn't pay much attention at that time.
"My hope is that my blood type is O, because when others need blood, I can help them and give them a chance to live."
At that time, Ling Yuchen still felt that this chick was stupid.
"I wish my blood type was AB, but unfortunately my blood type is A."
"Hee hee. It's okay." Ruoxi held Ling Yuchen's arm.
"In the future, if you need blood, I will supply it to you."
"Silly girl." Ling Yuchen replied.
"Hey." A sigh sounded.
Ling Yuchen came back from memory.
"Then, where's the girl?" Ling Yuchen asked.
"Her?" She left shortly after the blood transfusion.
Ling Yuchen was a little disappointed.
"Didn't she say that she would stay with me for the rest of her life? How did she go?" The corners of his mouth twitched.
At this moment, he really wanted to ask Ruoxi about it.
"After one night of rescue, your life was saved."
"You have been in a coma for three days, but you still haven't woken up."
"At that time your parents were in a hurry."
"The doctor checked your whole body again, but another unfortunate accident happened."
"The doctor said that your brain nerves have been severely damaged, and you may have been in a coma for a few days, or months, or even years. Maybe you won't wake up for the rest of your life."
"Later, your parents sold your hotel and house in order to help you get medical treatment, went to other places to seek medical treatment, and kept you in the hospital in order to make better progress in your health. "
"Until half a year ago, your family savings were almost used up." Your parents went to other places to earn money, while looking for famous doctors to treat you, hoping to get better.
Ling Yuchen could imagine the scene of his parents leaving their hometown. Their life must be very difficult, and they don't have enough food or warmth.Suffered all kinds of wind and frost.
"By the way, the girl from before has written to you in the past year." Xin Yun said.
I didn't read the contents of the letter.I've been keeping it for you.
"However, no matter what it is? Your parents and I, as well as the girl who sent you here, as well as my mother, hope you are well."
"That's all you want to hear."
"I've been in a coma for a year."
Ling Yuchen said to himself.
"I just slept like this for a year?" He felt a little unbelievable.
"Just like in a dream, he found that the people in his dream were all so real, so what, wow, jumping, it's all fake, it turns out it's all a dream."
"I am not a person who can defeat a hundred. I am just an ordinary person who will be sad, cry, and disappointed."
"It's just that it's all too real, he said softly."
He shook his head.
"Hey." Another sigh.
"Xin Yun."
"Here, why?"
"I'm hungry and I want to eat."
This simple sentence made Xin Yun feel a lot easier.
When she spoke just now, she was really afraid that what she said would irritate Ling Yuchen, but, fortunately, he was not impulsive.
It's a good thing that I'm hungry and want to eat now.
"Okay."
"I'll give you my share."
"Are the chicken legs delicious?" Ling Yuchen asked.
"Of course the chicken legs I bought are delicious." Xin Yun said with her mouth raised.
She is a foodie, as long as she finds something delicious, she will definitely get tired of it.She discovered that chicken drumstick shop a few days ago in a street not far away. As soon as she ate it, she fell in love with the taste of chicken drumsticks in that shop.
I have to buy a nibble every day.Been eating it for two weeks.
The sun shines brightly after the rain.
Xin Yun pushed Qin Feng for a walk in the park not far from the hospital.
The air is extraordinarily fresh, with an elegant smell of earth.The sun shone on Ling Yuchen's back, it was warm and quite comfortable.
In the park, there are old people, children, and middle-aged people.The old man is practicing Tai Chi, or holding a horizontal bar.Yes, one of them, an old man in white clothes, was practicing single strokes, which looked particularly dazzling.
He was nearly eighty years old, with a gray beard and whiskers, and he was holding up a horizontal bar.He struggled hard for the night bar, the movement was not slow and stiff at all, and then his old hands with rickets and dull, grabbed the horizontal bar.The green classics are exposed, like old tree roots hovering.
"In [-], when the devils came to the Central Plains, they first opened the Marco Polo Bridge and then the Shanhaiguan Pass."
