Your warmth, my love

Chapter 84

I couldn't understand him at all: "Everything I want? What do you mean?"

"Anything, the people you don't want to face, the gossip, the past you're desperately trying to forget."

Lu Chengying must be crazy, why haven't I seen him for a few days, his head seems to be short-circuited, "Lu Chengying, look at it clearly, some things happen and you can't go back. I really care about the past, but without those pasts If there is no me now, there will be no me in front of you."

"I know, so the life I want to give you is to let everything go back to two years ago, or four years ago, before you knew Zou Moyan."

When Zou Moyan was mentioned, I felt as if I had a thorn in my heart.

I don't want to bring up this topic, because now I find that I lack the knowledge I should have about many things that happened two years ago.

"You first explain to me how you got together with my dad."

"Jiajia, what are you talking about? The buns are cold." My father suddenly appeared behind me at this moment. I wiped away my tears in a panic, turned around with a smile and said, "It's okay, it's okay."

The three of us sat down to eat quietly. Father concentrated on tasting the steamed buns. Lu Chengying didn't have much appetite. After eating a hard-boiled egg, he drank some porridge. After sitting for a while, he said that he had to leave first.

My father asked me to see him off, but I didn't want to go, so I covered it up casually.

After breakfast, I proposed to live in the place I rented, "Dad, since you are back, you can live at my place, two-bedroom, we also have a caretaker."

"I'm still staying in a hotel, and Chengying has made arrangements." My father ignored my suggestion, "Tell your brother tonight that our family will have dinner together."

"Ah."

"Also." Father sighed, "Give me the address of your Aunt Cai's nursing home, and I'll go and see her."

"it is good."

I sent my father to the hotel to arrange a stay. My father was obviously very satisfied with Lu Chengying's arrangement, and kept praising Lu Chengying for his intentions, "Jiajia, I think Lu Chengying is a good kid. You have been together for so long, when will you think about marriage?"

"What kind of marriage? Lu Chengying and I are just ordinary friends."

"Nonsense, can an ordinary friend take good care of me?" My father looked at me with a smile, "I heard that you had a boyfriend in the United States, so it means you broke up. I think Lu Chengying is pretty good. I am also grateful to him for taking care of him, young man is still very thoughtful in doing things at such a young age."

"Dad, how did you meet Lu Chengying? Also, how did you... I really couldn't say the word bankruptcy, so I changed the word and asked, "Why did you go to the United States?"

"At that time, I followed the trend to invest, and after raising some funds, I lost all of them. The creditors came to me. I had no choice but to let your aunt Cai and brother go to the United States first, but I didn't expect that something happened to them there. When I was preparing to leave the country due to bankruptcy, Lu Chengying came to your house to find you and said he was your friend, so I came up with the plan of Jin Chan's escape, and he was willing to help me settle in the United States, providing me with food and drink all the time. Courtesy is not bad."

I couldn't believe the amount of information in it. It turned out that my father used the so-called golden cicada to escape and left all the debt problems to me. "Then you were trying to avoid debts?"

"Those creditors are going to eat people. Can I not hide? But later, I saw that Lu Chengying helped you handle the matter pretty well. I asked Lu Chengying to give you some money. I figured it out. If you sell the family The house still has a few villa lands, so repaying the debt shouldn’t be a problem, but I don’t want to face those people.”

"Dad, I... I was only 21 years old at the time, didn't you think about how I would face all this?" I stood up and said sharply, "When those creditors came to my door, I almost went into the sea As a hostess, have you never thought about my situation?"

"Your brother can't be counted on, so I'm counting on you." The father was very calm, "Jia Jia, Dad knew that what he did was wrong, but with Lu Chengying around at the time, I was very relieved, you were always being held in my palm, It’s time to face some things independently.”

It turns out that the things I have experienced in the past two years and the creditors I have faced are all left to me by my father Jin Chan after he escaped his shell.
He also left me a sum of money, where is that money?
So it looks like I received Zou Moyan's father's check back then, was it a farce that didn't have to happen at all?
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Haha
I finally paid for my self righteousness.

"Jiajia; what are you staring at?" My father pushed my arm, "I'm going to rest, don't forget to ask your brother out tonight, let's eat in this hotel, I heard that the food here is still good good."

I nodded, "See you tonight."

After I finished speaking, I left the room. The moment I went out, I covered my mouth and cried out.

&;

I was walking on the street, letting the biting cold wind blow my face, and I was trying to figure out what happened to my father. Just as I was thinking, a few horns sounded beside me, but I ignored them. When I was crossing the road, I I was absent-minded, and didn't even look to see if there was a car around me. After taking a few steps, someone pulled my arm forcefully, and then I fell into a familiar embrace.

