Your warmth, my love

Chapter 71 Truth or Dare ([-])

Every nerve in my body became tense, and I was full of unknown fear of his so-called game. I thought of those white pills that made me sober and the pink pills that made me unable to control my body. There was a slight tremor all over.

My body involuntarily moved to the side, but Zou Moyan pulled me into his arms, lightly touched the tip of my nose with his fingers, and asked softly, "What are you hiding?"

What am I hiding from?
I instinctively hid to the side, and asked him in a low voice: "Mo Yan, what are you going to do?"

"What do you want me to do? Or." Zou Moyan's tone was drawn out, and he looked at me intently, "What do you not want me to do?"

I looked into his dark eyes, and a trace of fear naturally rose in my heart. I grabbed his wrist with my hand, and frowned, "I said it before, I don't want to guess what you think."

Zou Moyan looked around and sighed softly: "Dinner here must be very pleasant, Jiajia, I just want to take you for a picnic."

After Zou Moyan finished speaking, he let go of me. He opened the trunk and spread the placemat on the floor. It was very cold in early winter, so Zou Moyan brought a hot pot.

He didn't like to eat this the least before, he didn't like the taste of hot pot.

So every time I eat hot pot with Sun Yao, he and He Changan always look at me with a very disdainful look, and then calmly eat whole wheat bread and steak.

At this time, Sun Yao and I will sigh, the difference between our authentic Chinese and their American Chinese.

We go with the flow, they are rigid and stubborn.

For an international student like me, it is not easy to eat hot pot once in the United States, especially this kind of authentic Sichuan soup base, which is very rare. After Zou Moyan knew that I love it, he would ask the chef to prepare it for us several times a month. And, of course, he is still unshakable bread steak.

At that time, I smiled foolishly, enjoying everything that Zou Moyan brought to me, and was extremely happy.

Zou Moyan carefully took out the fresh-keeping box containing mutton slices, beef slices, and prawns from the car refrigerator. In another square box, there were a few vegetables that I like to eat. According to his coquettish personality, he naturally forgot Not with a bottle of red wine.

"You still drive? Stop drinking."

"We'll live here at night." Zou Moyan put the red wine in the decanter, and then slowly arranged the cups and tableware, "Didn't you always say that I didn't take you to a picnic?"

"How do I live here?" I looked at the bare mountains around me. It must be below zero temperature at night this season. The two of us will freeze to death if we stay here. "Mo Yan, it will be very cold here at night."

"I know, so we live in a farmyard not far away." Zou Moyan lit the gas hot pot, put pure water and soup base on it, and the soup base melted in the clear water, and the whole soup base turned red At that time, he looked at me very seriously: "Jiajia, don't be afraid of me."

Zou Moyan must know what I am thinking, he has always been clear about my thoughts, so many times my tricks and tricks are exposed in front of him, I know he knows that I am afraid of him now, although he tried his best to It's more natural, but the fear emanating from my bones still makes me feel very unnatural.

The hot pot was boiling very quickly, Zou Moyan ate sandwiches, and his appetite was pretty good today, especially when he watched me eat, the corners of his mouth were full of smiles.

I put the meat in the pot by myself, waited for it to boil, and then ate it. The whole atmosphere was eerily quiet.

"Here." Zou Moyan raised his glass and touched me lightly, "Cheers."

I drank the wine in one gulp. The wine tasted mellow and leisurely, with a long aftertaste.

Under the temporary lighting equipment, the hot pot in front of me was gurgling, Zou Moyan was eating a sandwich by himself, sometimes he looked up at me, smiled at me and didn't speak, I cooked the meat by myself, absent-minded.

With the temperature of the hot pot, I don't feel very cold. After Zou Moyan ate the sandwich, he sipped the red wine by himself. His eyes looked at me. I just lowered my head to eat, not daring to look up at him.

We ate silently like this, and before we knew it, the two of us had finished drinking a bottle of red wine. Zou Moyan opened another bottle, joking with a smile, "Zhou Luo would be ashamed of your current drinking capacity."

I thought of Zhou Luo throwing Zhou Ling down after drinking a bottle of red wine, and laughed out loud, Zou Moyan asked, "What are you laughing at?"

"I thought of Zhou Luo and Zhou Ling. I remember that time when Zhou Luo and I were drinking together. I fell unconscious when a bottle of red wine was poured down. When Zhou Luo came home, he rushed to Zhou Ling. The next day Zhou Ling came to look for him crying. I said that Zhou Luo bullied her, it's really fun to think about it."