The old man's body is very vigorous, and he is doing it while singing.Twenty down in one breath, his face remained unchanged, his hands were neither sour nor out of breath.
"Old Liu. Your health is really getting better and better." An old man who was doing Tai Chi next to him said with a smile.
"Oh, it can't be done." The old man waved his hand and shook his head.
"When I was young, at least 100 if I did this."
Looking at this scene, Ling Yuchen felt a little uncomfortable.He stretched out his fingers, and the texture on his fingers was still clearly visible. He didn't have the wrinkles engraved by the years like the old man, and he was still young.But he looked at the two calves under his knees again, and he had lost consciousness.
"They're useless, they're useless, my current body can't even compare to this old man who is nearly seventy years old."
"Let's go, we'll walk around there." He said to Xin Yun.
"Yeah." Xin Yun nodded.
Ling Yuchen had been staring at the old man just now, and Xin Yun had also noticed that she had been watching too, but she didn't say anything.She was just silently accompanying him, hoping that he would come out of this pervasive crossroads.
Xin Yun pushed him along the tree-lined path in the park, pushing him along the direction of the river for a stroll.
Ling Yuchen looked at the river water, it was a bit turbulent.
"Will my life be like this water, going to the bottom?" He asked himself softly.
Xin Yun was no longer mischievous at this moment, she just listened to him quietly and stayed with him.
Maybe what he needs is not comfort, but to be alone for a while, and then face everything that will happen in the future, including the legs that are now unable to walk.
"I don't want to be like this forever." Ling Yuchen replied softly.
He could still feel the pain in his arms, but he was still unwilling, struggling to press the armrests on the left and right sides of the wheelchair, trying to stand up, but when his hands hurt and he couldn't exert any strength, he Sit back in the wheelchair at least.
"what."
He slapped the armrest of the wheelchair fiercely with his fist, venting his dissatisfaction.
"Why, why, did God treat me like this? He deprived me of my hands and feet, but still let me live like this." He was stabbed in his heart.
At this moment, he really felt so embarrassed.
"I don't want to be like this forever," he said again.
Xin Yun knew that he was not feeling well, so she kept silent.
"Can you help me?" Qin Feng asked suddenly.
"What?" Xin Yun didn't understand all of a sudden.
"I don't want this wheelchair anymore."
"what?"
"You don't want it anymore?" Xin Yun was incredulous.She bought this wheelchair from the hospital early in the morning and spent a lot of money.
She didn't expect him to say such a sentence as soon as he opened his mouth.
Although the money was not her own, it was sent back by Ling Yuchen's parents from other places, which made her feel distressed.
"Give me two crutches," he said instead.
"I didn't express it very clearly, but you should know what I mean."
"Yes. Got it." Xin Yun replied.
If it was the past, if Ling Yuchen ordered her like this, she would have ridden on him and beat him up, but now, she doesn't even have the slightest rejection reaction, she is very willing.
"How about I go shopping with you." Ling Yuchen added.
"no need."
"Get it done for you before night."
"Thank you." He said sincerely.
Xin Yun just smiled lightly, then shook her head.
Time passed quickly, when Ling Yuchen was lying on the bed gnawing on chicken legs, Xin Yun had already bought a pair of crutches.
Ling Yuchen was holding the phone while reading the novel and laughing.
When he saw the pair of crutches that Xin Yun brought in, the original smile on his face froze immediately.He was reading the novel, smiling heartlessly, thinking that he could forget all these unhappy things, but at this moment, a little thing in front of him would sting his nerves at this moment.
How to accept it?
When I woke up again, the situation had changed, and a year had passed.
The originally well-to-do family background has become detached and wandering at this moment.
The girlfriend who was supposed to be by my side is now also leaving behind her back.
He didn't hold a grudge against her, and she was right.
Thinking of a useless person like herself, she tried her best to carry her behind her back, and even gave her blood transfusion, which can be regarded as being kind to herself.He has no resentment, just a little sad in his heart.I'm sad that I can't accompany her well and give her a happy future.
