Your warmth, my love

Chapter 89 This Is Not Love
"What are you doing?"

"Are you afraid of me?" Lu Chengying's face was getting closer and closer, his warm breath sprayed on my face, the atmosphere was very ambiguous, "Jiajia, we used to be like this, you were never afraid of me."

"The past was the past, and the present is the present." I dodged back, but the facts did not help, the back of my head was pressed against the wall behind, Lu Chengying was staring at the tip of my nose, and my lips were only two centimeters away from me , I closed my eyes nervously, "Lu Chengying, don't do this."

"Jiajia, is it really hard to forget Zou Moyan? Is it hard to accept me? Didn't everything I did for so many years move you? For you, I did everything I could, but what about Zou Moyan? I will stand in a place you can't see and torture you, look at what kind of ghost you have become since you met him again, and now you are pregnant with his child, I am really "Lu Chengying stay away from me a little , when I was about to breathe a sigh of relief, he quickly posted, "In the past two years, I thought we could have a long-term relationship, I thought you would forget him after a long time, I thought I was done Everything a knight should do, you will be by my side, the fact hurts me wrong, He Jiaran, you have no heart, no blood, lack of heart, you are a fucking bitch!"

"Lu Chengying, is there a way to make you stop loving me?"

Lu Chengying returned very simply: "No."

"Then there is no way for me to forget Zou Moyan." I looked out the window and thought of Zou Moyan's face, the corners of my mouth slightly raised, "It's been two years as you said, why do I still think about him, but I just want to Oh, I can't control it, I know your thoughts during the two years you were by my side, but I told you that there is no possibility between me and you, it's a matter of feeling."

Lu Chengying let go of me, walked silently to one side of the sofa, took out a cigarette and lit it, the gray smoke had just risen, he seemed to have thought of something, and stifled the cigarette again.

"I know you are good. I know everything. I used to think that I was lucky enough to be able to rent such a cheap house in the center of the city. In fact, you rented this house to me, right? And my brother's For the storefront, the location is so good and the rent is not so cheap. You helped me, right? Needless to say, my work was done from the beginning to the end. You helped me all the way. You even took care of my dad during the years in the United States When I was cornered several times and didn’t know how to face life, you were always by my side, but this is not love.”

As I said that, tears fell, Lu Chengying didn't speak, just looked at me quietly, my tears couldn't stop flowing down, "Actually, you know that I love Zou Moyan, you are just unwilling, right, Lu Chengying , I may never pay off what I owe you in my whole life, so the only thing I can do now is not to enjoy your goodness."

"Jiajia, don't talk about it." Lu Chengying stood up, took a tissue to help me wipe my tears, "You really understand these truths better than anyone else, why are you so weak in front of right and wrong?"

"It was you who said these inexplicable words first. I have a child now. This is my flesh and blood. How could I let him have a little loss?"

"Okay, I get it." Lu Chengying patted my shoulder, "It's said on TV that pregnant women are sentimental. I didn't know it before, but now I finally understand."

I smiled through tears, knowing that Lu Chengying had already passed his strength, "Well, so don't be mad at me, and don't tease me."

"OK, so what does Queen He Jiaran want to eat now? Why don't we have a breakup meal?"

"You can arrange it as you like, anyway, you are richer than me!"

"As ordered!"

Lu Chengying called and started ordering takeaway. I went back to my room and lay down for a while. To be honest, before I knew the existence of this child, I thought I could jump up and down, carry water and chop firewood. Now that I know this little guy's Existence, I suddenly felt that I was the most protected person in the world, my fingers tapped lightly on my belly, and my heart was full of warmth.

Baby, although your father is not around, I will take good care of you. Mom loves you.

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After I had a breakup meal with Lu Chengying that day, he suggested that I find a house and move out. I packed all the luggage before, and it is really difficult to move the suitcases now that I am pregnant, so I listened to Lu Chengying and found a suitable one. Places are moving.

I rested at home for a day, and the next day I went to work with my written resignation letter.

I don't have any complicated reasons, and I don't have any golden sentences such as I want to see the world is so big. My resignation letter is very simple, just one sentence, I apply for resignation, and then sign my name.

Everyone looked at me with very complicated eyes for my arrival. I know that my current situation must be besieged on all sides, and I also know that the two leaders, one Zhang Dong and the other old Yu, want to change the way to put me to death. , but it doesn't matter, I am not used to anyone now, love whoever!

