Your warmth, my love

Chapter 32 Those Invisible Calculations
Zou Moyan's response to her was to close the door vigorously. The back of my hand was grabbed by him very hard. I tried to break free several times, but he held me tightly.

"He Jiaran, is it so difficult to stay with me for a while?"

"It's hard for me."

I don't shy away from it. I didn't have any right to speak all afternoon. I just saw Li Nan and Pan Yiming acting in a play. Later, I was shocked by the content of the play, which made me feel that I was a heinous person. Sinner, makes me feel like an executioner with a weapon.

But what about my knife?I was obviously the one who was stabbed a few times!

Up to now, I am afraid of Zou Moyan. The calm and indifferent man in my memory is like a lion with its bloody mouth wide open, trying to swallow me up every minute.

He has unpredictable expressions and unpredictable behaviors. More importantly, he is not the one I knew before.

And I have nothing but that pretending to be strong appearance.

"Okay." Zou Moyan let go of me, turned around and leaned against the window sill.

"Zou Moyan, you have to eat well and sleep well. Although I don't know what's wrong with you, I feel very sad seeing you like this. Don't be like a child who can't eat candy. I don't have candy, so naturally I won't." Come feed you."

"You have Pan Yiming, Li Nan, or whenever He Changan and Zhou Luo come back by your side. If you just help me and want me to live a better life, I thank you. Your e-commerce company's deposit is indeed Let me complete this year's task ahead of schedule, but if you have other intentions, I think it's better to forget it, because I have nothing left."

Zou Moyan didn't speak, but remained in the same posture, and I continued, "Two years have changed not only our relationship, but also our lives. I used to be selfish and wanted to be with you, but now I don't want to, because Every time I meet you, I feel scared besides losing my soul, everything about you now makes me feel inexplicably scared."

"Actually, you are living a good life, why are you thinking about me?" As I spoke, my eyes began to turn sore, "And this is between us, it has nothing to do with anyone, if you help me, I will thank you, if you touch the people around me, I think I will fight back."

Only then did Zou Moyan react a little. He turned around and looked at me with obscure eyes, and a smile on the corner of his mouth, "How do you fight back?"

"The fish will die and the net will be broken."

"Where's the fish? Where's the net?" Zou Moyan gradually approached me, squinting his eyes and looking at me: "I haven't seen you for two years, you are really different."

I didn't step back, I straightened my back and looked at him: "We each know who is the fish and who is the net."

After I finished speaking, I turned my head and walked out of the ward. I don't know if Zou Moyan will understand what I mean, but I understand a truth. Maybe when I face Zou Moyan, I should recognize my position and not be ignorant attracted to him.

In fact, others can understand the truth, but it took me a long time to understand. The reason is that I still love him, and I always have a little hope for him in my heart, and I feel that this relationship still has an unfinished ending. , but according to the message Zou Moyan gave me, I think, I think too much.

I think in the end, I'll kill the fish, and I'll break the net.

(End of this chapter)