Your warmth, my love

Chapter 82 I Have a Mental Illness

There was silence all around, Hai Lan bit her lip and lowered her head, Zou Moyan was about to say something, Han Ying came over and took me by the arm, "Hai Lan didn't mean anything to you, she thought you were a daughter of some family, she I have suffered from this, and I have some opinions on the princesses of all the big families, so don't take it to heart."

I haven't heard such a sincere apology for a long time, while Mo Chengze coughed, Hailan ran behind him obediently, "Mo Yan, continue."

"Yeah." Zou Moyan continued to draw cards without even looking at me, but the faces of the other two people had a playful look on their faces, especially Fu Xuan. The love at first sight? Is it your unforgettable little first love?"

I was drinking water and almost choked when I heard this sentence.

Zou Moyan fell in love with me at first sight?It is true that I am his first love, but when did he fall in love with me at first sight?

Isn't the story between us that I chased him all over the school when I was a freshman, and then he saw me one day by chance, was moved by me, and then we got together?
There are other versions?

"So it's because of this that he didn't go to the military academy, and such a high IQ is nothing more than that." Xu Moxuan sighed, "Mo Yan, why haven't you figured it out until now, it's been four years."

Fu Xuan choked him: "You're done? Didn't it take eight years for you to live a happy life now!"

"At least the person is mine!" Xu Moxuan retorted. The story between him and Han Ying can also be called a heart-wrenching love song, "But it is better than you, Fu Xuan, are you still a virgin? You Soon to be 32."

"You are a virgin, and your whole family is a virgin! Let's not talk about me, what do we talk about when we meet every day, about Zou Moyan and He Jiaran, a pervert with a high IQ and an out-and-out lunatic, how do I feel about this story? It's wonderful."

Zou Moyan didn't dare to say anything as if he had been utterly deflated. Seeing that the atmosphere was getting better, Hailan walked up to me and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

I don't think there is any need to argue with Hailan, what she heard is indeed true, so I answered calmly. "It doesn't matter."

It can only happen to me that I can openly admit that I am his ex-girlfriend in front of his ex-boyfriend's friends!

"I'm going back first." Zou Moyan stood up, and said to the three people at the poker table, "I have an appointment another day."

Everyone said they had no objections, Zou Moyan came over and hugged my waist forcefully, and walked out of the room quickly.

Because I was wearing high heels, I was a little unsteady when walking on the carpet. Zou Moyan walked in a hurry and put his arms around my waist. The posture of the two of us was very weird, "Can you slow down, I can't catch up with you footsteps."

"No." Zou Moyan stopped abruptly, then grabbed my wrist, "You have no right to protest."

"Then tell me, how did you fall in love with me at first sight!" I stopped and pouted and looked at him, when I saw a blush on Zou Moyan's face that I hadn't seen for a long time, I knew this The thing is true, "Or to put it another way, why are you not going to the military academy because of me?"

"Just listen to one-fifth of Fu Xuan's words."

"Tell me, how did you fall in love with me at first sight?"

Zou Moyan pursed his thin lips tightly, without saying a word.

"Zou Moyan."

"Let's go, I have something to go home."

Seeing that I was not moving, Zou Moyan bent down and lifted me up. I was standing upright, but in an instant I was lying on his shoulders. I twisted desperately: "Zou Moyan, let me go!" .”

"There is a rooftop here, shall we go and do it?"

Zou Moyan's tone was cold. When he said the word 'do', I gave up resistance.

I'm afraid of rooftops, I'm afraid of red wine, I'm afraid of white pills.
Zou Moyan kept silent on the way back in the car, the car drove very fast, and I saw that I was about to reach the fork in the road at my house, "Put me down, I'll go back by myself."

"Are you going back dressed like this?" Zou Moyan looked at the dress on me, and a slight smile flickered at the corner of his mouth, "It's better to take good care of your body, after all, I don't have any desire for sick people."

I gathered my clothes together: "You are mentally ill."

Zou Moyan suddenly slammed on the brakes, and the car plunged into the haystack on the side of the road. Zou Moyan leaned over, pinching my neck with his fingers, "I'm mentally ill, He Jiaran, do you want to know about that?" How did I live for two years, do you want to know why I became like this?"

I shook my head first, then nodded again, my voice trembling: "Say it."

"As you said, in two years, I became a psychopath." Zou Moyan's fascinated light slowly fell on my lips, and his fingers began to trace the shape of my lips, "Can you imagine? You once The man you love is moody, vicious, and desperate to revive the family business, just to stand in front of you one day."

Zou Moyan looked like a wolf looking for food in the dark. His eyes were scarlet, and he looked at me fiercely, as if he was going to wrap me in his belly every minute, "He Jiaran, have you seen it? I, Zou Moyan, are now He is also a person who can call the wind and shake the rain, I can help you with all your difficulties with a flick of a finger, and even a word from me, you don’t have everything you have now.”

