heir loves me

Chapter 193

"Cancer. Is it probably what doctors often say about not paying attention to physical maintenance? It was too late when I found out. At that time, my father and I had just become interns in the high school, and my father who insisted on guarding the clinic until his death came to our university. He was admitted to the hospital. I heard that at the end of the period, when there was no cure, he asked the attending doctor, saying that he came to the hospital so that his children could help him with the post-mortem autopsy.”

Tranquility looked at Lu Yunxiu who was frowning slightly with a calm expression, and exhaled.

"When I inserted the scalpel into my father's body and observed his disease nest, I was so calm! I remembered what the professor and the teacher said, and I also remembered what I said... When the autopsy was over, the wound was stitched up, and I looked at my father's face , I shed tears for the first time. Teacher Gao and I leaned on our father's body and wept loudly..."

Tranquility Hai looked at the photos of his father in good spirits before he was alive, and narrowed his eyes with infinite nostalgia. Lu Yunxiu couldn't help feeling a pain in his heart when he thought of Tranquility Hai's mood at that time—his father's deep affection for the child.This father and daughter naturally give and give endless and unrequited love.Even though he passed away, he still gave his daughter deep love.

"Be a great doctor! That's what I thought when I was holding my father's ashes, but I gave up anyway. Maybe I'm a very unfilial child?"

Tranquility smiled wryly, and Lu Yunxiu returned her an ambiguous smile.Lu Yunxiu thought, her father would not think so, would he?There must be no father who regards Tranquility as an unfilial child, right?If his father would blame Tranquility for choosing the path he wanted to take, then Tranquility would probably not be such a broad-minded person?
"If I die, in another world, my father and mother will definitely scold me badly. My father will say that I provided my body for you to dissect in vain, and you will repay your kindness."

"Do you... regret it?" Lu Yunxiu asked.

Tranquility stared at him, shaking his head slowly.

"I don't regret it. If I became a doctor, I wouldn't know you, and I wouldn't know that loving someone is so painful, sad and happy. You must think that you compromise to get married and have children is the greatest happiness?"

"Ordinary people... aren't they all like this?"

"I think maybe! But I met and fell in love with you, and I am still reluctant to part with you. I believe that from now on, I will still love you forever."

Tranquility Sea's tone seemed to be speaking to himself, Lu Yunxiu looked at her with a smile that he didn't know whether it was a mockery or a wry smile.

"Didn't someone say that love is a big mistake? When that self-suggestion is unraveled, you will find your mistake."

"You mean that the dream will wake up one day? So what about you? Yunxiu? If you stay by my side, at least it means you don't hate me?"

Lu Yunxiu didn't answer, and closed his eyes, as if he wanted to feel the warmth in Tranquility's arms.

"You still don't want to say? Say I like you, say I love you..."

When Lu Yunxiu heard Tranquility Hai say this, he couldn't help staring at her, his lips trembling slightly.I love you - say it, and live with her until she realizes that this feeling is definitely not love, that it's not natural, and it's easy enough to walk away.However, Lu Yunxiu felt that he could not expect such a thing.He knew that those lips that expressed love again and again, that warm smile would one day turn into ridicule and sneer.

It is impossible to have unchanging love in this world, not to mention that it is impossible for him to believe in love and live a happy life.

"I can't use words...to ensure that we are connected with each other. I use words to guarantee the feelings that will fade and disappear one day, and in the end there will be nothing left."

(End of this chapter)