"Jiajia, the boss of the personnel department told you to come over." Sister Liu gestured to me on the phone, and I nodded, "Got it."

I took the written resignation letter and went to Lao Yu's place. The first time he saw me, his face turned cold and he frowned, "What's the matter?"

"President Yu, this is my letter of resignation. I don't think I can submit it directly to the human resources department, otherwise it will appear disrespectful to you by leapfrogging. I, He Jiaran, am grateful for your care over the past two years. , see you tomorrow."

"He Jiaran, have you thought about the consequences for resigning in such a chic way?" Old Yu asked me directly without reading the letter, "Maybe you didn't expect that when things got to this point, I would just say something straight, you lost This job means that you have lost a good place where you can enjoy the cool air. To be honest, I admire you very much, but what you are doing now is looking for your own death."

"Consequences? Meaning? President Yu, thank you for helping me think about it, but every time you share my bonus, why don't you say that you are taking care of me? Why didn't you say something like this happened to your daughter this time?" Said to educate well at home, don't come out and mess around?"

Old Yu's face became even more ugly because I mentioned Yu Xiaomai's name, "Hmph, we're not done with Yu Xiaomai's affairs, He Jiaran, as you said, mountains and rivers meet each other, see you tomorrow."

I left Lao Yu's office and returned to my work station to sort things out. I didn't have many things to take with me, but this action still attracted the crowd of warriors around me. Sister Liu asked, "Jiaran, what are you doing?" What are you doing?"

"I have already applied for resignation. We have been getting along very happily in the past two years, although some things have happened recently that have given me headaches and nausea." I looked at the curious faces of the people around me, and suddenly smiled, "I will treat you in the future. Be kind to your new colleagues, I don't guarantee that everyone has my temper."

The few people who were about to say goodbye didn’t speak, but Sister Liu was taken aback for a moment. She obviously felt that she had reported the wrong leg, so she smiled unnaturally, so she didn’t say anything. At the position of the door, I looked back at the building where I worked.

Turns out it's been two and a half years, so fast!
Suddenly a middle-aged man stood in front of him. He looked me up and down, making me very uncomfortable: "You are He Jiaran?"

"I'm."

"It's you!" The middle-aged man waved his hand, and two young men stood up behind them. They held a sack in their hands and put it on my head suddenly. This sudden movement startled me, and my body had the instinct to resist , I threw the box in my hand on the ground, held the phone, and pressed 1 for a long time.

"Who are you? This is the gate of the bank, why did you tie me up?"

"Brother, this woman is too troublesome, let me teach you a lesson!"

Something hit me hard on the back of the head, and I lost consciousness.

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When I was able to open my eyes, I saw a dilapidated warehouse in front of me. There were a few old machines in the corner, and four men were drinking and playing cards at the door. I squinted and couldn't see clearly.

My mouth was sealed with sealing tape, my hands and feet were bound, and although there was a cushion under my body, it was surprisingly hard. I moved in discomfort, and the people at the door noticed my movement and walked over together. .

"Brother, what should I do?"

"The guest said, we can deal with it as we please."

"Then" a yellow-haired boy looked at me lewdly, "How about selling it to Zambia after eating it? It is said that there is a market for oriental girls there now."

I shook my head hastily and curled myself into a ball timidly.

"Brother, do you come first or should we come together?" The yellow-haired boy looked at the middle-aged man and asked symbolically, "I think this young man may be a young boy!"

"You kid, you're just thinking about this!" The middle-aged man gave the yellow-haired boy a spoon, he looked at me carefully, and said, "Girl, I've got it in my brother's hands today, so it's your order." , We are not good people, but if you die, you will understand that you have offended someone, buddy, I will collect money to help him settle it, and the target of the settlement is you."

The middle-aged man squeezed my chin, "So how you play it depends entirely on your attitude. You make my brothers happy, and I save your life. If you make my brothers dissatisfied in any way, I'll kill you right away."

Fear surrounded me, I looked at the face of the middle-aged man, and a few drops of tears flowed from my eyes. I can't do anything, because I am not alone now, I still have my child.

But who would know that I was caught in a place like this?
If that 1 dialed out and he answered it, he would come to save me, right?
can you?

I do not know.

It was the hardest gamble of my life because I thought I was going to win, but in the eyes of the other side, I didn't even have chips.

It was several years later that I knew what he was saying. He said, He Jiaran, you never need any chips in front of me, because I will give you whatever you want, and your life is more important than anything else.

(End of this chapter)