Zou Moyan seems to be a different person. Normally, he never yelled at me so loudly no matter how much he went too far. I looked at him quietly, and my body instinctively shrank into a ball. Seeing my defensive action, Zou Moyan's eyes became redder. After getting up, he flattened the back of the seat, and I was pressed down by her in the air.

"Zou Moyan, don't." I looked at him in horror, all the bad memories from before flooded into my mind, I thought of every time Zou Moyan made me hurt, I thought of the time Zhang Dong molested me, I Thinking of many things, my body trembled, and the disparity in strength let me know that I had no possibility of resisting, and Zou Moyan's hand had already torn off the shoulder straps of my skirt, and one hand was pinching my plump breasts .

"Don't act like I'm bullying you, don't you enjoy it too? Don't you enjoy it when you beg me to hurry up?" Zou Moyan rubbed his hands more and more vigorously, his eyes have changed from the scarlet color just now Become fierce, "I can fuck you whenever I want, but I don't want to fuck you, even if you beg me, I won't bother."

After Zou Moyan finished speaking, he stood up and threw a tissue on the side of me, "Wipe your cheap tears, or do you want to use these liquids to moisten your lower body?"

My heart hurts, it hurts.

Zou Moyan has never uttered such rough words, and he would try to avoid them even at the peak of his relationship, but now he is a completely different person, with a cruelty that I can't describe, I wiped it with a tissue tremblingly. After drying up his tears and tidying up his clothes, Zou Moyan kicked the accelerator and drove straight to the downstairs of my house.

I got out of the car as soon as he turned on the safety lock, and Zou Moyan followed me. I didn't know when I lit a cigarette. Before I could put on my down jacket, I stumbled towards the door of the unit. Zou Moyan said behind me , "He Jiaran, this is the beginning."

I stopped, tears flooded my eyes completely, but my reason told me that I couldn't turn back.

I straightened my back and entered the unit door, letting my tears freeze.

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In the next few days, Zou Moyan didn't come to harass me like that day, and my life returned to the way it was before. After lunch, I was wandering with Lu Xiaoxiao in a boutique near my work, and saw Li Nan, whom I hadn't seen for a while, in a men's clothing store Pick something.

Lu Xiaoxiao pulled me to leave, but unfortunately Li Nan saw her. I think she must be a regular customer. When she called me, the clerk next to me also said politely, "Please, two ladies, our current one The new models are all directly from Europe, and most of them are purely handmade.”

"Jiaran, what a coincidence, are you shopping? Long time no see Lu Xiaoxiao."

Lu Xiaoxiao was heartless, and replied with a smile, "It's been a long time since we met, what are you choosing?"

Just asking casually, Li Nan became a little shy, "Choose some ties for Mo Yan, Jia Ran, you haven't contacted us recently, how are you doing?"

"Not bad." I looked at the tie in his hand and smiled, "Good wife and mother."

"What are you talking about." Li Nan put down the tie in his hand and looked at the shopping guide with a smile: "This, this, and those two over there, wrap them up for me."

What Li Nan didn't know was that Zou Moyan only wore one brand of clothes, and he never used anything that could be bought on the street.

Li Nan's trick is pretending to be smart.

"Let's go first."

I turned around to leave, but Li Nan quickly stood in front of me, "Jiaran, we haven't seen each other for so long, shall we have a drink together? Mo Yan will also come later, why don't we go together?"

"I don't want to drink with you, and I don't want to see Zou Moyan. If you show your affection in front of me, please be smart. Zou Moyan's clothes are always customized by one brand, and all the accessories, ties, and shoes are also from another brand. He never looked at these brands. This habit has not changed since we were together until we met a few days ago. You are a smart woman. Don’t let me see your little tricks, because all your actions It makes me feel that you are naive, naively treat me as your imaginary enemy."

"Isn't it?" Li Nan put away the smile on his face, "He Jiaran, you love Zou Moyan, and Zou Moyan loves you too, we can all see this, but you will never be together, do you know why? ? Because of that year."

"Li Nan!" Zou Moyan's voice came from the door, choking what Li Nan was about to say.

I didn't expect that it was true that Li Nan said that Zou Moyan would come. I thought she was just talking casually to stimulate me.

What is Li Nan going to say?Is there anything else that I didn't know back then?

What else happened back then?
"Mo Yan, you're here." Li Nan smiled like a flower.

Zou Moyan hummed, took the things in the shopping guide's hand without even looking at me. "Let's go."

There was a pain in my arm, Lu Xiaoxiao gestured twice in front of my eyes: "What are you looking at, everyone has gone out!"

(End of this chapter)