Perhaps, her departure is the last choice.But, he was still sad.What to do, how to accept that scene, seeing her and him walking together many years later.It's so heart-wrenching, it's hard to breathe.
"I can't go on like this, and I don't want to go on like this. I've never been a waste, so what even now." However, his heart was trembling.
"Help me." Ling Yuchen said.
"Ah."
Xin Yun gave him the crutches.Then he supported him and let him go.
Almost his whole body was supported by Xin Yun, he was not reconciled.
"Can you help me walk for a while like this every day?"
"Yes." Xin Yun nodded.
"I'll take you for a walk in the park every evening, and I have to go to class during the day."
"Thank you."
"No need." Xin Yun smiled.The smile is very sweet.
"Hey, money called again." She supported Ling Yuchen with one hand, took out her phone from her pocket with the other, and looked at the text message.It's the bank notifying that the money has come...
"what happened?"
Ling Yuchen asked.
"I don't know, it's just that there is more money in the bank card."
"It's probably because your mother is afraid that you are not enough." Xin Yun replied.
"Oh." Ling Yuchen didn't care.
Xin Yun didn't say much, anyway, this is not the first time, every month his mother will put the money into her card twice, some of the money is more, and some of the money is relatively less.
Time has passed, who knows, after this, it will be a year and a half.
And Xin Yun has already graduated from high school.
Ling Yuchen did not choose to continue studying in school.
He writes in bed every day, and he hopes that one day he will become a poet.
And in the evening, Xin Yun assisted her to go to the park.
"Yuchen, I'm back." Xin Yun smiled and looked at Ling Yuchen excitedly.
"Do you know what good news I brought?" Her watery eyes rolled.
Ling Yuchen thought, what good news can there be, is there a way to quickly make my leg heal?
He shook his head.Negative.
Other than that, he really couldn't think of anything else that would make him happy.
For a year and a half, he practiced walking every evening.
Although the legs are developing better, it is still very difficult.Perhaps these legs will never return to their original appearance.
"Your article has been published in the newspaper, oh year." Xin Yun took out a newspaper from behind and jumped up.
"is it?"
Ling Yuchen was unusually calm at the moment.
Perhaps it was because of his excitement that he became abnormally sober.He is still calm on the outside, but his heart is already turbulent at this moment.In his dreams, he has dreamed many times, and his works have been published in weekly magazines and magazines.However, every time I woke up, I found that it was just a dream.While he waited for a long time, there was still no result.
This may be his 99th call for essays.Although he was discouraged, he never gave up, and he still didn't stop writing poetically.Because, this is his hobby, this is another continuation of his life lying on the bed and sitting in the wheelchair.
"Show me." Ling Yuchen was still very calm.
"Here." Xin Yun handed him the newspaper.
"Look, look, this is it."
Laughing, she points to a certain date in the newspaper.
Perhaps, only Xin Yun can know the joy of Ling Yuchen now.She knew that he was a person who worked hard and hoped to be rewarded.
In the past year and a half, although he wrote the article with the utmost care, not to mention painstaking efforts, there is not much to tear down.
After he finished writing each article, he read and read it several times before he asked Xin Yun to send it out.
Ling Yuchen, after reading it, gently put the newspaper into the drawer.
There was a letter lying in the drawer, which was sent by Ruoxi two and a half years ago.He never looked.Perhaps, what he lacks is courage.
At this moment, he accidentally picked up the letter that had been left unopened for two and a half years. At this moment, it had turned yellow.
"Yu Chen, when you see this letter, maybe we are no longer together."
Seeing this Ling Yuchen couldn't help feeling sad.