"He Jiaran, you don't need to die in this way if you want to die, right?" Zou Moyan grabbed my hand and went to a safe place aside, "Look at your distraught appearance, it's so ugly."

At this moment, I came back to my senses a little bit. What happened in my mind was all about what happened in my family. Zou Moyan’s face was very clear in front of me. I actually smiled and asked him, “Mo Yan, I used to only think that Regret, I never felt that I was wrong, but today is different, I feel that I was wrong."

"Everyone should pay the price for their willfulness." Zou Moyan's voice was unusually cold, "No one will be an exception."

"Yeah, you took revenge on me and tortured me before, and I still hated you, but now I don't hate you anymore, I asked for it all." My fingers lightly touched Zou Moyan's face, and when I touched him, At the tip of my nose, I clearly felt his body stiffen, I put down my hand, and said with a smile, "You can do whatever you want, I'm willing to do it."

"You..." Zou Moyan didn't know what to say after uttering a single word. He turned around and hugged me tightly in his arms. Although we were all wearing thick clothes, I could still feel that the man I loved so much In Zhou Luo's words, how does he hover on the edge of love and hate? I, He Jiaran, do I really have that ability?
The two of us hugged each other like no one else was around, as if neither of us felt tired, until Pan Yiming came, Zou Moyan still didn't intend to let go, Pan Yiming's face was gloomy: "Mo Yan, I have something to call on you."

Zou Moyan's expression changed, and he let go of me, "Wait for me."

He and Pan Yiming got into the car, but instead of standing still, I turned around and walked in the opposite direction.

There are always more cars than people in the morning rush hour in the imperial capital. I wiped my tears and took a taxi back to the row.

And some things, once started, can't end.

Two years of experience have taught me that no matter what happens, people must look forward and move forward.

As soon as I arrived at the office, Lu Chengying called. He wanted to have lunch together, but I politely declined.

I really don't know how to face Lu Chengying. Now that I don't want to face it, I might as well retreat into my shell and protect myself carefully.

&;

I was the last one to arrive at the hotel at night. I gave my father’s address to my elder brother. They have already arrived. My sister-in-law is pouring tea for my father. My elder brother is chatting with my father. When they saw me coming in, they smiled and let me sit down.

"Jiajia, sit here, that seat is for Chengying."

I looked at the empty seat beside me, and was taken aback for a moment, "Isn't it our family gathering? Why is he here?"

My father's face changed after being teased by me, and my sister-in-law smoothed things over, "Dad said he was taken care of by Lu Chengying when he was in the United States, so I called him to dinner today to thank him in person."

"Uncle Lu, am I late?" Lu Chengying appeared at the door in a hurry, and then sat down next to me very consciously. He didn't feel unnatural at all, and even asked the waiter to take out a hot towel to wipe my hands , "Jiajia, did you just come?"

I nodded and moved to the side.

The dinner was ordered by Lu Chengying. The dishes were all incomparably exquisite. My sister-in-law had never seen it before, so she desperately took pictures. Although my father didn't say anything to my sister-in-law, who had never seen the world, I could clearly see that he couldn't see it. Up.

My elder brother was eating all the time, occasionally chatting up a few words, but he didn't say anything. Lu Chengying and his father chatted about some business matters, but I couldn't get in the conversation.
"I'm going to the bathroom." I stood up, and Lu Chengying chased after me as soon as I went out. He knew I was unhappy, so he coaxed me in a low voice, "Jiajia, what's wrong?"

"Lu Chengying, did my father give you a sum of money to pay off my family's debts?"

Lu Chengying was stunned, "Yes."

"That is to say, if I didn't ask Zou Moyan's father for money back then, the money in your hand would be enough for me to pay off these debts, right?"

Lu Chengying didn't deny it, "Yes"

"You..." I closed my eyes, feeling extremely sad, "Then why didn't you tell me? If I had that money back then, I wouldn't have accepted money from Zou Moyan's father, and there would have been no relationship between me and Zou Moyan." Something like that happened!"

"Jiajia, when I gave you money back then, you didn't want it, you wanted to find Zou Moyan's father, you wanted to break up with Zou Moyan, and you said you hated him during the fire, have you forgotten it? "Lu Chengying shook my shoulder, "Jiajia, wake up, there is no going back between you and him, even without these things, it would be impossible between you!"

"why?"

"Because." Lu Chengying lowered his eyes, and said after a long time, "After you met Zou Moyan's father that night, he died suddenly."

(End of this chapter)