"Did you just forget what you did when you were unconscious that day?" Zou Moyan got up and kissed my forehead, the darkness in his dark eyes was unclear.

"At most it's just grabbing the quilt with you, what else can you do out of the ordinary?"

"Oh, is that so?" Zou Moyan smiled, "You're not out of line, but it just gives you an indescribable sense of accomplishment as a man."

I asked him for a long time and he didn't answer, and then he didn't ask any more questions.

It was only after many years that I found out that that night, Zou Moyan discovered that some intimate matters can still be led by a woman. Most importantly, he is very comfortable and enjoys it.

Between lovers, intimate things can make them feel happy physically and mentally. I knew it at that time, and Zou Moyan knew it too.

Is there a saying that people are not drunk when they are drunk? I think I can drink enough, but every time I meet Zou Moyan or something related to Zou Moyan happens, I will be easily captured by alcohol. I put down my chopsticks When I was slightly drunk, Zou Moyan looked at me and pulled me into his arms naturally.

"Wine is really good." I held his hand tightly together, "When you are slightly drunk like this, there is always a feeling of indescribable happiness. Those unhappy things are all forgotten. If the fear is left behind, there will only be a warm lamp left in the whole world."

"Really? Jiajia, you will feel this way every day from now on."

"Do you want me to drink this kind of wine every day?" I looked up at Zou Moyan, he pinched my chin, and said dotingly, "Naughty."

We leaned together and looked at the stars in the sky, Zou Moyan put his arms around me, our hands were tightly held together, the wind became colder at night, I sneezed involuntarily, Zou Moyan put away his things and took me with him After getting out of the car, he turned on the heater, and then opened a bottle of wine.

We sat in the car and tasted wine slowly. The CD on the car was playing a serenade. On such a night, it was very romantic.

All my guesses and emptiness slowly disappeared with Zou Moyan's every move, especially under the influence of alcohol, no matter how I looked at Zou Moyan, I liked it, I kept smiling at him, and Zou Moyan accepted it all.

But as long as Zou Moyan makes any further moves, I will still be very nervous. I can't explain why, the kind that my fingers and toes will straighten unconsciously.

Zou Moyan still noticed my strangeness, and said after a long time: "Jiajia, I know you have a lot of questions you want to ask me, so let's play truth or dare."

"truth or Dare?"

Did I get it wrong? Zou Moyan has always been dismissive of this kind of entertainment game. Sometimes he even plays poker with an expression that I don't want to play with you boring people. But at this time, He enthusiastically put forward his own ideas, "Each of us asks each other three questions, and we can choose to think the truth or take a big risk."

"That is to say, when I don't want to answer, I can choose a big adventure?"

Zou Moyan chuckled: "Comprehension ability has improved compared to when I was in school."

I have a lot of questions that I want to ask, but finally I found three in my mind. Zou Moyan looked at me, meaning to let me ask the first question. I thought about it and asked him, "How have you lived these two years?"

"In the two years after you left, I had a bad life. I can't remember exactly why it was bad. After all, it was not a pleasant memory. Some, I can't even remember."

I really want to ask how bad it is, but that would be a waste of my chance to ask questions.

"It's your turn."

Zou Moyan took a sip of the red wine and asked me, "Do you regret it? What happened before, everything."

"Regret." I looked at Zou Moyan firmly, and said word by word, "If we could do it all over again, I don't think we would have taken such a long detour."

I clearly saw something beating in Zou Moyan's eyes, like a burning flame, he stared at me, and gently held my hair with his hands: "OK, it's you."

"Uh, Mo Yan, is there something between you and Li Nan that you are hiding from me?"

"There are some personal matters about Li Nan, but there is nothing between me and her. I'm not good at explaining. I've answered this question for you before, so, baby, you've wasted an opportunity."

I pouted and protested, "This question doesn't count."

"How can it be counted?"

"If I say it doesn't count, it doesn't count!" I patted his shoulder and said coquettishly, "I'll change it."

"it is good."

Zou Moyan is most afraid of me acting like a baby, as long as I act like a baby, he will definitely compromise, anytime, anywhere, super useful.

"do you hate me?"

After finishing speaking, I secretly looked at Zou Moyan's expression. The corners of his mouth were slightly raised, showing a cool smile, and then he grabbed me and pulled me from the co-pilot to him. The space in the car was small, and I The whole body lay on Zou Moyan's body.

Zou Moyan's hand was gently drawing my lips, and when I wanted to speak, his index finger was placed on my lips, "For this question, I choose to take a big risk."

(End of this chapter)