"I am always very guilty, because you had an accident because of me that day. That day, you chased me, ran out of the school, and chased for a long distance. I am so sad, because, I think you, I always feel relieved No less her. The one you used to like. I always thought that even if you don’t pretend to be me, there is a corner, that’s enough. Maybe, I’m too selfish. When you chase me, When you were jumping and running on that road, something happened to you. I never thought of such a result, and this is not what I wanted. When you pushed me away, and then my body was knocked into the air, there was a heavy blow When it landed on the ground, I was almost stunned. Then, at the next moment, I couldn’t help being self-willed. The car that had stopped the car started to start again, and the dazzling lights pierced my eyes, making me Some can't open it.
The road was still dark, there were no other vehicles, and no other pedestrians passed by.
Immediately, I seemed to understand something, I ran with all my strength, and picked up you who were lying not far away.Then ran towards the alley.
This is the first time I feel that you really love me.You love me wholeheartedly, perhaps, you have never expressed it.However, this is not what I want.
The owner of the car was still unwilling, chasing me all the way, trying to kill me and us, silence! ! !
Very cruel human nature.
I've been running behind your back for a long time, it's unbelievable.In the end, we escaped this disaster by hiding in a trash can.
Later, I carried you on my back and ran a long way before I came to the hospital here.
After one night of surgery, the doctor said you're fine.I am finally relieved.
But three days later, when I went back to the hospital to see you, I heard you at the door of your ward, and maybe I would never wake up again.
At that time, I didn't go in, just turned around and left.Maybe you think I'm heartless, maybe God really doesn't want us to be together.
I remember you once said to me that you just want a peaceful life, you don’t need to be too gorgeous, you just want to be with the person you love until your hair turns white.
"When it's snowing, can I hold your hand, just like that, keep my head gray." This is what you once said to me.At that time, I just smiled lightly, because I always thought in my heart that you only pretended to be her.
Perhaps, I am too inferior and not confident.Actually you love me.
Goodbye, when you read this letter, perhaps, I am already living in another city.
Goodbye, my favorite Yuchen. "
The letter is over.
Ling Yuchen held the letter tightly, not knowing what to say.He was very upset.
He quietly put the letter back into the envelope as if he had never opened it.
"I want to go for a walk," he said.At this moment, there is no joy just now.
"Okay." Xin Yun said, took the crutch and handed it to Ling Yuchen.
"No, I can." He shook his head and said.
With that said, he got out of bed with difficulty.
"I want to go for a walk by myself."
Xin Yun was silent.
"Plop..." Ling Yuchen left and closed the door softly.
Xin Yun stood there alone, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes at this moment.
She had read that letter a long time ago. She had already read it two and a half years ago. Perhaps it was very immoral.However, in love, everyone is selfish, including Ling Yuchen now.
Ling Yuchen walked slowly by herself.
The weather in the morning was very cool. Although he still felt that his bones were still aching, it was much better than the initial pain.
He has traveled to many places, including Yuhua Middle School where they used to be together, and the pond where they used to fish together.Been to the streets where they walked hand in hand.Scenes from the past are being shown at this moment.
We used to be together, what a beautiful day, are gone.Memories are like clouds and smoke drifting by. When you want to reach out and grab them with all your strength, you find that there is nothing, and everything is gone.
Perhaps, some years later, when I am still writing in the dim light, I will think of you.
I will climb up to the eighteenth-story building and look down at the night sky below. Whether you are in the thousands of lights or not, your face will be swaying.
"I was originally alone, I was lonely, like a stray dog, until one day I was taken home by you, and then in the dark night, a certain bus stop sign was captured by you Gently throw it down, leaving me only your back."
Ling Yuchen gently threw down the note full of longing, and let it go away with the wind just like in the past.
In the sky, it gradually began to rain with a drizzle of icy coldness.
Perhaps, I should let go, let go of Ruoxi and start again.
He said softly to himself.
He turned around and walked to the next intersection.
Not far away, stood a delicate girl in plain clothes, standing there in a daze.
This is where they were last together.
The girl also looked up at this time, and the originally calm eyes also became complicated.
"Ruoxi?"
Ling Yuchen murmured softly.Deep tears flowed from the corners of his eyes.
It's a lost and found joy.
(End of the book)
(End of this chapter)
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